It is a flower that blooms brilliantly in the dark night.
Dark, damp, full of gorgeous darkness, it seems to be the bewitchment from hell, and it also seems to be a sigh from heaven. In the silence of no one, it blooms slowly and freely. The petals are as deep as ink, but the roots are tender green that symbolizes life.
As the darkness eroded, it gradually returned to silence.
Have you ever loved someone deeply
For that person, I am willing to abandon all my pride, put my dignity under my feet, and kneel on the ground, only wishing that he can look at you—even if it is just a glance, concentrate on, concentrate on, in the eyes, except for your reflection , There is no second person.
It's a love that goes deep into the tide, can't stop, can't be wiped out, like a fire that burns the soul, love, love, love until you burn your soul.
You still love him very much, but there is no way to take out your heart and send it up, let him cut one after another with a knife, and then ask him with concern: Hey, are your hands sore
You wait humbly, waiting for him to look back at you, it would be even better if he could hug you and comfort you, but you know this is a luxury, he can’t see you in his eyes, even if your figure is reflected In his eyes, the person he misses will not be you.
The devil lurking in the darkness beckons to you and wants to make a deal with you: give me your soul and give me the gospel.
Did you agree
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In a high-end bar in City A, a certain box was puffing, several men were sitting on the sofa, and beside them was a girl with a hot body and an enchanting appearance. This place is rich and rich, people who come here frequently or leave, they only live for money. Some people do it to make money, some people do it to spend money.
The leading man had a thumb-thick gold chain hanging around his neck. When he smiled, he revealed two big gold teeth. There was a deep scar on the left side of his face, but his face was well-born and full of manliness. At this moment, he opened the suitcase he was carrying with him, and pushed it in front of the greasy-haired, pink-faced man opposite him. He smiled and raised his legs, "This batch of goods is of a higher grade than the previous batch, so you can make sure you don't lose money! How about it, how about you?" satisfied?"
The greasy-faced man hugged a woman with one arm, took a look at a bag with the other hand, and said, "I'm very satisfied, but at this price..."
"Of course the price is different for different grades, but don't worry, my price will definitely not be expensive!"
The price was set during the conversation between the two. At this moment, the box was suddenly kicked open from the outside! Everyone was shocked, the girls screamed piercingly, and were soon surrounded by heavily armed special police officers.
The box is on the third floor, even if you want to jump off the building and escape, you can't do it. After a struggle, everyone squatted in the corner with their hands on their heads, and were soon handcuffed and taken away forcibly.
After all these people were settled, a young special police officer came up to the captain and asked curiously, "Captain, who is the person you said was the one who leaked the news to us?"
The captain knocked him on the head: "Ask so many, stop talking nonsense, hurry up and go!"
This dirty deal ended before it even started, and the bar was also closed down, and it made headlines on social media the next day—the high-end bar has hidden secrets, and it turns out to be a big drug dealer!
A young woman stopped at the door of the small newsstand, took out two coins, and exchanged a newspaper with the boss. She stood on the road and finished reading the news, with a contemptuous smile on her lips, crumpled her hands into balls and threw them into the trash can. Dragging a small suitcase, she turned in from the alley. Back home, as usual, her mother was drying the clothes while her father was not at home.
Tong Man stood at the door of the house for a long time before calling out: "Mom."
The woman who was drying the clothes looked back at her, and the first sentence she said was not asking why she took so long to come back, nor where she had been for the past six months, but just looked at her with disgust, and asked: "What are you doing back here?" ?”
Tong Man lowered her eyes and asked without answering: "Mom, can I stay for a while?"
"No!" Mother Tong refused without thinking. "Hurry up and go, your dad will be angry again when he comes home and sees you." After finishing speaking, he muttered, "It's really useless, even such a good man can't catch it."
Tong Man said: "Mom, when you took Tan Rui's one million betrothal gift, I didn't take any of it. Now can't you let me live at home for a while?"
Although she was begging, her tone was flat, and she just looked at her mother directly. Tong's mother was still a little guilty at first, but when she heard Tong Man mentioning the money, she immediately changed her face: "You little rascal, how dare you say that! Your father and I have worked so hard to make you grow so big, shouldn't you repay us? Who told you to come back, you have lost all the face of our Laotong family! Not to mention being kicked out by Tan Rui, and we didn’t even get a dime of alimony, so we still have the face to go home and ask for a bride price? Hurry up and get the hell out of here! That money is reserved for your younger brother to buy a house and marry a wife, it’s not for you! If you don’t have the money, you can find a way to do it yourself!”
She swears a few more dirty words, little bitch, low hoof and so on—as if Tong Man is not her own.
Tong Man stood at the door without moving until Mother Tong came over and slammed the door shut in front of her! Tong Man stood so close that he was almost hit on the nose.
Neighbors came out to watch after hearing the mother-in-law's scolding, and pointed at Tong Man, probably knowing that she was kicked out shortly after marrying into a wealthy family. When she married Tan Rui, everyone was jealous, and her parents were even more happy to show off. But in less than two years now, everyone has changed.
Tong Man looked up at this alley, this is the place where she grew up for more than 20 years, but it was never her home.
She dragged the suitcase and left slowly. When she walked out of the alley, a black car stopped in front of her, the window was rolled down, revealing a middle-aged man's face: "Miss, do you need help?"
Tong Man shook his head, and the man drove away. Tong Man wandered aimlessly on the street. From the sunny morning to the dark night, she dragged her suitcase and kept walking, walking and walking without stopping.
Finally she took out her wallet from her pocket, in which was a key and an address. Tong Man didn't want to go there, but now, it was obvious that she had nowhere to go.
The destination was a residential area, Tong Man got into the elevator and arrived at the house. The house is well decorated, everything is complete, Tong Man put the suitcase in the living room, and she sat on the sofa, she quietly looked out of the window, it was dark outside the window, all the lights of the house fell asleep at this moment, and since then From now on, she will be alone.
In this way, Tong Man slowly lived in this community. She applied for a job as a clerk in a snack bar not far away, with 2,000 yuan a month for food and lodging. Tong Man did not live in the store. She went to work on time every day and never talked to anyone. She was so quiet and peaceful. Dead silence. Many times, colleagues feel that she does not seem like a living person, as if she can't even hear her breathing.
At night, Tong Man returned to the house, sat quietly until late at night, fell asleep until his body couldn't hold on, and woke up early the next morning, day after day. She spends the Dragon Boat Festival alone, she also spends the Mid-Autumn Festival alone, and she still spends Christmas alone.
On New Year's Day, the shop was closed for rest, and everyone went home. Tong Man still got up early in the morning, went to the park or by the river, and sat on a bench for the whole afternoon. She lived like this for more than a year, until before the new year, on the way back to the house, she met a pair of lovers.
That is really a couple.
The woman is beautiful and gentle, with a gentle and sweet smile on her face. She is wearing a camel-colored overcoat, which is very expensive. The high heels stretch the curve of her slender legs longer, and her thick and fluffy curly hair makes her look extraordinarily charming. The man was wearing a black woolen coat over his suit. He was slender and handsome, and he was breathtakingly handsome. Their hands were tightly held together, as if nothing could separate them.
So compared with them, Tong Man, who was wrapped like a sugar ball, looked like a bumpkin.
When she raised her head, her eyes reflected the shadows of the couple. Whether they were beautiful or happy, her eyes were like pools of stagnant water.
The woman glanced at the man worriedly, and smiled friendlyly at Tong Man: "Hello, are you Miss Tong? I'm Yan Lan." She took off her gloves and stretched out a hand.
It was a beautiful hand, well maintained, and extremely slender. Tong Man glanced dully and slowly, but did not shake hands with her. Yan Lan took her hand back in embarrassment, and soon Tan Rui felt distressed. He put Yan Lan's hand in his pocket to warm, and said to Tong Man, "Where have you been for more than a year? I can't find you anywhere..."
Tong Man ignored them, let alone talked to them, and walked around them. Unexpectedly, Yan Lan called to stop her: "Miss Tong!"
They slowly walked in front of her, Yan Lan apologized with some embarrassment and anxiety: "I'm sorry, we didn't mean to hurt you, it's just..."
"All of this is my fault." Tan Rui said quickly, "I shouldn't have married you impulsively just because Xiao Lan left me, Tong Man, I'm sorry."
He sincerely apologized.
But so what? Tong Man thought. so what? After they apologized, they were still very happy. What does it have to do with her
"Can you forgive us? We have been worried about you for more than a year. I have been looking for you. How are you doing?"
Is she doing well
Tong Man didn't answer, she didn't want to see these two people at all. So she walked forward quickly, with an expressionless face and a stagnant heart.
Tan Rui and Yan Lan looked at each other, but did not catch up. They could all see that Tong Man couldn't accept their apology, but it didn't matter, fortunately they finally found her, and they could take their time in the future, and they were not in a hurry.
The corners of Yan Lan's eyes were a little wet, she threw herself into Tan Rui's arms, and asked softly, "It's all my fault, isn't it?"
"No, it's not your fault, it's me, I'm sorry for her, not you."
"I shouldn't have come to you when I returned to China, and I shouldn't have regretted leaving you..." Yan Lan burst into tears.
Tan Rui hugged her tightly: "The person I love has always been you. I'm sorry about Tong Man, but I still don't love her. I only feel guilty for her. I shouldn't lie to her, nor should I If I'm still dating you after marriage, if I'm really wrong, it's all my fault."
"But you are still husband and wife now, aren't you? Others don't know, but I know that you haven't divorced yet." Yan Lan looked in the direction where Tong Man disappeared, she knew that what she did was wrong, she knew that what she did was embarrassing She spurned her, but she couldn't bear to let go of Tan Rui. She had already regretted leaving him once before, and she couldn't live without him anymore!
"When I get her forgiveness, she will divorce me. Tong Man is a good girl, and she will not fail to fulfill us."
Yan Lan was persuaded, nodded slightly, and looked forward involuntarily.
Tong Man returned to the house, the room was terribly cold. She stretched out her hand, she is very afraid of the cold, so she hates winter. After turning on the air conditioner, Tong Man wrapped herself in a quilt and nestled on the sofa, silently not speaking.
She is still alive.
She should have died, but she came back alive.
But.
But she is afraid of the cold. She... was afraid of the cold. It was so cold that it seemed that even the soul was frozen. Tong Man hugged herself longer, longer, tighter, tighter. In fact, she didn't know why she wanted to live so much, what was she doing alive? It's not because she doesn't give up, she always doesn't give up.
But why is it so cold when people are alive
Tong Man trembled. She trembled slightly, it didn't matter if she stayed alone for too long.
She closed her eyes again, but the night was long and she would never fall asleep. Nightmares haunt her, and she will never forget them.
Tong Man stayed like this for an unknown amount of time. When she was hungry, she went to find something to eat, and then went back to bed, wrapped in the quilt in a daze. The coldness emanating from the depths of her heart made her uneasy. Until a doorbell woke Tong Man from her trance, she was stunned, but she didn't know who would come to her.
Tomorrow will be the Chinese New Year, and her parents will definitely not come to her, and her younger brother will not. She is worthless at home and is equivalent to a waste.
Tong Man looked out from the cat's eyes and found that it was Tan Rui, but he came alone, with a gift box in his hand. Tong Man turned back to the sofa, ignored it, and pretended not to hear it.
But Tan Rui seemed to be sure that she was at home, and kept ringing the doorbell, which made Tong Man feel impetuous, and pulled the door open, ignoring him, just looking at him. Tan Rui was in a trance for a moment with those dark eyes. She always looked at him tenderly and full of love, but now these eyes were as silent as stagnant water.
Suddenly, the words he had prepared were useless, and his beautiful lips moved before he asked, "Can I go in?"
Tong Man didn't speak, and took a step back.
Tan Rui walked in, only to find the house—how should I put it, it was terribly clean and terribly empty. In the huge living room, there is only an air conditioner and a sofa, and nothing else. The floor is shiny and the temperature is very high. But he turned his head to look at Tong Man, and found that Tong Man was still wrapped in a thick quilt. So I couldn't help asking: "Aren't you... not cold?"
Tong Man looked at him, but didn't speak.
Tan Rui was a little embarrassed by her look, coughed lightly and said: "Well... I brought you some food, all of which you like, and the limited edition bear you have always wanted." Said and handed it to Tong Tong Man, looks a little stiff.
Tong Man glanced down at his hand, didn't respond to him, nor took it, just went back to her sofa and wrapped herself up.
It's not that Tan Rui is exaggerating, but that he really feels hot. Although Tong Man ignored him, in the end it was he who was sorry for Tong Man, so he was not angry, but walked up to her and tried to persuade her to untie the quilt: "Aren't you hot? The temperature is too high, why not?" Still wrapped in a quilt? Let me take it off for you... "
Snapped! With a bang, it was Tong Man who slapped Tan Rui's hand away. Tan Rui was a little embarrassed, took his hand back, and explained: "I didn't mean to..."
"You go."
This is the first time in two years that Tan Rui heard Tong Man's voice in a place other than his dream. In his memory, Tong Man was always sunny and optimistic. No matter how much unfair treatment she suffered, no matter how much her loved one hurt her, she faced every day positively.
But—but now, her voice was quiet and steady, without any emotion. Tan Rui even felt that the Tong Man in front of her was no longer Tong Man, the spirit and happiness in her body had been taken away—he took it away.
"Manman... where have you been these two years? I've been looking for you." Tan Rui looked at her sincerely. "I didn't mean it that night. I went to find you immediately after I came out of the hospital, but you had already left. I, I always wanted to say sorry to you..."
"Look for me." Tong Man glanced at him. "divorce?"
"No, that's not what I meant..."
"I am cold."
"... what?" Tan Rui almost thought he had heard wrong.
"I said, I'm so cold." Tong Man repeated these words while loosening the quilt on her body, as if possessed by a demon. Her lips were pale, and her fingertips were red and blue from the cold, but the temperature in the room was so hot that Tan Rui couldn't stand it. "Come and hug me."
Tan Rui froze for a moment, Tong Man asked him: "Don't you want to?"
"No, I'm just..."
"When we were still living together, didn't you often hug Yanlan behind my back?" Tong Man's dark eyes were filled with Tan Rui's handsome face, and she stretched out her arms to him: "Hug me, I'm good." chilly."
It's really, really cold.
Tan Rui seemed to be bewitched, bent down and hugged Tong Man into his arms. As soon as she hugged him, she shivered—it was like hugging a piece of ice, her heartbeat was slow, her breathing was slow, even her eyelashes seemed to be frozen, Tan Rui had no time to think about other things, and Tong Man Putting his hands into his chest, just like how he warmed her hands countless times in the past. "Why is it so cold? What's wrong with you?"
"I'm so cold." Putting her small face on Tan Rui's shoulder, she repeated over and over again: "I'm so cold."
She involuntarily began to yearn for human warmth. She reached out to take off Tan Rui's clothes, and her cold little hands touched her naked and strong chest, and Tan Rui couldn't help shivering. He wanted to refuse, but he couldn't say no. Tong Man in his arms is like a drowning man catching driftwood, hugging him and refusing to let go.
Since that summer night two years ago, her heart has never been able to regain peace, and she will never get better. Everything that is calm and calm is an illusion, and everything that has been loved is an illusion. She has become so afraid of the cold, lonely, lonely, desperate, and betrayal. It's all cold.
"Take me to the bedroom." She whispered in his ear.
The bedroom was pitch black with no lights on. Tong Man clung to Tan Rui like a life-saving straw, hoping that he could warm her up. Even in a very hot room, Tong Man is still cold all over. Tan Rui's body temperature improved a little. She hugged him longingly, as if two years ago, day and night, with endless love, she held out her heart to him.
It's like... There was never those two years of separation, two years of not embracing Tong Man, her body is still as beautiful and graceful as ever. Tan Rui thought of the time they had spent together. Every night, he would hold her tightly like this, and promised her that he would not leave her.
But he broke his promise. Not only did he leave her, but he also cheated on her. He used her as a substitute for another person, just because their facial features were somewhat similar. But in the final analysis, Tong Man and Yan Lan are completely different people. He is sorry for Yan Lan, whom he loves so much, and Tong Man, who loves him.
But he was most sorry for Tong Man.
"You don't have to feel sorry for me." In the dark room, Tong Man's body gradually turned cold, and she felt that the man's heart was gradually going away. "You gave my parents a lot of money. You bought me. If you don't like it, you can return it or throw it away. This is your right."
"I didn't think about it that way—"
"You go." Tong Man left his embrace, "You can no longer warm me up."
There was the sound of getting dressed, and Tong Man left the room. Tan Rui was lying on the bed. He didn't understand why he couldn't reject Tong Man. His heart, which had always been firmly in love with Yan Lan, was suddenly shaken.
He had never seen Tong Man like this.
In his memory, Tong Man is strong and brave, living optimistically every day. He never knew that Tong Man would also be afraid, and she would also be sad and sad. She always lived happily and smiled at him, but just now she...
Tan Rui sat up from the bed suddenly, put on his clothes indiscriminately and chased him out.
The door is open, but Tong Man has disappeared. Tan Rui stood at the door where the wind was blowing, stayed for a few seconds, and chased after him. But Tong Man didn't know how long he had been away, and he didn't even know where to find her. It's freezing cold, where will she go
Definitely not going home. In that family, no one regards her as a relative, and no one cares about her. She is so... lonely!
Tan Rui clenched his fists. He looked around aimlessly. Passers-by said that he had never seen it. He took out the photo hidden in the deepest part of his wallet. It turned out that he still had it.