Holding You Into My Arms

Chapter 46

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Lin Jiayin opened her eyes quickly and blinked, her long and curly eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on her eyelids.

Shen Zhan stood up and took off his shirt neatly, revealing his mouth-watering perfect figure.

Lin Jiayin stared at the eight-pack abs and mermaid line with her eyes wide open, and was speechless for a long while.

Watch him unbuckle his belt and take off his pants.

Then, her clothes disappeared for some reason.

There is nothing, and my body is cold.

Lin Jiayin subconsciously hugged her arm to hide her shame.

Shen Zhan took her hand away and said with a smile, "Don't be shy at this time."

Lin Jiayin seemed dumb and couldn't utter a word, and she still had that dazed and intoxicated expression.

Shen Zhan tore away the pillow on her back, and Lin Jiayin fell down.

"You know what you look like now..." Shen Zhan pressed forward and touched the tip of her nose lightly, "Does it make me want to fuck you so much?"

Lin Jiayin shook her head in confusion.

Shen Zhan smiled, lifted her up and turned her over.

This posture awakened Lin Jiayin's bewildered brain.

"Shen Zhan..." she called out in a low voice.

Shen Zhan responded, "Huh?"

Lin Jiayin turned her head to look at him, biting her rosy lower lip with her teeth.

The light shone on her bare shoulders, as if covered with a layer of translucent glaze, porcelain white glowing.

She wanted to get up and didn't want to turn her back to him like this, but a big hot palm pinned her back, and she couldn't move even if she wanted to.

"Shen Zhan." A soft and coquettish murmur.

Shen Zhan leaned over to hold her earlobe, which was burnt blood red.

"Don't be like this, okay?" Lin Jiayin said aggrievedly.

Shen Zhan smiled and tapped his chin, thinking that she would definitely not be able to bear it the first time, so he turned him over again.

Lin Jiayin took a long breath.

But soon, that wonderful feeling made her breathless, and her mind was empty, without any thoughts.

I don't know where I am, what I'm doing, I just know that I'm in front of him, all of him.

"Call me little sun." Shen Zhan said.

"Shen... Zhan." Lin Jiayin looked into his eyes.

The warmth and tightness at the moment of entering was almost suffocating, and Shen Zhan let out a short breath comfortably.

At the same time, Lin Jiayin also snorted and grabbed his arm, her nails digging deep into the flesh.

The first rays of sunlight in the morning cast into the bedroom through the gaps in the drafty curtains, and a few beams of light passed through the air, brushing against the closed eyes and passing by.

The drooping slender eyelashes pulled out a long shadow, and Lin Jiayin opened her eyes in the sunlight.

The light was too bright, so she closed her eyes again, and opened them slowly after a while after adapting.

"Are you awake?" Shen Zhan leaned lazily on the head of the bed, looking down at the person whose head was resting on his lap.

Lin Jiayin raised her hand and rubbed her eyes.

"Does it still hurt?" he asked.

Lin Jiayin nodded, then shook her head again.

Last night it was quite painful at first, but then it went away.

"Does it hurt or doesn't it hurt?" Shen Zhan held her armpit and dragged the confused person who had just woken up, and moved the pillow behind him towards her.

Lin Jiayin was leaning against the head of the bed side by side with him. Due to the height difference, she was still a bit shorter than him.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Lin Jiayin said.

"How do you feel?" Shen Zhan asked with a smile.

Lin Jiayin turned her head and glared at him angrily.

Shen Zhan smiled: "I feel good, very good."

The thrill of being one with the person you want, skin-to-skin is a wonderful word.

I feel good, very good...

It's fine if you know it yourself, if you feel free to say it, shameless, shameless.

Lin Jiayin snorted and turned her head away from him.

pretend to be angry.

"Isn't it good?" There was a little smile in the deep voice, and the ending sound dragged on for thousands of times.

Lin Jiayin continued to remain silent and teased her again, not to mention being shameless.

"That seems to be bad." After speaking, Shen Zhan sat up, turned over unexpectedly, and pressed his elbows on the bed.

"No!" Lin Jiayin replied hastily, "...it's okay."

She couldn't say the word.

"In that case," Shen Zhan smiled, and continued, "then continue."

"Don't...don't." The voice suddenly stuck in her throat, and Lin Jiayin almost bit the skin of her mouth.

This time it felt less painful.

"Don't what? Huh?" Shen Zhan lowered his voice, "Speak."

say

She couldn't speak a word.

If you make a sound, it's not talking, it must be something else...

Shen Zhan pursed his lips and smiled, before she could respond, he was lifted up and arched forward.

Fortunately, there was a pillow to cover it, so I didn't hit my head.

Shen Zhan pulled up her arm, held it tightly in his palm, and then turned over her wrist to hold it down.

This wonderful feeling of being caught off guard and deeply possessed made her brain gradually emptied, emptied.

Empty, unable to think about anything, amidst the ups and downs of emotions, the only thought is that the person behind him is Shen Zhan.

...

Lin Jiayin found the mobile phone under the bed and it happened after 12 o'clock.

"It's almost 1 o'clock!" Lin Jiayin was shocked.

Shen Zhan leaned against the head of the bed, hummed lightly, and subconsciously went to the bedside table to get an afterthought cigarette.

Instead of cigarettes, I found a bottle of mint-flavored chewing gum.

"Me too." Lin Jiayin held out her hand to him.

Shen Zhan poured four into the palm of his hand, two for each person.

"Can you blow bubbles?" Lin Jiayin asked, chewing gum.

Shen Zhan chewed it twice quickly, and blew out a fist-sized bubble.

"You are too young, look at me." Lin Jiayin said.

Seeing her puffing her cheeks and blowing vigorously, Shen Zhan smiled inexplicably.

After three failures, Lin Jiayin finally blew out a bubble, which was bigger than the one Shen Zhan had blown just now. When she raised her chin to provoke, it burst with a bang, and she couldn't hold it for a second. The bubble covered her face.

Shen Zhan smiled and reached out to wipe off the white bubble skin.

Lin Jiayin stopped eating chewing gum, and lowered her head to play with the necklace that Shen Zhan personally put on her last night.

The sun's rays are carved into small waves that undulate around the center, and the edges and corners are smoothed for a cartoonish look.

The silver pendant was pressed against his chest, feeling a little chilly.

Lin Jiayin raised her hand to hold it in the palm of her hand, and couldn't help but recall that just now, in that position, the pendant shook at a very shameful frequency, gently patting her chest.

Couldn't bear to look at this birthday present.

But she still spread out her five fingers, taking advantage of the bright afternoon sun to observe carefully.

On the back of the pendant, that is, the side that is close to the skin|skin, two English letters are engraved.

She just saw it—it was S&L, Shen Zhan and Lin Jiayin.

Lin Jiayin subconsciously turned her head to look at Shen Zhan.

Shen Zhan said: "It is not allowed to take it off at any time."

Lin Jiayin nodded heavily.

"Get up and eat." Shen Zhan rubbed the top of her head.

Lin Jiayin asked, "Are you doing it?"

Shen Zhan said: "Going out to eat, full of warmth and thinking of lust|desire, after eating at home, then..."

"Shut up!" Lin Jiayin quickly got up and covered his mouth.

Shen Zhan took her hand away, smiled, got up and got out of bed, "Go and wash first, I'll tidy up."

Lin Jiayin looked at him for a moment—

Seven or eight balls of paper towels were thrown on the ground indiscriminately, and there was a transparent...

Lin Jiayin looked away instantly, and ran to the bedroom with her clothes in her arms.

The weather has been pretty good recently, and the afternoon sun is shining warmly on my body.

Lin Jiayin took Shen Zhan's hand and swayed back and forth, and walked slowly to the food street not far from the community.

Because Lin Jiayin suggested something light, they stopped in front of a small porridge shop.

"I'm going to compete in City A next week." Lin Jiayin scooped up a spoonful of porridge and said while blowing.

"What day of the week?" Shen Zhan asked.

Lin Jiayin thought for a while and replied, "I will go on Thursday, but I will be back early on Saturday."

She counted one, two, three with her fingers, and looked at Shen Zhan dejectedly after counting: "Three days, I won't see you for three days, I will definitely miss you."

"It just so happens that I have a competition next week, in City B." Shen Zhan said.

"It seems to be very close to City A!" Lin Jiayin happily took out her mobile phone to check the map, and immediately burst into tears after checking, "It's not close at all, and the high-speed train takes five hours."

"Well, it's not too close." Shen Zhan said.

The phone rang at this moment, Shen Zhan took the vibrating phone on the table, froze when he saw the caller ID, then turned off the mute and put it back to the original place.

"Aren't you going to answer?" Lin Jiayin asked, she saw that the note was Dad.

"I don't want to pick it up." Shen Zhan said.

"You and your dad..." Lin Jiayin hesitated, remembering Shen Zhan who was in the dark after answering the phone call in the car last night, and asked, "Is the relationship good?"

Shen Zhan was silent for a while, then nodded slightly.

Lin Jiayin pushed the bowl over and changed the subject, "Hurry up, the porridge won't taste good when it's cold."

Shen Zhan took the bowl, picked up the spoon and scooped it up. His hands paused in mid-air for a while, and he looked at the phone that was still buzzing and vibrating with the screen on.

He doesn't want to pick it up.

In fact, he knew what his father would say without answering, so he told him to visit Zhao Ye's parents.

Dad has always been a generous and upright person. He has admired his father since he was a child, and admired his unwavering integrity, but because of this integrity, he wished to send him to Zhao Ye's family as his own son.

He couldn't accept that his surname was Shen instead of Zhao.

Because he didn't want to kneel down, his father was so angry that he called him a coward who didn't dare to bear the mistakes and was not worthy of being Shen Zhishu's son.

In Dad's eyes, he seemed to have committed an unforgivable crime. He indirectly... no, in Dad's mind, he should have directly killed Zhao Ye and ruined a hopeful family.

But it is undeniable that he is Dad's son, and Dad only has him as a son, the precious son he was once proud of, so Dad fell into a painful contradiction, so Dad kept giving Zhao Ye Parents send money and houses... But they don't accept it, they don't accept it.

Perhaps the father thought that as long as Zhao Ye's parents were willing to forgive him, he would be free from pain and entanglement, and Shen Zhan could return to the son he was once proud of.

Zhao Ye's parents said they would never forgive him, and they would never die.

This is a dead question with no solution.

Dad forced him to solve it, but he didn't want to solve it at all, or he didn't need to solve it at all.

Confusion, helplessness, depression, pain... weighed heavily on him, making him breathless.

He sometimes wondered if he could untie the shackles on his body, just for a while, so that he could breathe.

Shen Zhan was silent for a while, and finally picked up the phone and walked out of the store.

He stood under the green tree, looked at the screen that had been on for a long time, and swiped his finger on it, "Dad?"

"Shen Zhan." Dad's voice was as serious as ever.

"Tell me." Shen Zhan looked at the tiny light shining on his feet through the gaps in the leaves.

Lin Jiayin put down the spoon and looked over, quietly watching his back.

At this time, Shen Zhan probably wouldn't want her to go there.

"Go home first tonight, take a few boxes of ginseng to my uncles and aunts," Shen Zhishu said.

Oh.

Sure enough.

"It's still the same sentence." Shen Zhan said.

"What?" Shen Zhishu's voice was a little angry.

"If you want to see it off, you can go there yourself." Shen Zhan looked up at the sky, the weather was fine today.

Shen Zhishu was silent for a while and suddenly spoke, with uncontrollable anger gushing out, "I'll go by myself? Shen Zhan, please figure it out for me! Whose fault is it!"

"It seems to be my fault," Shen Zhan asked in a low voice, as if his whole body was weak, "so what do you want from me?"

"Treat Zhao Ye's parents as your own biological parents and get their forgiveness," Shen Zhishu said.

"As biological parents?" Shen Zhan closed his eyes, "Then are they my biological parents or are you and my mother my biological parents? Or do I have two biological parents and two biological mothers? Here comes the question again, I Which one is closer? There must be a difference, don't you think, Dad?"

"Shen Zhan!" Dad shouted at him.

"That's it, hang up." Shen Zhan said.

The phone vibrated in the palm of his hand again, Shen Zhan's mind was messed up, and his body was irritable. He felt that the sunlight that was sprinkled on his face, shoulders, and scattered on the stone floor, which should have been bright and warm, had turned extremely dark at this moment. .

It made him feel so depressed.

He turned around and met Lin Jiayin's gaze immediately.

The gloomy sun suddenly brightened again.

"Did you answer the phone?" Lin Jiayin asked.

Shen Zhan sat down and gave a faint "hmm".

Seemingly in a bad mood, Lin Jiayin continued the previous topic: "By the way, what competition are you participating in this time?"

"Information security and confrontation technology competition." Shen Zhan read the whole name.

"I don't understand." Lin Jiayin shook her head from side to side, and smiled at him after shaking her head: "Will you miss me?"

"What do you think?" Shen Zhan asked her back.

"I don't know," Lin Jiayin smiled and shook her head, "No, I know, I know!"

"I will miss you," Shen Zhan smiled, "I will miss you very much, very much, every minute and every second."

Lin Jiayin was amused by his serious sweet talk, and warned him with her hands on her hips: "Don't lie."

"Well, I will write 'Remember to Miss Little Sun' on the chest of the team uniform, so that you can see it when you lower your head and never forget it." Shen Zhan said.

"Don't..." Lin Jiayin waved her hand, "How strange, people will definitely ask you who Little Sun is."

"Well, I guess I will ask." Shen Zhan said.

Lin Jiayin narrowed her eyes: "Then how would you answer?"

"My girlfriend." Shen Zhan said.

Lin Jiayin smiled with satisfaction.

"My light." Shen Zhan continued in a soft voice.

The author has something to say: Keep pushing: The sub-cp is indeed BL, there won't be many scenes, it will be a separate episode, and I will mark the chapters in the future and how many words there will be.