I don't know why, but my heart is very sad.
The more I have seen people, the more I have experienced the wind and frost, the more I will think of a person.
But I can't regret it.
Then I found out that I lived myself as him.
Mo Jun discovered that Yun Jinzi has become more and more bloodthirsty recently. She usually nestled quietly on that grand master's chair, her posture was very strange, as if she was lying in someone's arms. Most of the time she just lay there, not talking to him, not talking to anyone, and not letting anyone get close.
Only when killing people, she will show a happy smile.
Yun Jinzi didn't think about it that much, she just felt irritable and couldn't help thinking of some memories that she shouldn't think of anymore. She refused to think about what this uncontrollable memory meant to herself, knowing that she would never get back what she had given up, and it was ridiculous that she couldn't refuse it.
So it is easy to be irritated by a little bit of trifles. Perhaps there is a part of the reason for the practice of magic skills, but more, Yun Jinzi knows best in her heart that after she killed that person, she began to miss him frequently.
If I had known that it would be difficult to sleep and eat like this, would I still do it
If you were given another chance, would you kill him coldly without hesitation
Yun Jinzi still nodded. At that time, she couldn't refuse the temptation of revenge. Maybe the man died as soon as he died, simply and neatly. It was just that he told her that he didn't like her before he died, which made her remember it until now.
She sat up from the teacher's chair, looking at the distance with hesitant eyes. It happened that a killer brought tea and accidentally spilled the tea. Chin: "Who let you in."
The killer spat out a mouthful of blood, and looked at Yun Jinzi who was approaching him step by step, full of fear. At this moment, the owner of Ting Yulou appeared and stopped Yun Jinzi in time: "Girl!"
"Why, you don't want to live anymore?"
Facing those bloody eyes, the host quickly shook his head and said, "I don't dare, I just want to ask the girl, the girl promised me that I would kill Mo Jun, why did you keep Mo Jun in Tingyu Tower for so long?"
Yun Jinzi was not guilty, she cared about another point: "Are you questioning me?"
Another slap, even the host who is strong in martial arts was not spared, and was seriously injured immediately. He showed remorse in his eyes. He thought that with his many years of experience in the world, he could form an alliance with this evildoer, and even control him. Who knew that he completely underestimated the other party. Jin Zi controlled it, and even recruited Mo Jun!
God knows how he feels when he sees his enemy appearing in front of him every day, wishing to tear him into pieces, but his skills are not as good as others, this kind of pain is worse than him never finding a trace of his enemy.
Yun Jinzi doesn't care about the love-hate relationship between Tingyulou Louzhu and Mo Jun. It doesn't matter to her whether they live or die. The sword wound on her heart is almost healed. This body is really It has become a monster, even if it is injured, it can heal itself in a short time.
So why can't the heart become a monster together? That way she won't think about what's there or what's not. Since people said they didn't like her, why should I continue to care
This made Yun Jinzi very annoyed, she wanted to vent when she was in a bad mood, and there was no better way to vent than to kill someone.
Just when she was about to kill the two, Mo Jun appeared. The first thing he did was to separate her, and even grabbed her hand: "衿子."
"Why are you here again?" Yun Jinzi looked at him irritably. "I don't want to see you at all."
Mo Jundao: "I can't let you go on wrong—"
"Shut up!" Yun Jinzi bothered him the most. As for his determination to bring himself back to Xianren Mountain, let him see if Yun Jinzi in this body is still the disciple he misses. "Let's make a bet and see if I kill more people or you save more people."
After she finished speaking, she waved her palm away, but before Mo Jun could react, the host of Ting Yulou and the killer were patted into flesh.
The cruelty and cruelty in her bones shocked Mo Jun, but he still didn't want her to make mistakes again and again, but Yun Jinzi left Tingyu Tower first, Mo Jun was anxious and hurriedly followed. But the leopard stood in front of him.
This leopard is Yun Jinzi's favorite thing, and Mo Jun doesn't kill, so he spent a lot of time pestering him, but when he found Yun Jinzi at Tianjianmen, there were already a sea of corpses and blood all over the place.
None of the disciples of Tianjianmen were spared, only the head, the elders, and the first disciples survived, but they all appeared to be seriously injured. When he arrived, Yun Jinzi was pinching Qingqian's neck.
Seeing Mo Jun, Yun Jinzi showed a treacherous smile, turned to Mo Jun and said, "I thought about it for a long time, and I think it was this person who made me what I am today, so I'm here today to seek revenge, Mo Jun should have no objection, right?" ?”
Gu Qingfeng coughed up a mouthful of blood, and wanted to stop Yun Jinzi: "Don't... Miss Yun, stop, you don't want to do this, you are not such a person... Cough, cough—"
"But I am such a person." Yun Jinzi shook his head and sighed. "Why can't you see through, I've changed."
As I said a long time ago, she didn't want to be a good person. To be a good person will only be trampled and humiliated by others, suffering in life, and jumping off the river of forgetfulness after death, enduring the torture of thousands of years of devouring and loneliness, in exchange for a chance. She can't miss it, absolutely can't miss it!
Mo Jun is also good! Gu Qingfeng is also good! Even the king! No one can stand in her way, no one! Yun Jinzi suddenly seemed to have figured something out, she looked up to the sky and laughed, she had been very sad all this time, not for Mo Jun, not for anyone in this world, but for the man who had been killed by her long ago.
But now she understands.
That person is dead and will never come back.
Since she won't come back, why should she think too much? Just achieve her own goal, what does the life and death of others have to do with her? She could no longer be a good person, let alone sacrifice herself to save others!
Qingqian was pale and unable to make a sound, Yun Jinzi slowly gathered five fingers, and asked Mo Jun: "What should I do, Mo Jun? Kill me, or watch me kill her?"
Before Mo Jun answered, Gu Qingfeng couldn't stand it anymore, stood up with force, and stabbed at Yun Jinzi with his sword. Yun Jinzi didn't hide, grabbed his sword with one hand, and slowly moved his eyes to this person: "Do you think I'm different from you?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head: "Miss Yun, stop now, you can't make the same mistake again and again!"
"This is the correct me." Yun Jinzi said. "The Yun Jinzi you like is dead and will never come back. Since you miss her so much, let's go and be with her together." After speaking, with a little force, he broke Gu Qingfeng's long sword and stabbed him into his chest with his backhand . Gu Qingfeng spat blood from his mouth, and collapsed convulsively, his dying eyes were still looking at Yun Jinzi, as if he still didn't understand why such a good girl would become such a big devil.
Qingqian was so terrified that she couldn't utter a single word. She shed tears, knowing that she was doomed today, and now that she was facing death, she knew how afraid of death she was. What will the world look like after death when all the glory is gone? Nobody knows. But she couldn't stop the fear in her heart, as if she was standing in front of the abyss, and the abyss was also looking back at her.
What kind of mood did Yun Jinzi jump off the cliff? How much hardship did it take to become what it is today
Yun Jinzi didn't talk nonsense with Qingqian, what's surprising is that she didn't kill Qingqian, but broke her limbs, discarded her martial arts and threw her aside, just like throwing a waste. Then she slowly walked up the steps step by step from the alchemy furnace in the middle of Jiuyang Hall, and sat on the resplendent seat that only the head of the sect could sit on.
She tried to lie down like she was listening to Yulou, but she found that she didn't want to lie down anymore, because there was no more confusion in her heart.
She will never think of that man again.
This discovery made Yun Jinzi very happy.
The roar of the leopard came from a distance, and in the blink of an eye, the leopard entered the hall, rushed to Yun Jinzi in lightning speed, and rubbed its head against her calf attached. Yun Jinzi smiled slightly, touched the leopard's head, and said to it: "Do you like to eat human flesh?"
The leopard purred.
"But the meat of these people is stinky and hard, not tasty at all." Yun Jinzi said, the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened. "If you want to eat, I'm afraid you can only eat my meat."
The leopard also seemed to remember the scene when it ate her meat back then, so it couldn't help but lower its head. Yun Jinzi lowered his head and whispered in its ear: "If one day I die before you, you can eat me and chew my bones, which is better than drifting away." Turn to dust in this world."
Leopard let out a low growl, as if to resist the words. Yun Jinzi laughed again, this time her smile was sincere. "What should I do, Mo Jun, kill me, or watch me kill them?"
She asked again, and she had already grabbed an elder beside her in front of her, and slowly sank one hand into the other's chest, as if trying to dig out her heart. She has a question that she has never figured out. There are so many people in the world, is it true that everyone's heart is red
So she likes to dig out people's hearts, one by one, but to her disappointment, everyone's hearts are red. The good guys are, and so are the bad guys. That being the case, what is the line between good and bad? She doesn't want to think about these issues any more, she just wants to live a free and easy life, and no one in this world can restrain her anymore.
Justice, morality, emotion... She doesn't want these things, and she doesn't care.
Mo Jun closed his eyes, he slowly approached Yun Jinzi, and said, "I will not kill you, let alone hurt you."
Yun Jinzi looked at him with interest.
He is approaching. "I just want to take you back to Xianren Mountain, Jinzi, let go of all this, if you hate me, just kill me, don't blame others anymore."
He knelt down on one knee in front of her, exposing the entire most vulnerable part to Yun Jinzi, but there was no fear in his eyes, and he didn't know whether he regarded death as home, or he was sure that Yun Jinzi would never hurt her.
All survivors watched this scene with bated breath. If Yun Jinzi couldn't do it, then Tianjianmen wouldn't be wiped out today, if Yun Jinzi could do it... Impossible, she would never do it.
No one knows better than Qingqian how much Yun Jinzi loves Mo Jun. Yun Jinzi can die for Mo Jun without hesitation, she is sure. So when she saw Mo Jun appearing, she breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that she, her master and others were all saved.
Yun Jinzi looked at Mo Jun, this man was very close to her at the moment, his eyes were as cold as water staring at her, so close, yet so far away.
Even if she was held in his arms, she couldn't touch this man.
Then, with a clear and shallow scream, Yun Jinzi sent the dagger into Mo Jun's chest. He lowered his head slowly, looking at the dagger sunk in his chest, showing a puzzled expression. I don't know if I am asking Yun Jinzi why, or asking myself.
Yun Jinzi smiled at him and said, "I said I don't like you anymore, but I really don't like you, Master."
She called him master twice, once when she asked him to wash her skirts, and once when she was killing him. Before Mo Jun died, Yun Jinzi leaned close to his ear and said softly, "Master, I don't need you anymore."
Yun Jinzi never thought of going back to the past.
Everyone was wrong.
Without that touching drama, she would not be reluctant to let go, she would not change her ways, and she would not turn her back on the shore. She is in the distant Wangchuan River, and she has forgotten a lot. Since Mo Jun begged to die by himself, she would naturally not refuse.
Without Mo Jun, the only one who can compete with her, who else can stand in front of her and become her stumbling block
Mo Jun knelt down on his knees and closed his eyes.
He seemed to want to say something else, but Yun Jinzi was not interested in listening.
Qingqian was frightened crazy, she kept shaking her head and shaking her head again and again, when she saw someone approaching her, she yelled for help, and then rubbed forward on the ground. Yun Jinzi looked at her condescendingly, feeling very happy. She took a deep breath of fresh air, and she was so happy just to avenge others, if she avenged herself, she would not be afraid of losing her soul.
In the end, there was only one survivor in Tianjianmen, and that was Qingqian.
At the foot of the mountain, there was a crazy female beggar. This female beggar could not walk, she could only crawl on the ground, and barely survived on the porridge and water given out by people. However, whenever she saw a white-haired person, she would always yell strangely, and then run away desperately. When some naughty children tried to scare her with white cloths on their heads, she howled shrilly and the children laughed crisply.
Since then, Tianjianmen has disappeared from the Jianghu, replaced by a new sect, this sect has no name, and people in the Jianghu call it the Devil's Cult.
They are not interested in anything, money, power, status... They don't care about these. A group of extremely bad people gathered here, where you can release your nature. You can kill each other, you can fight each other, or you live too comfortably, you can challenge the position of the leader.
If you win, you get everything, if you lose, you will die without a place to die.
Dead people are everywhere here. In order to prevent the rotten breath from contaminating the leader's nose, someone in the cult has developed a drug that can instantly separate and corrode human flesh and bones. Therefore, when entering this mountain, the first thing you see is countless white bones.
No one has a tombstone, no one knows who these dead people are, this is the devil's paradise.
Do you know what real hell is
It is said that there is a mysterious place in the deep underground, which cannot be explored by human beings, called the underworld. After a person dies, his soul will be taken away by the impermanence of black and white, and then he drifts to the underworld, and there will be an endless road in front of him, and the blood-colored soil is under his feet.
Walk along this road, along the way there will be bright Bianhua flowers to guide you, you just have to go straight, go straight - there, it is said that there is another karma stone, on which your past and present lives will appear, and then you cross the Overcoming mountains of swords and seas of fire, overcoming thorns and thorns, I came to Wangchuan and stepped on the bridge of Naihe.
There is an old woman surnamed Meng who will guard the bridge. She has a small shop and cooks a pot that is always boiling. The soup in the pot is colorless and tasteless, but when you drink it, you will forget it, just like a newborn baby.
And then the new life begins.
But Yun Jinzi knew that was not the case.
The Naihe Bridge is not in the ground, it exists in a place other than heaven and earth, and there is no old woman on the bridge. Po Meng is a young and beautiful girl. Everyone's Po Meng soup tastes different. It was made with your tears all your life. No one knows whether the soup made with the seven emotions and six desires is bitter or sweet.
She sat on the chair of the Devil's Cult. After a long time like this, she no longer found it interesting. She knew that someone wanted to ask her to be her teacher to practice magic skills, but she didn't intend to teach them.
She doesn't even know how long she can live in this world. This body can no longer be called a human being, and some minor problems have occurred, causing Yun Jinzi's body to not rot or die.
So even the female ghost couldn't leave.
She sits here every day, looking into the distance, and then the leopard will lie at her feet, and the two of them are together like this, waiting for a lifetime.
The female ghost opened her eyes, only to realize that she was floating in mid-air, surrounded by nothingness.
After she woke up, she landed slowly. An indistinct disgust pervaded her body, and for a moment, she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.
Being surprised, the first thing she did was to touch her waist to see if the dagger was still there. Just touched for a long time, nothing.
"Are you looking for this?"
A delicate and soft voice came, and the female ghost lowered her head, only to see the little doll who appeared in front of her at some point. Her lips moved, remembering that this was the child on the bridge of Naihe, at the moment he was holding that heavy and expensive dagger studded with precious stones, tilting his little head slightly, and smiling at her.
This child is really cute, tender and tender, with big watery eyes. The female ghost stared blankly for a few seconds, then stretched out her hand and said, "Can you return it to me, thank you."
The little baby giggled: "Aren't you confused?"
The female ghost nodded.
"I came to see you to tell you that now you have two choices."
The female ghost was taken aback.
"You have completed the tasks of the four worlds, and there is the last one. As long as there are no problems, you can return to your world." The little doll pretended to be serious with an invincible and cute little face. "I won't show up after the fifth world is over, but I will send you back to your world directly. As for when it will be, it depends on your luck." This is random, and he is used to it.
"What's the meaning?"
"At that time, you will live again." The little baby raised the dagger. He was too short and needed to stand on tiptoe, but his serious expression and movements did not match, forming a cute contrast, but despite this, he still Try to say to the female ghost. "In the fifth world, almost all your memories will be recalled. As for whether you want revenge or what to do after returning to your world, that is your freedom, and you can make any decision."
"You just said that there are two choices, what is the second choice?" the female ghost asked.
"The second option is that you can choose to resurrect a person after completing the tasks of the five worlds."
Resurrection... a person. When the female ghost heard this, her eyelashes trembled. "What's the meaning."
"That's what you think." The little baby looked small, but she was quite gossipy. "I've been watching. Don't you always think about that person? In this case, I must give you a chance in a humanitarian spirit."
"If you resurrect him, I won't be able to go back, right?" the female ghost murmured. If this is true, she doesn't know how to choose. She is no longer confused because she ordered herself not to think of that person again, but if she was given a chance to revive him, would she do it
She wants an answer.
"No, you can still go back."
The female ghost widened her eyes.
But Xiaowawa's next words made her bite her lips tightly: "Going back is going back, but because you resurrected a person, you can't take revenge. That is to say, you have to let your enemy hurt you. Only after a lifetime."
The female ghost's facial muscles twitched. After a long time, she chuckled: "Do you know which one I will choose?"
"You don't have to tell me now." The little baby waved his hands quickly, looking old-fashioned. "My master said that you can't do business that loses money, but we will give you people with great merit some opportunities based on the principle of fairness, justice and openness. But you know, if you want to get something, you have to give something. What about a free lunch, isn't it?"
"You can think about it slowly. In the end, what you think in your heart is the answer."
The little baby gave her another brilliance, and disappeared in front of the female ghost in an instant. The female ghost looked at the empty front, her heart was turbulent.
Suddenly, she felt some pain, and when she lowered her head, she realized that she accidentally poked her finger. In fact, the soul body has no blood, but for some reason, she suddenly felt very painful.