While Qing Huan was looking at the sky in a daze, Mo Ze suddenly ran over with his fat short legs: "Master! Master!"
"What's wrong?" She stopped swinging, bent down and hugged Mo Ze into her arms. "What happened?"
Ji Guang and Xiao Hei also stuck out their tongues and followed Mo Ze, all looking at Qing Huan eagerly, hoping to be hugged by their master. Qing Huan doesn't get close to them often, so this rare warmth has become their common favorite.
"That female ghost outside is making a scene!" Mo Ze hastily accused. "The voice was so loud, Xie Bi'an was so annoyed that she rolled his eyes!"
Xie Bi'an rolled his eyes? Qing Huan thought about the scene for a while, and found it quite interesting. "Go, go and have a look."
Outside Mengpo Village is the Naihe Bridge, where the screaming female ghost is struggling frantically. Xie Bi'an stood beside her, his pale face remained expressionless, but he actually rolled his eyes—the black eyeballs were completely gone.
It can be seen that he is helpless, but he can't do anything to this ghost.
Qing Huan asked: "What's the matter?"
When the female ghost heard someone talking, she immediately raised her head, and when she saw Qing Huan, she rushed over, grabbed Qing Huan's arms and asked, "Are you the bridge master of Naihe that the white-faced ghost said?! If so, please Send me back immediately!"
"Where are you going?" Facing the female ghost's anger and anxiety, Qing Huan was not angry, but just helped her to sit down. "Sit down, let's talk slowly."
"No! Can't talk slowly! I'm going back now!" the female ghost growled. "I must go back immediately! If I don't go back, it will be too late!"
"It's too late to do what?" Qing Huan asked her softly. "Even if you go back, you're dead. Your body has already been burned to ashes and buried in the ground. Ordinary people can't see you. Even if you go back, what can you do?"
The female ghost looked at her desperately: "One must keep one's word, we agreed...how could he, how could..." As she spoke, she covered her face with her hands, and blood and tears dripped from her fingers.
Qing Huan said: "I can fulfill one of your wishes."
The female ghost raised her head sharply.
"But I can't resurrect you, because your lifespan has indeed come to an end. Similarly, I can't let you resurrect your body, because you don't have this opportunity." Qing Huan's voice was very gentle and calm, "But I can let you go back, You can even let the other party see you, but you have to know that you may not get any good answers."
The female ghost nodded desperately: "I am willing!"
"Similarly, you have to come back here after that. Always remember that you are dead. Everything in this world has nothing to do with you, understand?" Qing Huan asked.
The female ghost nodded like a pest. Qing Huan smiled at her and waved his hands: "You go."
In the next second, the figure of the female ghost had disappeared on the Naihe Bridge. Xie Bi'an, who had witnessed everything, slowly walked over and said, "I don't think it's good for you to do this."
"What's wrong, wouldn't it be better to let her take a look for herself than to persuade her wholeheartedly?" Qing Huan patted Xie Bi'an's white hair, watching his black eyes slowly emerge again. "Sometimes, human beings are like this. They don't shed tears when they don't see the coffin, and they don't die when they don't see the Yellow River."
She smiled at Xie Bi'an, and touched his chest—it was empty there, and there was no "heart". "Even if it's you, after so long, don't you no longer look forward to it?"
When Xie Bi'an heard this, his empty eyes suddenly turned to Qing Huan. Qing Huan didn't say anything, just smiled at him and let him leave.
One second before, she was still in the dark place of death, and the next second she returned to the mortal world. The female ghost suddenly opened her eyes and gasped violently. She raised her head to look at the sky, and was surprised to find that she was no longer afraid of the sunlight.
She died... for more than seven years, but she never left after her death, and no ghost messenger came to seduce her soul, so she stayed by her boyfriend's side all the time, watching him quietly. But the fact is that two years ago, a new girl appeared next to her boyfriend. They spent two years in love and fell in love quickly. The female ghost is in a hurry. He said that he only loves her for the rest of his life, so she never left after death. She was with him in an unknown place. How could he empathize with someone else? !
But he couldn't see her, he couldn't hear her voice, and no matter how hard she tried to call him, he couldn't feel her presence!
The female ghost has spent more than seven years, and has worked hard since the day she died to cultivate into shape. Even if she has no body, it is good for him to hear her own voice. This is what she hopes. She's also been working really hard, really really hard.
She followed him every day, looked at him every day, worried about him, watched him gradually break free from the sadness of losing her, watched him slowly regain the hope of life, watched him fall in love with others... he How can you do this? How could this be? !
Just when her boyfriend was about to marry his new girlfriend, the female ghost was furious! This rage gave her strength, her eyes began to turn blood red, her nails began to stretch unnaturally, and she was all about questioning him! Question him! ask him! Why! Why don't you talk? Why did he have forgotten the promise that he would continue after she died for the rest of his life? !
They even went to her grave and told her how happy they were! Did he think she would bless him
she won't!
Now that she is no longer afraid of the sun, the female ghost floats up in the sun without any scruples. She just wants to go back to their new house and know where he is!
There was no one in the house, and there was no one in the place where he worked. From other colleagues, she heard that today was their wedding ceremony. The female ghost looked at the date on a person's computer. When she was furious, it was the time when her boyfriend knelt down and proposed to another woman! But at that moment, that annoying white-faced ghost appeared and took her away, otherwise she wouldn't leave!
The female ghost found the church according to the address. However, with the protection of divine power, she couldn't enter that place at all. She roared at the sky: "You said you wouldn't hinder me! You said I could go and ask for an answer! Why aren't I allowed in?!"
She was asking Qing Huan.
But Qing Huan didn't answer. The female ghost can only stand outside the church, lonely, heartbroken, and desperate, looking inside the church, the newlyweds, who are so happy that the whole world blesses them, exchange rings, kiss each other, and make vows to each other .
Do you forget it
Those vows were originally made by the two of us, how can you tell another woman now? How could you... fall in love with a second woman besides me
Is it that difficult to love only once in a lifetime? You yearn for a new life, so eager to forget me
She rushed in like crazy, but the guardian force covering the church bounced her away again and again. Soon, the female ghost lost her strength. She prostrated herself on the ground, watching the people inside laughing and screaming. Ah, throw bouquets, bless, be happy.
She lay on the ground crying in despair, blood and tears spread to her entire face, her long hair rose without wind, her eyes gradually filled with blood, her nails were sharp and extremely long again, the resentment deep in her heart finally Let her break through the shackles!
But even if she entered the church, she couldn't touch those people. Not only could she not touch them, she could only walk through the crowd and look at the sincere and happy smiles on their faces. Many of these people were at her funeral and they all genuinely mourned her back then, but why now? Why... everything disappeared? Why
She looked at the groom and the bride again, God, they were smiling so happily, their happiness was so strong and so obvious that even a ghost like her could feel it.
But she just doesn't understand!
Why did you change your mind? Why can't the oath I made be kept? ! She is dead, she will not reincarnate, she will not leave, no one can see her, and no one can talk to her, she endures the boundless loneliness, the pain of burning her body, and everything I just want to be by his side.
But why can't he do it
The female ghost stared at everything in front of her in a daze. She tried to grab the groom's neck with her claws again and again, but every time she failed, she couldn't touch him at all.
The groom picked up the bride and smiled so happily. He carried her out of the church. People applauded and cheered for them, wishing them a lifetime of happiness.
The female ghost was very close to them, so she heard the oath he said to the bride: I will love you all my life, I will only love you in my life, and I will always be loyal, whether I live or die.
What I have said to her.
But she had only been dead for seven years, and he no longer loved her.
He is in love with someone else.
The female ghost didn't know what else to do. She maintained a fierce appearance and silently followed behind their wedding car. Watching them toast table by table, watching them accept kind jokes from relatives and friends, watching the lively and interesting bridal chamber—
She still remembered that when she was alive, he said that when they got married, he would definitely make her the most beautiful bride in the world. But she died, and another took her place as his bride.
Why can you be so happy
can you see me Can you see I'm crying? I can see it, I want to ask you, do you still love me
Why can't you love me all the time? Why can't you stick to it? It has only been seven years since the promised life, and you belong to someone else, so what should I do? Just like that, watching you happy for a lifetime alone
Why fall in love with someone else
Just because, I'm dead, and you, are alive
She stared blankly at the lively scene, countless people passed through her body, she stood in a place with so many people, but no one could see her, and no one could hear her voice.
"Ah! Mom! There's a big sister over there!"
A child suddenly pointed at the place where the female ghost was standing and said loudly.
Many people heard it, but they looked in the direction the child pointed, but they couldn't see anything. The child's mother immediately said: "What nonsense is the child talking about? How can there be any big sisters there?"
"Really!" The child said unconvinced. "I'm not lying! That big sister is crying!"
It is always unlucky to say this on this big day, the child's mother hurriedly covered his mouth and booed him: "Don't talk nonsense, if you talk nonsense, mother will spank your ass."
The child pursed his mouth in grievance, and jumped off the chair angrily. After a while, seeing that no one was paying attention to him, he ran forward quietly, walked up to the female ghost and asked curiously, "Big sister, can you talk?"
The female ghost looked down at him, the child was startled, gasped, and burst into tears.
He cried so hard that he immediately attracted everyone's attention. The child's mother was suddenly embarrassed, and hurried over to hold him in her arms and coax him: "Baby, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry on such a good day, be good~"
"That big sister is so scary!" The child looked at the female ghost while crying, and suddenly cried louder. When he saw the female ghost approaching him, he closed his eyes in fright and cried loudly: "Don't come here, don't come here! Don't come here!"
An older person probably guessed what was going on, saying that children have the cleanest eyes and can see strange things. He came over and held the child in his arms, and asked persuasively, "Good boy, don't cry, you Tell me, what does the elder sister look like?"
The child was sobbing and choking, and described the appearance of the female ghost while crying, and suddenly someone turned pale with shock.
The female ghost didn't pay attention to the farce, she just followed behind the bridegroom and didn't leave a step.
The elder asked again: "The elder sister you mentioned, has she left?"
"No! She's sticking to Uncle's back!"
As soon as this remark came out, the audience was instantly silent. Everyone looked at the back of the groom in horror, with a ghostly expression—in fact, none of them could see what was there, but speaking of such things from the child's mouth, even if they couldn't see it, they would be full of fear.
The groom was also stunned, and turned around instantly.
The female ghost stood quietly behind him. In fact, he couldn't see her at all, but she still couldn't help crying.
"Big sister is crying! Her tears are red!" the child exclaimed.
"... Is that you?" The groom looked at the air in front of him, his voice trembling, "Is that you?"
The female ghost just looked at him and didn't speak.
"Did you see that? He's scared."
This sentence suddenly appeared beside her, and the female ghost turned her head in a daze to look at Qing Huan who appeared at an unknown time. Qing Huan gazed at her tenderly, and said: "If he could see you, he would only feel fear. For him, the girl he once loved has passed away, and now he has a new life. So, what you should do is let go."
"Let go?" the female ghost murmured softly. "I won't let go... I don't want to let go... I don't want to let go..." She said, blood and tears crawled all over her cheeks again. She was really reluctant, she loved him so much, all her life, all her life, she kept her promise even after death, but he fell in love with someone else.
"No matter how reluctant you are, it's impossible for you to be together anymore." Qing Huan said. "Since you came back to this world, he has always been so happy and happy, but when he heard of your existence, he immediately became uneasy and fearful. His love has been given to others, and the person who loved you is no longer there. He’s still him, but he’s not him anymore.”
The female ghost whimpered in pain, and she bent her body because she couldn't bear the piercing pain. How can it hurt so much when everyone is dead? She really hurts so much, she can't stop the tears from the pain, and her heart is trembling.
Instead of touching the man, she took a few steps back, looked at him, and asked him, "Why can't you love me all the time?"
The man didn't answer because he couldn't hear.
"Why do you want to fall in love with someone else?" The female ghost continued to ask, her voice trembling, "Why can't I stick to the promise for the rest of my life? Is it because I'm dead that I can't love anymore?"
"Everything about you fades away. It's a cruel thing to wallow in the pain of losing a loved one. Some people come out, some people can't. Some people hold on, some people can't. It's not absolute. "Qing Huan looked at her. "You should let go."
The female ghost was crying.
Qing Huan sighed softly, "Come with me, I will let you see him."
When the female ghost raised her head, Qing Huan nodded her eyebrows, and then closed her eyes.
It was already late at night when she woke up. In her new house, the newlyweds embraced and slept on the big bed. She didn't know how the wedding was going to be done afterwards, but...
"It's just a small spell, making them forget about the episode of having a big sister." Qing Huan said, appearing beside her. "Let's go."
where to
The next second the female ghost found herself standing in a beautiful snow scene, the street was empty, she didn't know where she was, and Qing Huan was not around. For some reason, she walked forward involuntarily, walking and walking for an unknown amount of time before she came to a square. There is a fountain in the center of the square, which is very familiar.
That's where they used to date when she was alive. The female ghost walked over slowly, and saw a man sitting on the bench behind the fountain.
She sat beside him without looking at him.
"is it you?"
She hummed.
"Am I dreaming right now?"
"Perhaps so," she said.
"You, are you okay?"
Is she okay
She's not good, she's not good at all. For seven years, she has always been by his side, watching him fall in love with others little by little, watching him give his love to others, how can she be okay? She will never get better! But this is not good but so difficult to export. The female ghost did not speak, did not answer.
The man seemed to understand something. "sorry."
sorry.
sorry for what
Sorry for not loving me anymore, or sorry for marrying another woman
"You passed away, but I'm still alive, and I...will continue to live." The man's voice trembled slightly, "I used to wake up every night dreaming of having you, but since two years ago you never Don't appear in my dream, I know, you must be angry with me, angry that I fell in love with someone else."
The female ghost wept quietly.
She's just too attached to let it go. Before she died, she held his hand to ask him not to forget her, but he still forgot her.
"I'm sorry, really... I'm sorry." A person cannot fall in love with two people at the same time, she will always be special in his heart, but now, he loves his wife.
The female ghost knew what she hadn't said, she stood up slowly, and walked in the same direction as when she came and went. Maybe this was a chance Qing Huan gave her, but the result was the same as what Qing Huan said, the answer was not so good.
She died for seven years, and these seven years were enough to gradually take back her love and then give it to another person completely.
The man woke up from the dream, staring at the front for a long time, unable to recover. His new wife opened her eyes dimly and asked him, "What's wrong?"
He was silent for a few seconds before saying, "It's okay."
Then lie down and hug her again, closing your eyes.
The female ghost stood by the bed and looked at her, while Qing Huan stood beside her and asked, "Are you still unable to let go?"
"Maybe what I can't let go of is not him, but my love." The female ghost said softly, unusually calm. "This is my own love, and it has nothing to do with him." From the time he fell in love with another person, everything was different.
After finishing speaking, she asked Qing Huan: "Have you ever loved someone?"
Qing Huan nodded.
"Do you want him to fall in love with someone else and continue living after I leave?"
Qing Huan said: "It's been too long, I forgot."
The female ghost said: "I don't want it. I am so selfish. I hope that he will only love me forever. For this reason, I am willing to stay by his side forever, even if I can never touch him or talk to him."
Qing Huan sighed: "I thought you would look away."
"You say, who is wrong between me and him?"
Who is wrong? Who is right again? There is no right answer at all. There is nothing wrong with a man who puts down the past and starts a new life, and there is nothing wrong with holding on to a female ghost he loves after death.
So, who was wrong
Qing Huan brought the female ghost back to Naihe Bridge. Bring the soup made with her emotions and tears all her life to her hand, and tell her: "Drink this bowl of soup, and you can reincarnate. There will be other karma in the next life."
The female ghost looked at the bowl of soup, received it, but didn't drink it, but asked Qing Huan: "Will he come here after he dies?"
Qing Huan didn't answer.
The female ghost said, "Can I wait here?"
Qing Huan shook her head: "Impossible, once you set foot on this bridge, you have already gone on the road leading to the next life, and you can't turn back." She paused for two seconds and then said, "So what if you wait for him? He loves If he has sex with someone else, he and his wife will have a date, no matter what, he is not your him anymore."
The female ghost looked at Qing Huan, she was very calm until Qing Huan told her that her lover would grow old with another woman. She was crying so hard, but Qing Huan just watched and didn't try to comfort her.
She refused to let go, and no one else could help her.
The female ghost put the soup bowl in her hand on the table, ran forward a few steps, jumped off the bridge, and was instantly swallowed by the choppy Wangchuan River.
Qing Huan chased to the river, and the female ghost had disappeared without a trace.