There was no response, and her hands tightened more and more.
Crying, yelling, yelling, on the verge of breaking down.
"Shen Zhan, Shen Zhan, talk," Lin Jiayin rubbed her face against his chest, screaming inarticulately. "Say something, say something, anything is fine, don't stop talking ! speak up! Say it! Come on, Shen Zhan! "
Shen Zhan sighed softly, his throat hurt from scratching.
After a while, he slowly raised his hand, and stopped abruptly when his fingertips touched her back.
You can't let her watch you breathe.
You can't let her be tied to you.
You can't let her keep grabbing you.
…
I beg you, Shen Zhan, be more careful.
Shen Zhan closed his eyes, put down his hands, and took a deep breath.
Not only the throbbing pain in the temples, but also the pain in breathing, the pain made the whole stomach convulse.
After a long time of no response, Lin Jiayin finally broke down.
She pushed Shen Zhan away, stared at him with tears for a while, cried bitterly, covered her face with her hands and knelt down slowly.
"Let's talk." Shen Zhan said softly.
Lin Jiayin buried her face in her knees, her crying became louder and her shoulders kept shaking.
Shen Zhan reached out to pull Lin Jiayin, but she froze.
"If you don't want to break up, just listen to me." Shen Zhan let go of his hand, and his tone was deliberately cold.
Lin Jiayin immediately raised her face and looked at him with red eyes.
"Sit down and talk." Shen Zhan pulled her up and did not resist this time.
Lin Jiayin was led by him around the coffee table to the sofa.
Shen Zhan sat down, did not let go of her hand during the whole process, and kept holding it, which made Lin Jiayin's empty heart suddenly feel more at ease.
As long as Shen Zhan doesn't let her go, and doesn't break up with her.
Talk about anything.
real.
She listens to anything.
"Wipe your tears first." Shen Zhan took the paper on the coffee table and handed it to her.
Lin Jiayin took out a tissue and kneaded it into a ball, wiped it carelessly and looked at him.
Her terrified look made Shen Zhan's heart ache again, as if someone grabbed, rubbed, squeezed, and then fell hard to the ground.
"Lin Jiayin, do you remember that I said that you are my little sun and my light, as long as I am happier, I will be happier too," Shen Zhan paused, and his voice softened, "But you Now sick and unhappy because I…”
He looked into her watery eyes, "This is the last thing I want to see."
Lin Jiayin opened her lips.
She kept Shen Zhan's illness from the fact that she was afraid of this day.
"So?" Her throat was hoarse after crying, mixed with a strong nasal voice.
"So..." Shen Zhan squeezed her hand, "Can you love yourself first before loving me? You are not only my light, but also your own light."
Lin Jiayin bit her lip.
"Did you give up the opportunity to go abroad for exchange?" Shen Zhan asked her.
Although she didn't want to admit it, Lin Jiayin still choked up and nodded.
Shen Zhan wanted to let go of her hand, but Lin Jiayin held on tight.
"Let go first," he said.
Lin Jiayin shook her head.
"Let go." Shen Zhan repeated in a low voice.
Lin Jiayin shook her head.
Shen Zhan looked at her and sighed lightly.
Perhaps it was this sigh that made Lin Jiayin panic again, she nodded quickly again, and loosened her fingers one by one with difficulty.
Shen Zhan stretched out his hand in front of her, turned over his wrist, and spread out his five fingers.
"Look." His gaze fell on his palm.
"What are you looking at?" Lin Jiayin didn't understand.
Shen Zhan raised his eyes and asked her, "Don't you remember?"
"I..." Lin Jiayin looked at him.
Shen Zhan grabbed her right hand and took her index finger to draw many times on the palm, as if writing something.
Lin Jiayin felt it and wrote her name stroke by stroke.
"You don't remember the signature on my palm." Shen Zhan let go of his hand, paused for a moment and continued: "Similarly, you are almost forgetting your dream." If you continue like this, you will almost lose yourself.
Lin Jiayin froze.
"I'm looking forward to seeing your first show."
"Others can tell you that you can't do it, but you have to believe in yourself."
Shen Zhan spread his hands, frowned, and spoke with a smile.
"Although this is a bit of Mary Su chicken soup... how about the future chief Lin, how about signing in advance?"
…
After a while, he came back to his senses, and his eyes met Shen Zhan's.
"Little Sun, can you seize this opportunity? Don't lose your dream because of me, you will regret it, and I will blame myself." Shen Zhan covered her head with his big palm and rubbed it soothingly, "What I like is You who shine, not you who shine only for me."
Lin Jiayin suddenly understood something at this moment.
Even though she thought about it carefully, she still nodded heavily, "Okay..."
…
That night, for the first time ever, Lin Jiayin fell asleep as soon as she closed her eyes.
Maybe it was because I was too tired from crying, or maybe it was the worries and fears that I had put in my heart before, but after Shen Zhan talked with her, they all went out.
Shen Zhan made an agreement with her for three chapters.
Don’t hide anything from him, and you can’t bear it behind your back; think about yourself before thinking about him, and don’t put all your attention on his affairs; you can’t give up the opportunity to exchange in Australia, go to fight with the teacher...
Waking up early the next morning, Lin Jiayin rubbed her swollen eyes, and when she opened her eyes, she found no one around.
Jumped out of bed, pushed open the door and ran out of the bedroom barefoot, "Shen Zhan?"
Shen Zhan had just finished washing, and when he heard her cry, he hurried out of the bathroom, with a few crystal drops of water on his fair face.
When Lin Jiayin found him at home, she let out a long sigh of relief.
"Why don't you wear shoes?" Shen Zhan's eyes fell on her feet, and he frowned slightly.
"I'll wear it right away!" Lin Jiayin turned around and ran back to the bedroom.
Wearing pink slippers, Lin Jiayin went into the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face. After washing, she walked to the living room. Shen Zhan sat on the sofa and looked at the water cup and medicine on the coffee table, "Take the medicine first."
Lin Jiayin walked over and picked up the water glass. The touch of warm water made her pause.
But soon she came back to her senses, picked up the two white pills that had been poured on the medicine cover, raised her head and threw them down her throat, took another sip of water, and sent the medicines in.
After supervising her to take the medicine, Shen Zhan stood up and put his chin on the table, "Let's eat, I bought your favorite lotus root bun."
Lin Jiayin looked over, and there were several cardboard boxes and two cups of soy milk on the table.
Shen Zhan got up so early, so he went out to buy breakfast.
Lin Jiayin walked over slowly and sat down.
"It's still hot." Shen Zhan inserted the straw into the lid hole of the soybean milk cup and handed it to her.
Lin Jiayin took it and took a sip, "It's so sweet."
"Don't you just like sweet things?" Shen Zhan handed the buns to her again.
Lin Jiayin picked up the steamed stuffed bun and took a bite, and it turned out to be a lotus root.
After Lin Jiayin finished eating, she picked up another one. Her appetite has not improved recently, and her mental state is one of the reasons. She just started taking medicine in the past two days, and the side effects are obvious, and her appetite is poor.
I didn't expect to have the desire to use chopsticks again this morning, even though I ate half of it, I still felt nauseous.
But obviously, the lotus root buns are not sold by the shop outside the community.
The steamed stuffed bun shop outside the community is not very delicious, it can be said that it is terrible, and they usually go to school for breakfast.
"Where did you buy it?" Lin Jiayin put down her chopsticks and asked
Shen Zhan raised his eyelids: "You don't care where I bought it."
"You are so fierce." Lin Jiayin frowned.
"I'm not too aggressive, can you listen to me?" Shen Zhan said.
Lin Jiayin frowned again, "Why am I disobedient again?"
Shen Zhan glanced at her and smiled, "Now she is quite obedient."
Lin Jiayin snorted.
"Don't eat?"
"No more," Lin Jiayin shook her head, "I can't eat any more."
Shen Zhan is not reluctant, he has read the drug instructions, the most common side effect is loss of appetite, and the symptoms will be relieved after a period of time.
"It's fine if you can't eat, go and change your clothes." Shen Zhan also put down his chopsticks.
Shen Zhan rode her to school by car.
Half an hour before class, Lin Jiayin went to Wang Yizhen's office.
Before getting off the car, Shen Zhan asked her, "How about I go with you?"
Lin Jiayin shook her head, "No need, I'll go by myself, you can go to the laboratory."
"You really don't want me to go?" Shen Zhan raised his eyebrows.
"No." Lin Jiayin still shook her head.
It would be very strange for Shen Zhan to go to this matter. Will the boyfriend help me to intercede? And if Wang Yizhen knew that she was giving up this opportunity for him, she would scold him bloody.
"Talk to the teacher, it really doesn't work..." Shen Zhan kicked on the tripod, "Call me."
"Okay." Lin Jiayin responded.
"Then I'm leaving. I'll pick you up after class." Shen Zhan said.
"You don't need to pick it up, I'll find you by myself, it's not like I don't have feet."
Shen Zhan thought for a while, "Okay."
He can't be too cautious, it will put pressure on Lin Jiayin.
It wasn't until Shen Zhan disappeared at the end of the green shade on his bicycle that Lin Jiayin looked away, turned around, and walked to the office.
The door of the office was locked, and Lin Jiayin waited at the door for a long time before hearing footsteps.
Wang Yizhen carried her bag in one hand and breakfast in the other, and lowered her head to fumble for keys in her pocket as she walked.
I didn't see anyone standing at the door.
"Teacher Wang." Lin Jiayin called out.
Wang Yizhen raised her head, and the key in her hand fell to the ground, making a tinkling sound of metal hitting the tiles.
Lin Jiayin walked over to pick it up.
Wang Yizhen took it, inserted it into the keyhole, turned it twice, pushed her knees, and the door opened.
"Come in," she said.
Lin Jiayin walked in after her.
"Regret?" Wang Yizhen sat down and pushed away the things on the table, and put the bag and breakfast on it.
Lin Jiayin pursed her lips and nodded.
Wang Yizhen sighed and looked up at her: "Fortunately, you are the one who came to tell me now. If it is later, it will be useless for you to go to the principal."
"Ms. Wang, I..." Lin Jiayin bit her lip.
Wang Yizhen waved her hand and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, "Stop talking, the first period is Teacher Liu's class, hurry up, you're going to be late."
Lin Jiayin froze for a moment, then bowed to her, "Thank you, Teacher Wang."
"No need," Wang Yizhen started to eat breakfast, and said vaguely, "Just wake up, remember not to be dazzled by love next time."
Lin Jiayin was taken aback again.
How does Teacher Wang know the reason
"Go to class quickly, don't be late." Wang Yizhen chased her away.
After Lin Jiayin thanked again, she walked out of the office.
On the way to the dance room, Lin Jiayin took out her phone and sent Shen Zhan a WeChat message.
- caught.
Shen Zhan quickly returned to her.
- little sun is awesome
Lin Jiayin continued typing with her head down
- Almost no chance, Mr. Wang said that it would be impossible to find the principal later
Shen Zhan replied in seconds.
- If you don't want these things, you can go if you can.
Well, Lin Jiayin paused for a moment, then continued typing.
- getting better soon
Shen Zhan said.
- is getting better.
Yeah, everything is getting better.
I fell asleep all at once last night, and today I don’t feel like I’m stepping on cotton when I’m walking, and I suddenly have strength.
There are fewer and fewer people discussing Zhao Ye's post on the school forum.
After a while, everyone gets tired, the posts will sink, and those people on Weibo will be attracted by other events.
Everything is getting better, everything is getting better.
Lin Jiayin kicked the phone back into her pocket and looked up at the sky.
The sun had just risen, and the sun was blindingly bright.
Lin Jiayin narrowed her eyes, and suddenly heard someone calling her from behind.
Tao Mo trotted over, saw her swollen eyes, and asked hesitantly, "You... quarreled with Shen Zhan?"
"No." Lin Jiayin shook her head, raised her hand to touch her eyes, "I drank too much water last night."
Tao Mo's lips parted, and in the end only a prolonged "oh" sound came out.
She didn't know if it was right to look for Shen Zhan and Wang Yizhen.
But she really can't just watch like this, just watch and do nothing.
Walked a little further.
Tao Mo suddenly turned her head and asked her, "Are you really not planning to go to Australia?"
Lin Jiayin said, "I'm going, I just came out of Teacher Wang's office."
Tao Mo breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at her.
"Thank you." Lin Jiayin said.
Tao Mo stroked her hair, "Thank you for what..."
"Thank you anyway." Lin Jiayin interrupted her.
Regardless of whether Tao Mo went to tell Teacher Wang, she wanted to thank her.
Tao Mo was stunned for a moment, then remembered the matter of psychological counseling, "I will accompany you to see a psychiatrist the day after tomorrow."
"No, Shen Zhan will accompany me." Lin Jiayin said.
Tao Mo looked at her, "Shen Zhan knows?"
Lin Jiayin nodded.
Tao Mo sighed thoughtfully, "It would be best for him to accompany you."
Although she didn't mention Lin Jiayin's illness explicitly, according to Shen Zhan's IQ and EQ, she found it was normal.
She looked at Lin Jiayin's swollen upper eyelids again, hoping that what she said to Shen Zhan did not trouble her.
When approaching the door of the dance room, Tao Mo still wanted to say something, "Sister Lin."
Lin Jiayin stopped, "Say it."
"Shen Zhan has a strong psychological quality, those public opinions will not affect him much, but you, the psychological quality is not as good as him, so..." Tao Mo said seriously: "Don't trap yourself by cornering yourself."
Lin Jiayin hummed, and said sincerely: "I know, I already understand."
Two days later, Lin Jiayin went to the Fourth People's Hospital accompanied by Shen Zhan.
The psychological counseling room is in the building at the back. Since the back is facing the sun, the whole building looks a little cold.
Although she was accompanied, the psychiatrist only let Lin Jiayin go in alone.
Shen Zhan sat on the blue chair outside and waited.
I didn't play with my phone or walk around.
He just kept looking at the beige door that was closed tightly, with the sign of the psychological counseling room hanging on it.
Shen Zhan waited for forty minutes before the door opened.
As soon as Lin Jiayin came out, Shen Zhan stood up immediately.
The doctor hugged the folder and said, "I won't use it next time, just take the medicine."
"Aren't you coming?" Shen Zhan asked.
"There's no need to come again," the doctor looked at Lin Jiayin: "She's fine, but she has been anxious for too long, which has always caused insomnia, and poor sleep can lead to poor spirits, so she has loss of appetite, general weakness, and even nausea and vomiting. .”
Shen Zhan was startled.
Nausea
He remembered the last time someone left a delivery box with dead rats at the door.
After taking it apart, Lin Jiayin vomited directly.
It turned out that it wasn't just that one time, and it wasn't all because of nausea.
Shen Zhan's face darkened.
The psychiatrist thought it was because he was too worried, and comforted him: "Generally speaking, people will have anxiety, depression, and when they are in a bad mood, these are normal negative emotions. After a day or two of loss, they will recover again. She Negative emotions last for a long time, so it will take a certain amount of time to recover.”
"Drug adjustment coupled with self-regulation, will soon be cured." The doctor said again.
Shen Zhan tapped his chin, "Thank you doctor."
The doctor smiled and went to the waiting room to call the next patient.
Walking out of the gate of the hospital, Lin Jiayin stood at the door of the small noodle shop across the street, waiting for Shen Zhan to drive his car out of the parking lot.
After getting in the car, Shen Zhan turned sideways to help her fasten her seat belt.
"How many times have you vomited?" Shen Zhan asked abruptly after fastening.
Lin Jiayin pursed her lips, "I just vomited that night."
Shen Zhan didn't speak any more, lit the ignition, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove forward smoothly.
"The doctor said I'm fine, just take the medicine on time and I'll be fine." Lin Jiayin secretly glanced at him.
Shen Zhan caught her gaze and hummed lightly.
"The weather is good today." Lin Jiayin looked at the street scene passing by outside the window, the sun shining on her face.
Shen Zhan stretched out his hand and pulled down the visor for her.
The sun on her face suddenly disappeared, Lin Jiayin turned her head, raised her hand and pulled back the visor again.
"Aren't you going to sunbathe?" Shen Zhan asked her.
"I'm Little Sunshine," Lin Jiayin said with a smile, "Little Sunshine is not afraid of the sun."
The sun that came in also fell on his shoulders. The warm temperature made Shen Zhan's mood suddenly brighten, and he also smiled.
He didn't care about what happened before, from now on, she just needs to be good.
The time to go abroad for exchange is set in early November, and the time has been adjusted from three months to two months.
When Lin Jiayin heard the news, she was so happy that she almost jumped to hang from the ceiling.
Shen Zhan watched from the side and smiled, "Others wish they could stay for a few more months, why come to your place..."
"Just what?" Lin Jiayin asked him with her waist in her hands.
"It's nothing." Shen Zhan frowned, and closed his mouth embarrassingly.
"The dance department is different. If you really want to learn something, you have to learn from the beginning. You stay there all year round. This exchange is to see the dance culture of other countries, cultivate your dance literacy, and let your own eyes. Take it to the next level."
Shen Zhan smiled, and was about to praise her for improving her logical thinking ability.
As a result, Lin Jiayin said to him, "Mr. Wang told me."
"..." Shen Zhan put his legs on the tea table, leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, folded his hands behind his head, smiled and watched her bouncing around in circles, "Your teacher Wang is quite straightforward."
"Ms. Wang is a nice person, although everyone is quite afraid of her." Lin Jiayin jumped over and threw herself directly on Shen Zhan.
Being pressed so violently by her, Shen Zhan cried out in pain,
"What's wrong?" Lin Jiayin got up from him.
Shen Zhan pushed her back, and said in a low voice, "I was almost crushed by you."
"What's broken?" Lin Jiayin blinked in confusion.
Shen Zhan bit her ear, held her hand and touched her, "What do you think?"
"Ahh—a hooligan!" Lin Jiayin broke free from his hand, turned around and wanted to run.
Shen Zhan grabbed her arm, and Lin Jiayin fell back on him.
Turning over to hold her down, Shen Zhan raised his lips and smiled: "I'm a rascal to you."
Once you open your eyes and close them again, the day passes.
Time is running too fast, and I haven't been slowed down yet, and the day to go to Australia for exchange and study is just around the corner.
Lin Jiayin always thought that there were still a few days, a few more days.
When she lay down on the bed and watched Shen Zhan pack her suitcase, she realized that she was going to Australia tomorrow morning without tears.
"Do you want to bring this?" Shen Zhan picked up the T-shirt.
Lin Jiayin held her face and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.
"How about another one?" Shen Zhan felt that this one was a bit short.
"Just this one." Lin Jiayin reached out and snatched the clothes, and threw them directly into the suitcase spread out on the ground.
Shen Zhan glanced at her, picked it up, folded it up and put it in again.
Lin Jiayin quietly watched him pack his luggage.
The action is unhurried.
Unlike her, she was in a hurry every time she collected something, either she didn't bring this item or she forgot to put that item in.
"I put the medicine in the interlayer for you." Shen Zhan looked up at her after putting the medicine box in.
Lin Jiayin shook her calf twice and nodded.
The sleep condition continued to improve. From the beginning of opening my eyes all night, to falling asleep at 2 or 3 in the morning, and now I can fall asleep within half an hour after closing my eyes. It has been much better.
When she went to get the medicine yesterday, the doctor also reduced the dosage for her.
The side effects are also gradually reduced.
She still remembers the first few days when she started taking magnesium valproate sustained-release tablets. She seemed to have no emotions, neither happy nor sad. She looked the same on sunny and cloudy days. She couldn’t arouse interest in anything. Will twitch violently.
Like an emotionless puppet.
The doctor said that the sustained-release magnesium valproate tablet is a mood stabilizer, and the drug will also lead to a decrease in libido at the beginning.
When Lin Jiayin heard the second half of the sentence, her face didn't even blush, but Shen Zhan was a little depressed.
But after taking the medicine for two weeks, Shen Zhan pressed on her, at least his heart beat faster and his face flushed.
Lin Jiayin kept staring at Shen Zhan who was squatting on the ground.
"You must remember to eat." Shen Zhan folded all the clothes, and then put important documents such as visa information into a transparent plastic bag and stuffed them at the bottom. "I will call you every day to remind you."
Lin Jiayin nodded again.
"The flight will take nearly 12 hours. I downloaded a few movies for you on the phone, and you can choose to watch it yourself." Shen Zhan walked to the bedside table and handed her the phone.
Lin Jiayin swiped a few times, besides browsing the movies he downloaded, I have to say, it suits her appetite.
She also found several language translation software on the phone screen.
"It's best to sleep on the plane." Shen Zhan said again.
"Got it." Lin Jiayin turned over and lay on her back on the bed.
After a while, Shen Zhan walked out of the bedroom, and Lin Jiayin glanced over from the corner of his eye.
A few seconds later she heard the door slam.
Shen Zhan went out
Lin Jiayin jumped out of bed and ran to the French window to watch.
Shen Zhan just came out of the building, as if telepathic, he looked back.
"Buy something, come back right away." Since it was the bottom floor, she could hear Shen Zhan speaking, Lin Jiayin nodded, and ran back to the bed to lie down.
In less than five minutes, Shen Zhan came back.
He pushed open the bedroom door.
Lin Jiayin sat up, "What did you go shopping for?"
Shen Zhan threw the things in his hand on the bed and closed the door behind his back.
After Lin Jiayin saw what it was, she blushed and raised her head.
"Hurry up and do it a few more times." A pair of twinkling peach blossom eyes were slightly hooked up, and the voice was biased and a little hoarse.
Shen Zhan always looked very serious when he said such things, which made Lin Jiayin stare blankly on the bed every time.
Shen Zhan took the phone away from her hand and put it on the side cabinet.
Lin Jiayin came back to her senses and turned over to run. As soon as she ran forward, Shen Zhan quickly grabbed her wrist.
He dragged her back, using both hands and feet, pressing her knees against her thighs, and grabbing her wrists.
Lin Jiayin was pinned down by him and couldn't move, she looked straight into his eyes, her chest heaved and gasped for breath.
"You've grown flesh." Shen Zhan lowered his eyes and glanced at her undulating waves.
"No, no, I didn't grow." Lin Jiayin was provoked by him and started talking nonsense.
Shen Zhan leaned over and pecked her lips, and said in a low voice, "I'll know by touching it."
…
The next morning, Shen Zhan drove Lin Jiayin to the airport.
Lin Jiayin didn't say a word along the way, she hung her head sullenly.
Shen Zhan turned the steering wheel half a turn, and the car slowly drove into the parking lot.
"Here we are." Shen Zhan turned off the ignition, took out the key, opened the door and got out of the car.
Lin Jiayin sat still in the co-pilot, Shen Zhan sighed softly, went around and opened the co-pilot's door.
"Come down." He held out his hand.
Lin Jiayin raised her head and gave him her hand, very reluctant to get out of the car.
Senhe is an hour's drive from the airport.
But why did she feel that it took ten minutes at most, and she came down as soon as she went up.
Shen Zhan walked to the rear of the car, opened the trunk, moved the suitcase out, pulled the lever with one hand, and led her with the other.
When we got in, the flight was already checked in.
Since it is an international flight, they not only have to go through the security check but also go through the immigration check. After the luggage is checked in, there is not much time left for them to be gentle.
It can be said that only a few minutes.
Lin Jiayin hugged Shen Zhan's waist, her nose was sore, her eyes were sore, and even her throat was sore.
She dared not speak, for fear that she would cry out with her mouth open.
Shen Zhan patted her on the back, "It's only two months, I'll come to see you when I'm free."
Lin Jiayin sniffed and said nothing.
"Do you remember everything I told you this morning?" Shen Zhan asked her.
Lin Jiayin nodded in his arms.
"After the past, if you don't know anything, remember to call me." Shen Zhan paused, because he found that the tip of his nose began to smell sour, "I'm always here."
Lin Jiayin's hands around his waist tightened tightly, and the overflowing tears rubbed onto his clothes.
Wet a large piece.
Neither of them spoke any more, and remained silent at the same time.
After a while, Shen Zhan pulled her away, "Let's board the plane."
Lin Jiayin raised her hand to touch the tears, sniffed her nose fiercely, took the bag in his hand, and cried heavily in a nasal voice: "...then I'm leaving."
"Yeah." Shen Zhan stroked her hair.
"I'm leaving." Lin Jiayin bit her lip and turned around, but the moment she turned around, she dropped her bag, threw herself into Shen Zhan's arms, and burst into tears.
Shen Zhan kept patting her back.
"I don't want to go." Lin Jiayin cried.
Shen Zhan didn't speak, and patted her silently to be comforted.
After Lin Jiayin cried enough, she said, "Go and board the plane, it's too late."
Lin Jiayin raised her head from his arms, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, bit her lip to suppress her crying.
"Then I'm leaving," she said.
"Yes." Shen Zhan said.
"I'm leaving." Lin Jiayin bent down to pick up the bag thrown on the ground, with some difficulty.
"Don't look back." Shen Zhan said.
Lin Jiayin bit her lower lip, straightened her waist, and turned around without looking at Shen Zhan.
She listened to Shen Zhan's words and didn't look back.
From queuing to board the plane to entering the security checkpoint, she never looked back.
She wanted to look back countless times, but she pinched her own palm and forcibly endured it.
When I look back, I don't want to go.
Turning around, she will run to Shen Zhan.
…
Don't look back, Lin Jiayin.
Can't go back.
Shen Zhan watched her enter the security checkpoint before turning around.
After taking two steps forward, he stopped suddenly.
He raised his hand and wiped the corner of his eyes.
Hold…
Why is he crying.
Shen Zhan laughed loudly, opened his legs and continued to walk forward.
It was already 10:30 in the morning when we returned to the laboratory, and everyone was there.
Seeing him walking in with a gloomy expression, everyone unanimously remained silent.
Except Lin Qingxuan.
He crossed Erlang's legs and shook, and saw Shen Zhan sitting on the seat without saying a word, turning on the computer, entering the password, and a series of actions like an emotionless robot.
"Sister Lin left?" Although he knew what he was asking was nonsense, he still wanted to ask.
Shen Zhan hummed.
"Although it's only been two months, it's still considered a long-distance relationship. A long-distance relationship is the easiest..." Lin Qingxuan was interrupted by Shen Zhan before he finished speaking while shaking his legs.
"Do you want people and benches to be overturned together?"
Lin Qingxuan put his legs down, sat up straight, and shook his head in fear.
"If you want to push yourself outside, don't open your mouth in front of me." Shen Zhan glanced at him.
Lin Qingxuan pursed his lips and made an OK gesture.
Shen Zhan typed the keyboard quickly, and Lin Qingxuan looked at him from time to time to observe the expression on his face.
The eye sockets were not red, and the corners of the eyes were not moist. Lin Qingxuan looked back with his tongue out, took out his mobile phone, lowered his head and pressed the keyboard frantically, harassing that bitch Qi Zheng.
After Qi Zheng replied to him the first two sentences, he didn't reply to him again, as if he was dead.
Lin Qingxuan browsed Weibo boredly.
After swiping the hot search list, Zhao Ye's name was actually in the top three.
Lin Qingxuan stared and clicked in.
After a few glances, he yelled, "Fuck."
The voice was so loud that everyone looked over, except Shen Zhan.
Lin Qingxuan waved his mobile phone and shouted at Shen Zhan: "Zhao Yeqiang | rape is on the hot search."
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