Fifty-first bowl of soup (seven)
Even though they were so close, obviously held in his arms, obviously... so intimately combined, why did she still feel that this person was so far away, far out of reach.
"General..." Tan Youling involuntarily hugged Chi Jing tightly.
Chi Jing patted her head, kissed her small mouth, and said in a low voice, "Go to sleep."
Time flies, and the two have been married for more than a month. After his nephew got married, the emperor successfully set a new goal, which is to give birth. Every time he sees Tan Youling, his two eyeballs stick to his belly in a very disrespectful way, wishing he could stare out a little doll from inside.
The queen was also very concerned about the situation of the young couple. From time to time, she would send someone to the general's mansion to invite the general's wife into the palace to talk, and ask for a peace pulse in three to five days. She had already had a grandson, but she was still full of expectations for Tan Youling's belly.
After such a long time, even Tan Youling felt a little anxious. We've been married for so long, and the general works hard every night, tossing her to death. He looks so gentle and easy to talk... How can the bed be so bad? Whenever she thinks about the boudoir, she feels ashamed.
But the stomach just didn't move, and Chi Jing saw Tan Youling rubbing his stomach in a daze more than once. He couldn't tell her that she couldn't be pregnant at all. Chi Jing's body was already dead, and it was only because of the possession of ghosts that it could function normally and survive. The most important thing is that the time he can stay in this body is limited, when the Chi Jing deadline comes, even without Ye Qianlu, he will still die.
It's just that at that time, it was cruel to leave the wife alone, without even a child, alone.
Because of this, Chi Jing wanted to treat Tan Youling better, and even better.
Tan Youling herself felt that the general was about to pamper her to the sky. A few days ago, she felt that calling him General Chi Jing was quite unfamiliar, but it seemed a bit rude to call her by his name directly. At Chi Jing's request, she changed her name to husband, but she is not very old. adapt.
But in the past few days, I learned that the scholar who had belittled me before was not only cut off from his descendants, but also deprived of his fame. The family wife and concubine fled away, leaving him alone. After a few days, he disappeared without a trace. No one is dead or dead.
Before Tan Youling took revenge, this person was punished, but after thinking about it, she probably knew who it was, and when Chi Jing came back at night, she was very gentle and clingy.
When I first got married, I thought I was marrying a small iceberg, but I didn't expect it to be a kitten. It's just that Chi Jing also likes to be hugged by Tan Youling. She has a similar experience to him, and she is so cute and caring, how can she not feel pity for her.
"What's wrong?"
Tan Youling presumptuously put all his weight on Chi Jing's body. He was so powerful that he hugged her as easily as a kitten. Anyway, there was no one around, so she indulged herself to cling to him, "You are so kind to me."
"You are my wife, so I naturally want to treat you well."
"I'll be nice to you too."
Chi Jing patted her head, let her hang on his body, and supported her waist with one hand.
But Tan Youling suddenly became depressed: "Today I entered the palace to meet the empress...she was very anxious, husband, tell me, why am I still bodyless?"
Chi Jing sighed: "There is no rush, I don't care if I don't have children."
"But my husband likes children very much, right?" Tan Youling bit her lip thinking of her previous life, feeling that she couldn't give birth to a child for the general, and she was really sorry for him.
He was about to spoil her to the sky, but she couldn't even give birth to a child.
"Linger." Chi Jing felt that her thoughts were dangerous. "I don't like children."
"You lied!" Did he not like children, or did he not like the children she gave birth to? ! "I don't want to talk to you anymore."
After speaking, she slid down from Chi Jing's body, turned around and was about to leave, but was grabbed, pinched her chin and was kissed on the mouth. She was out of breath and forgot what year Jinxi was, and looked at Chi Jing with blurred eyes.
"You are so pretty, the child you will give me must be pretty too, but..." Chi Jing couldn't help sighing again. "I can't get you pregnant."
Tan Youling blinked, but didn't react.
"This is my problem. Whether I have children or not is the same. I care about you, and I don't want to care about others." For him, it was a kind of torture. He would feel better if he didn't care about anything.
But how could Ye Qianlu get pregnant in her previous life? ! Tan Youling couldn't understand more and more, and many things seemed to be out of her understanding. Looking up, I saw Chi Jing's eyes showing desolation, "Do you know that I can't give you a child, so you look down on me? That's right, Ling'er is still young. If she remarries with me at this time, she will definitely have a healthy child." —”
Tan Youling was so angry that he covered his mouth: "Don't talk nonsense!"
When it was over, I felt that my tone was a little fierce, and said softly: "Actually, I don't like children either. It's enough for my husband to be nice to me, but the emperor and empress..."
Chi Jing patted her on the head to make her feel relieved, and even forgot that she was pretending to be depressed just a second ago: "It's okay, let me handle this matter."
"Don't talk nonsense, just say that I am not in good health..."
"I have a measure."
What measure can he have? Tan Youling was still wondering what he said. After entering the palace a few days later, the empress empress held her hand pitifully, with guilt and earnestness: "Jing'er is old after all, no more than a young man, You Ling, It's hard for you, let nature take its course in the future, it's because my aunt is too forceful..."
The empress has said so, what else did Tan Youling not understand, she almost fainted, and when she returned home, she asked Chi Jing to settle the score: "What did you tell the empress?!"
Chi Jing is a man after all, it's a matter of face, of course he won't say it too clearly, but if he doesn't let his aunt and uncle know, they will keep watching Tan Youling closely, making her very nervous, so he expresses it very tactfully For a moment, I was injured in a war, and although I still have a masculine masculinity, but... you know.
The emperor felt ashamed when he heard this, and turned to tell the queen about it, asking the queen to stop staring at Tan Youling, and felt ashamed of the little girl, a good fairy girl, who married back home but couldn't give her a child, this kind of The matter... caused the emperor to issue another imperial decree, making Tan Youling the first-rank imperial wife, which is regarded as compensation.
Of course, no one else could know about this matter except their husband and wife and Chi Jingzhi, otherwise the emperor would definitely kill them.
When we met again, the emperor stared at Chi Jing with exceptional kindness, which made Chi Jing feel goosebumps all over his body.
"I didn't say anything." Chi Jing was wronged. "I just said a few words to the emperor, telling him not to urge us to have children in the future."
Tan Youling stared at him blankly, and suddenly cried.
This startled Chi Jing, he had never dealt with a crying girl, especially this girl was his first wife. "Don't cry... Ling'er..." He was crying until his head grew two.
This time, Tan Youling really felt that she was not good enough for Chi Jing. After she was reborn, she thought about revenge and revenge every day. She didn't bring Chi Jing anything, but she got so much from him. This person looks indifferent and difficult to approach , but there is an extremely touching tenderness in his bones.
Even Tan Youling's cynical and resentful heart became calm because of this. She hadn't thought about revenge for a long time. If she had been told half a year ago that it would be like this in the future, she would never have believed it.
"You don't want to be so nice." She sobbed and lay on his shoulder, which broke her heart. This man is her husband, and he is also an indomitable man, but why is he always so lonely? Even though she was held in his arms, she felt that it hadn't entered his heart. "Carry everything by yourself... I can help you too..."
Chi Jing couldn't help laughing: "Yes, yes, Linger can help me too, but I don't feel wronged."
Tan Youling didn't speak anymore, hugged him tightly, and buried her face in his chest, "If there is a next life, I still want to meet my husband."
Chi Jing didn't respond. In fact, he didn't know whether he would have a next life or not. If there was a next life, if we met again, he would still be the same person he is now.
The matter of the child was revealed at this point, and it was said to the outside world that the mighty general loved his wife as much as his life, and he did not want her to suffer the pain of childbirth, and he did not want a child to intervene between the husband and wife, so the marriage took almost a year, and the wife was not pregnant . It was spread that I don't know how many people were shocked by it. There are many people who dote on their wives, but those like the Great General are rare. But after thinking about it, Miss Tan was said to be beautiful, so it's no wonder the general is so sympathetic to her.
The only one who felt angry and betrayed by this matter was Ye Qianlu. She has been married for more than a year, and the family is looking for a husband for her. Cousin has a heart, but thinking of her previous life, Ye Qianlu only feels chills in her heart. She tried to look for Chi Jing, but the General's Mansion was heavily guarded, where could she get in? What's more, Chi Jing didn't want to see her.
But soon, the opportunity came.
Every year when winter is approaching the end of the new year, the incense in Xiangguo Temple is always very strong. People use Buddha worship to pray for the prosperity of the country and the people in the coming year. look forward to.
Ye Qianlu, who had sent someone to watch outside the general's mansion for several months, got the news that the general's wife was going to offer incense alone, so she couldn't wait to explain to her family and followed.
Before leaving, Chi Jing wrapped Tan Youling into a round rice dumpling, and when he carried her into the carriage, he did not forget to tell her, "Go to the wing room to rest after you burn the incense, and I will come to find you soon." The emperor ordered There is an errand that he has to finish before he can accompany her.
Tan Youling nodded obediently: "Don't worry." Then he muttered, I'm not a child anymore.
What is it if it's not a child? To Chi Jing who has lived at the bottom of the Wangchuan River for so many years, isn't he just a child.