Chen Xinghuo didn't see Gu Feng coming to work the next day. Of course he didn't care what was going on between Gu Feng and Qingdong, but when he heard Minister Zhao asking about Gu Feng's whereabouts, he couldn't help but smile.
Those in the Qing family regard Qingdong as a treasure, holding it in their palms, afraid of touching it or falling it, so what if Qingdong likes a man, Qing's family doesn't care, but it doesn't mean they can tolerate Qingdong's behavior lovers. Because Qingdong likes it, Gu Feng can exist. This truth, Gu Feng has never been able to understand.
He thought that if he got Qingdong, he would have a safe future, but in fact, although Qingdong was loved by thousands of people, he had no real power.
Then, when the Qing family, who are accustomed to Qingdong, know Gu Feng's hypocrisy, what methods will they use to deal with him? Chen Xinghuo didn't think that the family that had been established in Yinhe for many years was really as high-minded as the newspapers and magazines said.
And Qingdong, such a spoiled person, doesn't know what love is.
Chen Xinghuo himself has forgotten what love is, but this does not prevent him from seeing through others. Qingdong who was exposed would become angry from embarrassment, what would happen to Gu Feng who caused all this, then Chen Xinghuo had nothing to worry about.
Originally, if these two people didn't appear in front of him, he wouldn't care, but who told them that they were always stubborn.
Why do you want to return the lost things to your side? It is simply impossible. Like poured water, like an unreachable yesterday, like love.
After that, Chen Xinghuo was finally clean for a few days, Gu Feng did not appear again, and neither did Qingdong, it couldn't be better for him, he didn't want to see either of these two people.
There is no such thing as unrequited love, and there is no such thing as repaying evil with virtue, he just doesn't want to see them, and doesn't want to upset himself. He has lost confidence in life. If he is depressed because of this, what is the point of living
A week later, Minister Zhao said that Gu Feng was temporarily suspended because he had "too close personal relationships" with certain foreigners.
It's just a saying that the personal relationship is too close. People who don't know the truth think it's true, thinking that the diplomat with a bright future at a young age really did such a stupid thing of self-destruction, but Chen Xinghuo Clearly, this is absolutely false, Gu Feng cherishes his feathers so much in order to be able to make a fortune one day, how could he ruin his official career
From this point of view, the Qing family wanted to destroy what Gu Feng valued the most.
With vicious vision and sophisticated methods, he hits the target with one blow and is powerful.
But in all fairness, Chen Xinghuo's life would be much more comfortable without such a back that often finds faults. When Gu Feng was here, he always tried to find trouble with him. Now that there are so many things gone, Chen Xinghuo's work efficiency has improved a lot.
He doesn't have that much sympathy, let alone help to explain. He didn't force Gu Feng to say those unfeeling words. Gu Feng himself wants to show off his tongue, so why should he jump over and cover his mouth
However, Chen Xinghuo's good days didn't last long, half a month had passed since Gu Feng was suspended for investigation, when he got home from get off work that day, he saw Qing Dong who was squatting at the door waiting for him, looking very delicate and thin.
He wore a white sweater and jeans, like a high school student, even Chen Xinghuo had to admit that Qingdong had a good face, this face used to make him feel happy and happy, but now it was only plain and indifferent .
Qingdong grabbed the hem of Chen Xinghuo's suit and begged, "Xinghuo, let's talk, shall we?"
Chen Xinghuo said: "We have nothing to talk about." He is also not a central air conditioner that warms up at any time when the winter is empty and cold.
His heart was broken and he never got it back.
Qing Dong refused to give up: "The person I love is you—"
"I don't care." Chen Xinghuo interrupted him slowly. "You can love anyone, it doesn't matter to me."
Qingdong refused to let go of his alienated eyes, he gritted his teeth: "I've thought about it for a long time, I did something wrong before, but I don't know, I don't know..."
"Don't you know what kind of person Gu Feng is?" Chen Xinghuo looked at him with pity. "It's okay, you will soon forget him, and of course you will forget me too. There are countless men waiting for you in the world, so why bother with me?" He ruthlessly and firmly removed Qingdong's hand hand, refused him to approach her, and even took a step back.
This is the person who was the most gentle and sincere to him, but also the most hard-hearted person who rejected him at this moment. Qingdong was a spoiled child, he didn't even know how to say a sincere apology, he just kept repeating, asking Chen Xinghuo to come back to him.
It's as if a broken mirror can be put back together, as if a broken heart can be healed.
But Chen Xinghuo just politely distanced himself from each other to tell Qingdong that he would never look back.
He once loved this young man sincerely and with all his courage, and he was also scarred and heartbroken so painful that he couldn't forget it. He jumped off the river of forgetfulness and suffered all kinds of tortures, so that his empty heart could be comforted for a moment. He has seen countless beautiful things, but none of them can heal his terminal illness.
What else can he do
I don't know why, Qingdong, who originally wanted to be domineering and stubborn, looked at Chen Xinghuo who was standing a few steps away, and suddenly burst into tears.
He couldn't describe the heartache at this moment, he seemed to see his cruel self drive away the person who held his heart again, but this time, regret was useless.
"I don't like Gu Feng anymore, really." Qingdong repeated to Chen Xinghuo over and over like a stubborn child: "I don't like Gu Feng anymore, I don't like him anymore, I really don't like him it's—"
Like subjects eager to show their loyalty.
Chen Xinghuo was unmoved, he suddenly smiled, it was so shallow that his eyes couldn't be seen, it was just a curvature of the corner of his mouth when he said it. "I really don't like you anymore."
Qingdong froze on the spot, Chen Xinghuo slowly put away his smile, no one could understand his mood at the moment, and no one knew that for him, any beauty in this world was no longer attractive. His heart was broken and he couldn't get better.
He completely lost his desire and pursuit of life and love. Every minute and every second of his life was torture. He thought he would welcome a new life when he climbed out of the Wangchuan River, but it was actually just another hell.
Many people say that the gates of hell are tightly closed, and no one can easily enter, nor can the demons inside escape easily. The Kewangchuan River has never been guarded by anyone for countless times, but no one has ever been able to climb it.
Chen Xinghuo finally understood what hell on earth was.
"You can't help liking me!" Qingdong said anxiously, he tried to grab Chen Xinghuo again, but Chen Xinghuo not only avoided him, but also retreated further away, as if the more he grabbed, the more he grabbed Can't live. "Xinghuo! Give me another chance! Please, give me another chance!"
It was because he was ignorant, disobedient, and misbehaved that Xinghuo was so disappointed, but if it happened again, he would never do the same thing again!
"When will you grow up?" Chen Xinghuo asked. "Leave the wings of your family and truly think and live as yourself?"
Qingdong looked at him stupidly.
"I felt that I was boring and longed for exciting love, so I chose Gu Feng. If I felt cheated by Gu Feng, I came back to look for me." Chen Xinghuo said lightly. "Actually, you are not to the point where everyone likes you. When did love become something that can be recycled?"
People can forgive too much, but the crack of betrayal cannot be eliminated with more love.
Qingdong doesn't understand, of course he doesn't understand, he has been loved and loved since he was a child, he doesn't know what loneliness is, he doesn't know what heartache is, he doesn't know what it's difficult to want to die but can't die, he doesn't know His wholeheartedness is so ridiculous.
I don't know how Chen Xinghuo spent the thousand years in the Wangchuan River.
The two stood facing each other, but there was an immeasurable distance between them. The love that Qingdong thought he could recapture had already changed beyond recognition.
Chen Xinghuo opened the door and did not welcome Qingdong in. He had already changed the door lock, and he was not even interested in seeing what Qingdong did at the door after he returned home.
Early the next morning, when Chen Xinghuo went out to work, he saw Qingdong huddled in a ball by the door, and walked away indifferently.
Everyone thinks that old love can be rekindled, but love is ashes, and there will never be a time to rekindle it.
Qingdong has been guarding the door of Chen Xinghuo's house like this, just like a certain girl in the previous world. Chen Xinghuo couldn't feel the slightest throbbing, he didn't even bother to feel the trouble now.
In order to avoid meeting Qingdong and not wanting to waste his tongue, Chen Xinghuo changed to live in a hotel, which was very convenient except that he couldn't cook, and it's not like he hasn't stayed there before. I believe that Qingdong will also leave after waiting for him for a long time, so it's okay to get together and get away.
Chen Xinghuo didn't want to take revenge yet, so why did the other party stick around and refuse to let go? He really wanted to relive the memory of his life. It would be even better if he could take it out to see how Qingdong drugged him cruelly, recorded a video, and how he announced everything to the public with the intention of destroying him. .
How he died, how he couldn't extricate himself, how he could only suppress the despair in his heart by jumping off Naihe, how he survived those thousand years.
After going through all this, how will Chen Xinghuo fall in love again.
He felt quite exhausted, especially because of the Qing family who broke into his office and forcefully demanded to see him, Chen Xinghuo didn't know what the point was. As the most favored young master of the Qing family, Qingdong's every move was under the protection of his family. They also knew what happened to Chen Xinghuo during his lifetime, but no one helped Chen Xinghuo.
He is like the young master's toy. When he likes it, he can have fun with it. If he doesn't like it, he can throw it away or burn it. It's the young master's freedom.