Seventy-fifth bowl of soup (6)
Geng Xiu was scolded like hell, he raised his hand and asked, "Wait a minute... Dad, how do you know I have a girlfriend..."
"Hmph, don't forget that I'm your old man!" Director Geng was very aggressive. In fact, when this brat took off his coat when he went home for dinner, the scratches on his back were clearly visible, and they weren't blind...Of course they could see it. "Let me make it clear to you that you're not married now, so you'd better take security measures. I will never allow my grandson to become an illegitimate child!"
Geng Xiu: "..." You think too much. But thinking about it carefully, it seems that he really didn't take any measures, because every time he was hooked by Qing Huan, he lost his soul and couldn't remember it at all.
He secretly remembered this important matter again.
When he walked out of the director's office, Geng Xiu took out his mobile phone and found a quiet place to call Qing Huan. She may have gone to sleep again—it’s called beauty sleep, otherwise she would be very tired every night, and she would fall asleep easily at night if she didn’t get a rest during the day. Geng Xiu didn't say a word about this immediately, after all, if she fell asleep at night, it would be his welfare that would be lost.
"What's the matter? Call me in broad daylight?" The voice that hadn't woken up was a little hoarse, which made Geng Xiu's heart move.
"Are you still sleeping?"
"Well, I'm so sleepy." Qing Huan yawned, "Quickly say something."
"That..." He was very embarrassed to speak, looking forward to it, but afraid that she would refuse, "My parents want to see you at noon...so I invite you to have dinner at our house... Will you come?"
Qing Huan lazily opened her eyes, the sun shone in and looked very moving, the golden light was so dazzling, but she refused: "I'm sorry Geng Xiu, I'm afraid I don't have time."
He was a little dazed, but he would never understand what she meant. She didn't want to see her parents, Geng Xiu was a little disappointed, but it was inevitable when she thought about it, after all they had only been together for a few months, maybe she felt that it was not time to see her parents. So he picked himself up quickly. "Well, I'll go to work first, remember to have breakfast when you get up."
"Um."
After hanging up the phone, Geng Xiu went to the director's office with heavy steps, saying that after careful consideration, he thought it was not suitable to meet the parents now, and he would wait for a while. Director Geng was so angry that he wanted to kick him again. Fortunately, he ran fast, otherwise there would be another bruise on his thigh.
When eating at night, Fan Fan first found the atmosphere a bit awkward. The police uncle stopped talking, he talked a lot less than usual, what's going on? On the contrary, Aunt Qing Huan was not affected at all, she was happy when she should eat and drink. She looked at this and then at that, as if she didn't understand anything. Anyway, she is an underage child, so she should know nothing at all.
After eating, Fan Fan took the initiative to clean up the dishes and then sneaked back to the room to do her homework. She always felt that the rain was about to come. These two should not quarrel, right? Uncle the policeman looks stupid, sometimes he stutters, and Aunt Qinghuan is too lazy to talk, so I still hope not to quarrel. She liked both of them very much and didn't want to see either of them leave.
After taking a shower, Qing Huan saw Geng Xiu sitting on the edge of the bed with his hands folded on his knees, a very well-behaved kind, saw her come over and cleared his throat, "I called you today."
"right."
"You don't want to see my parents, I think it's normal."
"so what?"
"I've been thinking about it for a day, and I don't know why. It's normal for you to refuse, but I feel very uncomfortable. So I want to know what went wrong." Geng Xiu looked serious, looking like a dean, " Then I thought about it for a long time and thought it should be because I didn't care enough about you."
"ha?"
"I don't know you very well. I don't even know your last name. I don't know your job. Under such circumstances, it's very normal for you to reject me."
Is it normal? If you really think it’s normal, you won’t bring it up at all, you just care about it, so you think about it so deeply.
Qing Huan touched Geng Xiu's head, the fur was black and soft, "Don't think too much, we are happy together, aren't we? That's enough."
"I… "
"So what if I went to see your parents with you, I don't like to meet people I don't know, and I don't like to eat with them, Geng Xiu, you have to understand that we don't have any burden or pressure when we are together. But once it's tied to the family, it's a different story."
Geng Xiu reacted for a while: "You, are you an unmarriageist?"
"You can also say that." She kissed him, "For a long time, I won't have any plans to start a family." In fact, I probably won't have any in this life. She couldn't trust a stranger to build a family with, nor would she use her own body as a blueprint to conceive a new life. "I don't think your parents would let us be together even if they saw me."
She has a past too dark and dirty for any normal parent to let their son marry a woman like her.
"I do not understand… "
"When we did it, I never asked you to take measures. It's one thing for you to be clean and self-sufficient. I can't have children, but it's another." He seems to like children very much, and he must be a good father in the future. Unfortunately, she can't be a father. Mother, she doesn't want to shoulder that responsibility either. She lives in this world and feels that being alone is the best. If she has a child and is connected by blood, it will be difficult for her to bear the growth of a life.
Geng Xiu stared at her blankly, Qing Huan patted his face, "If you want to leave, you can do it now, there is no future between us."
She was frank and almost cruel, Geng Xiu didn't know how to react, he could only look at her like this, this woman is so beautiful, so alluring, just looking at her, his heart is full of joy. "... I don't care about the children, it doesn't matter if you want Dink, I have several older brothers, and my family doesn't have a throne, so I don't need to inherit it."
Qing Huan chuckled, "With me, you have to face too much. It's best to relax. If you get along, you will get together. If you don't get along, you will separate. Don't force it."
She saw the future early in the morning.
Such a beautiful person, she and him will not blossom and bear fruit. So from the very beginning, she didn't pin any hope. After being alone for so many years, she was used to being alone.
"I didn't force it. I like you, and I just want to be with you." Geng Xiu grabbed her hand, "It doesn't matter if you don't get married, and it doesn't matter if you don't have children. My parents won't care."
But when he said that, Qing Huan was not very happy. She just stared at him so tenderly, unlike the usual coquettish and lazy indifference. The gentleness made Geng Xiu want to cry, he leaned up to kiss her, and murmured, "I like you, I just want to be with you."
At such times, it seems that only the most intimate physical entanglement can explain the intensity of love. Tonight, Geng Xiu is different from his usual restraint. Although he is still young, he is extraordinarily bold and wild. He likes this kind of rude Qinghuan very much. There are not many men who can make her like it so much. He asked in a daze, "By the way... you, what's your last name..."
Qing Huan smiled and pinched his earlobe, "I don't have a last name." It's better not to say such a disgusting last name.
"There's no one surnamed Qing..." Geng Xiu, who was already very sleepy, muttered, hugged Qing Huan's waist habitually, and buried his face in her chest. That fragrance and warmth, he thought, he never wanted to lose.
Qing Huan still just smiled and didn't speak. She likes this man very much, but she has liked too many things. She got a lot of things and didn't get a lot of them. There was nothing she could do about it. She learned long ago not to force her. If she could live a happier life, it wouldn't be so unbearable to reluctantly let go of what she likes.
That's what she thinks.
What Geng Xiu said, it's okay not to get married, not to have children... Qing Huan believes all of these things, and Geng Xiu is not a liar. But what is infertility and infertility? He was born in a police family. Even if some secrets can be hidden, how can she lie about her past? Maybe the Geng family can accept a woman who is barren, but no family can accept a woman who has been raped and had an abortion.
Geng Xiu was born in a beautiful family, so he couldn't understand how unbearable everything she had suffered. She didn't want others to uncover the scars of the past, and she didn't want them to follow his past and dig out her past. She has already washed her hands in the golden basin, and she no longer does many things.
To be with a policeman now, obviously the original idea was to have a spring breeze. Qing Huan's addiction to cigarettes fell again. She pushed Geng Xiu away and got out of bed lightly, fearing that the smell of smoke would wake Geng Xiu out of the bedroom again. Not surprisingly, the lighter was hidden again, but this time she didn't know it was a fan. The fan was still done by him. Lighting a cigarette with the gas stove again, Qing Huan pushed open the window and looked into the distance. The view here is very good. From here, you can see the night view of the whole city.
Seeing thousands of lights and heavy traffic, she was isolated from this world.
Hearing movement behind her, she turned her head and saw two guys, one big and one small, standing behind, rubbing their eyes in sync, looking at her while rubbing, and complaining in unison: "You're smoking again!"
Qing Huan: "..." She raised her hand in surrender, and immediately pressed it away. It was a pity in her heart that it couldn't be done. This is a good cigarette. If you smoke one, you will feel refreshed, and if you smoke two, you will be in heaven.
Speaking of which, she also admired these two people very much. As long as she smokes a cigarette, she can grasp one accurately. Could it be that this is some kind of supernatural power? "Okay, I won't smoke anymore, you guys go back to sleep."
Fan Fan turned around obediently and left, Geng Xiu came to pull her in a daze, Qing Huan was held by him, but he thought in his heart, how long can this kind of life last.