Qing Huan didn't answer.
"Now I have eternal lifespan, and I can even control the life and death of others. Do you think I should be happy about this?" Mi Li smiled extraordinarily happily at Qing Huan. "Everyone is afraid of me, no one can betray me anymore, this is what I deserve, isn't it?"
Qing Huan said softly: "In my opinion, all this stems from your inferiority complex."
Her voice was soft, but it really hit Miu Li's anger point: "What did you say?!"
"Because you are afraid of yourself who has nothing, resist all the memories of the past, and forcibly beautify the past that even feels pain and regret in the depths of your own soul. You are denying yourself, and all this stems from inferiority. You feel that you are worthy You don’t get love, but you never gave your love.”
Mi Li stared at Qing Huan tremblingly.
Qing Huan continued: "I'm a little different from you. I lived a long, long time ago. In that world, my fate was even more tragic than yours."
"Don't preach to me! I told you, I was kind and simple! I was full of hope for human beings, and I was soft-hearted, but this time all I got were knives! Knives in my heart! They will only betray and only take! Human hearts, like their lifespan, have a time limit, and after a certain time, they will forget everything, no matter what vows, love and affection... It doesn't matter!" Li seems to want to persuade Qing Huan. "Don't you understand? I have experienced everything you are experiencing now! Sooner or later you will become like me. Now you still have beautiful fantasies about these worlds, but one day you will know, no People are worthy of love, no one is worthy of trust, only you are the most important. When you stand at the pinnacle of power, these worlds are like ants that you can rub! At that time, whether there is love, whether there is self, and whether there is What's important?"
Qing Huan looked at Mi Li as if looking at a wounded child, tolerant and gentle: "I used to dare not face the memories of my life. Do you know what kind of person I used to be when I was humiliated by others?" , I was still humiliated after death. In the first world, I was weak and ignorant. For a reason, in order to fulfill the wish of a ghost, I was tortured and humiliated. Whether it was body, spirit or even soul, I was once I will never recover, and my body is covered with bruises. Before I was alive, I loved someone. Before I died, I was infatuated with him. Jun, his body is completely broken, he can no longer be called a woman, before he died, he married an old man and became his wife, and after a few days of happy life, he died."
"Take over after death. My predecessor was a woman. She still couldn't let it go, so she left after I arrived. I also hated and resented. I was pressed down by men and couldn't resist. It seemed that I was born mean. Like the mud on the ground, I was born to be trampled on. I even hated the sky, and I was as cynical as you, and almost went astray."
"But do you know that existences like us are not allowed in heaven or in any world? The place where we exist is nothingness. We come from the darkness and belong to the darkness. No matter how strong our abilities are, the bottom line in our hearts should be Strong. If you are not as good as the way of heaven, you should live in harmony with the way of heaven, be righteous and good, and then you will live forever."
"We don't have hearts, but you know, hearts can come back."
But Mi Li didn't appreciate it, although she was a little touched by Qing Huan's words, she didn't soften.
"I came from Naihe, I belong to Naihe, if you want to destroy the world at this time, I can't resist, I can't control myself, nightmares, the past, memory, pain, all these make me retreat. So I had to jump off the ten thousand The river of ghosts, enduring the loneliness that ordinary people can't bear, and suffering the pain that ordinary people can't bear, can only get the compassion that ordinary people can't understand. Mi Li." Qing Huan called her name seriously. "Let go, give up this world, come with me."
"… where to?"
"I'll take you to a place where you can wash away all your sins, and after ten thousand years, you can start over again. I won't embarrass you, and I won't obliterate you. You just need to follow me and stay until you don't If you are controlled by the inner demon, I will give you freedom, and you can still have your own nothingness and enjoy eternal life, are you willing?"
Mi Li smiled slowly, "Really?..." She let out a laugh that got louder and louder—when she walked slowly to Qing Huan's side, a circular blade suddenly appeared in her hand, and that The entire body of the blade was pitch-black, with a strange light shining. Taking advantage of Qing Huan's defenselessness, she quickly wiped Qing Huan's neck!
While wiping, he said: "This is the weapon that my predecessor never left. Before he was about to abandon me, I asked him to hug me. I used this to kill him. We can be killed by weapons. Do you know? This thing is extremely precious, and it is more useful than any weapon in the world. You are really lucky, since you are the second person to taste this taste since you opened the blade."
She embraced Qing Huan's body from behind, and swiped her with a round knife!
But Qing Huan's voice suddenly came from behind her: "I'm afraid it doesn't include me."
what happened? Mi Li was shocked and turned around to find that Qing Huan was behind her at some point! She looked at Qing Huan in disbelief: "How is it possible? You, who are you?!"
"Didn't I tell you that we are very similar, but in a more common way, I am higher than your level." Qing Huan's eyes are no longer gentle. "You make me very disappointed."
Mi Li laughed as if he had heard some joke: "Disappointed? Who are you to be disappointed with me?"
"I'm stubborn." Qing Huan murmured in a low voice, before Mi Li could see what was going on, Qing Huan had restrained her, snatched the round knife away, and tapped her index finger between her eyebrows.
With such a light touch, Mi Li felt that something was missing from her body. She seemed to... lost all abilities and turned into an ordinary human being!
Qing Huan quickly let go of her, and Mi Li stood up, frantically trying to use her strength, but her body felt empty. She looked at her hands in horror, the strength she had acquired through all means—disappeared! All gone!
"How did this happen?! What did you do to me?!" She yelled at Qing Huan in dismay. "Give me back my power! Give me back!"
"You've lived long enough. This body still has 20 years left. I wish you good luck." After speaking, Qing Huan turned around and left.
Mi Li shouted: "Stop! Don't go! You are not allowed to go!" She frantically caught up and grabbed Qing Huan's wrist, "Don't go! Give me back! Give me back my strength! Please! !give me back!"
"It all comes from low self-esteem. Look at yourself. After losing your strength, you are completely different from Miu Li just now." Qing Huan looked at her with pity. "Actually, you also know in your heart that if you lose your strength, you will lose your bargaining chip. Since human beings are ants, and now you are also ants, you should realize that the life of ants is the most important thing in the remaining 20 years. how is it like."
Mi Li shook his head wildly: "I don't want to! I don't want to be a human being!"
"You got everything from your predecessor. He taught you to grow, he taught you to be strong, he taught you to be gentle and fair. But you went astray, and even killed him with revenge. I thought I could Help you, but now it seems that since you don't need my help, I won't be too affectionate." Qing Huan bent down and touched Mi Li's face, she looked so compassionate, but also a little sad. "No one can endure the loneliness and pain of these long years, so there is only one me."
The future, it hasn't come yet. The past has already passed, and the years cannot be measured, so she only lives in the present.
Qing Huan still gave Mi Li a chance. If she can't complete the task in this world, she will be obliterated, but Qing Huan gave her twenty years of life as much as possible. If these twenty years can be lived well, then, which one will be happier than the eternal life that can never be lived badly
That is a matter of opinion.
When I returned to the delivery room, I only heard the doctor say that the baby was born, but the mother had already died due to dystocia. Sui Jing leaned against the wall and slowly slid to the ground. Qing Huan watched from a distance, but knew that Xin Yuhong should not have died at this time. In the world that was not disturbed by Mi Li, Xin Yubai and Sui Jing loved each other all their lives, and Xin Yuhong married an ordinary person. Although we can't say how deep the love is, they lived to the end of life after all.
Well, since you shouldn't die, let's live.
Xin Yuhong is arrogant and willful, but her nature is not bad. She had never done anything to Xin Yubai, even if she wanted to get Sui Jing, she used bitter tricks.
Sin is not unto death.
Sui Jing was even more so. Although he is weak and doesn't trust his lover enough, but because of Mi Li's interference, everyone's life has deviated from the track. Under Mi Li's deliberate guidance and temptation, he and Xin Yuhong did this.
However, Xin Yuhong can live, but she can never be with Sui Jing.
Qing Huan lowered her head, smiled slightly, and disappeared.
Half an hour later, Sui Jing raised his head and was shocked to see the person standing in front of him.
It belonged to Xin Yubai's face and body, but her eyes and expression showed that she was not Xin Yubai. There was panic, restlessness, and doubt in her eyes.
From then on, the person Sui Jing hated the most had the body of the person he loved the most.
In this life, no one knows what the ending will be, and no one knows what will be gained and what will be lost after living for these decades.
But fate has changed, irrevocably.