Those who don't know how to let go are all trapped animals.
But you love someone so much, why are you willing to let her go
Let her eyes be filled with other people's figures, let her fall into the arms of others, let her marry with others, let her have children with others, and live forever.
How can you bear it
How can you let go
You are so happy that you want to hug her and protect her. So things backfired, so she was feared and resented for the rest of her life, and only after she died did she realize that she had never loved herself, not even the slightest bit of liking, other than hatred, that person had no love for you. She can strangle your mutual child and come back to someone else.
Chi Jing slammed his fist on the table, and the lieutenant beside him trembled with fright, and quickly knelt down to apologize: "General! General, calm down!" But he was very puzzled. After so long, they finally won the battle, and immediately The teacher will be able to return to the imperial court. At that time, the emperor will definitely reward him greatly. This is a great thing. Why did the general suddenly get angry like this
Chi Jing calmed down the anger in his heart, and said softly, "Go down."
The deputy general glanced at him, and stepped back without daring to say a word. After he left, Chi Jing clutched his chest and slowly knelt down on the ground from the chair. The pain there was severe, terribly painful, and he couldn't describe the pain. He would rather be gnawed by ghosts than feel heartache.
Difficult days... Thousands of years have passed, and he almost turned into mud at the bottom of the river, so he finally had such a chance to be reborn.
Chi Jing just knelt on one knee and rested for a while, finally regained his composure, then staggered to his feet, and found himself in the tent, and he didn't know when. At this moment, his personal servant came in with water, saw his appearance, and hurriedly said: "What's the matter, General, are you overjoyed? Why don't you sit down?"
Chi Jing asked in a low voice, "Why are you happy?"
"The general is going to marry Meijiao Niang soon, so it's natural to be happy." The servant said with a smile. "The little one has been with the general for so many years. It's hard to see the general move his heart once. Now he is about to embrace the beauty. This is a great thing. When the general returns, the emperor will definitely give him a marriage. At that time—"
"Enough." Chi Jing waved. "I see."
The boy looked at him incomprehensibly, but luckily he was still alert, so he quickly put the basin on the shelf, turned around and went out.
Chi Jing went over and twisted the cloth towel to wipe his face, his heart didn't hurt anymore, his desire for survival made him gradually start to examine his current situation.
Chi Jing, the great general of the Qin State, has fought in the battlefield and killed countless enemies in his life. He is the emperor's confidant general. Now that he has passed the year and has not yet married, the emperor is worried about him. There is no other reason. Chi Jing's mother is the emperor's younger sister. Later, Chi Jing's parents died young, and the emperor treated him like a son. If it wasn't for Chi Jing who only loved martial arts and not literary, the emperor might have spoiled him so much that he was willing to pass on the throne to him.
What worried the emperor the most was Chi Jing's lifelong event. He promised Chi Jing's mother that he would take good care of this child, but over the years, how many beauties he has brought to the general's mansion, everything from ring to fat, swallows and skinny, Chi Jing is just not tempted, and he doesn't say anything when asked what he likes. , with as few desires as a monk.
Of course Chi Jing is not a monk, nor is he without desires, but he always thinks of his parents. His parents can be described as a couple of gods and gods, but it's a pity that his mother was born with heart disease. He died of illness when he was ten years old. His father lost his beloved wife, but he couldn't last long. Chi Jing is deeply influenced by his parents, and he never takes a second look at a woman he doesn't like.
Until he met the nemesis in his life, Ye Qianlu.
Ye Qianlu is a beautiful woman, she is more than ten years younger than Chi Jing, when Chi Jing met her at the age of 31, Ye Qianlu had just reached her age and had not yet married her.
He fell in love with the girl, and when he learned that the girl hadn't promised anyone yet, he immediately expressed his thoughts to the emperor's uncle. The emperor was overjoyed when he heard this, and quickly ordered a marriage. In this way, Chi Jing married his wife.
But on the wedding night, his wife didn't allow him to touch him, and even treated him coldly. By chance, Chi Jing discovered that his wife took the opportunity of going to the temple to offer incense to meet a man, and even had a physical relationship! Chi Jing, who found out about this, was furious and made a big mistake. Under Ye Qianlu's struggle, he forcibly raped her. Afterwards, she was even locked at home, and she was not allowed to go out for half a step.
He didn't dare to let the emperor know about this, he was afraid that the Tian family would chop off Ye Qianlu's head if he found out, he loved this woman so much, he was unwilling to let her be hurt.
But as the truth of the matter was revealed, Ye Qianlu was not even willing to do superficial efforts. She told him directly that her parents had taken a fancy to his power and forced her to separate from her lover and marry into the general's mansion. She also said that every minute and every second she was with Chi Jing was disgusting.
Chi Jing's mother was extremely beautiful, and his father was also famously handsome, but it's a pity that he didn't inherit the advantages of his parents, instead he looked like a rough and bold emperor. It is true to say that my nephew, Uncle Xiao, is true. That's why the emperor likes this nephew very much, but it's hard to please women because of his natural appearance.
In the Qin State, handsome, weak and coquettish men are popular. It seems that a tall man like Chi Jing with a strong voice and a bronze complexion may be very masculine in modern times and attract women to like him, but in Qin State, he is indeed unpopular.
What Ye Qianlu likes is her cousin, a man who is the complete opposite of Chi Jing, with a very good appearance, Chi Jing has to admit this.
Of course he refused to let Ye Qianlu go, even because of Ye Qianlu's verbal provocations, once he had a desire, he would vent it on Ye Qianlu, he didn't know how to be sympathetic, rude and violent. Over time, Ye Qianlu became very afraid of him, and at the same time learned that he had attacked his cousin and blocked his career, and hated him even more.
A good couple, in the end, they are not even as good as enemies.
Until the emperor passed away, Ye Qianlu took advantage of Chi Jing's heartbreak and pretended to be gentle, stabbed him into his heart, strangled their newborn child to death, and returned to her cousin.
But the good times don't last long, she and Chi Jing have been married for several years, that cousin has already married, and there are countless beautiful wives and concubines in the family, how can we only keep her alone
If she goes to her cousin, then the general's wife will no longer exist, and Ye Qianlu can't even go home to visit her parents openly, and can only survive as Aunt Ye.
After living for decades, she slowly realized how good Chi Jing is, and realized that there are not many husbands as loyal as Chi Jing in this world. The wives and concubines around her cousin hate her. No matter how beautiful she was, my cousin would naturally no longer be interested in her. At the end of the day, she couldn't give birth to a son and a half daughter, but her fate was very hard. After her cousin died, she was still alive and well, but without her cousin, those wives and aunts would have no scruples.
In the end, he was kicked out of the mansion, became a beggar, and died of freezing in the ruined temple.
I regretted it before I was about to die. If I could do it all over again, I must treat Chi Jing well, and never let him down and suffer. I wanted to be with him and give him more children.
But she didn't know that from the beginning to the end, Chi Jing didn't want to meet her again.
If you don't meet, you won't fall in love. If you don't fall in love, you won't suffer, die tragically, and won't die with lingering grievances and obsessions.
The male ghost entered his body at this moment. The wish to be fulfilled is very simple, no longer entangle Ye Qianlu, Chi Jing who doesn't know how Ye Qianlu will spend the rest of his life, just hope that he will never meet this woman again, and don't force him anymore.
He himself didn't dare to come, because he didn't know if he, who was madly in love with Ye Qianlu, would still be so paranoid and become a demon if he lived again.
The male ghost has no such scruples. It's just that he can still feel Chi Jing's pain, the pain of being stabbed into the heart by the person he loves the most, like, like——
like what
I can't remember it, but it feels inexplicably familiar. He stroked his chest slowly and closed his eyes.
When he returned to the capital, the emperor called him into the palace as usual, first praised him greatly, and then asked him if he had any wishes and what rewards he wanted.
At this time before his death, Chi Jing asked the emperor to give him a marriage without even thinking about it, and then he was full of expectations to marry the woman he loves and give her a lifetime of happiness, just like parents, a couple for life, happy live on.
But the result made him understand that there was no result in forcing.
So he just clasped his fists together: "The last general doesn't have the reward he wants."
The emperor sighed: "Jing'er..."
Once he called him Jing'er, it meant that the Tian family was about to resign as an elder. Chi Jing replied without changing his face: "Yes, uncle."
If you don't meet, you won't fall in love. If you don't fall in love, you won't suffer, die tragically, and won't die with lingering grievances and obsessions.
The male ghost entered his body at this moment. The wish to be fulfilled is very simple, no longer entangle Ye Qianlu, Chi Jing who doesn't know how Ye Qianlu will spend the rest of his life, just hope that he will never meet this woman again, and don't force him anymore.
He himself didn't dare to come, because he didn't know if he, who was madly in love with Ye Qianlu, would still be so paranoid and become a demon if he lived again.
The male ghost has no such scruples. It's just that he can still feel Chi Jing's pain, the pain of being stabbed into the heart by the person he loves the most, like, like——
like what
I can't remember it, but it feels inexplicably familiar. He stroked his chest slowly and closed his eyes.
When he returned to the capital, the emperor called him into the palace as usual, first praised him greatly, and then asked him if he had any wishes and what rewards he wanted.