Han Yan laughed and said, "What sin do you need to atone for?"
Han Yan asked this question teasingly, but she met Qin Mu's extremely serious eyes, which reflected the firelight and her own figure.
She almost didn't dare to look into these eyes.
"you."
Qin Mu popped out such a word.
Han Yan suddenly stopped smiling, and she immediately understood what he meant.
The memories of the past were pushed away bit by bit.
That was the memory she least wanted to face, and it was also the fact she had been avoiding. She almost thought she had forgotten it, but in fact she had not. Not only did she not forget it, she also remembered it firmly.
Those humiliating, unbearable memories.
Qin Mu's eyes showed apology and remorse. If he could turn back time, he would definitely not do what he did back then.
Han Yan stood up suddenly and kicked the bonfire away. The flames scattered and gradually extinguished, and everything in front of her suddenly fell into darkness.
"That's enough! It's time for you to go! Don't come near me again!!"
Han Yan's tone was a little out of control, and she had to take a few deep breaths to stop herself from being too impulsive.
Qin Mu also stood up, his eyes still locked on her tightly in the darkness.
"sorry."
He said.
These three words are long overdue, many years late.
He had never said this to anyone, and he never felt that he was sorry to anyone, but Han Yan... he was really sorry.
"That's enough! Get out! Get out of here!"
Han Yan's eye circles were a little warm.
But the next moment, she was hugged tightly by a pair of arms.
Han Yan struggled desperately, trying to break free, but how could a woman's strength be as strong as a man's? No matter how hard she struggled, she was hugged tightly.
Han Yan went completely crazy and shouted: "Let go! I tell you to let go! Get away! Get away!"
"sorry Sorry sorry… "
In the darkness, he apologized one after another.
She didn't know how long she had been entangled, but her tears fell and she became tired. She stopped struggling and started to cry in his arms.
She had never cried like this, never collapsed like this before, even if she lost everything, she had never lost her composure like this.
"What are you saying sorry for?! Is it useful?! Qin Mu! It's no longer useful! I'm already dirty! Completely dirty!! 1"
Qin Mu's heart ached so much. He had always regretted it, especially in recent years. He regretted it more and more for the mistakes he made back then. He wanted to make up for it, but he didn't know how to do it.
He defected to the allies, he gave up his position as emperor, and he left behind everything he had in order to be close to her.
But he still couldn't find how to get along with her, so he could only act blindly, starting from the simplest thing, starting from saying sorry.
But why did it make her cry? Why are you crying so sadly
Qin Mu was a little confused.
Han Yan cried loudly.
The life she once thought was not like this.
She thought she would be successful.
In the original world, she was just an ordinary person. She had no parents since she was a child and grew up in an orphanage. When she finally grew up, she suffered countless injustices. No matter how hard she tried,
, and will always be robbed of all the credit by those inferior to her.
She is never the one who gets promotions and salary increases. She works so hard and desperately but still cannot compete with her colleagues who are above her.
No matter how kind she is to others, her boyfriend still leaves her and marries Bai Fumei.
She worked so hard but still ended up in the loser position.
That's why she was so eager to succeed when she traveled back in time, no matter what the price, she was willing to pay.
But in the end…
What happened in the end
In the end she was a loser with nothing.
Once upon a time, she also wanted to be a good person, but what she experienced gradually shaped her into what she is now.
"Stop crying, I'm sorry, please stop crying. If you don't want to see me, I promise you won't show up!"
In the end, Qin Mu had no choice but to say this, even though he felt very distressed when he said it.
After crying for a long time, Han Yan finally stopped. She took the opportunity to break away from his arms and wiped away her tears with her hands.
"You have to atone for your sins."
Qin Mu was stunned.
Han Yan said fiercely: "Yes, you have done many wrong things! You must atone for your sins. You turned me into this! I have become so dirty, you must stay with me!"
She had lost everything, and she was afraid of the emptiness of waking up with nothing around her, so when Qin Mu appeared, she knew it was wrong, but she couldn't let go at the moment.
Qin Mu recovered from the surprise and nodded heavily, "Okay."
Han Yan calmed down for a long time before sitting down again. Qin Mu immediately relit the bonfire.
Under the renewed firelight, her tear-stained face looked even more pitiful.
Qin Mu looked at it and suddenly said, "Did you hate me back then?"
Han Yan's movements stiffened.
This topic is not a good one.
The most correct thing to do is not to mention it to anyone, but Qin Mu knew that if there was no way to get over this matter, it would break out sooner or later.
Han Yan was silent for a moment and said, "I wish I could kill you."
Qin Mu felt a pain in his heart and said, "I'm sorry."
"Have you said this enough?"
Qin Mu really didn't know what to do.
Han Yan suddenly pulled out the dagger and put it directly against his chin. The sharp tip directly cut a bloody mark on his neck, but Qin Mu did not avoid it.
If Han Yan wanted to kill him at this time, then... he would agree.
This is the price he has to pay, but... he is a little reluctant to let go, because now she is probably the only one left, and he is the same.
He is no longer a superior person, and she is no longer a fairy who forces herself to be respected by thousands of people.
They were just ordinary people with only each other left.
How could Han Yan not know this
Her past was so dirty and messy, and he was the only one left.
Is he the only one in this world who doesn't care? Because he was involved in this.
Han Yan said word for word: "If you also leave, then I will kill you, I will definitely kill you."
Qin Mu said one word seriously: "Okay."
Han Yan threw away the dagger in her hand, showed a vicious smile, and said: "Qin Mu, if
If I fall into hell, I will definitely pull you down. In this life, you will try to escape. "
Qin Mu showed a smile and said, "Okay."
At this moment, Han Yan suddenly felt that the world did not seem so bad.
And she was not that failed.
Even if tomorrow is an eternal hell, as long as there is one person around, that's fine.
She doesn't love him, and she never will, but she won't let him go, never.