The music that fills every corner of my body penetrates my body little by little, rhythm, swing, flashing in the sight of the bizarre lights, light and dark, jumping. ﹏＞ ＿ Yawen﹎吧>w`ww·.-y=a`
Something that An He had been suppressing in the deepest part of his heart gradually woke up. The feeling was not pleasant, but it could not be suppressed because it was so familiar.
The body was wrapped in various music with strong rhythms, swaying in a trance, and the face in front of him, in the alternating light of light and dark, had a faint smile.
An He put his hand on his shoulder, gently touched the smile on the corner of his mouth with his finger, and followed Na Chen's movements.
The music suddenly changed its style and became so intense that I could even feel the vibration in the air on my skin.
Someone was screaming next to him. Na Chen raised his hands above his head, clapped his hands to the rhythm, pushed his hips forward, and moved in front of An He.
This action made An He feel hot. His hand moved up along Na Chen's shoulder, along his arm, and finally their palms were clasped together.
The palms of both of their hands were slightly wet, and their hungry skin was intertwined and pressed tightly against each other. Na Chen's hand slowly dropped and touched An He's waist.
An He's waist under his shirt tensed, twisted, and relaxed with the music. Na Chen lowered his eyes, hooked his fingers around An He's waistband, and touched the buttons of his shirt. He couldn't help but want to reach into his shirt and grab An He's waist hard.
As soon as his fingers touched Anhe's skin, he suddenly took a step back and twisted twice to the strong rhythm. A girl who was dancing wildly next to him lost her balance and leaned towards him.
An He reached out to help her, and the girl turned around and smiled at him. An He also smiled, but before he could look away, Na Chen had already stood between him and the girl.
"Hey!" Na Chen leaned close to his ear and shouted.
"Speak!" An He also shouted. The music was so loud that he felt he couldn't hear his own voice when he shouted.
"Did you often use dancing to pick up girls in the past?" Na Chen hugged his waist and continued to shout.
"No! I'm a serious person!" An He shouted with a smile.
"I thought so too! Now I realize I was wrong!" Na Chen retracted his arms, "I'm telling you!"
"Speak!" An He felt a little uncomfortable with having such close contact with a man in a public place other than Fei Ye Ge, but for some reason he couldn't bear to push Na Chen away.
"I'm hard!" Na Chen shouted.
"What?" An He thought that his hormones were out of balance and his imagination was out of control in this environment. "What?"
"It's hard!" Na Chen shouted again with a smile, grabbing his hand and pressing it down under him.
An He touched a certain part of Na Chen's thriving body through his jeans, and suddenly he felt all the blood in his body rushing to his face. Fortunately, the light made everyone's face look colorful, so his burning face should not be obvious.
"Fuck," An He pulled his hand back and pushed Na Chen away, "Classmate, this is Ye Ge, can you please hold back a little!"
"No!" Na Chen smiled and stretched out his hand in front of his eyes and snapped his fingers, then pointed at himself and shouted at An He, "Uncle, look at me!"
An He was about to say, "I've been watching you all night." He opened his mouth but hadn't said anything when Na Chen turned sideways to the music. His body suddenly sank down and he knelt on the ground.
This action reminded An He of the night at Ye Ge, but Na Chen was not facing this direction. However, An He did not have time to think about it. He was just a little worried that Na Chen would suddenly go crazy in front of so many people and do something like carrying someone out of the dance floor and throwing the person on the table.
There were a lot of people in the dance floor, and everyone was dancing quite crazily, but Na Chen's sudden squatting action still attracted the attention of many people around him.
Na Chen turned his head to look at him, with an ambiguous smile on his lips. An He was originally swaying casually to the music, but now he stopped. He really wanted to retreat into the crowd and pretend that he was a spectator watching the fun.
Na Chen raised his hand to his lips and licked his middle finger slowly with the tip of his tongue. His eyes flashed with temptation as the light flickered.
Following this action, screams and whistles were heard from the crowd around, and some people began to clap along with the music.
Na Chen tilted his head back slightly, and moved his fingers downwards, over his chin, neck, and chest, moving them down inch by inch, and finally pressing them on his lower abdomen, and then downwards...
Finally, it stopped under him. An He's heartbeat, which had been speeding up little by little along with his hand, paused at this moment. The screams and music in his ears mixed together. The figure swaying his body and raising his hands to clapped his hands trapped him tightly at a distance of less than one meter from Na Chen.
Na Chen smiled at him, and when the drum beats sounded, he put his hands under his body and straightened his hips. An He's eyes fell on his soft yet powerful waist and abdomen. He hugged his arms and smiled, no longer thinking of stopping Na Chen.
Na Chen slowly stood up, thrusting his hips up and down. He turned sideways to face An He. An He could see every sexy movement of his. It was as if a storm was blowing through his heart, and everything disappeared except Na Chen.
Na Chen finally stood up straight, slid in front of him, unzipped the collar of his shirt, and bent down to kiss him on the shoulder.
The screams beside him brought An He back to reality abruptly, and he wanted to step away awkwardly.
"Let's go." Na Chen hugged him, pushed through the crowd and pulled him out of the dance floor.
Walking out of the door of SOS, the noisy music and voices were left behind. The surroundings suddenly became quiet. There was a buzzing in my ears, and the passers-by who were talking and laughing beside me were like performing a pantomime, without any sound.
"Oh," An He rubbed his ears and sighed, "I'm going to be deaf for another ten minutes."
"Can you hear me?" Na Chen hugged him from behind.
He half leaned on the table and swayed towards the street: "Yes, but it's a bit ethereal. We should go to church to listen to the gospel here. It must be a special feeling."
"It's enough that you can hear me," Na Chen said with a smile, kissing his earlobe, "I feel quite empty when I hear you talking now, just like when I'm drunk..."
An He's footsteps suddenly stopped, and Na Chen was stunned: "What's wrong?"
It was a bit late at this time, and there were quite a lot of people on this street because there were several bars, but An He still saw a familiar face among the passers-by at a glance, and he froze in place.
Na Chen looked forward in the direction An He was looking, and saw a person in front of him, standing on the street in a daze in a similar state to An He.
"Your..." Na Chen put his arm around An He's shoulders and squinted his eyes to look at the man. He found that the man was not very old and was looking at them in surprise. Na Chen suddenly understood something, "Student?"
"An... An... Mr. An?" *still had a cigarette in his mouth and stuttered for a long time in surprise before he could utter a word.
"*?" An He suddenly shook off Na Chen who was still hugging him. Although his mind was in a mess, he still asked out of professional habit: "Why are you here? What time is it?"
Because his ears were still empty, he asked this question loudly, and he seemed to be startled, and the cigarette in his mouth shook: "I had a party with my junior high school classmates, just... in the... ktv in front..."
"You're very cool, handsome Zhang," An He pointed at the cigarette in his mouth, "Are you showing off? Do you want to give me one?"
* quickly spit out the cigarette, raised his foot and stomped on it for a long time before looking up: "I don't smoke a lot either."
"Hurry up and take a taxi home." An He waved his hand.
"Boss An," * didn't move, and stepped on the cigarette butt a few more times, "was that your... friend?"
An He's heart sank, he didn't know how long * had been here, when he saw him and Na Chen, how much he saw, but even if he only saw them when they got close, it didn't seem normal to see two men coming out of the disco hugging each other.
"Yes, he drank too much... I was just about to take him back," An He pointed behind him, turned his head and looked, but found that there was no one behind him. He was stunned, "Where is he?"
"Let's go." * said.
"When did he leave?" An He looked around and didn't see Na Chen. Why did he leave without a word
"He left while you were talking to me," * pointed to the road on the right, "that way, he doesn't look too drunk, I guess he doesn't need you to send him off."
An He was a little uneasy and patted her shoulder: "Okay, you should go back quickly. Does your family know that you are out?"
"I told my mom about the class reunion," * looked at him, leaned forward and whispered, "Mr. An, you..."
"Are you going home?" An He almost knew what * wanted to ask, but he didn't know how to say it. Na Chen suddenly left. After all this, his ears were no longer empty, and his head was left with a buzzing sound.
"Back, back, back. I'll be back soon." *He turned around and walked towards a taxi parked on the side of the road. He took two steps and then stepped back. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and put it in An He's hand. Then he turned around and jumped into the car.
After watching the taxi drive away along the road, An He took out his cell phone and dialed Na Chen's number.
After the phone rang for a long time, Na Chen finally answered the phone: "Hello."
"Where did you go?" An He asked.
"I didn't run away," Na Chen said, "I'm at your car."
Without waiting for An He to speak, Na Chen hung up the phone.
An He's car was parked in the parking lot opposite SOS. He quickly crossed the road and walked towards the parking lot.
He didn't know if it was his illusion, but Chen's voice sounded very cold to him.
There were still quite a few cars in the parking lot. When An He found his car, he saw Na Chen squatting between two cars smoking. When he heard him coming, he just looked up and then lowered his head again.
"Why are you leaving without saying anything?" An He walked up to him and stood in front of him.
"Need I tell you?" Na Chen said in a muffled voice, "Did you really wish I wasn't standing there?"
An He paused, sighed, leaned against the car, took out the cigarette that * gave him, lit it and held it in his mouth.
That’s right, that’s what he thought the moment he saw * shake off Na Chen’s arm.
"That's my student," An He took a puff of his cigarette and squatted down, "Not from another class, but from my own class. How can I not be nervous?"
"Why are you so nervous?" Na Chen looked up at him, "What happened to your student?"
"Nothing, I just don't want my students to see me with a man..."
"Do you feel ashamed?" Na Chen put out the cigarette butt on the ground.
"It has nothing to do with being embarrassed or not, I just..." An He didn't know what to say. He could tell that Na Chen's thoughts were completely different from his. "I just don't want people outside my private circle to know."
"Why? What are you afraid of? If the students find out, will they ask the school to change teachers? If the school finds out, will they stop you from attending classes?" Na Chen seemed a little angry and stared at him and asked in one breath.
"Can you please be reasonable?" An He frowned. "I don't know what others think, and I don't care what others think. I have my own principles. You can say that I disguise myself or hide it, but I don't want unnecessary people to know my sexual orientation. Do you understand?"
"But you didn't have to be so deliberate in that situation just now," Na Chen stood up and kicked the cigarette butt aside, "Aren't you tired?"
Are you tired
An He thought about it and didn't answer.
He hasn't thought about whether he is tired or not for a long time.
Anyway, I'm used to it, whether I'm tired or not.
"An He," Na Chen squatted down in front of him and stared at his face, "Tell me, if we are together, will you be like this every time you meet someone in the future?"
Before An He could speak, he quickly added: "If, I mean if."
"I don't know. Let's talk about it later." An He patted his face, stood up, opened the car door and prepared to get in.
"Do you think there will be a future?" Na Chen held the car door.
An He turned around and saw Na Chen's brows were furrowed, and the tension and uneasiness in his eyes were obvious.
He sighed, put his arm around Na Chen, and gently stroked his back. "I don't know, I really don't know. Until now... I still can't find the feeling of being in love. Sometimes I have it, sometimes I don't. I don't dare to tell anyone about the future, let alone you."
Na Chen didn't say anything, but lowered his head and rested his forehead on his shoulder: "I can feel that no matter how hard I try, you are far away from me."
"It's not always like this, is it?" An He scratched his hair.
"Sometimes, I actually don't know what it's like to be in a relationship. I've never been in one. If I had met you a few years later, I would have dated you a few times, and then I would have known how to deal with you," Na Chen rubbed his forehead against his, "Please scratch it again."
An He gently grabbed his head and said, "Can you just scold me if you have nothing else to do?"
"I'm praising you," Na Chen smiled, "I really didn't realize you were capable of this."
"What's wrong with me?"
"I've never gotten hard just by watching someone dance. I want to just strip you and push you to the ground right there," Na Chen whispered in his ear, "It's so embarrassing."
An He didn't know what to say next. Na Chen's words were so straightforward that he felt embarrassed, but he was also inexplicably attracted to him. After a long while, he said, "You can read the political textbook if you have nothing to do."
Na Chen was stunned for a moment, then he smiled and loosened his arms around him: "You really ruin the atmosphere."
"Really, it works. I'll get you a copy next time." An He patted his arm and jumped into the car. "Let's go. I'll take you home."
"My car is still downstairs at your house," Na Chen walked around to the passenger side and got in the car, then laid the seat back flat, "Let's go get the car first. I have to drive to run errands for our teacher tomorrow."
"Yeah." An He nodded, picked a CD with soothing music, and started the car.
Na Chen was very quiet along the way, he didn't speak or move. When An He was waiting for the red light, he glanced at him and found that Na Chen had his eyes closed as if he was asleep.
"Daqi?" he called softly.
Na Chen did not respond, so he reached out and flicked Na Chen's face again. Na Chen raised his hand and scratched his face, then stopped moving.
An He looked at his face. Na Chen looked very obedient after falling asleep, which was very different from usual.
He didn't notice the green light until the car behind him honked its horn, and An He quickly stepped on the accelerator.
Na Chen fell asleep motionless until the car drove into the residential area and stopped downstairs.
An He pushed him and said, "Student, wake up first."
Na Chen frowned, slapped his hand away and continued to sleep.
An He couldn't bear to push him anymore because of his sleep-deprived posture, so he checked the time on his phone.
"You should take a nap for an hour." He opened the car window a crack, without turning off the engine, and leaned back in his chair, staring blankly at the open space in front of him illuminated by the street lights.
Occasionally, fallen leaves could be seen in the open space, swirling in the wind. He counted them one by one, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven...
He turned off the music and could only hear Na Chen's gentle breathing in the car.
The quiet atmosphere made him relax. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes.
The author has something to say: I can finally say that Saturday continues.
Let's continue on Saturday. Tomorrow we have to have a good holiday, if you are single, buy a couple of Yuanxiao and eat mua~~