Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 390: Thirty-eighth bowl of soup (1)

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"Do you believe that there is a loyal and firm love in the world?"

"Not even in death, sickness, pain?"

"Even if the whole world is against you, you still want to protect her, cherish her, and prevent her from being harmed in the slightest?"

"Even if the whole world is standing in front of you?"

Facing these four questions, Qing Huan didn't answer them at first. In fact, even if she answered, it was useless. When many ghosts asked her, they didn't think about asking her to answer. They just express their own doubts, but in fact, no one knows the answers to these questions better than themselves.

Knowing what the answer is but not being able to accept it is the most embarrassing thing.

But Qing Huan finally replied: "I believe, but I don't look forward to it."

The female ghost stared at her blankly for a while, then said: "Of course I know, everything is all because of my own affection, and I am willing to pay for him, but..."

But she really didn't expect him to be so heartless.

He was so ruthless that he dug out her heart and inner alchemy with his own hands, and refined it into a elixir to save his beloved wife.

"Because I'm not a mortal, and I'm not the world he once wanted to protect, so he can be so cruel to me?" The female ghost Qingniao asked suspiciously, she really didn't understand, she exhausted all her wisdom and strength to think Attempts to understand this have all failed in the end. When she was about to die, she didn't know why. "The first time I saw him, I fell in love with him. But I knew he only loved his wife. I was moved by his deep affection for his wife, so I helped him many times, picking celestial grass for him, stealing elixir, Because of him, he was bruised and bruised, and even expelled from Penglai Xianshan, never daring to go back."

"Penglai Xianshan wants to accuse me of crimes, so I hide in embarrassment in the world. He won't let me stay with him, because my existence is a trouble to him. He has worked hard to take care of his wife. If I am here , will only attract immortal soldiers to capture. So I had to run around, and I would appear every time he called me, but I don't understand, I gave everything for him! Why did he want to dig out my heart? And take away I killed my inner alchemy just because...it could save his wife."

What about her? Just because she is not a human being, so she will be deprived of the chance to survive? She trusted him with all her heart! Treat him as a friend! Do so much for him! What is the last thing? !

The female ghost Qingniao didn't cry, she just didn't understand. She never did anything bad to the couple, and even helped them more than once because they really loved each other!

When they fled, she was the one who helped them. When they were in danger, she was the one who rescued them. Even when they were besieged by the sect, she was the one who resisted so many monks, just to let them leave safely! She even stole the fairy grass to help save people, so she could never return to Penglai Fairy Mountain!

With all the affection that can be given, why did it end up like this in the end? He treats his wife so affectionately, why is he so cruel to her

The female ghost Qingniao couldn't figure it out after much deliberation, but she only thought that it might be because she was not human, so she was different from his wife.

She just couldn't understand, how can a person benefit the world and love his wife deeply, but refuse to treat her kindly

No, they are friends, but the more this is the case, the more confused the female ghost Qingniao is, why should she hurt her friend? ? She didn't even understand, was this still the young man she fell in love with back then

When she fell in love with him, she was young and ignorant of world affairs. She had just come from the fairy mountain to the lower realm, but she was coveted by the bad guys. She broke out of the siege, was seriously injured, had to change her original shape, and fell on the back mountain of Tianjimen.

At that time, the person she loved was the eldest disciple of Tianjimen, dressed in a white Taoist robe as gentle as jade, rescued her, applied medicine to her wounds, and released her personally.

But after that, is he still the young man in white

For the sake of a female demon cultivator, he betrayed his master, because the master could not accept that he fell in love with a hostile demon cult woman. The female demon Xiu was seriously injured because of this, and he tried every means to save her life, he just wanted to stay together in the world for dozens of years, and it would be better to die than not to know anything about it.

Then the blue bird appeared in front of him. Tell him that he is the blue bird he saved back then, and he came back to repay his kindness. He saved her life, and in the end she put all her inner alchemy into it. But even after her death, Qingniao wanted to know, if that young man in white back then would have chosen to cut her to pieces, just because of a legend that could cure the dead of human flesh and bones

Not a friend

Blue Bird couldn't figure it out.

Qing Huan reached out and touched her head, feeling that she was still a child at heart: "People will change." So many times, human beings are often inferior to loyal, simple and faithful animals.

Qingniao looked at Qing Huan obsessively: "But Tian Ye is very good, he is very kind, strong, and gentle. The head of the Tianji Sect values him, and his disciples look up to him. He once made an oath to guard The world does not allow demonic cultivators to invade. But since he fell in love with that female demonic cultivator, everything has changed. Love should be persisted, I know this, but in order to keep the one he loves, why did he... " Qingniao looked at Qing Huan with begging eyes. "I don't understand why he didn't kill innocent people indiscriminately even when he fell into the devil's way, and he even has a heart of compassion, but he can only be cruel to me, only to me? He treats the world generously and peacefully, why did he choose in the end? Kill me? We are friends!"

"Although..." At this point, Qingniao's little face turned red. "I like him, but I never showed it, and he and his wife don't know. I didn't want to disturb their lives, I just wanted to help, but why was I the one who was sacrificed in the end? Why?"

"Why are you making so many requests to me for granted? I went to Penglai Xianshan to steal fairy grass for him. Did he ever think about me? I am a fairy beast in Penglai. What are the consequences? He is only worried about his wife, why... can't he think about it for me? Just because we are friends, we should be considerate of each other, right? "

She gave everything she could, but the final result made her heartbroken and puzzled.

Qing Huan asked: "So, what do you want?"

"I... don't know." Qingniao looked at Qing Huan blankly. "What do I want? Actually, I was scared. When he asked me to steal the fairy grass and elixir for him, I was really scared. The Yaochi empress treated me very well. I am her messenger. I have been there since I was a child." I grew up next to the Empress of Yaochi. But the fairy grass and elixir cannot be given to mortals, even if they are monks. I... stole the fairy grass because he begged me, and I couldn't refuse him. He saved me, He is my benefactor, but also my friend. I should go through fire and water for my friend, shouldn't I be willing?"

She asked Qing Huan like a child, as if she wanted to get a positive answer from Qing Huan. But Qing Huan just looked at her softly, didn't speak, just smiled slightly.

However, if she really said nothing, why did she always have doubts in her mind

"You help him, besides you like him and he saved you, is there any other reason?" Qing Huan asked.

The blue bird thought for a while before saying: "Maybe... because no one will help him except me."

Tian Ye fell in love with Moxiu and betrayed his sect. He has long been cast aside by others. People from Tianji Sect have never stopped looking for him, hoping to bring him back on track. There are many other sects who want to put him to death. But no matter what, Tian Ye couldn't openly ask anyone for help.

Just like what Qingniao said, no one can help him except Qingniao.

She can only help him. Even sometimes she would ask herself in her heart, and even she would feel sad—no matter how much she paid, there was only one person Tian Ye cared about.

He turned a blind eye to her efforts, never even worried or thanked her. Of course, Qingniao didn't want his worry or gratitude, she gave all of this voluntarily, and the only thing she was heartbroken was the dagger that went into her heart. And Tianye's eyes.

He seemed to say sorry to her for the first time, but Qingniao really wanted to ask him, why did he say sorry? Why is there such regret and pain in the eyes? If sorry, why—still kill her

Digging out the heart, taking the pills, everything is to keep his wife alive.

What about her

She is not human, so she can kill at will? Because she is a fairy beast, after all, she is not the same as him, so she deserves to die

Blue Bird was at a loss.

Qing Huan looked at her for a long time, tapped the blue bird's forehead lightly, shook her head, and asked Xie Bi'an to send it to Li Wangtai.

Ji Guang came out at some point, obviously he didn't look down on the fairy beast blue bird due to its level, it rubbed against Qing Huan's legs, its small claws caught Qing Huan's skirt, and climbed up neatly. Qing Huan put it on her lap and rubbed Ji Guang's chin with one hand, the little guy immediately let out a comfortable purr.

"You don't need to follow me this time."

There was a look of disappointment in Ji Guang's eyes. Qing Huan squeezed its little fleshy balls, and rubbed its little ears, her eyes were far away, she didn't know what she was thinking. The hole she dug in the last world really made her feel terrified, so she needs to be more careful unless necessary.

So in the end she still came alone.

When she appeared in the Blue Bird World, before Qing Huan opened her eyes, she saw waves of severe pain in her ribs. She took a deep breath first, and then carefully got up from where she was lying, only to find that she was in a cave, with straw and branches scattered under her body, and she was even in the form of a fairy beast, obviously seriously injured, There is no way to transform into a human form.

To have suffered such a serious injury... It must not be a mortal injury, no matter how bad the blue bird is, it is still a fairy beast, how can mortals hurt her at will.