"It's not bad, the crew went to a lot of places, Sydney, London, Tunisia, Spain, Italy, etc. To be honest, Tunisia and Italy are very nostalgic, the last time I went there to shoot Star Wars Still in high school." Natalie said as she walked, wearing a blue jacket and loose jeans with a few books in her hands, her long brown hair splayed over her shoulders, giving her a languid look.
"Yeah, this is really memorable," said Angela beside her, "To be honest, I suddenly feel like I can't wait to get into the crew and relive your feelings about the play."
"There doesn't seem to be a lot of scenes between us." Natalie gave her a sideways glance.
"It's not much, but at least there is interaction, isn't it?" Angela's tone became embarrassed, and an inexplicable irritability surged in her heart, and she couldn't help but open her mouth and said: "Nat, when I was in the library before, Lina didn't no… "
"You explained it," Natalie interrupted, then turned her head. "I accepted it, didn't I?"
Looking at the clear eyes of the other party, Angela's irritability increased: "But you don't think you are too much..."
"Peace?" Natalie smiled silently, then strode forward and walked over, "I don't think you think too much, or you have a guilty conscience, you always feel like I'm thinking about something."
Angela couldn't help but smile bitterly, stomping her feet and chasing after. She didn't want to be so rude, but when she thought of explaining everything that happened to the other party in the library before, Natalie nodded her head with a "no need to explain, I understand" expression, and she felt in her heart. A little apprehensive, and then zoomed in again...
It's really self-inflicted. The girl sighed in Chinese in her heart, chasing after a few steps, regardless of the others around her, grabbed Natalie's arm and dragged it into her arms: "Nat, wait, listen to me..."
However, Natalie, who did not expect Angela to suddenly rush over and yank her back, almost fell to the ground. Although the other party supported her in time, the pain from her ankle caused her to bite. gritted his teeth.
"What... What's the matter, Nat?" Noticing Natalie's strangeness, Angela quickly stopped talking and looked up and down.
"It's okay, the ankle may have twisted." Natalie frowned slightly and said in a calm tone.
"Ankle? Damn it! Find a place to sit and let me see." Annoyed Angela hurriedly looked around to find a bench.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt." Natalie grabbed the girl's arm and stopped her from moving.
"It doesn't matter? What a joke, it's a sprained ankle! And I made it... " Angela suddenly lost her voice, but with a self-reproachful look, she helped Natalie to the nearest bench. After walking a few steps, she remembered something, grabbed the opponent's hand and turned around: "There are a lot of people here, I'll carry you back to the dormitory first."
"Back me?" Natalie's brows furrowed again, "I don't think I'm that vulnerable..."
"Whatever I say!" Angela turned around abruptly, gritted her teeth sadly, "Don't be long-winded!"
Natalie froze for a while, and after a few seconds of hesitation, she obediently lay on the girl's back. Angela didn't speak any more, carried her on her back and steadied her and then strode towards the dormitory, ignoring the strange expressions of the people around her.
As the surrounding scenery quickly moved back, Natalie, who put her face on Angela's back, sighed inwardly with a complicated expression, and then closed her eyes and tightened her arms around the other's neck.
All the way back to the dormitory without words, after putting Natalie down on the sofa, Angela immediately took off her shoes and socks, held her right foot in her arms and gently kneaded and massaged.
"Fortunately, the swelling is useless, is it still painful?" After a careful examination, the girl finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"One thing, I don't think I've been hurt too much." Natalie, who had been silently watching Angela's every move, finally spoke up, and after a few seconds she added: "Don't worry."
Angela smiled reluctantly, and continued to massage Natalie's right foot. After a while, she sighed, "I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter, you didn't... on purpose." Natalie said so faintly, brushing her long hair from her ears.
These two sentences contain too many meanings, and there are even many things in them that each other does not know or know but actively ignore, but this does not prevent the atmosphere from getting better after that.
Although Natalie's ankle was fine, Angela poured cold water on her and applied a few cold compresses for her, then helped to pack her luggage and the bedroom that had been unused for a long time, and finally ran out to buy lunch.
"Vegetarian pizza and hot cocoa especially for you—I don't think the heat is anything to you, Nat?" Angela smiled and pushed the food in front of Natalie.
"If you can, please don't show it off in front of me." Natalie's tone was rarely helpless, "Not everyone is like you, and you can't get fat no matter what you eat."
"It's January in my melon?" Angela's eyes widened innocently, but her mouth was just stuffed with seafood pizza, and her vague voice couldn't make out what she was saying. So Natalie just gave her a roll of eyes and started to destroy her own food.
After lunch, Angela had no classes in the afternoon, so she stayed in the dormitory to chat with Natalie. She originally planned to go to the temporary studio, but now Natalie has suddenly returned from the "Star Wars" crew. The two have not seen each other for several months, so Angela naturally wants to stay with her.
It was a warm afternoon. The two seemed to go back to the time when Natalie had just moved into the dormitory. They would chat about any topic from all over the world, pick on each other's studies and then discuss together and play in the room. Scrambled until the sunlight outside the window slowly turned dim.
"There is an exam to take next week, and the filming of the foreign country has been completed, so I can just ask for leave to come back." Natalie, who was snuggling on the sofa with Angela, was asked why she came back and replied like this.
"It's a coincidence, I also have an exam next week, but unfortunately I'm not sure." Angela, who hugged Natalie, curled her lips, and then reached out and stroked the other's face with some sadness: "When will I be as relaxed as you are? learning."
"Any time, as long as you're not so greedy." Natalie pinched her arm expressionlessly.
"By the way, remember when I was in the library, Lina came to look for me?" A bitter smile crossed Angela's heart, she blinked embarrassingly and quickly changed the subject.
"Why, you want to mention those things before?" Natalie lifted her chin calmly.
"Of course not." Angela waved her hand quickly, and explained in simple language GLAAD's plan to organize a parade in Boston, Lina's club's plan to participate, and the decision of the Massachusetts Superior Court.
"In this way, Brokeback Mountain is really influential." Natalie showed a half-smiley expression again, "It's a pity that you didn't come to the scene to receive the GLAAD Media Award."
"Okay, Nat, it's not like you don't know, if I really show up at the scene, God knows what kind of discussion it will provoke." Angela waved her arm somewhat exaggeratedly.
"Yeah, it's easy to lose control of the situation like that. That's what you hate the most." Natalie said suddenly. The girl who was listening to her ear couldn't help being dumbfounded. She suddenly remembered Natalie's half-truth psychological analysis on the day she was forcibly kissed by Lina.
There are some things I dare not tell you, and there are things I can't tell you. Angela felt a little bitter in her heart, and her plan could only be kept in the deepest part of her heart.
Or aware of the strangeness in the girl's heart, Natalie turned her head and returned to the previous topic: "Although I don't know the specific situation of this matter, but with the open atmosphere of Massachusetts and my partial understanding of the GLAAD organization, I said There is a real possibility that Massachusetts could become the first state in the nation to allow gay marriage."
"When did you learn about the GLAAD organization again?" Angela asked in surprise, but in exchange was just a roll of eyes from Natalie. The girl who understood immediately smiled embarrassingly, coughed lightly, and then changed the subject: "If the law in Massachusetts is revised, I believe that many people will come here to register for marriage."
"Unfortunately, according to a 1913 law, non-Massachusetts people cannot register here." Natalie, who sat up beside her, tilted her head and watched Angela and hummed softly.
Angela couldn't help being stunned for a while, then opened her arms and pulled Natalie back into her arms despite Natalie's refusal, and then half-truthfully sighed: "What a pity, I thought I could marry you here."
"Don't even think about it, I won't let you be my wife!" Natalie, a little angry, gently bumped her elbow against the girl's ribs.
"Who said I'm your wife? You're my wife." Angela sneered and suddenly grabbed the other's waist and kneaded.
Natalie, who was suddenly attacked, panicked for a few seconds and then immediately started to fight back, and the two girls were joking on the sofa again. This time it was much more intense than the previous ones, and it was in my dormitory, so I used all kinds of tricks such as chest attack, spanking, and horseback riding. Natalie was even in Angie when she was bullied badly. She took a bite on La's arm, but unfortunately she still lost.
"I won, Nat." Angela, who pressed Natalie on the sofa, panted with pride, because a fine layer of sweat had formed on her forehead from the vigorous exercise just now, and her beautiful face was flushed red. .
"It's only opportunistic, what's so great!" Natalie, who was also breathing and sweating and blushing under the pressure, said angrily, but her seductive chest kept heaving, and she obviously lost the ability to fight again.
"Anyway, I won, didn't I? The winner shouldn't be blamed." Angela lowered her head and leaned in front of Natalie and said with a smile, while Natalie snorted softly and stopped talking.
The room suddenly became quiet, only the slight breathing echoed, and the atmosphere suddenly became subtle. The two who stared at each other unknowingly put away their smiles, and then slowly got closer and closer.
The four lips finally came together, first a slight sucking, then a banging of the teeth, and then the entanglement of the tongue. Both of them released their passion enthusiastically, as if the previous frolic was just a warm-up exercise.
However, when Angela's hands began to soothe Natalie's body, Natalie suddenly withdrew from her enthusiasm and grabbed the girl's hand: "Wait, Angie, I don't want to..."
Angela didn't answer, and continued to leave lip prints on her pink neck and face as if she hadn't heard her, and one hand also began to slide down from her chest.
"Angie... Wait... Please... Angie!" Natalie raised her voice suddenly and pushed Angela away.
"What... what's wrong?" The girl who had recovered from her lust looked at her lover blankly.
Natalie held her shoulders and bowed her head in silence.
"I want you, Nat." Angela whispered and hugged Natalie again, and then the other side immediately let go: "But... I... I don't want to... "
The girl stared blankly at her lover, with an incredible expression: "Don't want to? But... But just now..."
"You promised me." Natalie interrupted her.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly cooled down, and Angela opened her mouth several times but didn't speak. After a few minutes of silence, Natalie tidied up her clothes, stood up, grabbed a book and said, "I'm going to the library," and hurriedly left the room.
It wasn't until the door was slammed shut that Angela, who was sitting there, grabbed the book on the coffee table and threw it out. She bit her lip and stared at the door for a while before she slumped into her hair.
I don't know how long it took, the girl suddenly raised her head suddenly, as if she had made up her mind, she found her mobile phone and dialed: "Lily? Please help me inform the studio, I won't go there today, and they are watching the work there. It's arranged... yes, there are things to do here. No problem with a day's delay... Thanks, that's all."
After ending the call, Angela stood up and looked at the sky that had begun to darken outside. After hesitating for a few seconds, she quickly packed her clothes and walked out. All the way to the outside of the convenience store, he hesitated for a few seconds, and finally rubbed his teeth on his lips and walked in.
"Miss Natalie," Mrs Holder, the manager, tapped on the shelf, "it's closing."
"Huh? Oh, sorry, Mrs. Holder, I forgot the time when I was reading." Natalie smiled when she recovered, and then closed the book in her hand, "I'll leave now."
"Don't be in such a hurry, there are still a few minutes anyway. You can pack up and don't pull anything down." Mrs. Holder waved her hand with a smile, obviously they were old acquaintances.
"There's nothing to pack, anyway, I didn't bring anything else." Natalie said, quickly sorting the books on the table and putting them on the shelf before picking up the book she brought.
She smiled slightly, but didn't read it carefully when she came out. This "Harvard Classic Lectures" belonged to Angela.
"If only every student reading here was like the two of you," said Mrs. Holder, who was examining the bookshelf.
"It's just a matter of time... the two of us?" Natalie raised her head suspiciously.
"Yeah, you two, you and your roommate, what a genius lady." Mrs. Holder said with a smile.
"I... I'll tell her." Natalie nodded with a smile, then quickly walked out of the library.
Under the dark night sky, the campus of Nuo University is a little deserted. At this time, except for some places that are still noisy, most of the lively places during the day have quieted down, so the people walking under the street lights also seem a little lonely.
Natalie suddenly stopped and looked up at the dark night sky. There were still a few stars in the sky. She took a deep breath, her heart filled with countless helplessness and confusion.
Are you still hesitating like this? Why can't you be decisive? Look how long she's been dragging on, why doesn't she even dare to admit it? Natalie put her hand over her forehead and slowly slid down. When her fingers crossed her lips, a picture suddenly flashed in her mind, and she couldn't help laughing softly. It's just that this smile was mixed with reluctance and bitterness.
I'm still... still... Damn! Natalie squeezed her fingers hard, restraining her irritable heart and quickly walked to the dormitory.
With the sound of the keyhole, the door was finally opened, and the room was pitch black.
She must be living outside again today, Natalie, thinking so, flipped the switch and was taken aback. Angela was sitting peacefully on the sofa in the living room, shaking a small glass with amber liquid. When she saw the bottle of wine on the coffee table, she knew what she was doing, but...
"This light is so dazzling, can't you ask before turning on the light?" An indifferent voice came from Angela, who was sitting on the sofa. She took off her hand and looked at Natalie at the door. .
Natalie, who had just closed the door, suddenly jumped in her heart, and an uncomfortable feeling came up from the bottom of her heart. She felt that Angela in front of her seemed to have become another person, a person who made her feel strange.
"What are you... doing?" Natalie asked tentatively.
"Drink," Angela shook her glass, showing an indescribable smile, "Whiskey, very good."
The uncomfortable feeling was even stronger, and I always felt that the other party's eyes were filled with terrifying aggression and insight, and I seemed to be standing in front of her naked, which was extremely uncomfortable.
"I... went to bed." Natalie said in a panic, put down the book and turned back to her bedroom.
A hand suddenly wrapped around her waist from behind, and pressed her against the wall. Then Angela, who was half-smiling, appeared in front of Natalie, pinched her chin and announced in an irresistible tone. "You are mine, Nat!"
Natalie couldn't say anything for a while, but looked at Angela's eyes with some fear. The emerald green eyes had a depth that had never been seen before, and she couldn't see any emotions, except for one thing - full of dangerous lust .