Sixty-third bowl of soup (2)
Prince Su liked Feng Jin so much, he had fallen in love with her at first sight in Xinglin, and now it was a blessing he had cultivated for several lifetimes to let her marry him. At his age, he sees many things openly, so he naturally doesn't care about her so-called broken body. He doesn't even force her to commit herself to him. The dignity he likes this woman is gone.
Prince Su has no children so far, and the first concubine was sick after marrying him. He once mentioned the idea of accepting his side concubine to carry on the family line, but was rejected by Prince Su. He is not a person with lust. It's not that important, they are all members of the royal family. Could it be that if he doesn't have a son, the royal family will be extinct.
That's why the emperor never had any doubts about him - he didn't even have a son, even if Prince Su plotted against him, after a hundred years, who would this seat be passed on to? As for now, the emperor doesn't mind even more. What is the age of Prince Su? After marrying a new princess, even if he has a child, it will take more than ten years to teach him to be an adult, but his princes are all grown up now. Not into the hands of outsiders.
So the emperor is also willing to do this favor, it doesn't matter if there is no origin, as long as Prince Su likes it! Without the threat, he now looks like a royal brother with genuine feelings. It's just that after meeting Feng Jin, he couldn't help admiring her extraordinary beauty, and she became closer to Prince Su—with such a beautiful wife, Prince Su still has the heart to rebel
"Come, try this sea bass." Prince Su picked apart the seasoned chili, and put a piece of snow-white fish into Feng Jin's bowl. She ate apricot honey. She only experienced these things after being taken away by him. I like the outsider very much, I took a bite and found it very delicious, so I smiled at Prince Su: "Thank you, my lord, I like it very much."
In fact, they are not married yet, but it has been two months since the emperor agreed to the marriage. In the words of Prince Su, from the moment Feng Jin agreed to marry him, he regarded her as his wife, so he often called himself his husband. , seems to be establishing his own position in general.
He understood in his heart Feng Jin's infatuation. To be able to endure nearly ten years of loneliness alone and wait in the apricot forest, the feelings are naturally extremely deep, and it is not easy for him to get them.
But he can wait, he has the confidence to wait.
And Feng Jin didn't have much time, she didn't live to be thirty years old, it was fate, Prince Su was destined to spend this life alone. Before that, because of the host's betrayal, he died at an undeserved age, which was really a major blow to the host.
She made a mistake first and let Prince Su lose face, but he didn't declare it, and he didn't blame her, and even offered to help her return to that person—the real Feng Jin thought it was okay, she thought that Prince Su It wasn't that sad until he got the news of his death.
It's just that at that time, she had already changed her name and returned to that person's side, and she didn't even have a chance to make amends.
That was wrong, she forgot that from the moment she agreed to marry Prince Su, she was Prince Su's wife and no longer belonged to others. Even if she can't fall in love with Prince Su, she can't ignore her identity and responsibility. She owes him a deep affection, and if she doesn't reciprocate, she will be like a beast.
The real Feng Jin still loves that person, so she can't completely sever the relationship, but the female ghost is different, her heart is calm and calm, and she will not be troubled by the host's love.
"As long as you like it, if you like it, I will be happy."
Hearing this, Feng Jin lowered her head and smiled slightly. Her face was calm, and there was always a lingering sadness between her brows. This was the change brought about by the soul, it was something engraved in the soul of the female ghost, it was her The refusal to let go is her heartbreaking pain.
It's the sadness and heartache that she can't get rid of because she forgets everything now.
She pity Prince Su, because he has been waiting for Feng Jin's love, although she can't give it, but she will make him feel that he has given it. "My lord, don't just look at my concubine's body to eat, since the taste is so good, my lord should try it too."
As she said that, she also took a piece of fish and put it in Prince Su's bowl. Seeing this noble man's joyful appearance because of his gentleness, her heart felt soft and sad.
She didn't know why she was sad, she was just... sad.
Prince Su was so excited that he almost couldn't hold the chopsticks steadily. Feng Jin put down the chopsticks in her hand, and lightly placed her right hand on the back of Prince Su's hand: "Your Highness, don't be impatient. I won't go back on my word if I agree with you. From now on, the future will be long. A long time."
Prince Su blushed, he is really a very good person.
Very good, very good, but Feng Jin was very sad.
In the whole Wangchuan, she is probably the only one who suffers the most, because other lonely souls gradually become cold and cruel in the endless suffering, but only her, because of her soft heart, the pain is deeper and more soul-enthusiastic. But until now, seeing such a good person, she still feels pain.
It's like being in the river of forgetfulness.
The two had lunch in the most famous restaurant in the capital. When they were about to return home, the door of the opposite room opened at the same time as they left the private room. Her whole body froze, as if she was very nervous, she looked up, and the person standing in front of her was Xiao Rong who had already forgotten about Feng Jin.
The first thing he saw was Prince Su in a dark golden python robe, so his first reaction was to salute with his wife: "I have seen the prince!"
"Xiao Shangshu doesn't need to be too polite, please get up."
Xiao Rong got up, looked at Prince Su again, and immediately saw Feng Jin who was wearing a goose-yellow skirt beside him, who looked extremely weak and beautiful.
She stood there quietly and didn't look at him, but at Prince Su.
For some reason, his heart began to throb suddenly. That face, that face—the girl who couldn't see the face that appeared countless times in the dream, seemed to be like this. He took a deep breath, unable to take his eyes off Feng Jin's face.
"My lord, this is—"
"My prince's concubine." Prince Su said in a deep voice, Feng Jin's indifferent expression made his heart a little more at ease, when he looked down at her, she also looked over gently.
"My lord, let's go back."
"good."
To Feng Jin, Prince Su's heart is always as soft as water, and he agrees to whatever she says, without any principle at all.
Watching that person walk past him without even looking at him, Xiao Rong felt as if a needle had been pricked in his heart. He couldn't help but grabbed Feng Jin's hand when he passed by him, and firmly refused. release.
Feng Jin gasped in shock: "My lord, save me!"
Prince Su shouted sharply: "Bold!"
Xiao Rong woke up like a dream, but no matter what, he was reluctant to let go of that soft little hand, "No, this official, this official offends..."
"Let go of me." Feng Jin pulled back hard, then wiped his hands on his body, looking unhappy.
Seeing her frown, Prince Su's heart was about to break, he glared at Xiao Rong: "How dare you be rude to my beloved wife, you'd be ashamed of a bear's heart!"
Xiao Rong's wife quickly knelt down, and pulled Xiao Rong, who was in a daze, together: "My lord, forgive me, my lord, forgive me! My husband was confused for a while, please forgive me!"
She also didn't know why her husband suddenly pulled Wang Hao's hand. This was really a rebellious thing. If the prince wanted to pursue it, it would be useless for the prime minister's father to intercede!
"My lord, don't talk to them too much, I don't like them, I don't want to see them, let's go."
"Okay." Prince Su glared at Xiao Rong again, then put his arms around Feng Jin's shoulders, and led her out. Before leaving, he did not forget to say to Xiao Rong, "I have written down what happened today!"
When Prince Su was gone, Xiao Rong's wife asked worriedly: "What's wrong with you, husband? Just now—"
"I don't know..." Xiao Rong looked at his wife blankly. "I just feel that the woman seems to have seen it somewhere, and has a deep relationship with me."
"Could it be—" Mrs. Xiao bit her lips tightly. Since my husband injured his head a few days ago, he often dreams about things that he has never mentioned before, and among them is the matter of that mysterious woman. She has a deep relationship with her husband and never hides it, so she also knows about it. But she never expected that that person would be Princess Su. "Husband, do you really not remember anything?"
Xiao Rong shook his head silently.
He still couldn't help but look at the direction where Feng Jin disappeared, as if he lost his soul and was out of control.
When going to bed at night, Xiao Rong dreamed of that girl again. This time, the girl's face finally appeared, Liu Ye's curved brows were full of sentimental almond eyes, innocent and innocent like the person he saw in the daytime, but the person in the daytime, although he still looked like a girl, he no longer had the girl's posture, and his whole body There is a touch of alienation and indifference from top to bottom, and there is infinite sadness between the brows—who is making her sad
Xiao Rong remembered everything.
The last scene in the dream was a girl dressed in pink as a woman standing in front of him, packing his bags for him, and sending him off for the exam. He made a promise that he would come back to marry her when he was in high school, and they were not far behind. It's a joint burial.
He left her alone and let her spend so many years alone, yet he married a wife and had children in the capital!
Xiao Rong woke up from the dream with tears streaming down his face.
He couldn't face his wife beside him, so he got up lightly, lifted the quilt, went out the door, and went to a quiet place in the mansion, biting his tiger's mouth and crying bitterly.
He has been wrong for too long, and it is too late to remember it now, but the memory floods in like a flood, and all Xiao Rong thinks of is the flowery smile of Feng Jin girl.
Does he love his current wife
There is respect, pity, and loyalty, but there is no love.
He always thought that he didn't like anyone. It turned out that his liking had been sealed in the depths of his memory a long time ago. Now that he saw that person, everything was out of control.