What Li Xiuqiong said again, she seemed to be unable to remember clearly, her mind was buzzing.
Walking forward with a blank mind, when he reached the intersection, the black car parked opposite was blinking.
The red light is off and the green light is on.
The pedestrians waiting beside him walked forward one after another, but Lin Jiayin froze in place.
Do nothing? Intentional murder
Even if he refuses to be saved, it cannot be equated with intentional murder, and this is just Li Xiuqiong's one-sided statement.
She believed in Shen Zhan. Although Shen Zhan always looked indifferent to everything, she knew that he was warm and gentle in his heart.
It is impossible to do nothing but die.
Lin Qingxuan frantically honked the horn across the street.
The ear-piercing sound of the whistle brought back the thoughts that had drifted far away, Lin Jiayin came back to her senses, and waved at Lin Qingxuan.
The next green light came on, and she followed the crowd.
"Why were you in a daze just now?" Seeing that she had fastened her seat belt, Lin Qingxuan stepped on the accelerator.
Lin Jiayin looked out the car window, "Nothing."
Lin Qingxuan glanced at her, shrugged, and the car drove forward smoothly.
"Didn't you buy it? I came here so soon." Lin Qingxuan asked.
Lin Jiayin hummed lightly.
In the office building, SZ is located on the eighteenth floor.
The company has just started, and Shen Zhan only rented a very small place, less than 100 square meters.
But the decoration is very nice, simple and bright. Standing in front of the huge glass wall, you can overlook the traffic-filled road, the dense pedestrians as small as ants, and the warm orange light haloed by the afterglow of the sunset.
Lin Qingxuan put the key in front of Shen Zhan's desk, and said casually, "What's wrong with your sister Lin, she's lost her mind."
Shen Zhan closed the document, twitched his fingertips forward, stood up and walked towards the glass wall.
Lin Jiayin turned her back to him, as if looking at the street scene below.
"The kid is disobedient again?" Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin turned her head, "No, they are all well-behaved."
"If you feel tired, don't go to class." Shen Zhan said.
Lin Jiayin shook her head, "Not tired."
"What's for dinner?" Shen Zhan frowned seeing that she was preoccupied and didn't tell him.
Lin Jiayin smiled at him, "Go home and eat, you do it."
"Okay, I'll do it." Shen Zhan turned around, explained to Lin Qingxuan and Lu Zhi, and then took Lin Jiayin to the supermarket to buy vegetables.
go home.
As always, Shen Zhan was in charge, and Lin Jiayin was in charge.
With two dishes and one soup, Lin Jiayin felt that they had lived together for many years.
After eating, Lin Jiayin hugged a pillow and watched TV on the sofa.
Shen Zhan came over and sat down, stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms.
"Do you want to eat?" Lin Jiayin reached out to pick up the strawberry flavored chocolate on the table.
Shen Zhan nodded slightly.
Lin Jiayin handed him a piece.
Shen Zhan didn't answer, and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Hey me."
"You don't have long hands." Lin Jiayin gave him a white look.
"Tsk, our little sun is getting more and more fierce." Shen Zhan's hands around her waist tightened, "Aren't your hands empty? I want to hug you."
Lin Jiayin smiled, crossed her legs, peeled off the candy wrapper, and fed it to him.
Shen Zhan also bit her finger as punishment.
"Tell me, what troubles did Little Sun encounter today." Shen Zhan turned his gaze to the TV screen.
The recent popular youth idol drama is staging the scene of the separation of life and death between the male and female protagonists.
Lin Jiayin was silent for a while, then tilted her head and asked, "You don't want to die, do you?"
"Why do you ask that?" Shen Zhan still stared at the screen.
The air fell into silence for a moment.
Lin Jiayin took out the remote control from behind her buttocks and turned off the TV.
"I'm sorry," she said.
Shen Zhan smiled, "Why am I so sorry all of a sudden, did I do something to upset you, your boyfriend has a strong desire to survive."
"I met that aunt today." Lin Jiayin said.
"Auntie? Which auntie?" Shen Zhan asked.
After Lin Jiayin hesitated for a moment, she decided to say, "Zhao Ye's mother."
She believed that Shen Zhan and Zhao Ye's unfortunate death was definitely a misunderstanding, and she finally found a solution to the uncomfortable feeling in her heart that she couldn't find a breakthrough when she saw Shen Zhan falling into the gloomy depression.
The shadow that hangs over him, and the broken relationship between him and his father.
"Oh, what did she tell you." Shen Zhan looked very calm.
Lin Jiayin lowered her head, wrapped her little hands around his knuckles and felt cold, and pinched them hard, "I was the one who asked first."
"And then?" Shen Zhan finally looked away.
Lin Jiayin raised her face and looked directly into his eyes, "She said that you were willing to kill someone without saving your life."
"Murder on purpose?" Shen Zhan smiled, "She really dares to say it."
"I believe in you!" Shen Zhan's chuckle made Lin Jiayin uncontrollably frightened.
Shen Zhan also looked at her, his eyes hid some inexplicable emotions, a little dim, even though the overhead light was extremely bright, his amber pupils still cast a shadow. "Believe me?"
Shen Zhan let go of her hand and turned her to face him from his arms, with two fists between them.
The air is still quiet, so quiet that you can hear yourself and the other party's breathing.
Lin Jiayin's breathing sound was a bit rapid, and her teeth unconsciously bit her lips again and again.
"Do you believe that death will not save you?" Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin shook her head slowly, "I don't believe it."
After a while, Shen Zhan said: "What she said is quite right, I really want to die."
"There's a reason, right?" Lin Jiayin asked cautiously.
Shen Zhan wants to smoke very much now, but he has quit smoking. There is only chewing gum in the room that he used to chew when he was a smoker, and it is Lin Jiayin's favorite strawberry flavor.
"Have you heard the story of the wolf coming?" Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin nodded.
"When I finish speaking, if you want to blame me, you can blame me. Don't hide it." Shen Zhan paused, and then said, "After all, both mom and dad think it's my fault."
After returning to China, except for my parents and Dean Cheng, no one knew what happened at MIT.
Daddy has stuffed a lot of money and blocked the mouths of many people.
What happened is what happened. This page may be turned over, but it will always exist, even if it is violently torn off, there will be residual pages.
He never thought of hiding it from Little Sun, but Little Sun has always been simple and kind, and he was afraid that she would not be able to accept this matter.
He wanted to take the initiative to mention it to her many times, but when he saw her hugging him and laughing at him coquettishly, the words were silently choked back.
"I was forcibly expelled from MIT, and hundreds of people sent emails to the principal demanding to expel me." Shen Zhan lowered his head, put his hands on his thighs, and clasped his fingers on his forehead.
Realistic wolf story.
Zhao Ye is Shen Zhan's Chinese roommate at MIT, and the relationship between the two is neither good nor bad.
Shen Zhan is used to being alone, and doesn't like to have close friendships with people.
Zhao Ye's grades are very good, and he is on a par with Shen Zhan in the study abroad circle, but after studying abroad, he has acquired a bad luxury-drinking.
At least four nights out of seven days a week, I have to go out to drink, two days to have parties with foreign classmates, and two days to go clubbing with the second-generation youngsters who came out of the school next door in the study abroad circle.
Drinking is Zhao Ye's business and has nothing to do with him, Shen Zhan only cares about one thing, Zhao Ye often goes out without a key.
This made him very irritable. Whether he was studying in the dormitory or playing games, Shen Zhan hated being interrupted very much.
Reminding him many times to remember the key before going out, Zhao Ye always went in his left ear and out his right ear, saying he had brought it with him, and came back in the middle of the night and knocked on the door frantically.
At the age of eighteen, Shen Zhan was as grumpy as an ordinary boy.
Warn him to roll off and sleep on the road next time.
Zhao Ye smiled and said he knew, but dogs can't change eating shit.
The first time I said that my bladder was about to burst and I was about to pee in it, and the second time I said that I had a severe headache that was going to kill me.
The application for off-campus housing has not come down yet.
Shen Zhan restrained the anger of beating him, and went to open the door for him with a gloomy face.
As soon as the door was opened, Zhao Ye rushed in. Seeing that his face was ugly and smelled of alcohol, he smiled even more happily, "In the end, you still want to open the door for me."
It was Saturday, carnival day.
Shen Zhan was playing games alone in his dorm room, when there was a knock on the door, he continued to play the game... The knock on the door became louder, and Shen Zhan grabbed the mouse and slammed it on the door.
There was a sudden silence outside the door.
A few seconds later, Zhao Ye yelled weakly from outside: "Open the door, Shen Zhan, open the door... Open the door... My chest hurts."
Shen Zhan put on the headphones and turned the volume to the maximum.
After the list of playlists was cycled, Shen Zhan took off his earphones, and the door became quiet again.
Eight songs for nearly half an hour.
Surveillance shows that Zhao Ye knocked on the door for a total of seven minutes from the first time he knocked on the door, and his strength became weaker and weaker. He squatted on the ground and grabbed the collar in pain.
Drunk, he thought of something and fumbled in his pocket.
It was later confirmed that his mobile phone was left behind in the bar.
All the coincidences collided, and Shen Zhan was the only one on the whole floor.
From scratching the door until he slowly slipped and fell to the ground, Zhao Ye persisted in knocking on the door, shouting and knocking. After a long twenty-seven minutes passed, he gave up in despair, fell to the ground, and struggled to climb downstairs. .
Convulsions all over, foaming at the mouth.
It was winter, a winter that was so cold to the bone.
Zhao Ye died at the entrance of the corridor, his head was down, his feet were separated, and he was rigidly maintaining a posture of desperately climbing down.
"It was just an accident." Lin Jiayin hugged him, eyes sore.
"But he's dead." Shen Zhan raised his head and held her hand instead. "If he is sent to the hospital in time after the onset of the disease, his life will not be in danger."
Lin Jiayin shook her head, "Who knows, isn't it impossible to save a heart attack?"
"The doctor said." Shen Zhan was a little weak, and his voice was very soft.
"Even if you were wrong, it was Zhao Ye who lied to you again and again." Lin Jiayin said with red eyes.
Shen Zhan paused, and then continued: "I tried to explain, but people only believe what they have heard with their own eyes."
Nothing hits people's hearts more directly than the nearly 30-minute surveillance video. They all said how hopeless Zhao Ye must be. Such an excellent person died like this, and he could be saved... But Shen Zhan's words were in their eyes. Like a self-excusing joke.
"But I trust you." Lin Jiayin said.
She was crying so hard that Shen Zhan patted her back to comfort her, "I know you believe me."
"Why don't your parents believe you?" Lin Jiayin asked.
Shen Zhan said: "It's not that I don't believe it. It's a fact that Zhao Ye died. I heard him say that the chest pain is a fact. It's a fact that he didn't open the door. It's a fact that Zhao Ye's parents lost their son."
Lin Jiayin buried her face in his chest, she was so sad, why did her Shen Zhan suffer this.
"In the face of a human life, the result is more convincing than the process." Shen Zhan glanced outside the balcony, his voice was very low.
"Don't be sad anymore, it's all over, right?" Lin Jiayin raised her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes, "I'll always be by your side."
Shen Zhan sighed softly: "It's over."
"Let the past go, and just be good now." Lin Jiayin wiped away her tears and smiled at him.
Shen Zhan rubbed her head comfortingly and smiled.
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