Seventy-third bowl of soup (4)
She watched the man's face getting closer and closer, as if she saw her miserable past life again from those black eyes. Qing Huan's teeth trembled slightly, she couldn't restrain this physiological reaction at all, it had become a certain instinct to be afraid when she saw Zhong Lang, so every time the little anger and unwillingness in her heart melted lightly like this made ashes.
Zhong Lang's kiss was in inverse contrast to his tone, very gentle, beyond Qing Huan's imagination. In her impression, it seemed that only Zhong Lang, who hadn't shown his true face in the previous life, could kiss her so tenderly, but she couldn't be emotional at all, all she thought about was fear and uneasiness, she just wanted to escape.
She opened her mouth to let him invade, and let the kiss spread between each other's lips and teeth. Although she couldn't feel a trace of sweet breath, Zhong Lang obviously enjoyed it very much.
He is a person lacking in emotion, unable to understand Qing Huan's feelings, and naturally it is impossible to empathize with her. In fact, he prefers to hold her in the palm of his hand. It is not because of possessiveness, but because of a natural distrust of others and a lack of security. . Qing Huan doesn't know Zhong Lang well - he doesn't like being too close to others, but wants her to be completely his own.
What he gave her was always material.
Zhong Lang was very satisfied with Qing Huan's meekness, he didn't want to let the first time in this life happen in the car, it would be too wronged for her, he decided to give her the best, of course he couldn't treat her in the slightest. When Qing Huan was pulled up by him, she was in a daze. Zhong Lang even helped her button her underwear, smooth her sweater, and even tie her skirt into a bow.
"Accompany me."
In the end, Zhong Lang just said these two words, and Qing Huan was taken into the hotel by him.
He is a person with such strong desires, Qing Huan was ready to be possessed by him, but Zhong Lang didn't do anything all night, he just wanted her to watch a movie with her and chat, and talk about things that didn't hurt If it was said, both of them never said that they would die early, as if it never happened at all.
But Qing Huan knew that everything was true, otherwise she wouldn't be her current self, nor would she be such a Zhong Lang. Falling asleep in Zhong Lang's arms at night, she even suspected that today was her own dream. She had a feeling of being shrouded in a nightmare. There was no moment when she could recognize that she could not escape Zhong Lang's pursuit. If she was The prey must have been bitten off a long time ago.
When I woke up the next morning, the whole world seemed to have changed. Next to the bed were the prepared clothes, which were the same as those she wore after following him in the previous life, and different from the one she wore before today. After being reborn, Qing Huan worked hard to save money and wanted to buy a house, so she didn't have extra money to spend on dressing up. The most expensive clothes she wore were only a few hundred dollars, but the ones Zhong Lang prepared for her were worth a year's worth of money for her. The salary is even more.
If you stay by his side, you can get the best enjoyment in the world. You don’t have to worry about food, clothing, housing and transportation. There is never a shortage of delicacies from mountains and seas, jade plates and delicacies. but…
Qing Huan put on her clothes silently, she put on her slippers, Zhong Lang came out from the bathroom and wiped his hair naked, showing off his good figure, Qing Huan lowered his head to avoid looking, he walked in front of her, Let her eyes just meet her important parts, and then throw the towel for wiping her hair into her hands, the implication is self-evident.
Qing Huan picked up the towel and wiped his head gently, Zhong Lang felt very comfortable. He doesn't like other people approaching him. The amazing thing is that if this person is Qing Huan, then anything is fine. To him, she is different from anyone else in this world, even if sometimes the reasons she thinks are so ridiculous, he doesn't take it seriously. What other people would make him feel bored and disdain to ridicule, when it appeared on her, it was a completely different feeling.
Both magical and disturbing.
There shouldn't be a person or thing of great significance to him in this world, but this person appeared, and he couldn't help but destroy it.
Qing Huan was drying his hair, but before he finished drying, he pulled her to sit on her lap. She was startled, and then she heard Zhong Lang say, "Go back to the capital today."
She was silent for two seconds before oh, what could she say, as early as when Zhong Lang appeared, she knew that it was impossible for him to stay in this small city, let alone let her stay here. But even so, she still wanted to struggle, so she asked softly: "Where is my work..."
"I won't do it." The answer is also what Qing Huan expected, what is a salary of more than two thousand yuan a month? Any toothpick used by Zhong Lang may be more expensive than this one.
But what to do back in the capital? Repeat the fate of the previous life again? Qing Huan seems to see the future approaching her step by step, with two words written on its face: destiny.
A destiny that cannot be resisted and cannot be changed.
For a moment, she wanted to cry, but she didn't, she just trembled in Zhong Lang's arms, and he seemed to know why she was afraid, but he didn't speak, just patted her on the back and kissed her If Qing Huan looked up at him at this moment, he would definitely be able to see what kind of light shone in Zhong Lang's cold eyes.
He took her back because only in the capital would her brilliance be seen by the whole world. She is a talented actor. He had seen her movies in his previous life, and her aura and charm were undoubtedly revealed in it. That kind of charm is What other people can't have, she likes that career, but he cut it off forcefully in the later stage. This time, he wants to hold her with both hands, so that her dream can come true. In this case, she should be more willing to accompany him, right
Although he told himself that her wish was not important, Zhong Lang still hoped to redeem something that he didn't quite understand.
He opened his eyes and found that when he went back to the past, the first thing he did was to look for her. When he learned that there was no such person in the entertainment industry, and the movie that she was supposed to star in had a new protagonist, Zhong Lang probably understood. What, why does he think he is the only one who has been blessed by heaven? He was obviously bad to the bone, but Zhong Lang didn't believe in heaven, he felt that this was their fate, and he had to seize it.
He was not happy at all without her company in his previous life, and he will never let her go in this life.
So Qing Huan didn't even have the chance to go back to her small rental house, nor did she have the chance to say goodbye to her colleagues. For the employees in that small company, life remained the same. The only magical thing was that the accountant in the company was spotted by the big boss I took it to the capital to live a good life and never came back. When Qing Huan becomes popular because of a movie in the future, they will remember that that outstanding woman once worked with them. Wearing a long skirt that doesn't show your figure every day, wearing black framed eyes is very inconspicuous and introverted. Who knew that after shedding her feathers, she would suddenly become a phoenix.
Qing Huan is very beautiful. For her, the disadvantages of her beautiful appearance outweigh the advantages. The biggest disadvantage is that she is attracted to Zhong Lang, but it is useless for her to hide her face in this life. Zhong Lang likes her With a high-spirited look, she prefers to dress her up with her own hands, which may be the same reason as little girls like to play with dolls and dress up.
She once stood at the top of the actor's career, then stopped abruptly at the most brilliant time, and then disappeared. This is Qing Huan's greatest regret. After being reborn in this life, she also thought about starting over, but before dreams and safety she chose the latter, but Zhong Lang appeared again, and put her dream in front of her and asked her if she wanted to realize it.
Do you want
she does not know.
Zhong Lang will not force her, he knows how important acting is to Qing Huan. In her previous life, in order to be able to go to work, she could cuddle up to him obediently to please him and hug him. There are not many things she loves, but as long as she loves, It must be very deep. So he wasn't worried that Qing Huan would refuse at all.
What surprised Qing Huan was that Zhong Lang didn't take her back to the "home" of the two of them in the previous life, which made her relieved, she didn't like that place, even though she lived there for nearly twenty years. As long as she thinks about those things in the basement, she shudders, the past that used to make her lose herself and become less like herself, all happened there.
What Zhong Lang took her to live in was not the mansion he used to live in, but a very delicate duplex apartment. Compared with the mansion, there were many fewer rooms, but Qing Huan liked it even more. Everything here seems to be arranged according to her preferences, warm colors, simple style, and even a cute picture frame wall.
What is Zhong Lang trying to do? Didn't he want to lock her up again
Tie her up with a chain, and then threatened her that if she ran again, she would break her legs. What Qing Huan imagined never happened. Not sure what a normal boyfriend should look like.
It seems that he is trying very hard to reconcile with her, but there are so many reunion stories in this world, but Qing Huan doesn't like this kind of plot.
She never said to leave, and never said she didn't like it, and avoided all things or words that might make Zhong Lang unhappy. Qing Huan wanted to find out what Zhong Lang wanted to do, but as time passed, she found that I can't see this person clearly anymore.
Obviously, every night, she still has nightmares, crying and begging for mercy even in her sleep, and even cursing him and scolding him sickly, but every time she wakes up, she is tightly hugged by Zhong Lang, If she was still shaking when she woke up, he would make her forget everything with hot sex.
Zhong Lang declared his love for her in such a crazy and incomprehensible way.