Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (five)
The eldest prince is a very sensible child, it is hard to imagine that he is only three years old. Just seeing him, Yin Sunu couldn't help but think of the affectionate words that the emperor had lingered with herself, and she passed them on to others in an instant. If Concubine Yin really dotes on the sixth palace as in the legend, why would she let other people give birth to a prince? Woolen cloth.
But people in the world only believe what they hear, they don't care what's inside.
The child in front of him was obtained by that person when he said he loved her, and another woman. He looks so healthy and cute, and he looks so similar to the emperor. Yin Sunu was obviously happy in her heart, but she couldn't help but feel that it was difficult to tell.
At this moment, the emperor's voice suddenly came: "What a good day today, the emperor and concubine have come to play in the imperial garden?"
Yin Sunu lowered her head and did not speak, but she was thinking in her heart that the emperor basically would not come to the Imperial Garden in the morning, did he come today intentionally or unintentionally? Or... is he afraid that she will hurt his and Queen Zhou's children
This makes sense, after all, unlike the other two children, Empress Zhou was pregnant with the eldest prince at the same time as herself, and the seven-month-old fetus that she failed to keep, was born safely by Empress Zhou. Of course there is the emperor's hint, but from the perspective of fate, how can it not be embarrassing.
This is fate, you will never be controlled, and you don't care how much you have suffered and how many sins you have suffered. When it comes, you have to bear it.
Perhaps the eldest prince hadn't seen the emperor for a while, but now he was very happy when he saw it, and his little face flushed: "Father, my son is playing with the imperial concubine!"
"Imperial concubine?" Hearing this, the emperor looked at Yin Sunu with a half-smile. "You should call her Consort Mu."
Yin Sunu was a little nauseated when she heard these two words, she didn't want to be called mother by a child who was not in her womb. "No need, whatever the eldest prince's name is."
The emperor saw that she didn't seem to be in a good mood, so he sat down beside her and held her hand. Yin Sunu tried to struggle a bit, but she didn't break free, and it was not good to not give the emperor face in front of the eldest prince. The emperor successfully held her hand, and there was joy in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, but it was well hidden, and Yin Sunu didn't pay attention to him, so she didn't see it.
The eldest prince looked left and right, and felt that the noble concubine was more wise, so he ran to Yin Sunu and asked her curiously: "Where did the noble concubine come from? Why did I see you for the first time?"
The emperor couldn't help being a little stiff when he heard this question, but Yin Sunu didn't care, she didn't even look at him, she lowered her head and told the eldest prince: "Because your father is very bad and doesn't like you to play with me, I'm afraid you will play with me." I won't play with him after that."
When the first prince heard it, he showed a clear expression, "Father is ashamed."
To be honest, Yin Sunu's answer like this was unexpected by the emperor. He didn't expect that Yin Su would be so gentle to the eldest prince, but after thinking about it, if he hadn't pushed her to the extreme, she would have been a gentle and kind person. Then he stretched out his hand and rubbed the eldest prince's head and said: "It's the father's fault, if you want to play with the noble concubine in the future, you can play with the noble concubine."
Compared to the happy little guy, Yin Sunu was in a bad mood. She frowned slightly, wondering if there was something wrong with the emperor, wouldn't he be afraid that she would strangle him and Queen Zhou's son to death
But facing such a little guy, Yin Sunu didn't have the nerve to say the words of refusal, and she smiled at the eldest prince, and when there were no one around, and there were only her and the emperor left, she raised her eyes and asked, "What's the matter, Your Majesty?" What do you mean, if the empress finds out, the concubine will not be able to bear this crime."
The emperor looked at her intently for a while, and asked her, "Susu, are you jealous?"
Yin Sunu smiled lightly, shook her head and sighed for a while: "Your Majesty's question is really interesting. I hope that my concubine will be magnanimous, but also envious." The end, and now, she doesn't want to choose either, she firmly believes that God will give her the fate she deserves.
After the emperor asked, he also felt that he was quite ridiculous. It was really meaningless to ask these questions. The relationship between him and Yin Sunu could not be explained clearly in a few words.
It's just that if he didn't take the initiative to talk to Yin Sunu, she would not take the initiative to pay attention to him anyway, so the emperor looked at the pipa that was placed on the table and asked: "Why do you have to bring the pipa to the Imperial Garden? "
His eyes were too fiery and complicated, but he had obviously seen this pipa many times. From taking her out of the cold palace to now, the emperor's attitude towards Pipa is really intriguing. Yin Sunu has heard of the word "rebirth". Compared with a ghost like her who can only live again after going through hardships, some people are born with God's favor, and they can do it again without paying any price. God has never been fair.
But unfairness itself is the fate imposed on the world.
"I like it so much." Yin Sunu broke away from the emperor's hand and hugged the pipa into her arms. Her eyes were soft and gentle, and her white fingertips slid across the body of the lute inch by inch. The emperor saw it, and it was as if he was being touched by her, his whole body was hot. When Yin Sunu's fingers were slowly twirling on the body of the piano, he actually felt that he was being molested.
"So you have to take it with you day and night, wherever you go, whether you are alive or dead."
The emperor stared at Yin Sunu's eyes, as if he wanted to read something from her eyes, such as affection, love, nostalgia...but in the end he couldn't see anything. Maybe it was because Yin Sunu didn't want to be seen by him, maybe, there was no more.
Yin Sunu began to play the pipa again. She plucked lightly on the strings with her fingers, and the snow-white strings made a moving sound, which was both familiar and strange to the emperor's ears.
During this period, he tried to touch the pipa, but finally controlled himself, because he saw Yin Sunu's eyes, calm, waiting to accept something.
Maybe he's not unique.
Who can guarantee that God only takes care of himself
Even if he is the emperor, he does not have such self-confidence.
The emperor just listened to the whole piece of music silently. This is the one played by Yin Sunu in the cold palace. She has been studying the pipa since she was a child. He has played many pieces, and there are some impressive ones, but he doesn't know the name of the piece that Yin Sunu is playing at the moment.
So he asked: "Does this song... have a name?"
Yin Sunu said, "It didn't exist at first, but it did later."
"What is this name?"
She stared at him for a while, and said word by word: "White, bone, sound."
The emperor gasped sharply.
"Your Majesty should really want to know why it is called this name." Yin Sunu plucked the strings and looked towards the sky. The sun is just right, the flowers are in full bloom, and the greenery is full, but she is not happy at all. "Because these are the sorrows and sighs that can only be uttered by the dead, even if the living have the score, they will not be able to play it."
This is the song of the dead.
The emperor's eyes were already very clear, but Yin Sunu didn't say anything, she didn't even look at it, because she understood everything, but she didn't want to tell the emperor everything - let it be dark if it should be dark , suddenly placed under the sun, all the darkness can't hide, then it will only be more embarrassing.
When she raised her head, the emperor had already controlled her facial expression, and Yin Sunu could not see his mental activities at the moment from his appearance, so she said to the emperor: "I'm running out of concubines, Your Majesty, please excuse me first." .”
The emperor stood up and said, "I will go back with you."
In fact, she just didn't want to go back with him. This kind of thing should be tacit to each other, but even if the emperor could think of her rebirth, he would never think of the price she paid for her rebirth.
The emperor naturally thought of it too. In fact, when he went to the cold palace to pick up Yin Sunu, but she didn't show joy, he had a faint feeling—something seemed different.
Because of the rebirth, he regretted his life, so he didn't stay overnight in Jucui Palace, but he didn't know why he didn't kill Yin Sunu. Obviously if you kill her, your life is not in danger, right
Maybe he wanted to know what changed the gentle and kind-hearted Yin Sunu so that she could do cruel things like killing people and breaking their hearts, skinning and taking bones.
No, maybe he knew.
like.
with jealousy.
Jealousy is because of love, and jealousy gradually turns into hatred because of not being loved.
But is there nothing wrong with yourself
Because I am the emperor and the Ninth Five-Year Lord, so cheating a weak woman's love and trust, and finally betraying her, letting her wait in the desolate cold palace for thirteen years, is there nothing wrong with me
Ordinary men who are heartless and unlucky are despised by others, why can they be spared just because they are the emperor.
The emperor only had Jiangshan in his heart. At that time, the power of the national division was rampant, and the first emperor indulged in sensuality and disregarded the government. It can be said that when he ascended the throne, it was the most dangerous and most likely year for the entire dynasty to collapse.
But—in any case, even if he has countless reasons, Yin Sunu is innocent.
She just loved him and trusted him, but ended up like that in the end. Therefore, the emperor was unable to kill her. Although there was guilt in it, there was also an unknown emotional influence.
The emperor couldn't help but think, why did she cry when she started to kill him
While crying, he reached into his chest and held out a bright red heart. He could even see her painful soul through her eyes. It was he who dyed her black, made her carry a deep hatred and self-loathing, and finally embarked on a road of no return.
Half of that lute is his bone.
The other half belonged to Yin Su.