Seventy-third bowl of soup (1)
[She was so scared that she lost all her courage and hope, so she went through the same tragedy again.][This is the fate of two lifetimes and the suffering of two lifetimes.]
Yun Qinghuan was sitting in the coffee shop, in front of her was a tall, handsome man who looked very gentle, and next to her was a fashionable middle-aged aunt with big curly hair, who was smiling and saying at the moment: "... Okay, I'm getting old and I don't understand the affairs of you young people, then you guys have a good chat, I'll go to the supermarket opposite, Qinghuan, don't be so boring, talk to others more."
After finishing speaking, he bumped into Qing Huan, and said in a small voice, "Seize the opportunity!" Then he glanced unwillingly at the man who looked like a fairy on the opposite side, and sighed in his heart. It's a pity that he has no daughter. It's Qinghuan's turn!
But Qing Huan was expressionless the whole time. She didn't dare to look at the man. When she heard that the aunt was leaving, she subconsciously grabbed the hem of the man's clothes. Auntie yelled: "You young people, why don't you talk to each other and see if you have any common interests! Hey, I have to hurry, or I won't be able to catch up with today's big auction!" After finishing speaking, Qing Huan was ruthlessly pulled away hand, strode out of the cafe.
Qing Huan sat on the seat, only she knew how afraid she was of the man in front of her. But she didn't dare to show it, once a man finds out... No! It shouldn't be like this! Why does he still appear in his life? ! Obviously she has abandoned everything! Ready to start over! But why does he still show up? Her fate is already different from her previous life!
She didn't become an actress, nor did she make a movie. She left the capital and found an ordinary accountant job in such a small city. She didn't want anything, but why did Zhong Lang still appear? !
Like a ghost haunting her.
"Are you all right, Miss Qing Huan?"
Zhong Lang's voice is gentle and pleasant, deep and magnetic. When he talks to you, he will look at you intently, which will make you feel that you are deeply loved.
But Qing Huan knew that was not the case. This man is a jackal in sheep's clothing, and if she doesn't escape, she will die at his hands. But at present, they probably don't know each other. She is the only one who has the memory of the previous life. As long as she doesn't follow the path of the previous life, she can live on.
It will be very peaceful, very stable, and that is enough.
But she didn't dare not to answer, the fear of Zhong Lang had penetrated deep into her bones, she clasped her hands on her knees, unable to face up to the fear deep in her heart, her voice was as soft as a mosquito's cry: "...I, I'm fine .”
"That's good. I see that your face is very pale, and I thought you were not feeling well." Zhong Lang smiled lightly, his black eyes sparkled, and the tenderness in it could almost drown people.
Qing Huan just wanted to escape, she bit her lip, "That..."
"What?" It was still a very gentle attitude, it seemed that no matter what she said, he would not be angry and would respect it.
"I... I don't plan to get married for the time being, so... I'm sorry, the neighbor's auntie's kind intentions for the blind date today, but I don't have any ideas about it. I'm really sorry for wasting Mr. Zhong's time..."
"Am I not good enough?"
"Ah?" Qing Huan was taken aback by Zhong Lang's question, and immediately denied: "No, Mr. Zhong, you... are excellent."
Yes, excellent, very excellent. With an extraordinary handsome appearance, outstanding family background, and power that can reach heaven, he has everything, and because of this, it seems that she is like mud on the ground to be trampled on by others, without the slightest dignity. Thinking of herself in her previous life, Qing Huan trembled a little. She didn't even have the courage to look into this man's eyes. The fear of him was deeply engraved in her mind, and she refused to let her go at all, day and night. bit her heart.
When she was reborn, she didn't dare to sleep, because once she closed her eyes, it would be a nightmare, and what she saw before her eyes was all the despair of her previous life.
She once loved Zhong Lang, really. It's just that what she fell in love with was the gentle and tolerant Zhong Lang—but in fact, that Zhong Lang didn't exist at all, it was just a human skin of the real Zhong Lang. Later, the love is gone, leaving only despair and fear, and an irrepressible urge to escape.
But where could she escape? This world is so big, there is nowhere for her to hide. She is a person abandoned by the whole world, and she can only survive if she clings to Zhong Lang and becomes his slave - that's what everyone told her. Leaving Zhong Lang, what do you think you are? Your bright stars and bright future are all under the control of this man. Your people and your heart must be controlled by him. This is the meaning of your life.
Qing Huan didn't want to experience the feeling of being underestimated, played with, and insulted a second time. Therefore, she doesn't want anything in this life, she just wants to hide away and not meet anyone related to Zhong Lang again, but why does he appear in front of her
Still with such false tenderness, isn't a jackal wearing a mask a jackal? But Qing Huan didn't dare to say something that was too rude, because she deeply knew how much Zhong Lang held grudges, she didn't dare, she was walking on thin ice, with difficulty, as if she would be locked in the dark basement again in the next moment, and the only one who greeted her was Man Endless toy and torture.
Zhong Lang is a very scary man. He never beat her, nor would he scold her. He only needs a few words and actions to put her in a terrible situation. Hasn't she suffered enough? She didn't want to die, let alone die naked in a dark warehouse in that humiliating way!
She didn't dare to do the right thing with Zhong Lang, all of her backbone and dignity were wiped out by Zhong Lang, she had nothing, she just wanted to stay away from him, don't see him, never see this person again!
"Since she is very good, why is Miss Qing Huan unwilling to associate with me on the condition of getting married?" Zhong Lang said regretfully, "I like Miss Qing Huan very much."
Yes, why does he only have eyes for her? Is it because she is beautiful
Qing Huan dodged Zhong Lang's approaching hand, grabbed her bag and stood up, turned her back to Zhong Lang and said quickly: "I suddenly remembered that I have something to do, I'm sorry Mr. Zhong, I have to take a step first, Zhu Zhong Mister will find someone he likes as soon as possible."
Then she walked away quickly without looking back, as if behind her was not a gentle and handsome handsome man, but an evil ghost with a blue face and fangs that could eat people.
Zhong Lang still had the same smile on his face as before, but the atmosphere around him suddenly cooled down. He stared closely at Qing Huan's back, the tenderness in his eyes gradually turned into crazy possessiveness and paranoia.
She was his, something that belonged to him.
No matter where she fled, even to the ends of the earth, he would catch her back. Only this time, never let her die again.
The poor little pet should treat her better. She likes his gentle and considerate appearance, so let her continue to like him.
Qing Huan dreamed of her previous life at night.
In her previous life, she had just won her first actress trophy, and then met Zhong Lang by accident at the celebration banquet. At that time, Zhong Lang was wearing a black suit, and his picturesque eyebrows seemed to be characters from a book. It's really beautiful, Qing Huan thought. She quickly agreed to his pursuit, but the happy time was too short. After she gave him the most precious thing, she realized that this person was with her just to teach her and vent her anger on her sister.
She is from an ordinary background and has a low degree of education, but every step she takes is based on her own efforts.
She proposed to break up, but Zhong Lang, who has always been gentle, changed his face and grabbed her and locked her up. Only then did Qing Huan realize how illusory the person she usually saw was. He always has countless ways to torture her and play with her. She has done things that she can't even imagine. She is like a cheap prostitute without a trace of dignity. Because of the strong resistance, Zhong Lang even tied her with a collar, bound her limbs, and forced her to crawl on the ground like a dog to eat liquid food in a dog food bowl.
She can't die because he can control her with drugs. Do you know what drugs feel like? When she was tortured to the point of going crazy, he just sat on the sofa elegantly and noblely, staring at her with the eyes of a god looking at the world, maybe with a little pity, but more of a playful look at the pet's disobedience.
Qing Huan is very beautiful, her beauty is weak, and yet she is tenacious in her weakness, so Zhong Lang likes to tear away all the beauty, and see her despair, pain, and fear under him... the pair It was like a strong aphrodisiac to him, making him unable to extricate himself.
There was no doubt that he loved her too. But this kind of love is too crazy and perverted. During the year of being locked up, it was rumored that she went abroad to study, but who knew she was in the basement of Zhong's house? Day and night, all the time, there is not even a piece of clothing to cover the body. Zhong Lang smoothed all the edges and corners of her body in this way. In the end, as long as he hooked his fingers, she would kneel and crawl in front of him, lower her head and kiss the back of his feet.
Live humble, without dignity, and in despair.
Qing Huan woke up from her sleep, covered in cold sweat. She hugged herself tightly and turned on the bedside lamp. Now she lives in a small house with one bedroom and one living room rented by herself. Of course, it cannot compare with the prosperity of her previous life, but it is very safe and belongs only to her. In this life, she withdrew all her sharpness, not even daring to show her beauty.
But Zhong Lang still wants to appear in her life.
What should she do
She finally died in a dark and damp warehouse, gang-raped to death. Qing Huan didn't even want to find out the cause of her death. She didn't dare to ask for anything anymore, and she didn't want anything anymore. She just begged not to see Zhong Lang again, and not to meet anyone she knew in her previous life.
That's it.
Let her live alone quietly, that's fine.