Ninety-fifth bowl of soup (twelve)
What kind of pain is that? Ordinary people probably can't understand it, and people who are living well can't understand it either. Only a person with a heart like a rock can treat herself so cruelly.
Jiang Yu knew that she was pregnant a long time ago, and she had already made a decision not to have this child. Since this life cannot be kept, let it create a little value at the end.
She is no longer a normal "human". Even when I was in Naiheqiao, I always longed to return to the human world, and missed my appearance as a human being, but after more than 700 years, I have experienced various lives... Jiang Yu has become a person living in darkness. monster.
All her feelings were entrusted to Liang Cha alone. Apart from him, she didn't want to establish an emotional connection with anyone, including the child she was pregnant with. To put it cold-bloodedly, she only felt that this little life was a tool, not the crystallization of so-called love.
A monster like her just wants to catch the only light.
Qing Huan didn't know the existence of this child, and Jiang Yu didn't intend to tell her. Even if the two had met once, she couldn't trust her wholeheartedly. Jiang Yu forced herself to fall down the stairs, and the blood exploded under her body, but she showed a strange smile to Liang Yin. This is a gamble, and she will never lose, she wants to completely take Liang Cha away from this family.
And Liang Yin watched Jiang Yu fall down foolishly, until she was pushed away violently and she fell to the ground, only then did she realize that it was Liang Cha.
Liang Cha is going crazy!
He yelled at the servants to call the ambulance, and never looked at the family members again until the emergency personnel arrived, and he turned his head before following them.
That look made Liang Yin shudder from the soles of her feet.
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When Jiang Yu was awake, Liang Cha was by her side, but...not as glamorous as usual, but unshaven and black-eyed, it looked like he hadn't rested for a long time. He was staring at her in ecstasy, and when he saw her open her eyes, he jumped up in joy: "Honey! Wife, are you awake?! I, I'll call the doctor—"
But Jiang Yu held his hand, and gently hooked his fingers in his palm, weakly. Liang Cha's eyes turned red in an instant. He hadn't even closed his eyes for two days and one night. The moment he closed his eyes was the scene he saw when he left the study room. It haunted him like a nightmare and made him want to go crazy. He didn't even know they had a baby! However, the child left them without even having a chance to see the world. He wanted to apologize and plead guilty, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't utter a word, only tears fell down.
"...don't...cry." Jiang Yu's voice was hoarse, she coughed lightly, Liang Cha remembered that he could ring the bell to call the doctor, wiped away his tears, and didn't let go of Jiang Yu's hand when the doctor came, After checking, he immediately returned to her side and kissed the back of her pale hand.
It must hurt, right? But it hurts like this, she comforted him not to cry. Liang Cha buried his face in the quilt, tears quickly wet the quilt, Jiang Yu couldn't see him crying, but she knew how much his heart hurt.
But she didn't feel any pain at all.
She has no feelings for that child. In the more than 700 years of being a soul crosser, she has conceived children more than once, pretended to be a good person, and even "loved" someone. From that time on, she knew that she was broken, she no longer had the emotions and desires, all she wanted was to come back, to see this person who gave everything for her, to make up for him, to love him, and before that, to give her feelings She felt a little extravagant, and felt sorry for him.
Jiang Yu will not let Liang Cha know about these things, as long as she knows the fact that she is a monster, it will be fine.
So she raised her weak left hand and touched Liang Cha's head. Liang Cha's whole body froze, and his head buried deeper.
Then, he worked up his courage and told Jiang Yu that their child was gone. During the two days and one night that Jiang Yu was unconscious, Liang Cha thought more than once what would happen if she found out the truth. angry? sad? angry? Even want to divorce him? He will never get a divorce!
But even though he guessed thousands and hundreds of kinds, he never thought that Jiang Yu would hold his hand and tell him, "It's okay, we will have more in the future."
Because she is not sad at all.
But Liang Cha wanted to cry even more. He bit himself hard, barely stopped his tears, and kissed Jiang Yu's cheek, "Are you hungry? I'll go buy something for you, okay?"
Jiang Yu shook her head: "Don't... go."
The way she looked so weak and powerless lying on the hospital bed made Liang Cha resent him more than once for not protecting her well. Does this count as a husband? Will the kid resent him as a father? It was he who failed to protect their mother and child, it was him.
"Husband..." Jiang Yu looked at him pitifully, with tears in his eyes. "I am afraid… "
She didn't say what she was afraid of, and Liang Cha didn't ask, but they both knew each other well. Liang Cha sniffed and smiled: "Honey, I have something to tell you. I have your surname now, so you have to treat me well in the future."
Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, Liang Cha giggled twice, and kissed her cheek again. He wanted to order takeaway, but someone knocked on the door of the ward. Looking up, Qing Huan was standing there with a lunch box in her hand, her white skirt made her look like a fairy, she looked like a good person at first glance, extremely pure. When Jiang Yu saw her, she was startled for a moment, then in a daze. With a smile on her face, Qing Huan walked in: "I made red dates and black rice porridge for you, to replenish blood, you can feed her some."
Liang Cha said thank you, but he was not polite. The porridge in the five-layer insulated lunch box is still hot, and the tableware is new. Of course, the porridge made by Qing Huan is better than the ones bought outside. He feeds ginger taro spoonful by spoonful. The doctor said that she can eat, but try to Eat less, so as not to be difficult to digest. Ginger taro was not hungry at first, but smelling the fragrant porridge, he also gained some appetite.
Qing Huan came as a manager. She sat on the nurse's chair and told Jiang Yu: "There is no rush to shoot the movie. Director Wen said that we will join the team after you are well. Don't worry about the Liang family. I will be there for you." , they can't threaten you." After she finished speaking, she chuckled, "But now they probably won't dare to touch you anymore, and they will be so angry that they will become a beauty, Mr. Liang."
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Qing Huan came with a newspaper, Jiang Yu was lying down weak, she thoughtfully unfolded the newspaper to the maximum, and a huge news was published on the front page of the super-large newspaper, occupying an entire page. Jiang Yu looked at Liang Cha: "You..."
She even published in the newspaper and severed ties with the Liang family!
Liang Cha pursed his lips, "I will be called Jiang Cha from now on."
"Ginger tea is not as good as herbal tea." Qing Huan said.
Comrade Herbal Tea glared at her, and smiled happily: "I'm leaving, there is still a little fool to take care of at home, you can rest assured, I will ask someone to bring you meals every day, I made it myself, it will be cheaper for you." Cha said, "It's only for one person, don't eat it."
Liang Cha: "..."
When Qing Huan left, he avoided Jiang Yu's sight uneasily, and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry..."
"Why... apologise?"
"I didn't protect you well." Liang Cha paused. "And our children."
Jiang Yu's response was to signal him to bow his head, and then kiss him. Liang Cha carefully hugged her: "Honey, we will leave the hospital when you are well, and we will never go to Liang's house again. They treat you like this, and I can't see them again. But... I have one more thing to admit to you .”
"you say."
"The Liang family gave birth to me and raised me, and I severed ties with them, but I gave them my company, and it was considered as repaying the favor of giving birth." Afraid that Jiang Yu would be angry, he quickly said, "I promise! In five years, I'll take it back!"
Jiang Yu knew what this guy was thinking without asking. Now that he gave his company to the Liang family, wouldn't they be strangers after breaking off the relationship? Liang Cha is born to do business, he wants to give away a little and get back all of it! Jiang Yu chuckled lightly: "Okay, I will be raised by my husband in five years' time."
"Yeah!" Liang Cha was afraid that Jiang Yu would get angry. In this love, he always felt that he loved a little more, but he would never know what this woman gave up for him, and what she went through.
He'll never know.
The reason why Liang Cha wanted to take down the Liang family was also very simple. He didn't think that the Liang family would let the couple go so easily, so for their future life, they would have nothing to rely on. In the future, I have to worry about daily necessities, rice, oil and salt, so I can no longer think about suppressing them, right? Before that, he just needs to be a soft rice boy silently. What did that annoying agent lady just say? Quan Xing is covering his wife, isn't covering his wife the same as covering him
Liang Cha even changed his phone number. There was a big quarrel in the study that day, and his parents and elder brother finally tore off the painting and said many things that surprised him. This was just the fuse, and it was him and Jiang Yu's children who really made him despair of that family. The Liang family couldn't pay for such a life, and Liang Cha couldn't recognize them anymore.
He was very sad, but he knew Jiang Yu was even more sad.
He seems to be wronging her all the time, but not anymore, he will never let her be wronged again, no one can.
As if nothing had happened, Liang Cha quickly regained his composure. After he fed Jiang Yu, there was still a lot left... Jiang Yu said he couldn't eat anymore, so he ate the rest. While eating, she still hated Qing Huan in her heart: Won't you eat it for me? If you don't give me to eat, I will eat too!
Jiang Yu stared at him tenderly, so she would never have another child, and she didn't care what happened to the Liang family in the future, because she knew that the dead child would become the rock in Liang Cha's heart. How long can the Liang family be arrogant? In order to protect her, her man will eat up the Liang family.
very nice.
This person finally belongs to her completely.