Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (2)
The next morning, the imperial concubine woke up in the embrace of the emperor. He was still sleeping soundly, but the posture in which he hugged her was so careful and gentle, as if she was not so lonely, but loved and cared for by others.
But she knew it was an illusion, he never forgot to lie to her even in his sleep.
Getting up lightly and leaving the emperor's arms without waking him up, the noble concubine put on a dress and walked to the window. It was not yet dawn at this time, but she couldn't sleep anymore. She now has a living body of her own, but she doesn't feel very happy because of it.
She couldn't help but look back at the man who was still sleeping. He was good-looking, and she couldn't forget this face even at the bottom of the Wangchuan River. She wanted to get him, wanted him to carry out the oath he had made, and wanted to take his soul for herself.
That's why she killed him herself.
Since he lied to her, since he betrayed her, then no one should get it. It's happiness to die together, isn't it? She thought that Ren Wusi and Fu Liuli were crazy, but how could she be any better
The imperial concubine didn't know what she had been waiting for silently, maybe she just wanted to live the same life again. There is no need to change, no need to intervene, let nature take its course, just go on like this, and then, according to the trajectory of the previous life, kill him again.
Maybe it didn't matter so much whether he loved her or not. She just wanted to kill him one more time, that's all.
But she went back to bed in conflict and stared at the emperor silently. The noble concubine was out of focus, and couldn't help but stick it to the emperor's chest. There was a bright red heart beating in this man's chest. In the past, she always liked to lie on his chest when he was talking sweet words, but now she heard the heartbeat, But every sentence speaks of deceit.
Perhaps it was because she was deceived by others during her lifetime and could not tell right from wrong. After leaving Wangchuan after her death, the noble concubine could see through other people's disguises and illusions at a glance, and see the most real scene through all appearances.
What the emperor did was like a big joke, only the joke wasn't that funny, and she was the one being tricked.
Otherwise, she would laugh.
The slender onion fingers slid across the emperor's naked chest. She once cut open the man's chest and took out his heart to see what color it was. All hypocrites are the same, all people's hearts are red, even if they are full of lies and have a small heart.
She never did a single bad thing in her life, she was diligent and never turned back. The only time she killed the emperor was in the last year of the cold palace. She used the news of the national teacher to lure the emperor to meet her alone, and then stabbed him first when he was unprepared, and then strangled him to death with a full head of hair.
He once said that her hair is the most beautiful, so let him die in this beauty.
Until now, the imperial concubine didn't know why she, who had been gentle and kind all her life, was so cruel at the last moment, even after killing the emperor and taking out his heart, she was very calm. Then he cut off his flesh with one knife and one blade, exposing the thick bones, and died holding the bones. She didn't care what happened afterward, she was dead, no matter what, the living couldn't insult a dead person.
She hated him as much as she loved him.
But the hate is over, what is left is still love, the obsession that has been refusing to let go for thousands of years, entangled her soul, inch by inch, like a huge cocoon, wrapping her inside, not giving her a chance to breathe .
This is fate.
She should recognize it and accept it.
The imperial concubine kissed the emperor's thin lips, and fondled his entire face with her eyes and fingers, how handsome, heart-stopping, yet heart-breaking. These loves are all fake. He repays her with sincerity, which is fake love and exclusive favor.
Thinking of him coming to hug her after hugging other women, kissing her with the same lips he had kissed other women, and saying the same love words to her... the imperial concubine felt chills all over her body.
But she didn't want to redeem it.
She doesn't want to do anything either.
So be it, she thought.
Just when she was lying on the emperor's chest, the emperor's gentle and deep voice came, and his big hand fondled her soft hair: "What's wrong with Susu?"
"I had a nightmare." She didn't call herself a concubine. "I dreamed that the person my sage loved was not me. I dreamed that my sage coaxed me to lie to me. In the end, I died of a broken heart, but my sage returned home with a beautiful woman in his arms. The country, the country, and the confidant lover are all by his side."
The emperor froze for a moment, then pinched her soft pink cheeks, as if addressing an immature child: "It's a dream."
But it doesn't say that the dream is fake.
The imperial concubine was even colder. She felt strange, even though she was a living person, how could her body still feel the biting cold like being in the River of Forgetfulness? She sat up suddenly and looked down at the emperor. The emperor didn't know if it was his own illusion. When the imperial concubine looked at her, her eyes were cold and indifferent, as if she was looking at a dead person.
She didn't want to become a vicious woman, and she didn't want to cut the flesh and bones of her beloved, but he lied to her, betrayed her, and let her taste all the sorrow and jealousy—haven't you ever been vicious? Are you a nice person? Have you met the person you like and stay with him for life
Well, have you ever tasted jealousy
She was so jealous that she wanted to take this person as her own, not letting go of his body and soul, making his bones into a pipa that accompanied him day and night, so that his soul would be permanently trapped in the pipa and could not be reborn. As long as she existed, he would just can't leave.
This is what he owes her.
"Don't be sad, I'll give you an explanation, whoever hurts our emperor, no one can escape."
It seems to be sincere, but in fact, it is just to use the name of the noble concubine to abort the queen to accuse the queen of murdering the dragon's heir. When you are ruthless, you will never remember that you are his first wife.
What's more, he has to make way for his true love, let that little girl sit in the position of the mother of the world, the imperial concubine is just a pawn to bring down the queen.
When the cunning rabbit dies, the lackey cooks; when the birds are gone, the good bow is hidden.
Therefore, when the queen was abolished, the imperial concubine did not show much happiness. The empress, who was once graceful and luxurious, made many things difficult for her favorite concubine, her hairpins were scattered and haggard, and the imperial concubine sat at the top, shoulder to shoulder with the emperor. The queen knelt in the hall and yelled loudly: "Yin Sunu! You bitch! I'm dead! Do you think you can end well?! You have to die too! You will never want to sit in the position of me in this life !"
After finishing speaking, she burst out laughing, in fact, the queen finally realized that Yin Guifei, whom she had hated for so many years, was just a cover! It's a pity that the emperor didn't allow her to go on, so he ordered someone to shut her mouth.
Later the emperor looked at Concubine Yin, her face was as usual, her eyes were calm, of course she knew that the empress had fallen, and the harem was dominated by one person, only waiting for the former imperial teacher and his followers to be punished, what awaited her was a thirteen-year cold palace time.
To the emperor, no matter how beautiful and gentle Yin Su was, she was also a woman who was brought over by the national teacher. It is worthless and meaningless, and it is an insult to his emperor status. How can the majestic real dragon emperor accept the woman who is placed by his side
In fact, he knew that she had never done anything, she was so good to him, and among so many women in the harem, only she was the cleanest. Even his beloved woman had countless blood stains on her hands, but Yin Su, who was clean, was called the dirtiest one.
Later, she really turned bad. For Shi Jun's crime, she had her heart cut open, her flesh and bones removed, and she really became the so-called demon girl.
After the empress was abolished, Concubine Yin pampered the harem alone until the national teacher felt that he could no longer wait to prepare for trouble—the old man could naturally see the emperor's dislike and fear of him. Once the empress fell, his biggest backer was gone. Force the palace, let the eldest prince who is just a few months old take the throne and regent himself. Anyway, the mother of the eldest prince is just a little Baolin, and she can twist her own, which is nothing to do with thick thighs.
The situation in the capital was turbulent and the situation was urgent, so the emperor discussed with the imperial concubine. Of course, he still maintained his tenderness and asked her to stay in the cold palace for a few days, because if the national teacher wanted to do something wrong, he would naturally use her. He is busy with affairs and cannot spare time to protect her. It is safest to let everyone think that he is tired of her.
The imperial concubine was indifferent. In fact, the emperor also knows how much she loves him, otherwise, how could he tell her about the national teacher's rebellion? If she is really a secret whistle, wouldn't he be afraid that she will secretly communicate with the national teacher
He knew it, but he still had to reject her, and that was what hurt the most.
He said he had no time to protect her, so what about Zhou Baolin's hidden guards hiding inside and outside the small side hall
It's not that I have no time to protect, I just don't want to protect.
It's ridiculous that he has to maintain a false affection in the end, not daring to show his true face, and cheating her for decades. Let her spend all her time alone in the cold palace, and finally her heart dies. In the previous life... when she lied to him with the news of the national teacher, he appeared in front of her and was very surprised.
Surprised what
Amazed that her beauty has become a thing of the past, or amazed by her haggard description
"Susu, wait for me obediently, I will definitely pick you up soon."
The concubine agreed.
So the next day the emperor issued an imperial decree, saying that Concubine Yin was narrow-minded and vicious. When she learned that the fetus in her womb was a dead baby, she blamed her death on the empress. But I think that he has been with Shengjia for many years, and he is in the cold palace because of his status, so as to make a warning to others.
What a crime, it must have been done a long time ago. The imperial concubine knelt on the ground indifferently, allowing the maid to take off her full body of clothes and jade hairpins, and raised her head to look at the emperor sitting above.
I also saw the weak and innocent Zhou Baolin beside the emperor. Such an unremarkable woman, although she had amazing beauty, did not cause any trouble in the harem because of the emperor's indifference. But for so many years, she was the only one who "coincidentally" had a dragon seed and was born safely.
The emperor couldn't tell why the imperial concubine's eyes were so cold, with a tranquility that could see through the world. He tried to find the tacit understanding in her eyes, but there was nothing.
She didn't smile, didn't speak, and let the guards pick her up and drag her out.