Eighty-eighth bowl of soup (eight)
After he kissed her enough, he asked her, "Why are you crying?"
She thought she would get a warm answer, but she didn't expect Qing Huan to show a smile: "When did I cry?" He licked the tears off her face anyway, so she wouldn't admit that she just cried.
Eunuch Ning was full of anticipation and joy, and it just crackled all over the floor. He frowned: "Our family just saw it, you are crying."
Qing Huan wiped her face, and said calmly: "You are wrong." In life, there are not many times when old eyes are dim.
Eunuch Ning: "..."
"You wait here, but don't move around, I will go back as soon as I go."
Her tone was very soft and amiable, but the steps she got up and walked out were not so sweet, as if she was going to settle accounts with someone after Qiuhou. Eunuch Ning soon heard the screams and begging for mercy of Emperor Zaiwen's eldest grandson from outside. He naturally knew Qing Huan's ability. Normally, she let Zaiwen go, but now that Zaiwen made her angry, she also Don't care about three seven twenty one.
As for how Zaiwen pissed her off... Isn't it obvious? Eunuch Ning touched his injured arm with his intact hand, and couldn't help but smile.
He is a person who is used to seeing the warmth and coldness of human relationships, and has experienced the most unbearable and humiliating moments, so he has cultivated a heart of no emotion. No one has ever cared about him, and naturally no one will put him first in their hearts. The gambler's father sent the young him into the palace just for that little money. When he was castrated, he was so young that he couldn't even speak smoothly. He lay on the messy bunk for more than half a month, and everyone said he couldn't make it through.
But he survived, even though he was a lowly little eunuch who cleaned the toilet.
Later, as I got older, the delicate face of my childhood gradually grew out, not so pretty, but clean and tidy. Such little eunuchs are worthless at all in the palace. At the beginning, Eunuch Ning didn't quite understand why the little eunuchs around him who were slightly older than him suddenly disappeared one night and never came back. Later, when it happened to him, he finally understood why.
The chief eunuch in charge of the Ministry of Internal Affairs likes beautiful and clean little boys. He has no birds, so he likes children's birds very much, but there are no little boys in this palace, only some cheap and humble little eunuchs who will not be found even if they disappear. So he sent one every now and then, day after day, year after year, the grove of the House of Internal Affairs grew more and more lush.
The little eunuch who disappeared will not be bothered, because no one cares.
Eunuch Ning was only seven years old when he was sent there. At that time, he was still a child who worked hard and hoped that one day he could leave the palace and set up a shop to live by himself. At that time, he felt that there was hope for the future. But one night, he had just finished washing the toilet all day and went to bed, and before he could close his eyes, he was taken away with his mouth covered.
The old eunuch is a pervert. He likes to torture others. When he hears the little boy crying and begging for mercy, he will laugh happily, as if he still has a hero.
Eunuch Ning has a very stubborn temper, he refuses to give in no matter what, and naturally suffers more than others. The old eunuch would sit on the bed laughingly watching how the people below played with him, and would also let him fetch chestnuts from the burning brazier, and let him kneel down to lick the animal's organs...
The more he refused to bow his head, the more the old eunuch wanted to humiliate him.
Until one day, Eunuch Ning met the emperor.
At that time, the emperor was not the emperor, but a child born overnight by a lowly maid who washed her feet, and her status in the palace was no different from that of Eunuch Ning. The first emperor was ashamed of being drunk and messy, so naturally he didn't pay attention to this child, and that court lady was strangled by a white silk long ago. At that time, the emperor was found robbing animals from the cat and dog bureau every day. Still got beaten.
They felt sorry for each other, and were punished to crawl on the ground among a group of animals, humiliated, and not regarded as human beings.
Then Eunuch Ning suddenly had an epiphany.
A straight spine will not bring him any benefits, and his backbone and desire are not things he can imagine. It is already very difficult for him to survive, so what ability does he care about whether he has perseverance
He has learned to play around and flatter, flattering like a dog wagging its tail and showing its organs. He does everything, eats everything, and listens to the old eunuch. He coaxed the old eunuch around with his beautiful words and clean appearance, and the old eunuch was overjoyed to accept him as his godson.
Then ah, then he found that he could stand up straight and walk. The people who trampled on him, abused him and bullied him suddenly didn't dare to look him in the eye. Everyone who met him respectfully called him Mr. Ning, and countless people came to him to intercede with him, hoping that he would forgive him.
But at the same time, he also became more and more cruel, not taking other people's lives seriously.
Eunuch Ning knows that his glory comes from the old eunuch, if one day the old eunuch collapses, then he will lose everything overnight - this is definitely not what he wants to see. At that time, the first emperor's dragon body was ill, and it was estimated that he was not far from death. So who will the first emperor pass on the throne to
Naturally, it would not be the current emperor, the seventeenth prince who was like a bereaved dog at that time.
No one knows that Eunuch Ning secretly cultivated a group of confidantes exclusively for him through the hands of the old eunuch. In fact, he could have killed the old eunuch at that time, but he didn't. Not only did he not, he still called his son every day, served the old eunuch respectfully and filially, expressing his loyalty like a dog.
But dogs can bite.
In front of the lingering Emperor Xian, Eunuch Ning sang and sang very well. He exposed the old eunuch's intention to collude with the prince for rebellion with his nose and tears. The letters, jade seals and other evidence were all available. The Emperor Xian, who was already terminally ill, could not bear this He was furious and executed the old eunuch and several princes. It's not that he didn't love his son, but when an emperor was dying, even if he was about to die, he couldn't tolerate anyone coveting his position.
The next thing will be easy to handle. Eunuch Ning first ordered the old eunuch to be brought back, but he claimed that he had obeyed the late emperor's order, and then seized the late emperor's edict and tampered with the imperial edict—this is what surprised everyone in the world. Things: The Legend of the First Emperor is located in the little-known Seventeenth Prince!
The other princes naturally didn't believe it, but the emperor was not really an idiot, and Eunuch Ning was even more profound. They eradicated the late emperor's sons one by one, and finally secured the country.
Then year after year passed, the emperor got old, and so did Eunuch Ning.
He himself would have forgotten that when he was a teenager, not long after he met the emperor, he had a dream that night when he made a plan to get rid of each other. In his dream, he had a wife as gentle as water. He was a strong and strong farmer. The husband and wife were loving, working at sunrise and resting at sunset. Soon after, his wife gave birth to a child for him, and the family of three was extremely happy.
Eunuch Ning forgot when he woke up from the dream. He couldn't remember, because it was useless to remember.
He's a wretch.
Now no one knows about his past, because everyone who knows is dead. Before the old eunuch died, he peeled all the skin off his body, but he was not dead until the last piece of meat was eaten by a dog. Still took a breath. The dilapidated body is so eye-catching, and Eunuch Ning doesn't care about the old eunuch's vicious curses and angry questions—lonely life? Die badly? He was doomed to such a fate. The kindness he has treated him is as great as a mountain, but now he is repaying his kindness with revenge
Well, if that counts as kindness, he has indeed repaid his kindness.
The skin and flesh of the old eunuch were fed to the dogs, while the bones were thrown into the cage of the beast and used as a toy for the beast to grind its teeth.
Time passed slowly, the world gradually became peaceful, the emperor no longer had a youthful spirit, and began to fear aging, indulged in sensuality, and enjoyed extravagantly - Eunuch Ning watched coldly, never persuaded him, and never joined him. He is well versed in the principle that companionship with the emperor is like companionship with the tiger, and he is in charge of the prevention and control of the emperor, so he never interferes in the government affairs, and safely becomes the most terrifying weapon around the emperor.
It's always been like this, and it's always been a person.
Whether he was sold, or castrated, or washed toilets for several years, worked as a lackey for several years, and licked countless people's asses, he was all alone. Grief, despair, pain, breakdown, he carries himself all the time, and then he asks himself—to live or to die
Yes, even though it was very difficult to live, he still wanted to live.
When Eunuch Ning was a young eunuch, he didn't even have to take medicine when he had a fever, so he could only endure it by himself. When Eunuch Ning became the great eunuch, countless people followed suit and offered rare treasures to beg him to favor him. When Duke Ning was in power, people saw that he did not dare to raise his head, and were afraid of his iron blood and ruthlessness...
But no one has ever treated him as a "person". It seems that if there is an object missing from the body, it is no longer a person.
No one has ever shed tears for him, no one has ever said that he likes him, and no one has ever been willing to accompany him. As soon as they heard his name, they trembled and wanted to escape—because the three words, Eunuch Ning, were accompanied by bloody winds, killing people all over the house, and death without a burial.
No one even knew his name was Ning Yuan.
He was not born, just like this, not born to be a cruel and ruthless dog named Ning Gonggong, he was once a "human", and then he was no longer.
Why is life so tormenting
But no matter how hard it is, I still want to live.
Because if you die, you won't meet someone like her.