Because he had determined that he was gay very early on and preferred men to women, Chengyang did not have such thoughts.
For example, find a surrogate mother, or marry a woman in the future and have a child.
In the former case, Chengyang felt that it was hard for him to let an unknown person carry his child.
As for the latter, it is a kind of deception and harm.
Chengyang didn't want to hurt any innocent people because of his own selfish desires.
Chengyang has no obsession with children, maybe he can adopt one in the future.
However, he never thought that one day, he would be pregnant.
What's going on, it doesn't mean that he's not a man
Chengyang understands his body, he is a real man.
Chengyang went to the Internet to search about men's pregnancy, but did not find any similar information.
However, I saw a piece of news saying that a man was gay. He was originally a woman, but after undergoing sex reassignment surgery, his uterus was still in his body and was not removed.
Later, the man wanted to have a child, and with the appearance of a man and the womb of a woman in his body, he actually conceived a child.
The authenticity of this news is still open to question, but it gave Chengyang some inspiration.
First of all, pregnancy requires the ovaries and uterus. Without these two parts, there would be no child at all.
To put it another way, Chengyang has these two parts in his body.
Chengyang changed the search question, that is, there is a uterus in a man's body.
The second article on the page came out: "Shocked!!! It turns out that men really have uteruses and are hermaphrodites..."
The information comes from a forum. The protagonist is a middle-aged man. He suddenly had blood in his stool and felt weak all over. He went to the hospital for a check-up and was found to have ovaries and uterus in his abdomen.
Looking at the news post on the computer, Chengyang opened his mouth slightly in surprise, his face full of astonishment.
This news had a real source. Chengyang went to search and found it.
Taking his right hand away from the mouse, Chengyang twitched the corner of his mouth and laughed twice.
The right hand then falls to the stomach.
So the current situation is that because Chengyang had ovaries and uterus in his body, he became pregnant with Sheyan's child after they had sex.
This fact is irrefutable, so next, Chengyang tightens his fingers little by little and aborts the child
Chengyang didn't dare to go to WeChat to buy abortion pills. He didn't want to use his own body for random experiments.
Go to a regular hospital to buy it
Generally, private hospitals should be able to buy it without registration.
Chengyang bit his lower lip and tightened his eyebrows.
There are classes in the afternoon and evening. If I go to buy it now, he won’t be able to eat it when I come back.
There are so many classes lately, so I have to find a time with fewer classes.
The other roommates came back and saw Chengyang in the dormitory. They knew that Chengyang had gone to the hospital, so they asked Chengyang about the test results.
Chengyang said it was nothing serious, so he was very upset.
The roommates had no doubts and asked Chengyang to pay more attention to his health.
The miles rolled around all day and night and I couldn't sleep. It wasn't until three or four in the morning that I finally squinted my eyes.
Then I woke up again at around six o'clock that day.
Lying on the bed, Chengyang's head felt dizzy and he felt a throbbing pain that was about to burst.
Dragging his sleepy body to class, the teacher was lecturing above, while Chengyang was catching up on his sleep below.
After two classes, Chengyang returned to the dormitory. The other roommates had their own arrangements. Walking on the road next to the school's artificial lake, Chengyang suddenly heard the cute sound of a child's breasts.
Looking for the sound, Chengyang saw a young mother sitting on a bench. Her baby was squatting on the grass next to it, seemingly looking for something to play with.
Chengyang's eyes were fixed on the child's small body.
The baby is cute and cute, with pink cheeks and chubby flesh.
If his child is born, he should be as cute as that little baby.
As soon as this idea came to his mind, Chengyang was stunned.
As a man, what would happen if he really gave birth to a child? People around him would definitely think he was a monster.
And his parents, what would they think? Chengyang couldn't imagine what that would be like.
When he went to see the baby again, Chengyang had fear in his eyes, turned around and walked away quickly.
In the next few days, Chengyang's condition worsened day by day, as if he had stayed up all night for many times. He looked extremely depressed.
Finally having some free time, Chengyang rushed to a private hospital to buy abortion pills.
After getting the medicine, the doctor told Chengyang to pay attention to various matters. The other party obviously thought that Chengyang bought it for his girlfriend.
Chengyang took the medicine back to school and was about to swallow it with hot water. He put the medicine in his mouth and before he drank the water, Chengyang vomited it out.
He seemed to have just remembered that his body was particularly disgusted with these medicines now.
Holding the medicine, Chengyang suddenly felt hesitant. It was a life, and what was in his stomach was a fresh life.
It's his child. The child is so innocent. He hasn't even been able to see it in this world, so he will obliterate it.
For a moment, Chengyang felt as if he had committed a heinous crime and was wiping out a life.
Putting the medicine back in his hand, Chengyang fell down on the stool. He wanted someone to help him make a decision, anyone. He felt very painful and couldn't make a decision.
Chengyang found a forum and posted an anonymous post, saying that he was a man, but now he was pregnant with a child. He was afraid of being looked at differently, but at the same time he was reluctant to abort the child.
—The poster is joking, you are a man, why are you pregnant
—Take medicine when you are sick and don’t run around.
- Give birth, since you have a child, give birth to it. The child is a gift from God to you, and you should love and pity it.
—A man is pregnant? I’ve never heard of it, but I don’t support aborting children.
—Where’s its other dad? You won’t be the one to blame yourself, right
The comments were all in disbelief at first, but then people seemed to think it was okay to just pretend it was true and just have fun with the answers.
Chengyang turned to the bottom of the page and saw the question above. He tapped on the keyboard and said that he and his child's other father were in a relationship. As friends, they are not together.
—Single-parent families, but that’s okay, the divorce rate is so high now.
- life, life, life.
The posts began to go in the direction of supporting Chengyang's birth. Occasionally there were a few different voices, but they were all quickly blocked.
Some people even started to give Chengyang advice, such as going to a small private clinic to give birth, and paying the doctor to keep it secret.
These days, money is everything, and there is nothing that money cannot solve.
When he talked about money, Chengyang really thought of the one million in his Yu'e Bao.
Yes, yes, what is he struggling with? One million is enough. Besides, he will not stop working in the future. He can definitely afford to raise a child.
"Thank you." Chengyang's face wiped away all the sadness, and his eyes suddenly brightened.
—Hey, host, please talk about the baby's condition more often in the future. This is the first time I've seen a man pregnant.
Some netizens are obviously already into the drama.
Chengyang then replied that he would come over if he had time.
Click the webpage first to bookmark it, and then follow Chengyang to exit the post.
With the support of netizens, Chengyang made an instant decision not to abort the child.
If the child is not aborted, his belly will definitely grow bigger day by day, and it may not be discovered now, but there is no guarantee in the future.
For the sake of the future, Chengyang planned to move out and rent a house outside.
There is an old teachers' dormitory in the school. The rent is more than 1,000 yuan, which is not expensive. From now on, if you rent it until you graduate the year after next, it will only cost 10,000 to 20,000 yuan at most.
Chengyang is a person who does what he thinks and immediately searches for rental information.
Regarding the issue of the child's other father, Chengyang had no intention of telling the other party. He did not have the confidence that Sheyan would truly fall in love with him. He had never seen a person like the other party, a beautiful and outstanding man and woman. If he suddenly ran over and said that he was pregnant, If you take away the other person's child, the most likely result is to be chased away as a lunatic.
He didn't want to be regarded as a madman, so Chengyang planned to keep the child's matter a secret by himself.
After Chengyang found a house, he told his roommate that he wanted to move out.
The reason he gave was that he needed to talk more during the game live broadcast. In the dormitory, it would often affect everyone and was not conducive to his live broadcast.
After all, it was Chengyang's job. Chengyang could make some money by live streaming games. His family conditions were worse than the other three. Although everyone was reluctant to give up, they still supported Chengyang. They couldn't refuse Chengyang to move out and cut off Chengyang's financial path.
Everything seemed to have taken a turn for the worse, and the headache that had previously caused Chengyang seemed to be solved instantly.
After knowing that she was pregnant with a baby, Chengyang began to pay attention to various things in life. For example, Chengyang's excuse was that he wanted to live broadcast games to make money, so he couldn't go to the basketball team.
Only then did the captain find out that Chengyang was doing a live broadcast, and asked Chengyang's room number. While Chengyang was live broadcasting, he went to the room and threw a few small planes.
Time passed day by day, and in the blink of an eye, it was two months before the cruise ship came back. On New Year's Day, Xia Yinan and his girlfriend invited people from the dormitory out for dinner, and there were also two girls from the girlfriend's dormitory.
Strictly speaking, S city is not a small one, but unexpectedly that night, Chengyang met Sheyan.
In other words, when Sheyan saw Chengyang, he had to be more accurate.
Chengyang's school is located on the Second Ring Road, with a small station nearby and a large commercial plaza not far away.
Normally, Chengyang and the others would not go there, but occasionally they would go to the square when they wanted to have dinner together.
That day they found a hot pot restaurant upstairs and chose a seat by the window.
There was a girl who couldn't eat spicy food, so she ordered the Yuanyang Hot Pot.
There is a girl in my girlfriend’s dormitory who has a crush on Chengyang. Chengyang likes same-sex things and has told her roommates that society is now more accepting of homosexuality. The roommates have no prejudice against Chengyang. Some even tease her that if she becomes a bender one day, The first one is to find Chengyang.
However, Xia Yinan did not tell his girlfriend about this matter, and Chengyang would not talk loudly unless he took the initiative to talk about it.
What's more, there are many people who have a crush on Chengyang due to his appearance, but they all know that Chengyang won't like them, because Chengyang is so handsome, and there are very few girls who can stand with him and not be overwhelmed by his brilliance.
While eating the hot pot, the roommates discovered that Chengyang, who used to be very spicy, suddenly kept eating dishes from the clear soup.
"Are you not feeling well in your stomach again?" Fang Yu asked, staring at Chengyang's face, which was slightly red from the heat.
Chengyang was stunned for a moment, wondering why Fang Yu asked this question.
"No."
"Then why do you always eat light food?"
"I..." Chengyang almost made a mistake and said that he couldn't eat anything too spicy during pregnancy, otherwise it would be bad for the baby.
"Well, my throat has been a bit inflamed these past two days."
Chengyang immediately found a reason.
Chengyang didn't drink the beer that was served. He was holding peanut milk and pouring it into the cup from time to time.
Nearly halfway through the hot pot meal, Chengyang was almost full. He leaned against the back of his chair to rest and digest. Everyone at the same table was talking and laughing, and he also had a slight smile on his face.
Suddenly, Chengyang felt a little strange. He was more sensitive to other people's eyes.
He knew someone was looking at him, so he looked around the store but couldn't find anyone. Then Chengyang turned his head and looked out the glass window.
Chengyang was shocked when he looked at it.
Chengyang blinked hard because he didn't believe it.
It wasn't that he was mistaken or hallucinating. There was indeed one of his front cannon standing in the corridor outside the hot pot restaurant. friend.
They looked at each other silently for a moment. The man's eyes were like a torch, falling on Chengyang, as if he was going to set Chengyang's body on fire.
Out of a sense of escape, Chengyang suddenly looked away. He didn't want to have anything to do with Sheyan anymore. He was worried that Sheyan would take away his child.
After a while, Chengyang secretly looked outside and saw that Sheyan and his assistant were no longer standing where they were.
While he breathed a sigh of relief, Chengyang also felt some indescribable hesitation and loss in his heart.
"...Chengyang!" A voice suddenly sounded, and people at the table looked over.
However, his eyes did not fall on the assistant who spoke out, but were directly attracted to the tall, cold, handsome and stylish man next to him.
The other party is wearing a crisp suit, straight trousers, broad shoulders and long legs, and his whole body has an unusual temperament. Looking at him makes people feel scared from the bottom of their hearts, but at the same time, it also makes people yearn for him, because every man seems to be Every place interprets the style of a mature and successful man.
It seemed a bit like he had just come out of the conference room, and then appeared in front of them inexplicably, calling Chengyang. Everyone looked at each other, were they two friends of Chengyang
"Can you set up a table? We haven't eaten yet." The assistant smiled broadly.
As the saying goes, don't hit someone with a smiling face. Although She Yan next to him looked cold and difficult to approach, everyone still welcomed them to join.
There was no room next to Chengyang, so Fang Yu stood up and made way for a seat, and the other people next to him also moved.
So Sheyan and his assistant went over, and Sheyan sat directly on Chengyang's stool. The assistant was next to him, waving to the waiter and asking him to get two more bowls and chopsticks.