Sixty-third bowl of soup (4)
Xiao Rong was stunned. He stared blankly at Feng Jin, as if he couldn't understand what she meant.
What does it mean that they have their own lives now? What do you mean—he should turn around and never look back? Those vows... I have said countless times, vowed that I will grow old together, are they all fake
Feng Jin looked at Xiao Rong very calmly. Even at this moment, she can feel the host's strong love for Xiao Rong from the bottom of her heart. They are in love, but no matter how you look at it, they don't fit together.
"What is the price of our being together, have you ever thought about it?" She asked Xiao Rong, like asking a child who doesn't know the depth. "Your wife has been with you for so many years, and the prince has a deep love for me, do you have the heart to hurt them?"
Xiao Rong looked at her bewilderedly: "Then what should we do? Between us—" They are a loving couple! They had agreed to grow old together, but fate played a trick on them, God, why did they treat them like this!
"It's all over." Feng Jin coughed twice, probably because the window was open and kept pouring cold wind inside: "I won't be your concubine, that's an insult to your wife, and it's also an insult to me. At the same time, I will not leave the lord, he has done so much for me, I still understand the four words of "repaying you with kindness". You and I have nothing to do with each other now, you should go. "
After she finished speaking, she wanted to close the window, but Xiao Rong blocked it abruptly. His eyes were filled with pain in the night: "Everything is my fault, isn't it?"
"What does this have to do with you?" Feng Jin was about to laugh, "You forget about your injuries. It was an accident, not intentional. And I planned to marry the prince after careful consideration. I can only say that God's will tricks people. You All you have to do now is accept."
She lowered her head and said: "You should go, if you don't leave, I will call someone."
Feng Jin is serious, which can be seen from her expression. She drew a very clear line between herself and Xiao Rong, saying no more, never seeing each other again. Whether the so-called love can be achieved or not is really no longer so important.
Xiao Rong stood motionless in front of the window, Feng Jin looked up at him, and sighed softly, "Xiao Rong, you are not alone anymore, you have a wife and children, I heard that your son is talented, he is a A well-known prodigy is different from ordinary people. If you want to be with me, have you ever thought about the consequences it will bring to them?"
The always loving father turned out to have another love, and the loyal husband betrayed her—Feng Jin couldn't stand the deception and betrayal, she told Xiao Rong calmly: "If you and I have a chance to meet again in the future, just treat it as if we never met."
Even if Xiao Rong doesn't admit it, he also knows that meeting each other is the best way to deal with it, but how can feelings be controlled freely? If possible, he also wanted to turn around and leave without seeing her again, but he couldn't. Every night he dreamed of her, every little bit of the time they were together, and every night, he never forgot.
If he forced himself to forget, he would think of more at night, without exception.
He can't forget it at all!
He shouldn't be the only one attracted by that strong love!
"You really don't remember anything? Don't you care? Between us—"
Feng Jin glanced at him indifferently, she didn't want to talk nonsense with Xiao Rong any more, and directly shouted: "Come here! Come here!"
Xiao Rong gasped, took a deep look at her, tapped her toes, and disappeared from Feng Jin's sight.
Soon the maidservants came in: "Princess, what's the matter with you?"
"There is a mouse in the room. It ran out just now, and I was frightened. Look for it quickly, and don't let it stay in the room."
The maids rummaged through the box to find it, and the whole courtyard was instantly brightly lit. Feng Jin took off her embroidered shoes and sat on the bed. She sighed softly, and after a while, Prince Su came. He seemed to have come here without waking up. He was wearing pajamas, but he wore a cloak outside.
Feng Jin got up to greet him: "Why is the prince here?"
"How can there be mice here?" Prince Su put on a serious face. This is the best location for Prince Su's mansion. When he took Feng Jin in to live in, he had checked repeatedly to make sure that it was so clean that not even a fly could be seen. Unexpectedly, there will be mice now! Most women are afraid of these animals. As long as Prince Su thinks that Feng Jin looks scared and uneasy, his heart will be broken. How can he be in the mood to sleep
In fact, he was sleeping soundly. He happened to dream that he was marrying Feng Jin. The two of them had just finished praying to heaven and earth, before they had time to drink a cup of wine. But when he woke up and heard that there were mice in Feng Jin's yard, he was so frightened that he couldn't sleep. In the middle of the night, he asked the maid to rummage through boxes and cabinets. Prince Su came here without even thinking about it. Anyway, no matter what, the yard had to be reorganized and cleaned.
"Jin'er, why don't you sleep at my place, I sleep in the living room."
He asked Feng Jin expectantly and anxiously, he especially wanted Feng Jin to agree, but he was also very afraid that Feng Jin would refuse.
Feng Jin did not expect that Prince Su would make such a request. She blinked, unable to react for a while. Just now she didn't want the maidservants to catch the mice like that, but they were afraid that she would be uneasy, so they insisted on finding the mice - where there were any mice, it was all her nonsense.
The people from Prince Su's Mansion can't catch Xiao Rong, it will be ugly, no matter which side it is for.
But if you think about it carefully, Xiao Rong is not such a person who gives up easily. He may come to her in the future. It is better to live in Prince Su's courtyard before that, where the security is heavy and he is close to Prince Su. , certainly not a problem.
Thinking of this, Feng Jin agreed: "Okay, then I'll go over now."
She had nothing with her except the lute.
Prince Su originally lived in Feng Jin's courtyard, but since Feng Jin came, he gave it to her, and now he lives in a remote courtyard not too far away, because the prince lives there, so naturally he keeps it clean and tidy , but they will get married soon, and they will naturally live in the main courtyard after they get married. In that case, the side courtyard doesn't need to be decorated so luxuriously.
But such a simple and simple thing attracts Feng Jin even more.
She was lying on the bed that Prince Su had been lying on before, not wanting to sleep, but staring at the top of her head with her eyes open. Prince Su's voice came from outside, as if asking her if she was asleep, Feng Jin closed her eyes and didn't answer, and after a while, she felt Prince Su came in, knelt down beside the bed, and first touched her face , and kissed.
Afterwards, he didn't do any excessive movements, he just watched Feng Jin for a long time before leaving to sleep.
Feng Jin sighed indistinctly, and turned over, quietly as if she couldn't even hear her breathing.
Just as Feng Jin expected, Xiao Rong, who sneaked into Prince Su's mansion again, was in vain. Feng Jin no longer lived in the original courtyard. He stood there in a daze, as if he had once again realized Feng Jin's intentions. How strong is the heart to break with him.
The big wedding day is coming soon, and I have never seen Feng Jin's smile, so I can only use this opportunity to enter Princess Su, maybe it can make Feng Jin change his mind.
He didn't think about anything, he was dazzled by love and memory, he didn't listen to Feng Jin's words, he just wanted to take his beloved away—but what happened after taking him away? How would he arrange Feng Jin? How to deal with your wife and children? And how does Prince Su deal with himself
Maybe Xiao Rong didn't think about it, but didn't want to think about it. In this case, you don't need to be tied down and shackled by anything, just go after what you love.
Prince Su got married again after many years, and this time the ostentation was even bigger than when he married the former princess. It has to be said that the world knew the status of Princess Su in his heart. Even the emperor and queen personally came to be the officiant, so who would not want to come
The bride is wearing a phoenix crown, and the bead curtain hanging from her head makes her appearance faintly visible, but this does not prevent people from being amazed by her charming temperament and figure. Can Prince Su fall in love with someone who marry with such a big posture, can he have an average appearance
That must be overwhelming.
How beautiful the bride is, probably only Xiao Rong knows besides what she has seen.
Of course he does.
But he couldn't do anything. Xiao Rong stood silently behind the prime minister's father-in-law, watching the bride and groom complete the ceremony one by one. His wife no longer belonged to him from now on.
Everything that Prince Su gave her, he never gave. There was no one to witness their world, and she didn't even get to wear the wedding dress. The two became husband and wife and made a vow of eternal love, but he completely forgot about it for nine years. Now that she belongs to someone else, even if he snatches her back, there is no way for him to marry her back home like Prince Su.
He still can't give anything.
Xiao Rong stood there blankly, he didn't know whether he was dead or alive, why didn't he feel anything in his heart, the whole person felt boring, boring, he didn't even have anger anymore, what was left in his heart at this moment , only sober.
The sober Xiao Rong himself couldn't believe it. Before this, he had vowed to take her back, but now he watched all this calmly. The soul seemed to break free from the body. To put it bluntly, he had concerns, and he couldn't do anything to snatch her away.
So he can only stand here, can only watch, and let them disappear from sight.
The prime minister found that something was wrong with his son-in-law, so he asked a few questions and got no answer, but his expression didn't seem to be uncomfortable, and he didn't know why. But now that the emperor and his wife are all there, he is not easy to ask, he just glanced worriedly and planned to take care of him later.