"Are you leaving?"
He asked calmly.
She couldn't take the steps she was about to lift up.
Why would she want to leave
She didn't want to leave at all.
But she had to go.
"sorry… "
She kept apologizing and didn't know why she was apologizing.
Baili Wenxiu slowly walked forward and stood in front of her again.
"You saved me."
This is an affirmation.
She pursed her lips and finally nodded.
"Um."
"The person who took care of me that year was you."
"Um."
"You are the owner of the hairpin."
"Um."
"Why don't you tell me."
She suddenly couldn't answer.
"If I hadn't stayed, wouldn't you have appeared?"
She became anxious and said, "I will definitely go find you!"
After saying this, her face suddenly turned red, and she cursed herself in her heart for saying it so easily. It would only make him more disgusted!
Just when she didn't know what to say to make up for it, he reached out and touched her head.
This move was too intimate.
He had never done this to her.
This made her feel that this moment was like a dream. If it was a dream, then she hoped she would not wake up from this dream.
"You don't have to be like this."
This sentence was said by Baili Wenxiu sincerely.
After experiencing life and death, his mentality is no longer what it was originally.
But Concubine Hua's actions made his emotions extremely complicated.
She is like another him.
Another equally pitiful person.
Nothing left but obsession.
"I, I know what you are going to do, but this is all of my own free will."
She thought he was going to say something unpleasant again and wanted to drive her away, so she threw out all the words first, unwilling to give up no matter what.
But, unexpectedly, he said: "I can't repay you."
She was startled, bit her lower lip, and said, "I don't need anything in return from you. I told you that this is all of my own free will! You don't need to feel guilty!"
She was prepared for the worst, so no matter what Baili Wenxiu said, she could respond with these words.
Baili Wenxiu smiled helplessly.
"I'm going to Yuzhou City."
He said this suddenly.
Concubine Hua's originally excited expression cooled down little by little, along with her beating heart and her own flowing blood.
Cold, cold to the core, even the heart is cold.
Yuzhou City.
Now who doesn’t know what these three words represent
It was a holy place known as a miracle. After the victory of the war, Yuzhou City became a place that everyone yearned for and a place that the people respected.
There... it was also the place where that woman created a miracle of fame and fame.
How could Concubine Hua not know this
He wants to go there...
Because there is a temple there.
She even knew that she existed in the temple.
My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
He should have known, should have guessed, why wouldn't he go to that place
Even if he died once, even if his life was saved by her, he still wanted to go back to her, and he would crawl back.
yes she
As deep as his obsession is, his obsession is equally deep.
She wanted to cry, but the tears couldn't fall, because even she knew that crying because of this was the last thing she should do, because she had known this fact for so many years. .
Suddenly, I felt that I was too ugly and humble at this moment.
She didn't even want to see him again, for fear that his eyes would be full of admiration for that person at this moment.
She pretended to be strong, pretended not to care, pretended not to look at him, and whispered: "Really? If you want to go... then go."
After finishing speaking, I was speechless.
The silence of this moment was awkward.
She turned around and wanted to leave, saying: "I, I won't disturb you anymore, you, you go."
After saying that, she raised her feet and was about to leave, but the next moment, he grabbed her hand.
Baili Wenxiu didn't know why he wanted to catch her.
He knew very well that he had no affection for her.
However, when he saw her red eyes and the tears that were about to fall, he couldn't bear it and felt a trace of pity.
So he grabbed her hand.
She could feel her fingertips trembling.
Thinking about it, he was not completely insensible during this year. He was still conscious during many brief sober moments, and he could still feel the gentleness of the hands when wiping his cheeks and the patience in feeding him.
He knows it all.
But he couldn't imagine her mood for doing this for a whole year.
He recalled that in those years, he was indeed not very kind to her. It could be said that his most cruel side seemed to be given to her.
He knew clearly that he had no feelings for her, but he still didn't want to let her go. Instead, he hooked her step by step and fell into this mud, just because... he didn't want to be alone.
So he dragged her down and endured the torture together.
even…
He killed the child between them with his own hands.
He was so cruel, so heartless, so treating her as a substitute.
He never thought that in the end, it would be her who saved him or who would be by his side.
After so many years, from the moment they met, it seemed like she had never left. No matter how she was treated, she would still stay in that position when she turned around.
Baili Wenxiu's heart is not a stone, his heart is softer than anyone else, but he gave all his cruelty to her.
After this woman had been hurt so many times, even after knowing the value of her existence, she still refused to leave.
How come there is no emotion
some.
Very deeply moved.
So, this is why he held her hand at this time.
"Will you go with me?"
he asks.
She thought she heard wrongly and asked in a daze: "You, what are you talking about?"
Baili Wenxiu repeated again, "Are you willing to accompany me?"
The tone became gentler.
She said tremblingly: "I, I do! I do!"
She wanted to shout a few times, for fear that he wouldn't hear.
Regardless of whether she is humble or humble, she is willing to be by her side.
Perhaps it was her persistence that made him waver, who had always been firm.
This time, he said seriously: "
I can't give you what you want, not now. "
"I do not need… "
Before she finished speaking, she met Baili Wenxiu's eyes, and she slowly closed her mouth.
"I must go to that place, but... going this time is to say goodbye."
Her eyes suddenly widened, full of disbelief.
"The last farewell is forever."
He seemed calm and spoke words he had never spoken before.
She once thought he was joking, but his eyes were full of seriousness.