Eighty-second bowl of soup (ten)
Zhan Lu is not satisfied with such a life controlled by people. He discovered the nature buried in his blood, which is close to wild beasts and evil spirits. He is full of hatred and resentment towards this world, hoping that it can be completely destroyed. And after he learned the truth of the matter, he felt even more filthy in this world, and it would be better to destroy it as soon as possible.
But he couldn't bear Qing Huan and the person he missed day and night, so he still lived in the tree house, and even if something happened to leave, he would come back soon, but he actually knew that he was no longer twenty The child who was picked up by Qing Huan many years ago. In his heart, he longed for killing and blood even more, and even wanted the whole world to die.
Everyone said he was a beast or a monster, so he would show them, so as not to make mistakes.
Qing Huan was held tightly by his hands, watching him write stroke by stroke in her palm - she taught him this, but she never thought that things would develop to this point. She even felt sad in her heart, and her eyes were sore.
As a product of wolf ghosts and humans, is Zhan Lu willing? Was Zhan Lv willing to be bullied and humiliated at a young age? This world has never given Zhan Lu the slightest kindness, it seems that it is only natural for him to hate this world.
However, there are more innocent people living in this world, and they should die for nothing, right
Qing Huan lightly patted Zhanlu's head. She had taught many children, but only Zhanlu walked on a path she didn't want to see, and it was too late to recover. "What exactly do you want to do? Do you want to bloodbath Tiandaozong because you were bullied by many disciples when you were young?"
Hearing this, Zhan Lu stared at her intently, his pupils slowly contracted, showing a blood red color.
He is going to kill someone.
But that person is very difficult to get close to, and it is also very difficult to kill him. He can't tell Qing Huan all this. The purpose of his painstaking efforts over the years is nothing more than that.
When Qing Huan saw that he didn't respond, she guessed it. Zhan Lu had something on her mind, and no matter what the reason was, he wouldn't tell her.
She stood up, wanting to go back to her room, but Zhanlu thought she was leaving, and subconsciously held her back. Now he is much taller than her, and his strength is far superior to hers. Qing Huan couldn't stand still, and was pulled into his arms by Zhan Lu, and then hugged tightly.
Zhan Lu didn't speak, but breathed quietly by the side of her neck, making gurgling noises incessantly in his throat, and even transformed into furry black ears and tails and sent them to Qing Huan, his head was arched in her palm, It seemed that he was begging her not to leave, and was trying to please her, hoping that she would not be angry.
This look is rare, Qing Huan hesitated for a few seconds, then reached out to hug him, patted Zhan Lu on the back, she sighed: "You always refuse to speak, what's on your mind You don't want me to know, how do you know that I won't help you?"
Zhan Lu wrote on her back with his fingers. One stroke at a time.
I, killed, many, many, people.
Of course there were enemies who had bullied him, but there were also many innocent people. He didn't know whether those people were good or bad. The power of the wolf ghost was awakened in his blood, and he didn't have any sense when killing.
Thirsting for blood to calm him down, and suffering regrets when he is awake, he is simply a monster. Maybe it's like those people cursed him before they died, it's better to die, the worse the death, the better.
He is not accepted by the world, so he does not accept the world.
Qing Huan understood what he wrote, and there were thousands of words in her heart, but she couldn't express them in words. She patted Zhan Lu's back lightly, and rubbed his fluffy ears according to his will, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, and I won't ask any more, it's just... I hope that no matter what you plan to do, you will do it well." Think for yourself and always remember that I'm always by your side."
If this world is doomed to perish irretrievably, then she hopes that Zhan Lu can live a happier life. She knew his innocence better than anyone else, and she also knew his cruelty better than anyone else. If you really want to say it, it can only be explained by the words good fortune and tricks. This is something that Qing Huan has seen countless times. You are very good. You should not have been treated like this, but God refuses to favor you. You are not called to become a Buddha. It seems that it is meaningless for you to suffer these things, while others can live well easily, and you are not even qualified to breathe freely.
That's what law is.
If he was born in an ordinary family, he should be able to live a very happy life, at least he will not be abused and trampled under his feet like he was twenty years ago; if the people of Tiandaozong can give him a little kindness, maybe he will not Feeling resentful; even... What if—wait a minute.
Qing Huan suddenly thought of a question. Since everyone knows that Zhan Lu is the product of a wolf ghost and a monk, and that there is a terrible power hidden in his body, why not kill him in the first place? Wouldn't it be all over in that case? Qing Huan recalled the scene when she first met Zhan Lu. At that time, although many people bullied him and did excessive things to him, they never really endangered his life. Those disciples could have killed him, but they didn't do it because they still had a bottom line in their hearts
How can it be.
So...they know that they can't kill Zhan Lu? A humble child who has no self-preservation ability and can't even speak should be dealt with at will, but they did all kinds of cruel things to him, but no one really killed him.
Qing Huan always felt that there was something that she didn't know at all.
As she said, the past has passed and will not come back. Neither she nor Linglong knows what happened in this already perishing world. They can only get a few words from certain populations in this world, and use this to speculate about abnormalities.
Zhan Lu remained motionless in Qing Huan's arms, he seemed to have turned back to that little Zhan Lu, at that time he could let go of his defenses and rely on the girl in front of him to his heart's content. But now that he has grown up, she is the same as before. He can't keep her by his side, and he can't even protect her.
He has too little and bears too much, living like this is too tiring, even Zhan Lu feels physically and mentally exhausted. He was not happy at all, hatred and grief were the whole of his life, Qinghuan was the only color in this miserable life.
But even such a little color, he couldn't grasp it.
Otherwise, how could she disappear again and again, which is enough to show that he is not favored.
All Qing Huan could do was caress his ears gently, Zhan Lu let out a comfortable grunt, and his vertical pupils gradually changed back. At this moment, he looks the same as before, but they all know that, in fact, Many places are different.
Qing Huan probably had an idea in her mind, but her guess was too unfounded, Zhan Lu would never tell her the truth, so she would only have to lie to him once.
She always disappears and reappears suddenly, doesn't she? If she disappeared this time, Zhan Lu wouldn't think she hid it on purpose.
It was late at night, Qing Huan covered Zhan Lu with a quilt, and he slept peacefully beside her, she touched his face, turned and left. When Zhan Lu woke up the next morning, she was no longer by her side. Zhan Lu has long been used to this kind of situation, he just touched the cold half of the bed beside him, sat up and stared blankly for a while, just doing his own thing as usual.
Qing Huan went to find Linglong after leaving the tree house. Linglong was very happy to see her, but Cheng Jiuzhou looked at her coldly, as if she was approaching Linglong with some invisible purpose.
When she learned about Qing Huan and Zhan Lu, Linglong's first reaction was... "Let's just let him go. This world is doomed to destruction. It's one thing to be able to save it. It's normal not to be saved. This world If it is destroyed, Zhan Lu will be very happy, right? If he is happy, you will be happy too?"
The logic is perfect.
"How can this work, there are still many people alive..."
"But what does Zhan Lu have to do with those people living? He doesn't care about the world, and the world doesn't care about him. If you want to destroy it, just destroy it." Linglong didn't care at all, "Qing Huan, not everyone follows Like you, those who can repay grievances with kindness, more often than not, we prefer to vent our anger."
Like she is. Once a wolf bites her, she can kill all the dogs in the world.
Qing Huan and Linglong are two completely different people. She looks indifferent but actually is the most gentle, while Linglong looks innocent and childish, but she is actually ruthless. Because of this, the two chose the same path, but lived in completely different ways. Neither of them can say that they are right, let alone deny that the other is wrong.
"... Forget it, let's not talk about this, I want to ask you, have you checked the matter I asked you before?"
"Are you talking about Zhanlu? I asked Jiuzhou to check it. It seems that many people know that there is such a product of the wolf ghost monk, but no one knows who his biological mother is. I only know that the real master brought him back then. The one who came back said that he was pitiful, so he spared his life. But looking at the appearance of the real master, it didn't seem like he was going to teach him, otherwise why would he just leave him behind and let so many people bully him at will? "Linglong couldn't figure out what was going on. "What do you think? Why do you think Zhan Lu wants to wash Tiandaozong with blood?"
Qing Huan shook her head: "I don't know, I just... guessed, that's all. Since you can't find out, we will know when he comes. It's just that by that time, I'm afraid there will be rivers of blood .”
Linglong likes blood and souls, she smiled and bent her eyebrows, "If so, then it would be great."