The other people in the room were all relatives and friends. All in all, this was the first time I saw Chengyang today.
When Chengyang suddenly entered the house with Sheyan, some people were secretly guessing about Chengyang's identity. It was the big day for Sheyan's father. In theory, as his son, the person Sheyan brought with him was nothing like him. are friends.
Later, when I heard Chengyang directly calling Shefu and Yuan Yuan his parents, Chengyang's identity became clear at a glance.
Everyone is quite aware that Sheyan has been on his own for these years, just like a workaholic or a robot. It's not like he didn't try to get close to him, but in the end they all ended in failure.
Privately, everyone couldn't help but think that if Sheyan continued to be single, they, Sheyan, would really be extinct.
But now She's father is married for the second time, and seeing that his current wife is not much older than She Yan, I'm afraid it won't be long before the good news comes.
Now Sheyan brought a man over to attend She's father's wedding. Many people criticized She's father's attitude.
His son was gay, which meant that Sheyan would probably not have children of his own in the future. How could Sheyan's father accept this
And it seems that She's father also likes this man's daughter-in-law very much.
She is really pretty and handsome, and her smile is particularly beautiful, which makes people feel softer for no reason.
It would be nice if the gender could be changed, was what some people in the room were thinking.
These people have no idea that it doesn't matter that Chengyang is a boy. He already has a baby in his belly.
When Sheyan and his wife arrived, Sheyan's father's wish was fulfilled, and it was almost time for the wedding.
Chengyang and the others went out together with the others, and the couple walked behind.
Just when he was about to walk out of the room, he was suddenly stopped by his father.
The two stopped and turned around to see Shefu and his wife walking over.
Shefu held a thick red envelope in his hand, pulled Chengyang's hand, and placed it forcefully in Chengyang's palm.
Chengyang was a little confused.
Then Shefu said: "This is our first meeting. As an elder, please accept this little thought."
Chengyang turned to look at Sheyan, who nodded.
Because it was She's father's wedding, Chengyang did not refuse and accepted the elder's wishes.
After leaving the room, they turned back to the auditorium.
There were two empty seats at the front of the auditorium, and those sitting nearby were relatives and friends of both parties. Chengyang and Sheyan walked over and sat on the empty seats.
As soon as he sat down, Sheyan took Chengyang's right hand. Chengyang lowered his head to look at the hands held by the two of them, raised his eyes and met Sheyan's eyes.
The wedding officially began, and familiar music sounded.
For a moment, Chengyang saw the newlyweds and dreamed about what it would be like if he and Sheyan got married. During the entire wedding, the smile on Chengyang's face never disappeared.
After the wedding, the father-in-law and his wife decided to travel for their honeymoon. They booked a month-long honeymoon.
This also covers the Spring Festival.
So Sheyan could only spend this Spring Festival alone.
Although the Spring Festival has not had much special meaning to Sheyan in the past many years, he could only have a meal with his father and then continue to work.
Today is completely different from previous years.
He had Chengyang, a partner to spend his life with.
Sheyan really wanted to spend this Spring Festival with Chengyang, but he hadn't come out to Chengyang's family yet, and his parents didn't know that his husband had a child.
When the Spring Festival was approaching, Chengyang's mother called again and asked him what time the ticket was bought, and asked him to drive to pick him up when the time came.
Chengyang told his mother that he bought a ticket for the train after two o'clock in the afternoon.
After the call with his mother, Chengyang walked up to Sheyan, apologetic on his face.
"I'm sorry, I'll just go back for a week and come up soon." Chengyang has already thought about it, and will just use work as an excuse not to stay at home for too long.
To be honest, he was very reluctant to leave, but he kept it secret from his parents, so he would definitely have to go back during the New Year.
"Okay." Sheyan put his wife into his arms and hugged her tightly. He wouldn't be able to see Chengyang for a few days. He really wanted to hold her in his arms and never let go.
On the day of departure, light snow unexpectedly fell. It rarely snowed in this city. Chengyang was wearing a thick down jacket and sitting in the driver's seat with a hand warmer in his hand. After living with Sheyan, his body seemed to have changed. She was a little squeamish. Chengyang thought it might be because of her pregnancy. In the past winter, she would never hold a hand warmer.
Chengyang's hometown is not far away, three hours by high-speed rail.
The car stopped outside the station. Chengyang turned to look at the snowflakes flying outside the window. He suddenly thought that if Sheyan asked him not to go back but to stay, he thought he would definitely agree.
This person had no blood relationship with him, but he treated him better than his parents. He felt that he was really happy.
Sheyan asked Chengyang to sit down first. He got off the car and went to the trunk to lift Chengyang's suitcase out. Dragging the suitcase, Sheyan motioned for Chengyang to get out of the car.
Chengyang was wrapped very thickly, but even so, his handsome figure was not too hidden, and his handsome and bright face was so fair and delicate that it made people infinitely heart-beating.
From time to time, pedestrians passing by accidentally saw Chengyang and Sheyan. Sheyan was dragging his suitcase with his left hand and his right hand was wrapped around Chengyang's waist. His tall and straight body looked like a high wall, giving him Holding him in his arms to protect him from the wind and cold.
Chengyang was going back to his hometown, so Sheyan no longer asked his assistant to follow him. The other party also wanted to go back to celebrate the New Year, not to mention that Chengyang was staying at his own home.
At the ticket gate, Chengyang took the suitcase over.
The two of them walked all the way from the parking place, and a lot of flying snowflakes fell on their hair.
Chengyang raised his eyes and noticed that Sheyan's hair was slightly white. He leaned over gently and stroked away the white snowflakes on Sheyan's hair.
Sheyan pulled Chengyang's loose scarf closer.
"I'll send you a text message when we get there." Chengyang said with a smile.
"be safe."
What Sheyan really wanted to say in his heart was to let Chengyang stay, but he knew that, at least not yet.
"I know." Chengyang nodded.
He suddenly took a small step forward, leaned forward, and kissed Sheyan.
People were coming and going at the station, and many people noticed this scene. Some even took pictures of the scene with their mobile phones.
In the snowflakes, two handsome people kissed each other. They were both very beautiful, more vivid and real than the people in the picture album.
This kiss was not a gentle kiss, but a more intense kiss.
When Chengyang got on the high-speed train later, the heat on his cheeks seemed to have not completely dissipated.
He didn't know why he kissed her suddenly, as if he saw the reluctance and nostalgia in the man's expression, but it felt really good.
The feeling of kissing the person you like, Chengyang turned his head and looked at the car window, his shadow was reflected in the glass, he touched his lips with his fingers, smiling happily as he recalled the kiss just now.
There are photos of them kissing on the phone. Chengyang asked for them from a little girl who photographed them.
Chengyang chose one and set it directly as the wallpaper on his phone.
There are quite a few relatives in Chengyang's family, but they don't move around much. The elders don't have a normal relationship with each other, but some of the younger generations interact frequently.
When it was time to go back, Chengyang also told his cousin Meng Qu that he had come back before.
Because Chengyang joked earlier that he didn't come back alone. Although he later said it was a joke, Meng Qu still felt a little uneasy. After confirming again that it was really just Chengyang and no one else, he finally felt relieved.
Chengyang dragged his luggage to his room. The door was not closed and the phone call could be heard outside. Chengyang sent a text message to Sheyan saying that he had arrived home.
Sheyan was probably busy over there and didn't reply to Chengyang right away. Chengyang put down his phone, packed his luggage and squatted down. When he was getting up, the baby in his belly moved. Chengyang looked back at the door. His parents were outside, so he gently stroked his belly to make the baby behave.
Chengyang took out the clothes in his suitcase and came back to stay for a week. He didn't bring many clothes with him. However, these clothes were all bought by Sheyan and Shefu. When he packed them, Chengyang didn't think of it. Now that he took them out, suddenly, Realizing this problem, these brands are not sold in this small county.
His parents probably wouldn't notice this problem. Just in case, Chengyang went to the drawer to find some and cut off the brand logo on the back collar.
The temperature at home is relatively low. Although there is an air conditioner in the room, it is rarely used in winter. Chengyang does not turn on the air conditioner, so he wears a thick down jacket at home.
At dinner in the evening, my parents asked about Chengyang's studies and part-time job, and Chengyang said they were pretty good.
"Have you ever thought about taking the postgraduate entrance examination?" His father put down his chopsticks and asked Chengyang.
Chengyang shook his head directly: "No."
In his current major, there is no need to take the postgraduate entrance examination.
"There are relatively few courses in the senior year. You can spend time looking at information related to the civil service exam." Cheng's father hopes that Chengyang will take the civil service exam and work for the country, always being more stable.
"Yeah, I'll take a look."
Chengyang plays an obedient and sensible child in front of his parents.
What the parents say, he does.
It's just that this time, while he said so, what he was thinking in his heart was exactly the opposite.
He can no longer pursue the kind of life he wants to live like before, instead of completely accepting the arrangements of his parents.
"... If you meet a girl you like, you can also try to date her."
My mother, who had been eating without speaking, suddenly spoke.
Chengyang's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately looked at his mother, and found that there was nothing unusual in her expression. He was secretly relieved. He thought his mother had discovered his homosexuality.
That's why he was allowed to date girls.
Father Cheng followed up and said, "Your cousin already has a girlfriend. As a cousin, you should also work hard."
"We don't have any special requirements, as long as the other person is kind." Kindness and good moral character.
Chengyang lowered his eyes, looked at the rice in his bowl, and hummed lightly.
Meng Qu's family celebrates the New Year on twenty-eight, and they are related to Chengyang's family, so they invite Chengyang to their home to celebrate the New Year. Chengyang's parents discussed it, so they celebrated the New Year on twenty-nine, and let Meng Qu's family celebrate the New Year as well. They spend the New Year together here.
After returning home, Chengyang has been in contact with his cousin on his mobile phone. They are considered a family. Chengyang and his parents got up early, changed their clothes and went downstairs. They bought some New Year's goods in a nearby supermarket and rushed to Meng. Musician.
There are four people in Meng Qu's family, and his grandma lives with them. However, grandma is old and sometimes can't remember people clearly.
When Chengyang and the others arrived, Meng Qu's father went out to buy vegetables, and Meng Qu was sitting in the living room peeling garlic.
The door was open, and when he heard footsteps, Meng Qu put down the garlic, stood up, and went to the door to pick up someone.
Mengqu's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, also came out soon after. She smiled and asked a few people to sit down wherever they wanted. There were melon seeds and peanuts on the table, so they could eat whatever they wanted.
After Meng Qu called his elders, his eyes turned to his cousin. The two looked at each other for a moment, feeling a tacit understanding.
I was making braised fish at noon, so I needed more garlic. Chengyang sat on the sofa and helped peel the garlic. His mother also went to the kitchen to help.
"...You won't stay too long when you come back this time?" He came back on the 27th, so Meng Qu had reason to think that Chengyang, who was in love, probably wanted to be with Sheyan more.
Just like Meng Qu, he wants to be with his girlfriend more.
Chengyang lowered his eyebrows, his slender and curled eyelashes stained with gentleness. He did not raise his eyes and nodded gently, with clear outlines and smooth lines on his profile.
Meng Qu had always known that this cousin had outstanding looks. It seemed that because of his love, there seemed to be love in his eyes at all times.
"You really decided to take this path and you don't regret it at all?"
Meng Qu still had a glimmer of hope.
Chengyang shook his head, and when he raised his eyes, his expression was firmer than ever.
"There is something I can't tell you right now. When the time comes one day, I will tell you. If there is no such thing, maybe I will consider it carefully, but it is impossible now."
It was a temporary new life, conceived by him. When Chengyang thought about the future birth of his child and calling him daddy when he grew up, he would not hold back at all for that moment.
"Since your attitude is so firm, I support you, brother, as long as you feel good about it."
Meng Quguang looked at Chengyang seriously, thinking in his heart that if his cousin is such a good and kind person, fate will naturally treat him favorably.
"Thank you." Chengyang was grateful for Meng Qu's recognition and support.
If the other party was blindly opposed, he would not make changes because of it, but Meng Qu could choose to support him, which was not meaningless to Chengyang.
After peeling the garlic, Chengyang's mother brought out some vegetables for the two brothers to pick.
Meng Qu's father went out to buy groceries and bought a pair of Spring Festival couplets on the way, but he forgot to buy a drink. Meng Qu volunteered to buy some, took the money, and ran downstairs quickly.
The matter of pasting Spring Festival couplets naturally fell on young Chengyang.
A stool was moved from the house, Chengyang stepped on it, took the glued Spring Festival couplets, and carefully pasted them on both sides of the door.
Chengyang was wearing a long, loose down jacket, so if you didn't look carefully, you couldn't tell that her belly was pregnant.
After pasting the Spring Festival couplets on both sides, Chengyang took the horizontal scroll in the middle and pasted it directly above.
Several elders stood inside and outside the door watching Chengyang post Spring Festival couplets. Chengyang suddenly thought of the man in another city far away.
The man wanted to hold him even as he walked up the stairs, fearing that he would lose his footing. If Sheyan was here now and saw him standing on the stool, he must have a handsome face that would sink him to the bottom of his face.
Hesitantly, Chengyang raised his hands to post the Spring Festival couplets, and his clothes lifted up a little. His aunt's sharp eyes noticed that Chengyang's belly seemed to be a little bulging.
When Chengyang got off the stool, his aunt's hand directly touched Chengyang's belly.
Chengyang was startled at that time and his reaction was a bit big.
The aunt looked confused and didn't know why Chengyang was so surprised.
"Yangyang, have you been suffering from bloating recently?" Auntie directly thought that Chengyang had indigestion, which caused the bulge in the abdomen.
Chengyang's expression changed a bit, and his heart was in his throat, fearing that his aunt would see something. When his aunt finished asking this question, Chengyang swallowed hard.
He nodded immediately and followed his aunt's words: "Yes, a little."
"Auntie has medicine for flatulence here. Just wait and I'll look for it for you." Auntie said and turned around to look for stomach medicine in the drawer under the TV.
After finding the medicine, her aunt directly handed it to Chengyang.
"Have breakfast. You can take one pill now."
Chengyang was a little overwhelmed by her aunt's concern. The other party even gave Chengyang a cup of hot water, and then stared at Chengyang. Her gesture was clearly to see Chengyang take the medicine in person.
Chengyang took two pills, put them in his mouth, took a sip of water, raised his head and swallowed.
Water flowed from the corner of his mouth. Chengyang took out a tissue to wipe his mouth, but at the same time, Chengyang spit out the two pills that he had not swallowed at all on the tissue. When no one noticed, he turned his hands and squeezed them into a ball. Thrown into the trash can.
Both families spent the New Year at each other's home, and on New Year's Eve, each spent the New Year's Eve at their own home.
From time to time, you can hear people setting off firecrackers. On this day when the whole country is reunited, there are lights and colorful lights everywhere, filled with laughter and laughter.
After lunch, Chengyang packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash dishes. When he was with Sheyan, it was difficult for him to step into the kitchen.
He didn't seem to realize it before, but they were suddenly separated. Chengyang could see the man's love for him in every detail of his life.
After washing the dishes, Chengyang rinsed his hands and walked to the living room. He didn't put his phone on him and put it in the bedroom.
Entering the bedroom, Chengyang picked up his phone and as soon as he opened it, two messages popped up.
The first one is 'I'm coming'.
The second item is 'next to the canteen across from your house downstairs'.
Chengyang knew every word, but together, Chengyang was confused.
I'll come over
Where
In his house, Sheyan came here
Chengyang couldn't believe it. His expression changed with shock. He ran out of the bedroom, ran to the living room, went to the balcony and looked downstairs.
At this glance, Chengyang unexpectedly saw a familiar face.
People were coming and going around him. The man was wearing simple casual clothes, but his handsome and cold face could easily attract people's attention in an instant.
Many pedestrians couldn't help but look at Sheyan when they passed by him.
In their small county, it seems that there are really not many people with such outstanding temperament.
Chengyang's heart was pounding, as if it was about to jump out of his throat at any moment.
His parents were still watching TV in the living room, and Chengyang was holding on to the balcony with his fingers. He was afraid that his parents would know that he and Sheyan were together, but he couldn't wait to get in front of his man immediately.
Chengyang lowered his head and entered a message on his mobile phone. Most people nearby knew him. He asked Sheyan to drive to the next street and he would be there in a moment.
Chengyang didn't dare to move too much. Although he wanted to wave to Sheyan, he could only endure it for the time being.
Chengyang turned around and went back to the living room. He didn't know what the expression on his face was this time. It was a kind of restrained joy, mixed with a little fear and worry.
He tried to act calm. A high school classmate from Chengyang and his parents came to see him and asked him to go out.
Knowing that Chengyang was not a liar, his parents did not have the slightest suspicion and allowed Chengyang to bring his classmates to sit at home.
Chengyang put on a scarf, changed his shoes at the door, took his phone and keys and quickly went out.
Of course, Chengyang knew that car. As soon as he saw the car, he immediately quickened his pace. Without thinking that there was no one around who knew him, he opened the door and Chengyang sat straight in.
Before he could sit firmly, an arm next to him clasped the back of Chengyang's neck, and then a familiar breath entered Chengyang's mouth.
The man kissed her hard. It was only a few days since they last met, but Sheyan felt that a long time had passed.
His parents and stepmother had already gone on their honeymoon, and this year he was suddenly alone. A feeling called loneliness enveloped him in an instant. It was an emotion that Sheyan had never experienced before.
It seemed like every minute was an unspeakable torture, so Sheyan drove directly to Chengyang's hometown. It was not difficult to find Chengyang's home address.
Finally he held his lover in his arms, and Sheyan couldn't put it down because of his soft lips.
I want to keep kissing like this.
The car window glass is single-sided, so the inside can be seen outside, but the outside cannot see inside.
The two kissed for a long time. When they separated, Chengyang's face was red, his mouth was even redder, and it was even a little swollen.
His clothes were torn open by Sheyan. Sheyan straightened the clothes for Chengyang and rubbed his lover's hair. Sheyan sat back and without saying anything else, he started the car and drove off like that.
Pedestrians and various scenery on the street quickly backed up, not knowing where they would go next. Sheyan didn't say anything, and Chengyang didn't ask. Sitting with his lover like this, the other person was within reach, facing each other. To me, it is a kind of satisfaction.
The two of them sat in the car and wandered around this small county town without destination for a long time. Later, Sheyan sent Chengyang back to the downstairs of his house.
Chengyang suddenly grabbed Sheyan's hand, his eyes blazing.
Sheyan only took a moment to vaguely figure out what Chengyang was planning to do.
He grabbed Chengyang's wrist and shook his head at Chengyang.
The timing was not good. He was empty-handed and had not prepared any gifts. He saw Chengyang was so happy and didn't like that this happiness could die unexpectedly.
Sheyan leaned over and kissed Chengyang on the forehead.
"You're not ready yet, okay next time?"
Chengyang's eyes were slightly red, and he opened his mouth to speak. He was afraid that the sound coming out would sound like crying, so he pursed his lips again.
Sheyan kissed Chengyang's lips again, with a hint of comfort in his expression.
Sheyan watched Chengyang slowly walk upstairs and stayed silently for a while downstairs of Chengyang's house. When a message came on his phone, he opened the message and stared at it for a few seconds. Sheyan's eyes were filled with tenderness.
After staying for less than three hours, Sheyan drove away. Here, Chengyang returned to the house. His father had gone out, and his mother was alone at home. She was watching a news program. When Chengyang came back, he just looked calm. After taking a look, Chengyang turned around and entered the bedroom. He sat in front of the desk and slowly lay down.
The mother noticed something was wrong with her son, so she opened the door and went in. Chengyang lay motionless. The mother walked over. Chengyang heard his mother's footsteps. He straightened up and turned his head to look up, his eyes a little red.