Sixty-third bowl of soup (six)
The two are newlyweds, so it is natural to mix oil with honey. Prince Su was worried that Xiao Rong would come to the palace again, so he specially strengthened his defenses. The guards inside and outside have been multiplied several times. Anyway, it is good that Xiao Rong does not come, Xiao Rong If you dare to come... you have to peel off your skin if you don't die.
He is looking forward to Xiao Rong's arrival now, and then he can teach this ignorant guy a lesson. Now that Feng Jin is Prince Su and has no relationship with Xiao Rong, if Xiao Rong is wishful thinking, he doesn't mind taking care of him.
Among other things, as a prince, especially a prince who has a good relationship with the emperor, Prince Su probably has a hundred ways to make Xiao Rong feel bad.
In the past few years in the court, Prince Su and Xiao Rong have also dealt with each other, and I know that this person is firm in character, brilliant in talent, and loyal to the emperor of the country. He has been married for many years and does not even have a concubine around him. Not to mention Xiao Rong's character is good.
But it is such a person who just lost the most important memory in his life, but now he remembers it again.
But what if you think about it, if you think about it, can you go back to the past
Xiao Rong had too many things to think about, and he was also tied down by too many things, so it was impossible for him to be with Feng Jin. Even if they were together, many problems would arise—they could not be happy. When I shoulder other responsibilities, when I forget the past, this is doomed.
It is best for Feng Jin to stay by his side, it is best for the two of them never to see each other, Prince Su firmly believes in this, so he guards Feng Jin firmly, never letting her leave him, naturally He will not let Xiao Rong see her again. The water around Prince Su's mansion is impenetrable, Xiao Rong can come in only because of ghosts.
But for Xiao Rong, it was a kind of torture. He is haunted by the memories of the past all the time, as long as he closes his eyes every night, what appears in front of him is the appearance of Feng Jin when she was a girl, laughing loudly, innocent and cheerful, and then calm as water now. One second they were embracing each other and talking about growing old together, the next second it was Feng Jin telling him to turn around and leave without looking back.
We can't be together anymore, we have to let go.
How did Xiao Rong do it? He was in a daze all day long, his spirit was extremely poor, and he lost his soul. His wife saw everything, but said nothing.
No one knows you better than your bedside person. Mrs. Xiao didn't understand what was going on at first, but day and night, Xiao Rong's dreams, his babbling, and his strange behavior all made her understand one thing - Xiao Rong had another love, he She also knew that there was a lack of memory for a period of time, but Xiao Rong, who was the top student in high school at that time, was very high-spirited, and Xiao Rong, who was riding on a tall horse with a handsome and extraordinary appearance, made her extremely moved.
Father saw what he was thinking, and also intended to recruit Xiao Rong as Chenglong Kuai's son-in-law. When he went to Xiao Rong's hometown, he found out that he was neither married nor related, so they married.
Everything was supposed to be fine, but why did it become like this
Why is the memory of the lost period of time like this
Mrs. Xiao refrained from saying anything, she couldn't lose her husband, and her children couldn't live without a father. Before Xiao Rong recovered his memory, they were the happiest family. Xiao Rong is a loyal and generous husband, a serious and loving father, filial to his parents-in-law, and has a bright future.
But now he suddenly remembered, which means that everything may change. That woman who has been buried in her husband's heart for a long time does not know how beautiful it should be.
It must be beautiful, otherwise how could he never forget her
Madam Xiao pretended not to know anything, she could only do this, if she had a showdown with Xiao Rong, what would the result be like? It's better to pretend that you don't know anything, in this case, it's better than the embarrassment of having nothing to say in the future.
She loved her husband deeply and did not want to lose him.
So Mrs. Xiao remained silent. She could see Xiao Rong's getting thinner and thinner. It wasn't that she didn't feel bad or that she wasn't in a hurry, but she just didn't know what to do.
She didn't even know who the man he loved was.
Until one day, there was a banquet in the palace, and all the female family members of the high-ranking families in the capital came to join in the fun, including naturally the Princess Su who had been living in seclusion with Prince Su since she married Prince Su.
The second Princess Su appeared, Mrs. Xiao knew who the husband had been missing.
Eyes can't deceive anyone, when Xiao Rong saw Feng Jin, his eyes lit up, and his whole body came alive. But Feng Jin didn't even look at him from the beginning to the end, just like what she said, seeing each other was just pretending not to know each other.
She was embraced by Prince Su, and after saluting to the emperor and queen, she sat together. Prince Su didn't know what he said to her, but saw her smiling slightly, her brows and eyes were light and elegant, without too much emotion, Like a calm spring water, clean and without waves.
Whether it's such a resplendent palace, or these nobles in fine clothes, nothing can fascinate her, and nothing is as important as Prince Su beside her.
She only looked at him.
Feng Jin and Prince Su have been married for more than two months. She has gained weight, but she rarely goes out. Basically, she never goes out if she can. One is that she has no interest in this world, and the other is that she does not want to meet Xiao Xiao again. Rong.
She felt very tired and didn't have the energy to keep telling Xiao Rong not to be attached anymore. If this person doesn't listen, what's the point of saying it a hundred times
Just avoid seeing each other, if not, one day Xiao Rong will figure it out, not to mention that the host's wish is only Prince Su, Xiao Rong's life and death are not that important.
Feng Jin doesn't feel that she is ruthless, she just has a strange feeling, very sad, very sad, but for some reason, this emotion has always filled her soul in Wangchuan, and it has not changed until now.
Because she was here to attend a palace banquet, Feng Jin didn't bring her pipa with her. For her, the pipa is more important than her soul, she is reluctant to part with that pipa, she always takes it with her wherever she goes, and does not allow anyone to touch it except herself, even Prince Su.
Almost a morbid fondness.
When she was in the Wangchuan River, she didn't have a pipa. It wasn't until she appeared in this first world that the pipa appeared beside her. This gave Feng Jin a strange feeling. She seemed to be able to learn many stories from the pipa. Pipa also seemed to be talking to her all the time, but her voice was hoarse and she couldn't hear clearly.
"Try this, you like fish the most." Prince Su picked a piece of fish, Feng Jin loves fish, so he asked the cooks in the mansion to find ways to cook fish for her in different ways. He served in the army when he was young , I had a very rough and wild way of eating it. Although it cannot be compared with the fineness in the palace, it also has a special flavor.
Prince Su has always wanted to take Feng Jin out to catch fish and grill them, but recently Feng Jin always feels tired, so he seldom goes out in the mansion.
"Thank you, my lord. Don't just take care of my concubine's body, you have to eat it yourself." As she spoke, Feng Jin picked up the fish and chewed it twice. Before she could swallow it, she felt a burst of nausea. , Xiao Xiao retched a bit, it was the imperial palace in a large crowd, she wanted to hold back, but it was really disgusting, so she had to vomit it out, and then she couldn't control it, and vomited all over the place.
Prince Su was terrified, and the emperor quickly ordered someone to summon the imperial physician, but the empress, who had given birth to several children, saw the clue and thought it might be a happy event. When the imperial doctor came to check the pulse—hey, let’s not talk about it, it’s really happy, it’s been more than two months, and if you count the days carefully, it was probably conceived when they were newly married.
Maybe he had a good rest in the past two months, so he didn't react much, but Feng Jin's morning sickness was picked up by this steamed fish dish today, which is also a strange thing.
When Prince Su heard that his wife was pregnant, he was stunned and didn't know how to react. He didn't dare to touch Feng Jin or talk to Feng Jin, for fear that his voice would scare her too much.
Xiao Rong had mixed feelings in his heart, Mrs. Xiao looked at him quietly, and gently touched his hand when he was trembling.
It's sad, how could it not be sad, I married another woman and had children, and now my beloved has become someone else's wife, bearing children for other men.
For the first time Xiao Rong realized what fate is.
That was something he never believed in when he was born in poverty.
But now, in this feast of music and music, seeing Prince Su talking to Feng Jin with ecstasy, he seemed to suddenly understand what fate is.
That is something that is born as a human being and cannot be resisted. It was fate for him to get to where he is today step by step, so losing is also fate.
Even not accepting fate is a kind of fate.
How sad Xiao Rong felt, even he himself couldn't explain clearly. All he knew was that something had suddenly shattered, and countless tiny fragments stuck in his heart, making him unable to tell what was real and what was fake, what was the past and what was the present.
If you indulge in the past, it will hurt the present and endanger the future. You have to let go, be open-minded, and work hard.
It is the meaning of human existence.
Feng Jin never went to see Xiao Rong, and Prince Su only thought about Feng Jin being pregnant and becoming a father, so he was so excited that he didn't care about Xiao Rong. He didn't remember Xiao Rong at this moment. Who is Rong, whoever he loves, now his wife is pregnant, and they are about to usher in a little life. As for Xiao Rong—whatever he loves, it's none of his business!
That's enough for their family of three to be very happy, nothing else is important, Feng Jin completely belongs to him now, so what else is there for him to worry about
She will never leave him again.