Eighty-seventh bowl of soup (eleven)
Qing Huan was so quietly suppressed by Yan Xiu, of course she could see what he wanted to do, in fact, she was also surprised, it turned out that Yan Xiu also had desires. For so many years, let alone a girlfriend, he didn't even have a woman who was close to him. Apart from herself, Qing Huan had never seen a second woman appear beside Yan Xiu.
Pure heart and few desires are worse than monks.
But now this monk-like man actually has pornographic thoughts.
Qing Huan felt that he might just want to keep her in another way, and what the family said earlier must have irritated him, otherwise Yan Xiu couldn't suddenly get angry. It's just a kiss, how could Yan Xiu, who has always been able to restrain himself, lose control? She also doesn't feel like she wants to do it once at this desk, especially since she has no sexual needs at the moment.
Qing Huan enjoys sex, and she also has many other favorite things, such as gourmet food, animal books, adventures, etc., but no matter how much she likes these things, they do not affect the overall situation.
The real her wants nothing.
Just like now, she has no intention of continuing at all. The kiss just now was an accident. She wanted to kiss Yan Xiu's face to calm him down, but he just turned his head. "elder brother-"
"I think I know what to do, so they won't try to snatch you from me." Yan Xiu said word by word, "If we're not brother and sister..."
He was interrupted by Qing Huan before he finished speaking, and her tears fell like broken beads. She was wronged just now, but she became sad and angry in an instant: "Brother doesn't want me anymore, does he?! You Do you want to give me to them?! You promised that I would be with me forever and be good to me forever! It was agreed that there are only two of us, why would you give me to someone else?! Brother lied to me, lied to me, lied to me! "
Accusing and crying at the same time, that is a heartache, the little girl cried like this and made such a serious accusation, Yan Xiu immediately grabbed her waving little paw: "I didn't..."
"What are you talking about not being brothers and sisters! You just want to get rid of me! You're tired of me! Tired of me! You don't think it's okay to throw me to someone else, right? You think I'm hindering you, right? I'm useless and incompetent and I can't What can I do to help you, don’t you despise me?! You big bad brother!”
With such a small mouth, Yan Xiu couldn't get in a word. To put it bluntly, she couldn't listen to it, so she had to use force to make her submit. Qing Huan was pinned on the desk, her wrists were pinned to the top of her head, she could only stare at a pair of misty tearful eyes.
Her hair became a little messy because of her excitement, her little face was red because of her tantrum, and her eyes and nose were red from crying too much, pitiful and cute. After Yan Xiu grabbed her hands, she kept crying. This time, he no longer had any thoughts before, and Yan Xiu was brought up by Qing Huan in this way. It's really surprising that a person like him who has no profit and no joy will have such a limp glass-like girl by his side.
Especially this girl is held in his palm, more important than his own life.
"I was wrong." Yan Xiu immediately admitted his mistake. "I shouldn't have said that just now."
Qing Huan listened to his apology, the situation has completely reversed at this moment, a few tears can achieve such an effect, it is too stupid to go head-to-head. She sniffed: "You said you don't want me..."
"I shouldn't have said that." Wait a minute, did he ever say that he didn't want her
"You still want to give me to someone else..."
"Impossible, I don't want to part with it." Yan Xiu flatly denied it, he definitely didn't mean that.
"Okay, then I forgive brother." Qing Huan put her arms around his neck, still crying, so what Yan Xiu was thinking before now disappeared like air, and she can't remember anymore . He just thought that he was an asshole and made her cry. Now that he thinks about it, why bother? She promised not to leave him.
"It's all my brother's fault. I won't say that again in the future." Yan Xiu let go of Qing Huan's hand. There were deep handprints on his slender wrist. He felt even more guilty. He was too angry just now and lost his mind. It really shouldn't be. So he picked Qing Huan up from the desk, and after he sat down, he let her sit on his lap, and wiped her tears with his fingertips: "Don't cry, brother is wrong."
Qing Huan sobbed aggrievedly, her eyes turned red when she cried, she looked extremely pitiful. The tears in the big deer-like eyes made Yan Xiu feel like a bastard. He loved her all these years, and he would not move his eyelids when others died in front of him, but the tears of this little girl made his heart ache. "Huanbao, brother is wrong, brother is at your disposal, you can do whatever you want."
His temper comes and goes quickly, he has been like this since he was a child, if Qing Huan provokes him again, as soon as she cries, he immediately loses all principles. Qing Huan is well aware of this point. Outsiders may think that Yan Xiu controls her to death, but only she knows that she is the one who has eaten him to death. "Going home... woo..."
A weak cry is more affectionate than a loud cry. Yan Xiu felt that his steel-like heart seemed to be entwined by the cry, turning into a piece of tofu cut by a thin thread. He didn't like this heart-wrenching feeling, like he wasn't indestructible but had a fatal weakness.
The mature Yan Xiu was able to make judgments, but he couldn't make a crisp decision. Over the years, Qing Huan has grown up in his bones and blood. He is not the cynical Yan Xiu who wants to destroy everything. He didn't push her away when he was eleven years old, and he didn't ignore her. There is no way to not want her anymore.
"Okay, go home."
She cried and fell asleep in his arms, just like when she was a child, a little one, so obedient and soft. Yan Xiu sighed softly, he shouldn't be angry, he knew that she only had him in her heart, and it was impossible to leave with others. How could someone who knew to pester him when he was five years old leave him
He kissed Qing Huan's eyes, which were swollen from crying.
It's been a long time since I made her cry.
Qing Huan was carried home by him all the way. When she woke up, she found that she was sleeping on the bay window in the living room. She usually used this place for reading and playing with her mobile phone. Yan Xiu decorated it very beautifully, and the star lights above her head were twinkling. flash. When she sat up, she could smell the aroma of food.
Yan Xiu was still wearing an apron. Seeing that she was awake, he untied the apron and came to hug her, "Are you hungry?"
"Yeah." She hummed aggrievedly, wrapped her hands around his neck and was carried up to the chair, then sniffed, Qing Huan has always had an advantage, she seldom loses her temper, is not arrogant and self-willed, and occasionally gets emotional, Afterwards, I will apologize immediately, this kind of thoughtfulness and well-behaved innate. Yan Xiu actually didn't care about her getting angry at all, who wouldn't be self-willed or act like a baby? Too sensible, most of them are unloved.
After dinner, Yan Xiu was washing the dishes, Qing Huan hugged his waist from behind, and put her face on his back: "I will never leave my brother, I want to be with my brother forever."
Yan Xiu smiled: "Yes."
"I don't want to see them anymore. If you want to file a lawsuit, go ahead. Anyway, I won't go with them."
"Um."
"Brother, don't abandon me."
"Um."
Regardless of his wet hands, Yan Xiu turned around and embraced the petite girl in his arms, and kissed her deeply on the top of her hair. The relationship between them can no longer be defined by family affection, and the words of love are too vague. This kind of affection is strong and far-reaching, and no one can refuse it.
From this moment on, Yan Xiu and Qing Huan seemed to have undergone some subtle changes, becoming closer and closer to their lovers, but they didn't notice each other at all. Because everything happens naturally, like the dawn after the night, the calm after the storm.
And because of Qing Huan's strong refusal attitude, her family members also chose not to entangle, the only requirement is to meet Qing Huan once a month. After careful and rigorous consideration, Yan Xiu refused, but he did not prevent this group of people from appearing in front of Qing Huan.
Of course, once every three months, no more.
People who are willing to be close to each other will be assimilated by each other if they live together for a long time. This statement is by no means groundless. One morning after Qing Huan became an adult, they naturally achieved great harmony in their lives. After that, Yan Xiu became even less tempered towards her. This time, he felt like he really had her.
Not to be separated by anyone or anything.
After graduating from university, Qing Huan worked in art appreciation. Because of the extreme harmony in her life, Yan Xiu became less and less hostile, and could barely be called a normal person. To be honest, the way of getting along has not changed in any way, except for sleeping on the same bed. There is no need for anyone to join, and I don't feel that there is any incompleteness. Although Qing Huan's mother has always complained about this, it is a pity that neither of them listened to her.
They are an inseparable whole and cannot be intervened by anyone, including of course a new life. Yan Xiu didn't like children at all, and it wasn't because of his age that Qing Huan made him stop. If there is suddenly one more person in the life of two people, it will be too unhappy.
How difficult it is for people to be alive, and how rare it is to meet someone who cuddles with each other. There is a person in this world who can make you abandon everything and stay with her, without deceit or betrayal, and against the world without fear of the world—for Yan Xiu, who is burdened with a tragic fate and wants to be destroyed together with the world, it is too unbelievable and too much. Wonderful.
He stood on the top floor of the building and overlooked the world countless times. This group of ordinary and humble ants, their luck is really good.
His childhood wish was finally completely dispelled when he became an adult.