Sixty-third bowl of soup (5)
There are too many things in this world that cannot be changed by manpower. What you want to get and do may not necessarily succeed. What many people have to do is to learn how to face it and then accept it.
Pain is unavoidable, sadness is unavoidable, and it is even more unforgettable in the dead of night—but people will still live afterward, the difficult life must be lived, the unfortunate life must be lived, and in the end, people must live.
How many people in the world can do whatever they want.
Feng Jin couldn't, and Xiao Rong couldn't.
To put it bluntly, they have a deep relationship and a shallow relationship. If things have reached this point, whoever refuses to let go will be stuck in the mud and unable to extricate themselves.
There are many people who don't want to accept their fate, but who can really refuse to accept their fate? In the end, everyone has to accept their fate, because no one can beat fate.
Feng Jin was about to be crushed to death by the heavy phoenix crown. Fortunately, the emperor understood that Prince Su had rarely gotten married for many years, and ordered no one to disturb him, and he didn't have to go up front to deal with the guests. With the emperor around, no one would dare to make trouble. The entire courtyard was surrounded and impenetrable, and no one could get close to it. It was bound to give Prince Su a perfect wedding night.
Prince Su was extremely nervous. Of course it was not his first time to be a groom, but this kind of excitement was never experienced when he was young when he was married for the first time. He felt that he seemed to have become a boy, the kind who had never had sex before, and would run wild when he saw his sweetheart.
The beauty in the bright red wedding dress was sitting on the head of the bed, and Prince Su's heart began to thump, faster and faster - he stood at the door, regardless of his face, let alone how many guards around him The mother-in-law and servant girl watched, touched their chests and took several deep breaths before stepping in.
Feng Jin was already beautiful, and under the costume she showed her peerless elegance. She wanted to take off the phoenix crown a long time ago, but Mrs. Xi said that the bridegroom did not come, and it would be unlucky for the bride to take it off by herself—Feng Jin She didn't want Prince Su's wedding to be unsatisfactory at all.
It's just that she waited for a long time and didn't see Prince Su coming over. He had already arrived, so why didn't he come over? After waiting for a while, Feng Jin felt that her head was about to be crushed, so she said: "My lord, what are you doing? Why don't you come here?" broken.
Prince Su was summoned by Feng Jin, and immediately walked in front of her with big strides. Following Mrs. Xi's instructions, he first lifted off the hijab, and then took off the phoenix crown. It's my own fault that I haven't fainted for so long.
After drinking a cup of wine and eating raw dumplings, they were finally the only two left in the new house.
Feng Jin was very docile, she lay quietly under Prince Su, this man cherished her so clearly, no matter what she could not ignore his deep affection.
A priceless treasure is easy to get, but a lover is hard to find. How many women are so poor that they can't find a lover in their whole life. Naturally, they should cherish such a good person.
It's just that her soul seemed to have left her body. Feng Jin was soberly watching herself laying down submissively making love under Prince Su's body. But she didn't feel it, her soul was pure death, and she didn't even know what she was insisting on.
I don't know how Xiao Rong outside watched all this happen, how he felt in his heart.
After a storm, Feng Jin was lying in Prince Su's arms. Prince Su gently stroked her soft hair and asked her, "Did I hurt you?"
"No." Feng Jin rubbed his chest, where there was a hot, bright red heart, something she didn't have.
It's so enviable and enviable.
"I will treat you well in the future." Prince Su kissed her hair, "I swear."
"I know." Feng Jin smiled lightly. "As a prince, being able to marry him is really a blessing that I have cultivated in eight lifetimes."
"I am lucky to marry you." Prince Su said.
The two laughed together, Feng Jin seemed to suddenly think of something, and said to Prince Su: "By the way, my lord, I have something to tell you."
Just now that the tenderness was over, Prince Su wanted to continue to rub his ears together, but Feng Jin's tone suddenly became serious, which made him nervous too: "What, what?"
"I have something to hide from the prince. Today you and I are married, so I will not hide it from you anymore. I only hope that the prince will not be angry when he finds out."
Prince Su felt bad when he heard it, Feng Jin told him not to be angry, what could she do to make him angry? He thought about it carefully, even if Feng Jin arrogantly rode on his head and slapped him in the face, he wouldn't be angry unless—"It's related to Xiao Rong?"
Even Feng Jin had to admire his sensitivity: "My lord is wise."
Prince Su was upset, he wished that he was not so wise and could guess right away. "What happened to him?"
"A few days ago, that night when there was a mouse in my yard, he ran into my yard."
"What?!" Prince Su instantly seemed like a dynamite being ignited, "I'm going to kill him!"
The one who ran to Prince Su's mansion at night! Do you want to die? ! Also, what did he keep these guards for, even a civil servant couldn't stop him, and he let Xiao Rong come and go freely in Prince Su's mansion? !
Seeing that Prince Su was so angry that he was about to explode, Feng Jin quickly patted his chest to calm him down. "I haven't finished talking yet, do you still want to listen to it?"
Prince Su suddenly felt aggrieved: "Say it."
Feng Jin looked at him helplessly. "He came to me because he recovered his memory."
"What did you say!" Prince Su was really frightened this time, and he was so frightened that he bounced off the bed, staring dangerously at Feng Jin, "You, you, what did you react after hearing it? !"
His heart was beating like thunder, and he was about to die. What is this, when he finally got Feng Jin, Xiao Rong recovered his memory? Why did he restore his memory at this time? Is it okay to continue to lose your memory? Everyone is happy!
Prince Su is about to die of nervousness. He knows what Xiao Rong means to Feng Jin, and he also knows how much Feng Jin loves Xiao Rong. Never marry him!
Seeing him so nervous, Feng Jin couldn't help but sighed: "What are you doing, I haven't finished talking yet."
She groped to shake Prince Su's hand, only to find that his palm was unbearably wet with sweat. One could imagine how uneasy he felt in his heart.
Touching Prince Su's face with the other hand, Feng Jin told him seriously: "Actually, even if he remembers, it's impossible for me to be with him anymore."
Prince Su looked bewildered and didn't understand.
How persistent Feng Jin is to Xiao Rong, he is the one who sees it. Being able to endure loneliness and being alone in Xinglin for more than nine years, Xiao Rong's position in Feng Jin's heart is self-evident.
"He has a wife and son now. If I leave with him, am I going to be a concubine? Back then, the pledge of eternal love meant lifelong loyalty. He couldn't let go of his wife and children, but if he just left his wife and children and took me away, I despise myself even more in my heart, whether it is me or Xiao Rong, time does not wait for me, we cannot be together." As he spoke, Feng Jin showed a gentle smile. "What's more, I promised to marry the prince and try my best to like him, so naturally I can't betray him."
Prince Su stared at her blankly, probably because he didn't expect Feng Jin to say such a thing to him. Suddenly, his eyes turned red, and tears fell down his face.
Feng Jin thought about how Prince Su might react in several ways, but she swears—she really didn't expect to cry.
She didn't even know how to comfort this person. After tears fell for a while, Prince Su realized that Feng Jin hadn't come to comfort him, so he held her hand and brought her to his neck. Smiling and patting him on the back. "We are both husband and wife, how do we know that the prince likes to cry so much?"
Prince Su also felt embarrassed, wiped his face indiscriminately and said stubbornly: "Just now my eyes hurt."
Feng Jin smiled and said nothing, and did not expose it: "Since this is the case, I have nothing to hide from the lord, and I don't want to meet Xiao Rong again in the future. I also ask the lord to strengthen the guards of the palace, and don't let people break into it late at night. enter."
Even so, Prince Su couldn't help asking again: "Really?"
Really—doesn't it matter if you don't go with that person? Did you really choose to be with me? be my wife
"Really." Seeing that he still couldn't believe it, Feng Jin raised her hand and swore, "I, Feng Jin, swear here, if—"
Before he could speak half of the words, Prince Su covered his mouth: "I believe you believe you believe you, don't talk nonsense like that, it's meaningless."
Feng Jin chuckled lightly, and kissed him for the first time: "Husband."
Prince Su was not only stupid this time, but also petrified.
What did he hear just now? ! What does Jin'er call him? ! God! She called him Husband!
He was so happy that he wanted to fly to the sky!
Feng Jin just laughed and saw him go crazy, Prince Su was probably really excited and didn't know what to do, he even jumped up, causing somersaults in the room one after another. When he was young, he was a military general with excellent skills. Now that he is older, his figure still maintains the state of his youth. But—even if she is so good-looking, turning somersaults in the room without wearing anything is a bit irritating to the eyes.
Feng Jin covered her eyes, and couldn't bear to look directly at him. The man really grew bigger and more like a child. It's hard to imagine that Prince Su would do such a thing. She pursed her lips and suppressed a smile, and lay down by herself.
Prince Su was full of excitement after venting, rushed over to hold Feng Jin down through the quilt, held her small face and kissed and kissed her, one mouthful and one lady screamed with joy.