Even if he is a bad guy, he is still her good guy.
Xu Lianyi quietly made a paper and stared intently at the king. She really doesn't remember much about the past, but she can still feel that the king's heart is different from those people.
This strange, brutal yet gentle man.
I don't know when she fell asleep, and when the king turned to look at her, he saw her little one wrapped in a blanket, obediently closing his eyes and immersed in sleep, his calloused fingers gently stroking her cheeks to blush. Lips, deep eyes.
Although there was an episode of the assassin, the king didn't care. He didn't follow the advice of other officials and went back to the palace now. He got up the next morning and continued hunting. The difference was that he didn't bring Xu Lianyi with him anymore, maybe Because Xu Lianyi's shoulder injury was not completely healed.
It was not until three days later, when the hunting was over, that the king drove back to the palace. From the moment he returned to the palace, Xu Lianyi, who was by his side, felt it most clearly. The king was in a bad mood, irritable and irritable. He would chop off people's heads if he was unhappy. The guards were also good palace people. That's right, when serving, they are always cautious, for fear that if they are not thoughtful, the head of this job will fall, and I can't avoid resentment towards the king in my heart.
Xu Lianyi saw everything in his eyes. Since her shoulder was injured, she felt that her body was getting worse day by day. This feeling was very clear. Yesterday she just felt that the wound was better, and the pain was no longer so painful. The next day, she immediately felt shortness of breath, even a kind of suffocation. pain of.
The scars on her body are slowly getting better, but her soul is rejecting this body. If she doesn't complete the task quickly, she will die. After death, return to the soul body, and the only destination is Wangchuan.
Now this intact body is just a cover-up, a deception, a fresh body has time to use, and the pain she feels from time to time comes from Naihe's warning: it will not benefit her if she continues like this.
Xu Lianyi's desire to kill the king became more and more urgent, but she also clearly realized the gap in strength between herself and the king. She really wanted to kill him easily, but how could there be such an easy thing in the world? This man is extremely vigilant, born with supernatural power and martial arts skills, like a mighty lion, but now Xu Lianyi is just a rabbit, even with sharp teeth and claws, he is still a rabbit.
One morning, just after taking a sip of fish porridge, Xu Lianyi felt nauseous, turned her head and vomited with a wow, and Xu Lianyi was terrified! She thought she didn't have much time, but she didn't expect it to deteriorate so quickly that she couldn't even eat!
You must know that although this body is dead, it is completely alive when her soul fills it. In other words, except for the soul, she is now a healthy and normal person. Since she is a normal person, she naturally needs food and food. water to sustain life. From the moment she possessed her body from the very beginning, Xu Lianyi gradually felt that she had become a "human being". She felt very happy, so she cherished her body very much, and was reluctant to suffer any injuries.
If he died now, not only would he lose his body, he would even return to the Wangchuan River!
No! no!
The king was also drinking porridge, but when he saw that she was throwing up, he immediately frowned and ordered someone to call the imperial physician.
Xu Lianyi thought to herself, what's the use of calling the imperial doctor, she has a problem with her soul, can the imperial doctor help her repair her soul and stabilize her body? But since the king insisted on doing so, she did not refuse.
However, the final result shocked her.
She was pregnant!
Xu Lianyi stared at the doctor's mouth in a daze, as if he had lost his ability to think and respond. She is pregnant? !
That's right, this body is normal. Although it was unavoidable to have a little problem when it was first possessed, as time went on, it became more and more normal. Now it is no different from ordinary people, and it naturally has the ability to have children. But Xu Lianyi never thought of this possibility, she didn't even think that she would be pregnant too!
Pregnant... She caressed her belly blankly, unable to believe that there was a little life conceived there. She didn't listen carefully to what the king and the imperial physician were saying, but a certain image seemed to recall in her mind. The child in her womb... turned into a mass of flesh and blood, and was cut out alive just because that person needed a medicine primer.
She actually had another child.
Xu Lianyi couldn't speak anymore, she stared at the king stupidly, and seemed a little happy to see his blood-red eyes, when he reached out to touch her belly, she seemed to be taken aback, and immediately patted Open his hands like he is some kind of scourge.
Then Xu Lianyi realized that she had been bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of well ropes. Even after staying in the Wangchuan River for so many years, she still never forgot the feeling of panic and grief to the extreme. Maybe she no longer loves and is no longer afraid, but that kind of pain has been gnawing at her all the time. Those ghosts who refuse to reincarnate and jump into the Wangchuan River are all the same, clinging to things that will never be obtained, so every minute and every second in Wangchuan, they lose their memory and the past, but only the pain never die.
An empty soul, lifeless memories, a dead heart.
this is all.
The king who found out that Xu Lianyi was pregnant was indeed very happy. For the first time, he did not cut off the head and instead rewarded the imperial doctor. He turned around and saw Xu Lianyi who had been staring at him blankly. He walked over and patted her head rudely: " What kind of eyes do you have, you don’t want to give birth to a child?”
Xu Lianyi shook her head slowly: "No."
"That's good." The king threatened her habitually. "Otherwise watch your head."
He was so happy, undisguisedly happy, that Xu Lianyi didn't even recognize him. Is this still the king who is often irritable and unable to control his desire to kill? At the same time, she couldn't bear it herself. When she thought of a small seed in her stomach, she felt like crying.
Dry eye sockets can act and cry hypocritically, but they cannot shed tears because of joy or emotion. After a brief absence, Xu Lianyi thought of a problem, this child would not be born. She understood her physical condition. She could only live for three or four months at most, but she had a child at this time.
When she kills the king, she will definitely not be able to survive. If she leaves a child in this world with no one to rely on, it would be better if she had never been born in the first place.
She doesn't remember how many years she died, but in her memory, she only had two children. She wanted to keep the first child but failed, but she wanted to kill the second child with her own hands. Xu Lianyi was at a loss. Was it her, the evil ghost, who was crueler, or Nai He's master
Even evil spirits have weaknesses.
The king didn't know what Xu Lianyi was thinking, but he was very happy to know that she was pregnant with his child. Firstly, it was a woman he liked, and secondly, it was also his first child. The combination of the two was rare. After that, he didn't kill anyone again, and even his blood-red eyes faded a lot. Show some warmth.
But Xu Lianyi knew that she couldn't delay any longer.
This is a great opportunity.
On the day when the child was three months old, she fell from the gazebo into the pool and knocked hard on a big rock. When he was rescued, he was already out of breath, so the child couldn't keep it.
Looking at the pots of bloody water, Xu Lianyi gritted her teeth, reminding herself over and over again: This is all necessary, the child will not be born anyway, she can no longer hesitate, can no longer delay, She must cut the mess quickly, she doesn't need any messy emotions, and she can't be controlled by a tyrant.
She was in severe pain, and in a trance, she seemed to think of her life, when she was a bright girl in her twenties and eight years, married the person she loved, and thought that from then on, the husband and wife would love each other forever, but how did they know that they would end up like that in the end. The child formed in the womb became a drug guide, and she was exposed to the wilderness, with no bones left. She couldn't forget, never forget the pain that she hated to the extreme.
After the child was gone, Xu Lianyi lay weakly on the bed. The king killed many people in his rage, but when he saw her at night, his face was gentle.
What a rare expression. But at this late night, he finally let go of all his defenses for a long time, because this injured woman who lost her child is so petite, weak, and lovable. So he put everything down and lay next to her, holding her tightly in his arms.
Even if the dagger pierces deeply into the heart, it doesn't matter.
When Xu Lianyi made the move, she didn't hesitate or regret it. She knew that she only had one chance. This man was the only one who treated her well in all her memories and impressions. But she wants to go back to that world, she can't destroy herself here.
"… sorry."
The king stretched out his hand to push her away, and looked at the dagger sunk into his chest. There are all kinds of precious stones inlaid on the handle, it is really a good dagger that is priceless and cuts iron like mud. In fact, he embedded these gemstones one by one, but he didn't say it, he's not used to it.
There's no point in living like this. A country that has ruled the world and has no more blood and wars has long lost its appeal to him. He did not die on the battlefield, but died at the hands of his beloved woman. It is not bad to grant her painstaking efforts.
He didn't even ask Xu Lianyi why. He just stared at her with his gradually dilated pupils, without any fear of death in his eyes. For a person who has dealt with death for so many years, what death is he afraid of
I'm afraid of living. Living like a walking dead, not accepted by the whole world. He killed countless people, and finally it was his turn to die.
The king's lips moved, and then he closed his eyes.
Xu Lianyi looked at him, pulled out the dagger, and put it into his heart.
The moment she closed her eyes, she heard a childish voice: Congratulations, the first world mission has been successfully completed.
Xu Lianyi was indifferent.
The king said six words.
I don't like you.