Madam Xin lived thousands of years before this world. From an ordinary woman to a strong person like today, it is needless to say the hard work she put in.
At the beginning, she was timid and cowardly, and even had ridiculous sympathy and compassion. Later, she realized that if she wanted to protect herself, she had to be hard-hearted.
It's not that she hasn't been kind and never loved the world, but what repays her will always disappoint her. In a certain world, she even fell in love with a man. But the facts show that her idea is naive and ridiculous. From the day she was chosen, she is no longer a human being. How can non-human beings be with humans
The despicableness and weakness of human beings made her deeply realize that there is no kind of relationship in this world that can last forever. But if she doesn't fight or grab, and doesn't work hard to become stronger, one day, she will be forgotten and obliterated by time, and just like that, disappear into the eternity.
Do you want to die sadly, or become stronger by any means? Mrs. Xin chose the latter.
She was once lucky enough to return to a world where there was the man she fell in love with for the first time. She tried her best to go back to the past, only to find that he had long since left the pipa, and the beautiful woman was in her arms. He loves her, but that's all. That love is too thin, too far away, and too timeless.
It was also at that time that Mrs. Xin realized that no one in the world could beat time, not even herself. Time is the real distance, it can make people who love each other forget each other, people who have deep hatred become peaceful, geniuses become mediocre, and great people become ordinary.
The man who kept saying that he loved her had left her behind in just over ten years. They used to live and die together, vowed to each other, but in the end they couldn't live up to the high-sounding reasons.
So she killed him herself, even though she was punished by her ex for that. But she doesn't regret it, she would rather be broken than whole. If her things are going to be betrayed, she will not choose to let go, but choose to destroy.
Slowly, my heart hardened.
I will no longer feel sad or happy for anyone or anything. The only obsession in my mind is to become stronger, to become stronger. No one can hurt her anymore, and everyone must look up to her. This made Mrs. Xin more happy and satisfied than any emotion.
She strives to complete her tasks to the limit, and even unconditionally meets the requirements of the soul itself. The original owner of Mrs. Xin’s body hopes that her daughter Xin Yuhong can get what she wants, that she can return to her father’s side, and that Xin Yubai’s mother and daughter disappear in this world—in fact, the latter two are just her thoughts, but Mrs. Xin gave her satisfaction.
Both Xin Yubai's mother and daughter are dead, and now Xin Yuhong is the eldest lady of the Xin family, and this body is also the wife of the Xin family, and Xin Yuhong has successfully married the man she loves. As long as Sui Jing's love for Xin Yuhong reaches the full value, this The task of the world is done flawlessly.
Originally, everything was under Mrs. Xin's control, but suddenly there was a change in the middle, a woman just like her!
As early as killing her predecessor, Mrs. Xin no longer needed a companion. Companions only bring jealousy and betrayal, and she's fine on her own.
Therefore, the soul in Xin Yubai's body must die. Only when she is dead can she feel at ease.
Mrs. Xin is with Xin Yuhong every day, but when she has time, she will find a way to deal with Qing Huan. Mrs. Xin knew that Qing Huan was different from ordinary humans. If they were ordinary people, she could easily kill them, but if the other party was an existence like her, she couldn't succeed so easily.
She has learned a lot from her ex, so she firmly believes that she will not lose.
Humans can't kill them, so Mrs. Xin can only do it herself.
Qing Huan would wander around when she had nothing to do, and the cooperation case with Sui's had almost been discussed, and the other subordinates had already left, but she stayed in this city.
As for Mrs. Xin, if possible, Qing Huan didn't want to obliterate her, nor did she want her to go astray. The feeling of not being able to control one's soul thoughts is too frightening. Even if something goes wrong, you may lose yourself. Nightmare is uncontrollable. No one else can help you. Only yourself is your biggest enemy.
The loneliness, panic, pain, and torture I felt lying at the bottom of the Wangchuan River at that time, together with countless memories, flowed like a tide. Qing Huan almost couldn't make it through, even just a little bit, she would die in the Wangchuan River, and then turn into nothingness, stranded on the Naihe Bridge, with nowhere to go, and just disappeared.
This requires strong willpower, especially not to choose to give in when faced with temptation.
Even though Mrs. Xin has done something wrong, Qing Huan still hopes to give her a hand so that she won't fall into the mud completely.
After living for so long, she has become more and more tolerant towards life. Mrs. Xin has lived for a long time. If she can be saved, Qing Huan does not want to choose destruction.
But to her disappointment, she didn't think about killing Mrs. Xin, but Mrs. Xin chose to take the initiative to kill her.
Qing Huan stayed in this city until Xin Yuhong gave birth. On the day Xin Yuhong gave birth, she happened to be in the Sui family. Although the cooperation project had been completed, the land development still needed to be discussed by the two companies. One of them wants to open up the eastern market, and the other wants to expand their own scale, so joining forces is the best win-win situation. Qing Huan stayed here as the vice president, and cooperated with the Sui family as the top executive in the eastern region.
After getting along for so long, Sui Jing was finally able to look Qing Huan directly in the eyes, but even so he didn't dare to look at her all the time. Although it is not the soul he loves, the same appearance is an indescribable torture to Sui Jing.
He didn't know what to say or what to do. During the months of Xin Yuhong's pregnancy, he lived in a muddle, and he didn't even know what day it was.
Xin Yuhong didn't know about the amniotic fluid breaking at home until the nanny called the company. Qing Huan offered to drive him there, but Sui Jing's hands were shaking, not because of nervousness, but because of panic.
He didn't know what he was afraid of.
When I arrived at the hospital, I waited a few hours for the doctor to say that the birth canal had been opened, but there was no movement for a long time after advancing to the delivery room. The nurse came out and told them that it was a dystocia, and that there was basically no hope for a normal delivery, so the only option was a caesarean section.
Madam Xin chose to sign the family consent form without saying a word, and while everyone was waiting anxiously, she asked Qing Huan, "I want to talk to you."
When the two reached the top floor, Qing Huan found a random place to sit down. The wind blew her black hair up. Madam Xin suddenly asked, "What's your real name?"
"Qing Huan. The taste in the world is Qing Huan's Qing Huan."
"My name is Mi Li." Mrs. Xin smiled lightly, her smile was rarely sincere. "That was the name my father gave me when I was still alive. He liked the Book of Songs and knew it by heart. He also loved me very much. This is not like before my younger brother."
Qing Huan listened to her quietly.
"In our place, girls are worthless and useless. I thought my father was different, but then I learned that he still wanted a son. A year after my mother died, he married a new Wife, after another year, I gave birth to a son, and I became redundant."
"He doesn't love me anymore because he has a new family, but he wants to sacrifice me for this new family and for his son." Mi Li smiled, it could be seen that she no longer cared about the past, now she said This story is just to lower Qing Huan's vigilance. Because she was gradually approaching her, telling stories, but her hands were quietly exposed. "His son was terminally ill, and the family ran out of money, so he planned to sell me to an old man as his wife in exchange for hundreds of thousands of gift money to treat his son's illness. Guess...how did I do it?"
She continued to laugh, laughing heartily: "He forced me and locked me up, but what's the use of that, if I'm dead, it's worthless. Whoever treats me badly, I won't make him feel better. So... I killed myself, with a wooden splinter."
"It was also because of this that he chose to kill the man who loved me. Do you know? He chose me, but he wanted to abandon me because I killed someone, saying that I was no longer worthy of his sacrifice! And if I was abandoned with only my soul , I can only be a lonely ghost! He said to send me back to the original world, but I don't care about it!" Mi Li's eyes were cold. "Come and go when you call, am I, Mioli, someone who can be dismissed at will?"
She still remembers the sadness in the other's eyes when she killed her ex. At that time, she only felt happy! Anyone who is sorry for her will not be able to live!
No one can abandon her, no one!
Qing Huan looked at her quietly, and said softly: "You are sick." Not physically, but spiritually.
"I'm not sick! I'm very healthy, can't you tell?" Mi Li stared at Qing Huan. "I've been alone for a long time, I've been alone since he died, but I don't feel lonely at all, I feel very happy! I gradually become stronger, and I even let my father get their retribution! Hahahaha ... As long as I think, there is nothing I can't do!"
The last thing she can tolerate is betrayal! Her father betrayed her love, the man she was attracted to betrayed her trust, and the ex, the ex chose to abandon her. She has no choice but to kill the other party and become a new existence, so that she can gain eternal life and stop being so mediocre!
"Human beings are really fragile creatures." Miu Li sighed, "My half-brother got a terminal illness and didn't live for many years, and it was useless to spend countless money on him. It is so precious. People in the world are afraid of death. They are all immortal, but I am the only one who can live like this. Compared with me, they are even inferior to ants. Isn’t it common sense that the weak and the strong prey on the strong? Qing Huan, tell me, what's wrong with me?"