"Because I want to confess to you," he said.
Lin Jiayin's heart twitched, and for the first time, she didn't stop.
She should be smiling happily.
But at this moment, she wanted to escape.
No reason, no reason.
The sourness from the chest pressure surged up in an instant and stuck in her throat, causing her lips to open and close, making her unable to speak for a while.
Shen Zhan saw the movement of turning around, and grabbed her arm.
"You don't want to hear it?" The tails of the long and narrow eyes raised slightly, and the voice was deep and hoarse.
Before Lin Jiayin could answer, he exerted some force on his hand, and continued, "Listen if you don't want to."
"I was in a bad mood that day." He paused for a moment, then leveled his tone: "To be precise, it's not bad, it's really bad."
"I stood in front of Minghu Lake all night, blowing the wind, thinking about a lot of things, thinking while smoking."
"I bought two packs of cigarettes, thinking, if I haven't figured it out before I finish smoking, forget it."
Lin Jiayin pursed her lips.
Above his head was a crescent moon hanging high in the night sky, and the cold moonlight shone down. He had his back against the light, and his expression was a little unclear.
But those amber eyes are very bright, like a few lonely stars hidden.
In a certain moment, she seemed to have returned to that day, and saw him smoking silently in front of Minghu Lake.
"There are two puffs left on the last cigarette, I'm going to leave." He looked into her eyes: "And then you came."
She ran over and babbled a lot without breaking a sentence. After she finished speaking, she panted and looked at him, her cheeks were flushed with nervousness.
With bright eyes, she mustered up the courage to confess to him - "I like you so much, I like you no matter what."
He put out the cigarette and asked her, "Do you like it anyway?"
She nodded vigorously and answered loudly: "Yes!"
Later, Shen Zhan recalled this scene.
It's like a person locked in a dark prison who suddenly sees a ray of sunlight and wants to grab it and hold it in his hand.
Even if it disappears in an instant.
Even if it will be assimilated by darkness soon.
He is also selfishly possessed.
"I admit, I really didn't like you very much at first, I thought you were stupid, and even wanted to knock your head open to see what kind of waste is inside." He said.
Lin Jiayin looked at him, her throat blocked, and a muffled voice came from her chest: "I know."
That's why she was so careful, for fear that one day he would not want her.
"But I can't let go." He lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on his slightly open hand.
Lin Jiayin choked up and let out a low "huh"
"So," he paused, raised his eyebrows slowly, and returned to the careless Shen Zhan, but when he saw tears overflowing from the corners of Lin Jiayin's eyes, he frowned, "Don't cry."
Unable to understand human words, the tears slid down his cheeks and hit the ground.
He reached out and gently wiped away the tears hanging on her chin: "It's easy for others to think that I'm bullying you."
"You're bullying me." Lin Jiayin sniffed fiercely, growling in a low voice with red eyes.
It was hard for her, so wronged.
This five-year relationship finally blossomed.
"Stop crying." He whispered.
"I'm going to cry." Lin Jiayin looked at the ground, with her hands hanging by her sides, she didn't wipe her tears, and let them flow down by themselves.
Shen Zhan smiled, and let out a soft "Hey", "I'm crying now and I won't shed any tears later, I haven't officially confessed my love yet."
"..."
"It's too much for you!" Lin Jiayin raised her head and punched him with a wave.
With a lot of strength, Shen Zhan caught it with his chest out, and let out a muffled grunt.
He held her hand against her chest and wrapped it in his big palm.
"Lin Jiayin, I like you."
He looked into her eyes and spoke word by word.
"If you ask me how much I like you." He stroked her cheek.
Ask yourself and answer yourself: "I quit smoking, and I still had a dream last night."
"What did you dream, what did you dream about?" Lin Jiayin's shoulders were shaking from crying, and her words followed.
"Dreaming—" He took a step closer, bowed his head slightly, exhaled warm breath into her ear, and chuckled softly, "I'm pressing on you, and you yelled not to."
After the air was quiet for two seconds.
"Shen! Zhan!"
Lin Jiayin had sold pornographic films before, and instantly realized what was going on.
She broke free from his hand, clenched into a fist, and swung it again, drawing an arc in the air.
Properly confessing what HS he was doing, Lin Jiayin was anxious and angry.
"Isn't this the goddess in my dream?" He caught his fist again and curled his lower lip.
"You—you!" Lin Jiayin bit her lip, with tears still hanging on her face, she was speechless with anger and laughter.
"Hush." Shen Zhan raised his index finger to stick to her lips: "Although I'm not ashamed, I can't show off your boyfriend like this."
"It's pretty embarrassing," he said.
"..."
Lin Jiayin burst into tears and beat him with her fists angrily.
This time Shen Zhan didn't hold her hand, and let her beat her chest angrily.
"There is one more thing, in case you misunderstand, I have to explain." He said: "There are a lot of people who confess to me, and they will probably be able to line up to Joy City from here."
"But I just nodded to you," he went on.
Lin Jiayin stopped suddenly and looked at him.
"Could it be that you think I'm casual?" He raised his eyebrows and asked.
Lin Jiayin pursed her lips tightly.
It can't be said to be casual, what if the ray of sunshine that just came is not her
"I know what you're thinking." He placed his backhand on top of her head, "No need, my little sun."
"It can only be you, no one else can," he said.
After finishing this sentence, Shen Zhan said a few more paragraphs.
Lin Jiayin's brain was not spinning fast enough, some could understand, some half understood, and he made him cry and laugh.
It just so happened that Shen Zhan didn't let her go.
She hooked her chin lightly and asked in a lazy voice: "Crying and laughing, are you a little yellow dog?"
Lin Jiayin pushed his hand away, snorted, and turned her head away, but the corners of her mouth curled up again.
"Call twice to listen." He continued to tease her.
Lin Jiayin turned her head to the right again. If she could turn her neck 180 degrees, she would point the back of her head at him.
"Two bites are fine." Shen Zhan straightened her face, lowered his head, and kept his gaze level with hers.
Shallow breaths came to her lips.
"Two bites, okay?" The scorching gaze fell on her lips, and Lin Jiayin felt that not only her lips, but her whole body was burning hot.
He leaned over and approached her slowly.
Lin Jiayin's mind went blank, and only his thin lips, which were moistened under the cold white moonlight, were left in his sight.
Just a second before touching it, a soprano voice came from behind.
"The door is locked, if you want to go in, hurry up, the door won't open when you knock!" The housekeeper aunt shouted and looked over.
The meaning is obvious, it is them.
Lin Jiayin pushed him away: "The door is closed."
Shen Zhan hummed.
"I'm going up." Lin Jiayin said.
Shen Zhan glanced at the auntie in charge, said with his eyes to give me another two minutes, and then looked away.
"You were the one who took the initiative in this relationship from the beginning." Shen Zhan said, "If you feel wronged, we can start over."
Lin Jiayin asked, "Why do you start over?"
"Let me take the initiative and chase you again." Shen Zhan replied.
The little idiot will definitely shake his head and say no pitifully.
Unexpectedly, Lin Jiayin nodded: "Okay."
"..."
Shen Zhan pretended to be very embarrassed and said: "In this case, we must not be boyfriend and girlfriend first."
"It means we have to break up first?" Lin Jiayin understood what he meant.
Shen Zhan nodded meaningfully.
"That's it." Lin Jiayin scratched her cheek, said with deep brows after thinking, "That's fine."
"Okay? Right?" Shen Zhan raised his eyebrows and his voice drifted away.
"You made me cry once in the afternoon and again at night, and bullied me with all kinds of jokes." Lin Jiayin counted his sins with her fingers, raised her head after counting, and announced in a very serious and free-spirited tone : "Shen Zhan, let's break up."
"I'm going to dump you," she said.
Shen Zhan twitched the corner of his lower lip.
"It's useless if you don't agree. From now on, you are not my boyfriend." Lin Jiayin looked serious.
"Kiss me? Is it enough?! The door is about to close!" the dormitory aunt yelled.
"Right away!" Lin Jiayin responded, before turning around, she added: "You have to chase after me, otherwise I won't agree!"
Shen Zhan scratched his hair, his voice was a little weak: "Okay, I will chase you well."
"Goodbye." Lin Jiayin ran towards the door of the dormitory without turning her head.
Looking at the back of her trotting over, Shen Zhan felt that he was stupid.
There should be no one in the world who confessed that he lost his girlfriend...
The author has something to say: The dog is on the iron block, sister Lin is about to kill him!
But these words are from Shen Gou's heart, it's really not easy to say them from the mouth of a coquettish, doggy and teasing person like him!
I had to think about a few more plots, but I had to write a lot of words, so I'll come back tomorrow. What's more, the next chapter is really written, with some small changes, Dad, don't say I lied to you, woo woo woo, Over!