"Accept me?" Yun Jinzi felt amused. "I don't need anyone to accept me. You are showing no hesitation here today, but because I survived and became stronger, so strong that you can't parry. If I died back then, you would never Guilt or regret, you are still your highly respected senior sister, but today I found this old hatred and came to the door, you are afraid." Today she has white hair and blood eyes, her magic skills have been accomplished, and no one in the world is hers Opponents can only have such remarks, but if she was driven down the mountain as Qingqian hoped, because she was born beautiful, but her martial arts were abolished and she could not protect herself, who knows what she would end up in? If the humble self came to her, would Qingqian have the same attitude
impossible.
People in the world are afraid of the strong, are used to bowing to the strong, and are used to praising the high and stepping down. All good words are false. Only when one becomes strong can one crush all enemies.
Tears gradually appeared in her clear eyes. For so many years, she had trouble sleeping and eating day and night. She also dreamed of the cold face of her master and uncle, and also dreamed of Yun Jinzi, who was covered in blood and stared at her. Now, she is still a role model for the younger generation of disciples of Tianjianmen, and a master sister worshiped by the younger brothers and younger sisters.
Yunjinzi is her secret hidden in her heart, unknown to others, even she herself is forcing herself to forget it.
At this moment, Yun Jinzi's words pierced the scar in her heart, exposing all her self-deceiving words, and exposing the most despicable and unbearable self to the sun. She didn't even dare to look up into the eyes of the disciples, the master, and all the teachers and uncles, for fear of seeing shock and disappointment in their eyes.
In fact, she was just afraid of losing such glory, fading such aura, and becoming a narrow-minded and deep villain from the big disciple of Tianjianmen envied by everyone. That kind of life is not what she wants.
"I think it's terrible to annihilate everyone and be spurned by others, don't you?" Yun Jinzi licked the maltose, "What about me? I, who has been abolished in martial arts, should not be unclear about what I will encounter when I go down the mountain. "At that time, Yun Jinzi, who was 16 years old, was as beautiful as a flower and was ignorant of world affairs. In this world, there are always more bad people than good people. "Your self-defeating things are exposed, and you feel that you can't live. What about me? What did I do wrong? I deserve to be framed by you? Senior sister, I am not happy when you say that."
She stretched out her hands slowly, she didn't need a weapon at all after she had completed her magical skills, only this pair of white catkins could directly tear apart a person's chest, extremely brutal.
Qingqian leaped off the high platform, drew her sword out of its sheath, and stood in front of Yun Jinzi, with the spirit of sacrificing the small self for the sake of the big self. She took a deep breath, and said: "Today, you will either die or I will live. Miss Yun, you killed seventeen of my Heavenly Sword Sect disciples, mutilated my fellow martial artists, killed innocent people indiscriminately, and punished everyone! I I'm sorry for you in the past, but I will never allow you to continue to commit murder!"
"The tone is not small." Yun Jinzi chuckled, no one knew that she would be so fast, just in the blink of an eye, she grabbed a disciple, tore the other's chest with her backhand, and took out the red heart that was still trembling. The speed was too fast, the heart was pulled out, but the eyes were still blinking.
The warm blood splashed all over the ground, and Yun Jinzi's snow-white skirt was not spared.
It was the first time for Qingqian to see such a cruel and bloody killing method. She gasped, couldn't help but took a step back, and didn't dare to look directly into Yun Jinzi's eyes. At this moment, she truly realized that the This person is no longer the simple and easy-to-deceive Yun Jinzi in the past, but now, what he sees in front of him is a big murderer who never blinks an eye.
"You're scared, and you actually backed away." Yun Jinzi laughed more and more heartily. "It's really funny, didn't you just say that you are a senior sister, and you want to set an example for the younger brothers and younger sisters?" At this time, the master said: "Are you Mo Jun's disciple?"
Yun Jinzi ignored him, just jumped off the leopard's back, approaching Qingqian step by step. It was this woman who ruined her entire life, it was this woman who made the real Yun Jinzi fall to that point.
If the female ghost hadn't been around at that time, Yun Jinzi might have gone down the mountain like before, living at the foot of the mountain, waiting for Mo Jun to find her. However, the good times don't last long, she always needs food, clothing, shelter, and transportation. With such an appearance, she was coveted as soon as she entered the world.
After becoming a group of men's confinement, she had no choice but to commit suicide and die in despair. Qingqian probably never thought of Yun Jinzi who was expelled from the teacher's school, right
In order for Yun Jinzi to choose to jump off the cliff, the female ghost took a lot of effort, which caused her whole body to be cold after being possessed, and there was no way to save herself, otherwise she wouldn't have hung on the cliff for so long.
She was about to reach out to grab Qingqian, but a long sword stabbed out obliquely, Yun Jinzi managed to hide in time, and a small piece of her sleeve was cut off.
She lowered her eyes, then slowly raised her eyes, looking at the young man in purple robe who appeared beside Qingqian. The young man looks very handsome, with a faint bookishness.
Bookish.
Unknowingly, Yun Jinzi thought of another man who also looked bookish, but had a pair of blood eyes. Soon, she hated herself for being so restless, and strangled the young man's neck, "I like heroes saving beauty, don't you?"
"Stop!" Qingqian yelled. "Yun Jinzi, you are crazy! That's Qingfeng! Gu Qingfeng! The best Gu Qingfeng for you!"
Gu... Qingfeng
Yun Jinzi squinted her eyes and thought for a long time before she vaguely remembered the rainy day when she was expelled from the teacher's school that year. Only one boy comforted her and helped her, and when she was ostracized and framed by Qingqian and others, only Gu Qingfeng pleaded for her .
It was that gentle boy.
Only now a gentle youth. Yun Jinzi tilted her head, looking at the sadness in the opponent's eyes. "Why are you crying?" Is it because you are afraid of death
She let go slowly. "I won't kill you, get out of the way."
Gu Qingfeng shook his head: "I can't let you kill anyone else, you were not like this before." He has always admired the innocent and pure girl in his heart, admired the bright smile on her face, admired her every word and deed, but This love, he has always kept deep in his heart. He still remembered that kind girl, she didn't even eat meat, and the small animals in the mountains would get close to her.
A girl like a fairy many years ago, if she knew that she would become like this many years later, she would definitely be sad.
"But now I am like this, what should I do?" Yun Jinzi approached him step by step, and Gu Qingfeng stepped back accordingly. A sly smile formed on her lips. "Do you like me?"
Gu Qingfeng's handsome face suddenly turned red. Seeing that there was something going on, Yun Jinzi stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, and molested the mature and stable fourth senior brother of Tianjianmen in full view: "If you admit that you like me, I will take you out of here after I finish dealing with these people later, and you will live forever." Stay with me, okay?"
Before Gu Qingfeng could answer, she said again: "Think clearly, you only have this one chance in your life."
The wind outside the palace blew her white hair like snow, and her blood-red eyes were full of cheerful colors. Gu Qingfeng looked at Yun Jinzi, as if he was looking at a dream that he could never touch in his life. All these years, he has always seen her in his dreams. "If I promise you, will you let the Heavenly Sword Gate go?"
Yun Jinzi expressed regret: "No, whether you promise me or not is just the difference between whether you are alive or dead." After she finished speaking, she said loudly, "Today I will wash the Heavenly Sword Gate with blood!"
At this moment, a cold voice came from behind: "Jin Zi."
Yun Jinzi turned around slowly, still pinching Gu Qingfeng's chin with one hand.
"Uncle!" The head of the sect and all the elders were overjoyed.
"Uncle Master!" Qing Qian and the others were also very happy.
"Mr. Mo!" The disciples who had never met him and only heard the rumors felt that they had narrowly escaped death!
Mo Jun, the youngest and most mysterious elder of Tianjianmen, was extremely talented since he was a child, and after becoming famous as a teenager, he hid himself from the world and only lived in legends, but today they saw him alive!
Gu Qingfeng's heart was full of sorrow and joy. The happy thing is that with Mo Jun here, Tianjianmen can escape the catastrophe today, but the sad thing is that he can only look at Miss Yun from a distance. If Jun Mo is there, Miss Yun can't see anyone in her eyes.
"I'm here to look for you, Jinzi, go back with Master." Mo Jun stretched out his hand to Yunjinzi, who was also dressed in white and had white hair. Compared with Yunjinzi, who was full of evil spirit, he was like a banished immortal, handsome and handsome, Be compassionate. At this moment, his expression was indifferent, but his eyes were very gentle.
Yun Jinzi looked at that hand, and for a while, just when everyone thought she would accept it, she suddenly turned her head and asked Gu Qingfeng: "If I don't wash the Heavenly Sword Gate with blood today, let you come with me, would you like it? "
Gu Qingfeng replied without thinking, "I am willing."
Yun Jinzi regarded Mo Jun as nothing, hooked Gu Qingfeng's waist, and jumped onto the leopard. The leopard roared, and the roar was deafening. Everyone covered their ears, then jumped over Mo Jun's head, walked away, and disappeared in an instant gone.
Mo Jun turned around to catch up, the three of them were a leopard, and they couldn't see anything in the blink of an eye. The people from Tuliu Tianjianmen stood in place, looking around, dumbfounded.
Although the leopard ran fast, Mo Jun was even faster, and he always followed behind them. Gu Qingfeng was trembling with excitement, and his hands tightly hugged Yun Jinzi's waist. He didn't dare just now. After all, men and women are different, but Yun Jinzi thought he was annoying, because leopards were barebacked and could easily fall off, so she grabbed his hand and let him hug him.
At this moment, Gu Qingfeng's face was red and his ears were hot, and he couldn't say a word.
They entered the Tingyu Building, but Mo Jun was not allowed to enter the Tingyu Building. These killers were not simple, and Mo Jun, who didn't want to hurt people's lives, took a little effort to find them. After looking up layer by layer, I saw Yun Jinzi sitting on the main seat on the top floor. He had a thousand words in his heart and didn't know how to express them, so he took a step forward: "Jinzi..."
"You and I, master and apprentice, broke up our relationship long ago, and please Mo Jun not to be so close."
Gu Qingfeng sat on the main seat, and Yun Jinzi sat on his lap, the young and handsome face was flushed, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, Yun Jinzi felt his trembling, and couldn't help touching it. His face: "Hey, I won't eat you, I just let you be a chair for a while." This big chair was originally used by the owner of the Yulou Building. Men don't pay much attention to it, so it's very hard. Sitting on a hard chair, Gu Qingfeng was left in it.
Gu Qingfeng was nervous for a while before he hummed, swallowed, looked at Yun Jinzi and then at Mo Jun. He knew in his heart that he would salute when he saw his uncle, but he didn't want to be separated from Yun Jinzi, she was so slender and small, sitting on his lap so obediently, he could even see the hair on top of her head.
It is pity that she suffered such setbacks at such a young age, and her hair turned white. Gu Qingfeng only felt pity for her, and really wished that he could suffer on her behalf.
Mo Jun stepped forward and looked at Yun Jinzi intently: "Jinzi, I shouldn't have treated you like that as a teacher in the past, so you and your master can go back to Xianren Mountain, we will still be as we used to be, okay?"
Yun Jinzi shook his head: "I won't go back, I don't like you anymore, Master."
She suddenly called him Master, her voice was still sweet and sweet, but she no longer had the deep affection of the past, and there was no coquettishness in her eyes. "I will never go back to Xianren Mountain. It is not my home. Yun Jinzi died when she jumped off the cliff. You will never find her again."
Mo Jun closed his eyes, then opened them again: "I must take you back."
"You can't beat me." Yun Jinzi said mercilessly. "I have completed my magic skills, and I am no longer a living person. No matter how powerful you are, you are still an ordinary person. Do you think you can tie me back?"
"I will make you go back with me willingly." Mo Jun said lightly.
Even if he is begging Yun Jinzi, he is still so noble and cold.
Yun Jinzi always feels that he is far away, even if he is within reach, it is still far away. Such a man shouldn't be tempted, and there is no woman in the world who can match him, so he should be so far away, but because of this, when she said she didn't like it, she really didn't like it anymore.
Gu Qingfeng only felt his body lighten, it turned out that Yun Jinzi left his thigh. He didn't speak, and watched her quietly walking towards Mo Jun, thinking that she was still going back to Xianren Mountain in the end.
That's the best.
Back in Xianren Mountain, she is still Yun Jinzi from the past, and she can live with her uncle and uncle for the rest of her life, even as a master and apprentice.
Yun Jinzi walked up to Mo Jun, he was tall, and he had a cool scent of flowers and plants, far away, so far away. As if she couldn't have him even if she held him.
How can a person be so far away after living together for so long? Yun Jinzi chased this man in her dreams countless times, but she couldn't catch him even after shed tears.
She didn't want to get close to him, didn't dare to hope, but it was impossible to even look at him quietly. She doesn't want to be a good person anymore, she has done enough. She was bullied to the point of despair, physically and mentally broken, unable to live, so she chose to commit suicide.
"Do you believe that people can do it all over again?"
Mo Jun didn't speak, just looked at her.
"I have dreamed many times." Yun Jinzi raised her head on her tiptoes, as if she wanted to kiss Mo Jun, but no, she just approached his ear and said to him: "I always dream of me who didn't jump off the cliff." I went down the mountain with my abandoned body and lived at the foot of the mountain. Later, a group of people took me away, and I was pressed down by many men. Night after night, I had such a dream. Is it true or not? Fake? I can't tell."
"I don't want to live anymore. I feel that living is really hard. I dreamed that I kept calling Master, but Master never looked for me. I died calling Master. After waking up from the dream, I don't like you anymore."
After she said these words, she suddenly saw her clothes, seemingly innocent: "My skirt is stained with blood, please help me wash it."
Just like it used to be on the mountain.
Mo Jun quietly took the skirt she took off and walked out.
Yun Jinzi stood where she was, she still felt very sad, her sad eyes were sore, but there were no tears. Yun Jinzi's sadness in this body is still there, but the female ghost doesn't want to cry. She looked up at Gu Qingfeng who was sitting on the main seat, and asked him: "How much do you like me?"
Gu Qingfeng's face turned red again, but he couldn't answer this question.
Yun Jinzi smiled, pulled him up, and nestled on top of him. This grand master's chair is very big and empty, and she is a small one, curled up in a ball and nestled on it, looking petite and lonely.
Mo Jun stayed in Tingyu Tower, and what bothered him was that the landlord would trouble him every day and try every means to kill him. He didn't spend as much time with Yun Jinzi as he did listening to Yulou Killer. The only one who accompanied Yun Jinzi every day was the young man in purple robe named Gu Qingfeng.
On this day, taking advantage of Mo Jun being caught by the killer again, Yun Jinzi took Gu Qingfeng into the city on a leopard. People in the city screamed and fled when they saw her, and soon the whole street was empty. Yun Jinzi enjoys such a peaceful atmosphere, and from time to time takes a candied haws from this stall, and a baked sweet potato from that stall.
But unfortunately, someone stood in front of them again, and it seemed that they came to kill Yun Jinzi again.
When those people attacked her, Yun Jinzi didn't fight back. She just looked at Gu Qingfeng beside her.
Gu Qingfeng said that he liked her, but he couldn't do anything but killed these righteous people. He followed her, except for the love he had when he was young, he just wanted to influence her to stop killing innocent people indiscriminately.
Yun Jinzi's right chest was pierced by a sword, she slowly lowered her head and pulled out the sword on her chest, grabbed the man, before opening his chest, Gu Qingfeng grabbed her hand: "Jinzi, don't hurt him. "He was anxious and worried, but not worried about her or worried about her. Yun Jinzi asked him, "He was the one who wanted to kill me first, didn't you see?"
"You will be fine, but if he takes your palm, he will really die!" Gu Qingfeng said eagerly.
Yun Jinzi's chest was still dripping with blood, but Gu Qingfeng said, you will be fine, but if he receives your palm, he will really die.
Yun Jinzi threw the man aside dejectedly, and the leopard threw the man down with a low growl, and bit the man's throat hard, killing him with one blow. Gu Qingfeng's face was pale: "Jinzi! You can't kill people indiscriminately anymore!"
Is it for her good
may be.
I don't want her to bear the crime of killing again, I want her to turn around.
But she wasn't happy at all. Yun Jinzi went to Leopard's side and patted Leopard's head. Only the Leopard who ate her meat was her partner. She let her chest bleed, and sat on the leopard's back without turning her head: "You go back, if I see you again next time, I won't show mercy."
Mo Jun was on his way to look for her, Yun Jinzi waved away the hand he intended to support, found the grand teacher's chair, lay down on it and nestled into a ball, she lay there quietly, like a lonely beast.
Mo Jun asked for a hemostatic drug, but Yun Jinzi refused to approach him, and refused to talk to him.
She just nestled there quietly, neither talking nor moving, her white hair hanging on the ground, the leopard was lying on one side, the air current formed by breathing made the white hair flutter uncontrollably.
Mo Jun said: "The clothes are already dry, Jinzi, change your clothes."
Yun Jinzi didn't reply, no one knew what she was thinking in her heart, no one knew what kind of moody person she was now, no one knew what she would do next.
When she was lying here, she looked like a simple child, but her hands were already covered with blood. She is unreasonable and cruel, and anyone who opposes her ends up dying at her hands. She was not the real Yun Jinzi, but she no longer wanted to be a good person.
The leopard sensed Yun Jinzi's depressed mood, so he whined and rubbed Yun Jinzi. Yun Jinzi hugged its big head and saw the golden vertical pupils. She touched it, and the leopard licked her face.
Yun Jinzi originally wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh at all at this moment. Standing behind her was Mo Jun, that man was like a fairy, but he didn't know what she was thinking at all, and he didn't care what she was thinking, let alone what she wanted.
He just wanted to take her back. He wished to go back to the past, thinking that everything could start all over again, that even if Yun Jinzi changed, the heart that admired him would not change. He traveled thousands of miles looking for Yunjinzi, but what he was looking for was never Yunjinzi.
It was the phantom.
It's the past.
It was the Yun Jinzi before the age of sixteen. It was the innocent, kind and lively Yun Jinzi before the age of sixteen. No one will love or accept the current Yunjinzi.
They would only fear her, resent her, and curse her secretly, but after seeing her, they were full of fear.
Mo Jun is not afraid of her, but he just wants to find the former her from her. But can she come back alive in the past? It's impossible, even if it's not a female ghost, but the real Yunjinzi, she deeply understands that she will never be able to go back to the past. Even if she forgets the terrible memory, her body and soul will always remind her and tell her. You can't go back, that's what you are, you're filthy, you can't wash it off.
No one is willing to accept with open arms, no one will come to understand, you can only be alone, silently, for the sake of the former self, to pay homage.
Gu Changfeng, who likes you, doesn't really want to protect you. He is just afraid that you will hurt his fellow disciples and elders; Mr. Mo, who raised you, doesn't really love you. What he loves will never come back, the old you.
In this world, there is only one king.
Only he doesn't care about the eyes of the world, only he is not afraid of your fear, not afraid of your fear, stretches out his hands, and hugs you who is covered in filth.