Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (3)
Ren Wusi is really good-looking, this kind of good-looking is different from the people Liuli has seen so far and has an impression in his mind. He is a person who can endure and wait. After all the truth is revealed to the public, he looks like a desperado. At this moment, his eyes are pure tenderness. For Liuli who can see through hypocrisy, she cannot refuse such tenderness. .
But at the same time, she felt something was wrong. So she grasped the pipa, and the pipa vibrated slightly under her hands. She seemed to feel something in her heart, but her brain did not allow her to do the difficult behavior of "thinking", so she just slowly used her fingers He wiped the dirt off Ren Wusi's face with his head, and then the handsome young man smiled at her.
All the servants of Yushi's Mansion changed, the gentleness when they treated Liuli was in stark contrast to the cruelty when they treated others. In fact, Ren Wusi also knows that there are countless women who admire him, but who can accept him wholeheartedly like Liuli. Seeing his glamorous appearance, on the one hand, his dark heart is riddled with holes, and he has long been unable to live like an ordinary person.
He has carried too many things on his back, causing himself to be unrecognizable.
He is Ren Wusi, calling this name, doing what "Ren Wusi" should do, and his soul and body are locked in a poisonous oath, unable to break free.
Holding the medicine bowl to one side, Liuli frowned subconsciously due to the smell of soup and medicine. Ren Wusi took a spoonful and blew it to her lips, coaxing her: "How about a sip?"
She turned her head away, it tasted weird, she didn't want to drink it.
Ren Wusi has no choice, the real him is what he is now, but he has long forgotten.
If he hadn't pretended that there was no hatred between them and hadn't concealed it when they met, maybe it wouldn't be like it is today.
The most beautiful in the world, but love at first sight. The most terrifying thing in the world, the most difficult to let go, and love at first sight.
He raised his head and took a sip of the medicine. Liuli felt scared even seeing that cloudy and breezy look, but Ren Wusi was the most ruthless towards him. With his mouthful of medicine in his mouth, the root of his tongue would be crushed. Numb from the bitterness, then he pinched Liuli's chin and kissed her.
Her strength was about the same as that of a little milk cat, and even if she didn't drink, Ren Wusi pressed her down and forced her into it. Liuli felt aggrieved inexplicably, the person in front of her was very gentle, but that gentle gaze didn't seem to be looking at her, as if although her soul was in this body, she was not the original person.
Also because she has never had this kind of tenderness.
Wiping her tears childishly, sobbing and choking as if she hadn't grown up, Ren Wusi felt distressed and smiled at seeing her, hugged her in his arms, coaxed her softly, Liuli hugged her pipa tightly, and put her face against the On top, the cold white bones seemed to be emitting a little warmth, and she seemed to be able to hear the white bones talking to her.
Ren Wusi didn't care about the origin of the pipa, nor why Liuli was holding it. If she likes it, then keep it, if she doesn't like it, throw it away, what a simple thing, he doesn't want to continue torturing each other in hatred anymore, it should be enough for him to go to the underworld after his death and see his father.
One is not too many, one is not too many, what do you think about him? Isn't it enough to sleep and eat for so many years
"Open your mouth."
The sweet candied fruit was stuffed into her mouth, Liuli's eyes still had tears, she stared at the smiling young man in front of her, his slender fingers were beautiful and warm, brushing across her cheeks, as if she could rely on her .
A mouthful of candied fruit and a mouthful of medicine, and later Liuli learned to be good, holding the medicine bowl by herself, she didn't want to get close to Ren Wusi, and she didn't know why.
But he was really kind to her, and these kindnesses were sincere and without hesitation.
After raising her body for two months, she was finally allowed to get out of bed and walk around. During this period, Ren Wusi insisted on sleeping in the same bed with her every night, taking care of her. He never pretended to be someone else. Yes, Liuli naturally accepted him. But if anyone other than Ren Wusi wanted to get close, she was still very alert, with that look in her eyes, as if everyone was an enemy.
The Yushi Mansion covers a very large area. I heard that it was originally the mansion of an idle prince. After the prince passed away, the mansion remained abandoned until Ren Wusi gained power, and the emperor bestowed it on him. The three characters of Shifu. The emperor placed high hopes on Ren Wusi, as long as he continued according to the current situation, one day he would be able to establish a new noble family.
But Ren Wusi didn't want these. He was not a person who longed for fame and fortune. What he wanted was simple tea and light food, a lot of wine and hemp, a wife and a few children, and a happy and peaceful family. That was enough.
But how did he end up being such a horrible person
He was terminally ill and there was no cure.
Because of this, Liuli even felt scared when she looked into his eyes at night. She was never afraid of anything, even if she had no memory, she gradually became sober with the help of Pipa, but at this moment, when Ren Wusi stared at her with his black eyes, she was afraid.
Ren Wusi leaned firmly on her body, and took away her little hand covering her chest. Although he didn't speak, his eyes told her that he would not change his mind. As if she had lost her soul, Liuli let go of her hand and asked him to peel her off bit by bit, and then put down the red curtain.
In fact, it is not necessarily a desire. A person like Ren Wusi will have no problem even if he does not relieve it all his life. He is like a warm sun and a cold blade, but he thinks they are husband and wife. Doesn't it live up to the name? To put it bluntly, this is the obsession in his heart.
He lived as if he had already died, and every move was caused by the longing deep in his heart, and his reason could no longer control his emotions.
Liuli trembled slightly in his arms, and the pipa was lying quietly on the table outside. Occasionally, a few strings tried to break away from the body of the qin, and they struggled twice before failing again.
It is one with Liuli, if she has no memory, then it is a dead thing. Even with some strength from the souls devoured by the previous worlds, it is far from enough, and still can't get out. It is trapped inside and can only live by clinging to Liuli.
Because it is different from glass.
Liuli had a dream.
When she woke up from the dream, she couldn't tell whether she was in the dream or outside the dream.
In the dream, she was Fu Liuli, the daughter of the Fu family. When she was thirteen years old, she sneaked out of the house and was almost taken away by a kidnapper. It was a young man with a beautiful face who rescued her. The young man was very gentle, he knelt down to carry her on his back when he saw her sprained feet, but his expression changed after learning her name. She couldn't describe what it was like, but it wasn't good.
Later, when he sent her home, he turned around and was about to leave, but she stopped him, asked his name, and asked his address, the little girl really had no shame at all.
At first, the young man didn't want to have any contact with her, he only said that he came to the capital to study, and now he is studying in the Imperial College. She was delighted to hear that, although she didn't know his name, but she knew where he was, so she could find him.
The second time they met, she disguised herself as a man and sneaked into the Imperial College, right in front of him. The young man was very surprised, but also afraid of being discovered by his husband, so he tried every means to cover her up.
Once you come and go, you will become familiar with it. Fu Liuli didn't understand why brother Wusi liked her so much, why he always restrained himself and kept his distance.
How did she know that Ren Wusi couldn't express the deep hatred, just because every time she saw her eyes, heard her voice, and even thought of her in her heart, she was full of joy. At first, she didn't want to get involved, but later she was reluctant to say, In the end, it became a dare not speak.
But Fu Liuli didn't have so many entanglements and worries. She told her father that she had a sweetheart in Jiji's year, and she insisted on dragging her father to see her.
How much she trusted him and admired him, how heartbroken and desperate she was when she learned the truth.
It was clearly a dream, but my heart hurt like a knife.
The Fu family was ashamed of the Ren family, this is a sin that should be repaid, it would have been fine if they had never met - Fu Liuli thought so. But she was so sad in her heart, so reluctant to give up, the pain of family ruin and unforgettable love intertwined - she resented why she could see Ren Wusi's sincerity even when she was crazy, hated each other for being entangled like this, and even more hated why she didn't die .
I can't bear to die.
don't want to die.
You can still see him when you are alive, but you have nothing when you are dead.
It is a fact that my father colluded with the enemy and treasoned the country. Even if there is no Ren Wusi, it will be exposed one day. It is the law of the country to kill the nine clans. Fu Liuli knows all this. But so what? In the end, she didn't know whether she hated the sky or people.
Or maybe it's fate.
Inescapable, irresistible, anyone must accept.
She saw the struggle and pain in Ren Wusi's heart, saw him tear open the scar dripping with blood, and hardened his heart again and again to fulfill the poisonous oath. To bear a thousand times the pain.
He did. During the crazy three years, there was no such thing as Shaoyan between them. He never took off his clothes, but she could still see the scars he inadvertently exposed.
Ren Wusi, who is as handsome as jade, is actually covered in scars, which are unsightly.
But where is Fu Liuli so good
Such two people desperately want to be together, but hide all their sincerity in their hearts, and finally rot into dust, and their souls gradually become distorted and restless.
can not say.
He would not tell her the truth.
She can't tell him the truth.