Has anyone ever felt this way, full of anger and rage flooding into the sky, very angry and powerless.
At that stall, he doesn't even care about anything.
Wu Fuyu deliberately used language to slander and hurt him with an alpha standard.
Wishing to crush him into the dust, Wu Fuyu was destroying his self-confidence, so that it would be more convenient for his purpose.
But it's clear that those emotions are like tiny molecules that want to burst their brains.
Gu Xi quickly found a corner and kicked the wall, bang dong dong, continuously.
There are words in his mouth: "You are dirty, you are dirty! You are 10,000 times dirtier than me!"
I don't know how many ex-girlfriends there are, cucumbers are all scrapped! Also say me, I let you say!
Gu Feng was awakened by this surging emotion, and saw the picture in his memory: Oh, and he said that I was impulsive~
Gu Xi: If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb!
The real murderer.
OK.
It is rare for the main character to be so angry. The five lucky fish looked careless and mindless, and it was really sharp when it came to troubles.
Gu Xi kicked a few times, but instead kicked his toes and sat down on the steps dejectedly.
Gu Xi's breathing went from slightly short to gentle, watching the grass beside his feet stretch out his hand and tug at it.
He took out his mobile phone, saw the caller ID above, and touched the word Rongjing.
After the meeting, I directly dialed the number I thought I would never call again.
Wu Hanqi's voice came from the other side: "Have you encountered difficulties?"
The opening sentence of this sentence is familiar from time to time, and it is somewhat similar to Rong Jing, but Gu Xi can distinguish the difference between the two from the beginning.
Not different, completely different.
It is inappropriate to compare Jung Kyung to anyone.
Gu Xi re-edited the story just now, and it turned into Wu Fuyu who asked him for nothing, and was accidentally attacked by him. He may have suffered a little injury, but he will recover after a period of cultivation, and expressed his strong apology. , I hope to be responsible for all subsequent medical expenses.
"Your omega can hurt him, it's not you, but him." Wu Hanqi disagreed, "He should be ashamed."
In Wu Hanqi's eyes, if he loses outside, his son's skills are not as good as others.
An a was attacked by an o, and the attack was successful. Those special trainings were all in vain.
Useless guy, how dare you shout for revenge? Wu Hanqi felt ashamed.
Gu Xi remembered that day when the light rain continued. He broke free from the handcuffs at the cost of bloody hands, wrapped the wound with a torn sheet, and jumped from the second floor of the villa by breaking the glass.
As long as he can escape, he doesn't care about the injury at all.
Until now, the fractured ankle still recurs on rainy days. The long soreness penetrated deep into the bone marrow, constantly reminding him of how many terrifying days and nights he had spent.
At that time, he deliberately ran towards the sparsely populated place. He didn't know where his way was, but he only knew that he had to keep walking until Chu Yang couldn't find it.
He didn't dare to walk on the main road, the goal was too obvious, and he would be arrested before he went far. He ran into the woods.
I don't know how long I ran, and I lay down on the muddy ground.
The rain sparsely fell on his body, and in his hazy vision, he saw a pair of shiny handmade leather shoes walking towards him in the rain, and picked him up.
"found it."
At that time, Gu Xi was in despair.
He passed out like this, and when he woke up again, he appeared in the hospital. Then he met his greatest savior in this life, Wu Hanqi.
There was a moment when Gu Xi was very grateful to Wu Hanqi. At that time, he was still young and his thoughts were naive.
At that time, while Wu Hanqi appeased him, he asked the Chu family to do a mental appraisal for Chu Yang.
After everything was settled, Wu Hanqi gave him a support contract.
Wu Hanqi sat on the head of the bed, his brows full of dullness, and said, "You are too dangerous in terms of appearance and pheromone. The world can't protect you, but I can, maybe you need it."
Wu Hanqi gave him three days to think about it, no matter from which point of view, there is a degree of advance and retreat that can make any omega's heart move.
The existence of Wu Hanqi has subverted Gu Xi's impression of Beta. It is an extremely excellent Beta who can make any gender surrender.
Gu Xi didn't answer.
It is also impossible to agree, either a or b.
He is his own, and no one should try to imprint him on him.
All he had left was this dignity.
There are too many doubts in Wu Hanqi, and he will not believe it.
"I won't tell Chu Yang, please don't worry, and I hope you will tell them that I hope not to disturb my life again."
At that time, Gu Xi said something like that.
The superficial meaning is that you saved me, and I decided not to tell him, which is the price I paid, so don't make me feel that I owe you favor.
What Wu Hanqi admires about Gu Xi is this calm self-love.
Endured many difficulties, but this omega never lost himself.
Rongjing's dressing room is not very far from the bathroom. This filming location was surrounded by the crew, and there was almost no one around.
He didn't get through when he called Gu Xi, because Wu Fuyu was on set, so he was a little worried.
Gu Xi didn't answer the phone, and his anxiety deepened.
Hearing the familiar shouting, in a hurry, he casually put on his clothes and rushed over.
Seeing Wu Fuyu who was half-kneeling and curled up, he secretly said something was wrong. Seeing that there were already staff coming here, Rong Jing dragged Wu Fuyu, who was groaning in pain, and took him to the utility room next to him. Fu Yu was in a cold sweat, and he didn't care who pulled him, so he just shouted, "Quick, call me a doctor!"
There was no response from above.
Only then did Wu Fuyu look up and realize that it was Rong Jing, and for a moment even forgot the pain.
Rong Jing looked very cold, as cold as a knife, the kind that kills with a knife.
Wu Fuyu noticed the murderous look in Rong Jing's eyes and realized that it was not good, but it was too late to escape, and saw Rong Jing raised his knees and hit Wu Fuyu's stomach with a swift and powerful blow!
Wu Fuyu knew that he had to say something to stop Rong Jing's attack power at this time: "Enough is enough, Rong Jing!"
Rong Jing continued to throw his fists, and asked continuously, "What did you do to him?"
"You bullied him?"
"how dare you!?"
I can't wait to hold the person in the palm of my hand, why do you bully.
Just because you are the original attack
"Bah, what am I doing to him! Look at me like this, who is bullying who!?" When he met Rong Jing, Wu Fuyu's momentum instantly dropped by 30%.
What kind of eyes does Rong Jing look at? Gu Xi's omega is not so easy to bully, right
How could Rong Jing believe it? It was obvious that he was bullying people like this.
"It just kicked you, who are you pretending to see?" It's too exaggerated to be so painful.
Rong Jing's slightly contemptuous eyes made Wu Fuyu look up in anger: "Who is pretending, who is pretending! I hurt like this, you are still gloating, you are still not human! The bastard brought it, what kind of attitude do you have!" Do you know how ruthless that Gu Xi's feet are, he must have practiced it!
Wu Fuyu completely lost all his calculations in front of Gu Xi, and was full of heartbreak. Why didn't he see his goodness at all.
Rong Jing really couldn't understand what medicine was sold in this fish gourd: "What are you doing for me?"
"Bullshit, of course..." I want to pursue you!
Shit, I can't say that!
"Forget it, you call a doctor for me right away! I want the private one!" Being kicked in this kind of place will make a ghost go to the hospital, which is a shame.
There were other people's inquiries outside the door, and it seemed that they heard the screams just now.
Rong Jing directly covered Wu Fuyu's mouth with his hand, and then threatened: "The private doctor can give it to you, but today's matter..."
In order to ensure the health of his younger brother, Xie Ling arranged a medical team in the crew, and the attending doctor was one of the family physicians of the Xie family.
Wu Fuyu roared, "Forget it, forget it, I don't care anymore!"
Rong Jing was a little unconvinced: "You really don't care?"
Wu Fuyu was about to vomit blood, but he knew that targeting Gu Xi at this time would only be detrimental to himself.
After quickly calculating the gains and losses, Wu Fuyu said unwillingly, "Yes!"
It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge.
That little goblin, wait.
Who doesn't want to eat Tang monk meat, will you change it seventy-two
"I told you, don't protect him like that." Seeing that Rong Jing was about to leave, Wu Fuyu added, "He is much more dangerous than you think!" Gu Xi looked at Jiyue Qingfeng, maybe he was more evil than him in his bones.
What responded to him was Rong Jing's sneer, and he didn't believe it at all.
Rong Jing believed that no one knew Gu Xi better than him, who let him read the original.
Gu Xi is simple and tenacious. When he was reading novels, Rong Jing admired it very much, so when he discovered he, he was particularly unacceptable and didn't read it.
After reading through the book, I was involuntarily attracted. Everyone is in danger, only Gu Xi is impossible.
Wu Fuyu came over in a flamboyant manner, but left in a hurry, hunched over, completely inconsistent with his uncle's style.
But at this moment, he didn't care, he took the family doctor of Xie's family, got into the sports car outside, and drove all the way back to Cheryl.
By the way, I sent a message to Xie Jisheng: If you don't come back, your little rose will fall into someone else's hands.
Oh, he promised that he would do it regardless.
However, that doesn't mean he doesn't do anything else. Gu Xi is coveted by countless people, and any bomb can kill you.
Let you unite to bully Lao Tzu!
"Ow, oooo! Hurry up, show me!" Wu Fuyu tearfully pulled the family doctor to touch down.
Family doctors have only served normal people, and I have never seen someone like Wu Fuyu who has to take off his pants when he gets into the room.
With good medical ethics, he can only look at other people's injuries without a word, and inexplicably feels that the omega who kicked him did a good job.
Just kicked in the wrong place, you should kick your brain.
Gu Xi had enough wind here, so he called Rong Jing back.
I was going to explain what I just did. Although it caused a lot of trouble, it has been solved.
But I heard Rong Jing say that Wu Fuyu won't come to the crew for a short time, let him not be afraid, if the guy comes up again, call him immediately.
Until now, Rong Jing has not found out, who is Wu Fuyu's real target
Gu Xi was stunned and wanted to laugh, not knowing how to return to Rongjing, so he could only hold back his laughter and hummed.
Without the influence of external forces, they returned to the strange way of getting along before, and the two fell silent.
Gu Xi took the initiative to change the subject: "How are your classmates?"
In fact, Gu Xi didn't have a good impression of Rong Jing's classmates. He had seen the forum. But the person named Lu Jin, looking at that state, reminded Gu Xi of who he used to be, because he was too stimulated.
"It's not very good. I'm going to take him to the psychiatrist to have a look."
"You still have a play in the afternoon, so don't ask for leave. I happen to have someone I know. I'll take him there." Gu Xi saw the psychiatrist's urging text message. Really should go. This psychiatrist is a senior at the same school as his younger brother Gu Yue, and was recommended to him by his younger brother, a person who strictly keeps other people's secrets.
In the past few years, Gu Xi has also been visiting him here, but since meeting Rong Jing, Gu Xi has not been there for a long time.
"This is too much trouble for you." Rong Jing's eyes were a little blurry. He had been busy with the show all night recently, and he thought it was caused by his lack of sleep.
"No trouble, it's my apprentice." Anyway, he was going to go, and if he didn't go, he would be escorted by Guan Hongyi.
Gu Xi is like a ball filled with pressure and self-loathing. As time goes by, it gets more and more drums. Wu Fuyu's words accelerated his psychological pressure.
But he doesn't want to pass on his negative emotions to others. He has always been bright and energetic on Weibo, and no one knows what he has experienced.
In front of Rong Jing, although there is not much of his image left, he still hopes that he can be better in Rong Jing's heart.
After filming today's scene, Gu Xi made an appointment with Xiao Ming, a psychiatrist, and took Lu Jin to the clinic with Mo Dian.
There are ten well-known psychiatrists in the clinic who jointly open this clinic. Just like some small hospitals, they need to register and wait to be called, which looks very formal.
Because there was an appointment in advance, when they got in, Xiao Ming first conducted the simplest inspection for Lu Jin.
Xiao Ming is young, promising and handsome, and is a very well-known authority in this field.
It was initially judged that Lu Jin had claustrophobia, and there might be other problems, and he recommended another attending doctor who was better at this for Gu Xi.
Gu Xi didn't know what Lu Jin had gone through, but thinking that it was all caused by Wu Fuyu, his mood became more and more gloomy.
He was a little restless, wanting to do something, always very uneasy.
"Sit down, I went to see your brother Gu Yue on a business trip. He asked me to bring something for you. You can take it back together later."
Gu Xi nodded, seeing the news from Rong Jing, he immediately returned a message about the time to go back.
"I don't want to ask you why you haven't come over for several consultations now, but you can't stop taking your medicine. Do you want your depression to worsen again?" Xiao Ming is very gentle. You can tell from his appearance that most psychiatrists are very gentle when they work. Considerate.
But at the same time, they are also very used to seeing people's hearts.
Gu Xi didn't say everything, for example, he didn't tell anyone about Gu Feng's existence.
Xiao Ming is a senior whom his younger brother admires, and out of trust, Gu Xi himself respects him very much.
It takes a long time to develop a proper doctor-patient relationship. As a patient, he must first establish the most basic trust relationship with the doctor, otherwise he will not reveal anything. Once trust collapses, it can be fatal for patients with mental illness.
Gu Xi watched as the sky darkened at some point outside, and the haze hanging in the air made him a little reluctant to speak.
He sat on the sofa, looking paler and quieter, his fair skin like a transparent glass cup.
"The medicine is still there, it hasn't stopped." Gu Xi said in a low voice.
"Is it in a bad mood? Can you talk to me?" The soft voice made Gu Xi calm down.
"I feel bad." Gu Xi covered his head and said slowly.
Talking about his recent state, talking about the rose incident, talking about what happened on the plane, and talking about the alpha's slander today.
Only the part of Rong Jing, let's hide it, it is his treasure, and he doesn't want to be discovered by others.
In order to make it easier for Gu Xi to relax, the two of them went to the lounge next to them. The lounge has a vr projection and 5D mode. When the lights are turned off, you can feel that you are in the ocean, and you can hear the gentle sound of waves lapping in your ears. , such white noise makes people very comfortable.
The patient's condition is different, and different scenarios can also be switched at any time.
This is also the place where Gu Xi often comes. When he was too nervous before, or when his condition worsened, he would take a short rest with the help of Xiao Ming.
Just lying down, when he was about to close his eyes, Gu Xi heard a voice.
[When will I let you know that I love you, I love you like crazy. ]
[Do you know that I stayed in the country because of you. ]
[My Sleeping Beauty, how good you are sleeping like this, I want to do whatever I want to you. ]
[Gu Xi, take a look at this humble man in front of you... ]
Gu Xi suddenly opened his eyes and looked horribly at the gentle man in front of him.
He wanted to ask when it started.
But, is there any need to ask
Xiao Ming became more and more gentle, and his eyes were full of Gu Xi: "What's wrong?"
"I..." Gu Xi pressed his tingling heart, and was so stimulated that he felt a little dizzy, "I remembered that there was still a platform to go, I forgot about it just now, it's almost too late."
His trust was unstoppable.
Every time he feels the greatest malice in the world, he sometimes doesn't even know what to believe.
God is deliberately playing him, right
Xiao Ming stopped him from going to the door, Gu Xi looked extremely calm.
Helplessly persuaded: "Gu Yue wants to know that you don't receive treatment, and blame my senior for not taking good care of you."
Gu Xi: "I will tell him myself."
Does Gu Yue know your original face
He didn't want to stay here, and at the thought of three years of psychotherapy, the truth was, he didn't want to stay here.
It turned out that Fang Juelian was not an exception, the world was so strange, why did these alphas have to revolve around him, what was he good enough to make them approach him like crazy.
It's not an illusion, he has been in the swamp, the more he struggles, the deeper he sinks.
Perhaps, he never came out of hell.
Seeing that Gu Xi insisted on leaving, Xiao Ming had to stop the treatment and just dispensed medicine for him, so that he must come for a follow-up consultation when he was free, and if the condition worsened, the medicine should be changed.
Gu Xi nodded, it seemed no different from usual, and did not attract Xiao Ming's attention.
At this time, Lu Jin was also optimistic, got into the car, and after Gu Xi asked about Lu Jin's situation, he asked Mo Dian to change him to another hospital.
Mo Dian asked carefully: "Gu Xi, what's wrong with you?"
Gu Xi smiled indifferently: "I'm fine."
It's just that I don't want to see a psychiatrist again in my life.
I'd rather be a lunatic than be treated by a lunatic.
The second time he was stimulated, except for the initial blow, Gu Xi behaved very calmly.
This kind of calm, like a mountain rain is coming.
He seemed to be numb, and he looked the same as usual, cold and indifferent, and in the mood to tease Rong Jing with emojis.
When Rong Jing arrived at night, he saw Gu Xifa's arrival news, accompanied by a cute emoji, and couldn't help laughing.
After looking at Muli's backstage again, I felt relieved.
Checking Gu Xi's safety gradually became Rong Jing's habit of coming through books.
It was gloomy outside today, even at night, there were no stars, and the wind was raging.
Jung Kyung was a little restless, he always felt that he had forgotten some information, maybe something related to the plot.
When I went out to close the window, I heard a thumping sound, very light, like the sound of something hitting metal.
Stick your head out, not below.
Looking up, a pair of feet appeared.
Rong Jing: "!"
What the hell! ? In the big night, who scare people!
Taking a closer look, it was actually Gu Xi.
Gu Xi was sitting on the railing of the balcony, holding a can of beer in his hand, his legs swaying like this.
The shaking Rong Jing's heart trembled.
Wait, Gu Xi, what's the matter, we can discuss it!
Gu Xi didn't find him, and Rong Jing was worried that if there was a little trouble, the man would be startled and fall off.
Pacing back and forth in the room, he couldn't think of any good way to persuade Gu Xi to come down.
In the end, Zhou You can only go to the corridor to check if there are any reporters. After confirming that there are no reporters, let Zhou You go back first. Rong Jing admits that he brazenly came to the door of Mo Dian's room.
Mo Dian was ready to rest, and was surprised to see Rong Jing.
"You, what's the matter with you?"
"Give me the key card to Gu Xi's room." Go straight in.
"what!?"
What are you going to do, what do you want to do, what are you going to do!
To give or not to give!
Rong Jing is not an ordinary alpha, and the effect of this kind of goddamn request is different.
He was very afraid of Rong Jing at first, but after this period of contact, he also discovered something incredible. Maybe, probably, maybe they, Gu Xi, have some ideas about this guy, this alpha seems to be a goddamn straight a, the kind that can't be moved no matter what.
"Or I can ask him if I want it myself, he should give it, right?" With the half-dark lights in the corridor, Rong Jing's smile looked different.
Mo Dian still doesn't want to give it, Gu Xi is surrounded by hungry wolves, who knows if Rong Jing has changed his mind.
Rong Jing can only be hard: "Hurry up, it will be too late if you don't give it!"
Rong Jing deliberately made things more serious, although he was really worried that he was going to be late, Gu Xi jumped up...
I can't think of it, as soon as Rong Jing was anxious, it showed a little on the face.
Seeing Rong Jing was not like a joke, Mo Dian suddenly thought of Gu Xi's strange silence after leaving the clinic in the afternoon. In the past, after going to the clinic, Gu Xi looked relatively calm and peaceful, but today it is as cold as an iceberg.
In addition, he also requested to change clinics very abnormally. In the past, Gu Xi trusted Dr. Xiao very much.
After getting the door card, Rong Jing gently opened the door, and asked Mo Dian who came over to wait outside first. It was easy to make noise when there were too many people.
Gu Xi didn't realize that someone had entered the room, he was drinking fruit wine, and there were already more than a dozen empty wine jars on the balcony.
That scene seemed to overlap with that play.
Rong Jing stared at Gu Xi's back in the dark, so lonely that it hurts his heart.
In the play, Shao Hua suffered multiple betrayals, so what about Gu Xi.
Gu Xi never expected that people would enter the room at this time.
He's not a good drinker, and the effects of alcohol have reduced his acuity.
He drank and laughed.
Smile and laugh, water droplets drip from the chin to the back of the hand.
Suddenly, a force yanked him down.
The connected people rolled to the ground together, and the bodies of the two were infinitely close in the chaos.
Gu Xi's mood has collapsed to a critical point, at this time he will be detonated by any stimulation.
The moment he noticed the alpha's breath, he had already reached his psychological limit, his eyes were full of vicious anger, which alpha would still want to come.
I'm going to pull you into the water even if I'm dead!
Until he smelled a familiar breath, he counterattacked.
Gu Xi's expression changed from dazed to heartbreaking loneliness.
He placed his hands near Rong Jing's head and straddled it.
Looking condescendingly, seeing Rong Jing's face clearly.
In an instant, the accumulated tears fell on Rong Jing's face one by one.
Those tears, as if with a scalding temperature.
Hot to the apex of Rong Jing's heart.
Rong Jing raised his hand in a panic, wanting to wipe his tears, but Gu Xi grabbed the palm of his hand and kissed gently on his fingers.
Rong Jing lost his expression control in shock and looked at the omega above.
Gu Xi's hand touched Rong Jing's well-defined face, and in the gust of wind, he was like a sea monster, charming the world.
Rong Jing stared at him in the wind, unable to move for a long time.
On the top of the mountain in the distance, a stout lightning bolt fell.
Gu Xi breathed out lightly: "Don't move."
Rong Jing.
you are done.
You are really done.
I have given you so many chances to leave me, but you have to bump into it.
If you don't go, then don't go.
Tonight, you have no chance to go back.
In a trance, I remembered Gu Feng's self-righteous analysis of his heart.
You are afraid of no results, so you cut off further possibilities from the start.
You are afraid of so many things, why don't you try to accept it honestly and accept an imperfect self.
At this moment, the pressure accumulated over a long period of time, coupled with Wu Fuyu's stimulation, the truth of the three-year medical treatment became the last straw, which completely overwhelmed Gu Xi.
The already tormented ball finally exploded, sparks flying everywhere.
want you.
Together with my soul, I want you.
Gu Xi felt the heat in his glands, obeying his deepest desire, and attached himself to Rong Jing's chest.
Rong Jing was strongly stimulated and snorted softly almost irresistibly.
Soon the extremely sweet pheromone swept over the mind.
No, this seems to be 10,000 bottles of Erguotou.