"When I looked down through the window at an altitude of more than 30,000 feet, although I knew that birds would not appear in the stratosphere, and that there was nothing but sunlight, planes and white clouds outside, I still couldn't help but want to imagine Flying in it. I don't want to commit suicide... I hope to have that unrestrained feeling." Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass window of the VIP waiting room, Angela said with some emotion as she looked at the sky ship docked outside.
"I think the reason why people want to fly is probably to pursue this kind of unrestrained feeling," Scarlett leaned on the table and folded her arms and turned her head to look at the plane outside, "It's a pity that even though hot air balloons were invented , The plane still can't let people fly freely in the sky."
"The glider is fine," Angela said suddenly.
"The range is too narrow, and you can't fly in the stratosphere." Scarlett replied immediately, "If you want to fly freely in that kind of place, unless you have a personal aircraft in science fiction, and you have to solve the temperature problem. ."
"Hey, I just said that you can experience the feeling of flying, but I didn't say that you have to fly into the stratosphere." Angela rolled her eyes helplessly, "Why do you always like to talk about other topics? ?"
"First, I'm just answering questions based on the conditions you gave; second, I want to show my extensive knowledge in front of a certain genius." Scarlett spread her hands and shrugged.
After a few chuckles, the two became silent, looking at each other without saying a word. It wasn't until Angela suddenly got a little closer to Scarlett that Scarlett coughed lightly: "We will leave in dozens of minutes."
"Yeah, there are still dozens of minutes." Angela said and stopped.
The two stared at each other silently for a long time, until the bodyguard came to remind that they could board the plane, Angela approached Scarlett and kissed her gently on the cheek: "I'm going back to Los Angeles, you... Be careful. Take care."
"I don't think you need to teach this." Scarlett forced a smile, trying to make herself not look so bad.
"Really? If you don't control your diet, maybe the next time I see you, you will become a little fat girl." Angela said jokingly, but there seemed to be something hidden in her green eyes that had recovered.
"It's rare to hear you say sarcastic words, should I open a bottle of champagne to celebrate when I go back later?" Scarlett raised her eyebrows, "Also, what I want to correct you is that although I'm eating and drinking I don't have too many scruples, but I've been exercising reasonably, so don't think that my body will be out of shape."
"I know this." Angela nodded again and again.
It's just that after these words were said without the brain, the expressions of the two couldn't help but become a little uncomfortable, and Angela said again after a few minutes: "That's it, I'm leaving."
"Take care." Scarlett nodded.
The two hugged tightly for several minutes before separating, and then Angela walked into the boarding gate without looking back, surrounded by bodyguards. Scarlett stood there and watched the other party enter the boarding passage and entered the plane, then ran out and watched the Sky slowly enter the runway and gradually accelerated, and finally took off and turned into a small dot in the sky before turning around and leaving with a sigh. . Reached out and wiped his eyes, it seemed that sand had flown in.
"Brooklyn, 79th Street, No. 144." After getting out of the airport and getting into a taxi, Scarlett, who was a little dazed, said briefly to the driver with her eyelids lowered.
It took about dozens of minutes to return to the apartment, and when she opened the door and entered the room, the trance that had subsided a lot suddenly became stronger again. The furnishings in the living room haven't changed much, it's just...one person is missing.
Scarlett suddenly walked quickly to the front of the cupboard and took out a bottle of unfinished rum, poured a half glass for herself, raised her head and drank it. She let out a long breath and rolled the cup over her forehead.
Shaking her head with a wry smile, the girl put down the cup and sat at the desk. After a long while, she took out the thick diary from the drawer and slowly turned it over page by page.
Wednesday, X month, overcast
My mom and I went to Woodland Town today to make a movie, the aforementioned Hide and Seek. They needed a little actor, and my mom recommended me to the director.
But it never occurred to me anyway that the main character of this movie was Angela Mason. Mom should have told me sooner because I saw her on the streets of New York at Christmas.
What surprised me was that the staff said she wrote the script herself! This is so surprising, to know that when reading the script, there are several words that I have to look up in the dictionary to understand.
Although the script in hand was incomplete, my mother told me that it was a horror movie. How did she write it? And it is said that she also wrote the script of "Born A Couple" last year. Is she a genius
Angela is so friendly and cute, she looks exactly like the one she saw at Christmas, but she acted like... terribly, I forgot how to spell that word. Anyway, I almost sat on the ground after playing with her, it was so scary.
Overall it was pretty good though, we were shopping in Woodland town in the afternoon and I had a lot of conversation with her and finally exchanged phone numbers and addresses. Wait and see, I'll be a better actor than her!
X month X Tuesday sunny
It's a new year, and Angela and I were in Times Square in the early hours of the morning watching the crystal ball fall, along with a girl named Natalie Hessliger. She's Angela's friend, she's a very smart girl, and we chatted very quickly. To be honest, it feels good to join forces with her to bully Angela.
Light rain on Saturday, X month X
Very upset today, my mom said I have to finish this year's school to get a role for me to continue. Alright alright, that's done, am I still bothered by this problem with my smarts
But what annoys me the most is that that guy Angie is...Miss AM! It's so abhorrent that she kept it a secret for so long! I am probably the only one of my friends who doesn't know how Anji can do this! I can still remember when I met her for the first time for Christmas the year before, I talked a lot about Miss AM's songs in front of her... This is really...
Although I called and questioned at the first time, Angie also apologized, but there was no sincerity in that grinning voice. I feel like an idiot - Natalie said the same about me.
Well, wait and see, when she comes to New York to promote the new album, I must give her a good look!
cloudy tuesday xx
I always thought I knew a lot about Angie, but she always has moments of surprise. Not to mention the Grammy Award for Best Newcomer and Best Performance last year. After all, she sings and plays very well. But she actually won the Oscar nominations for Best Supporting Actress and Best Original Screenplay this year!
The nomination for Best Supporting Actress is understandable, Angela's performance is really good, I really like her performance in "The Sixth Sense". But the best original screenplay is too surprising, my mother said that almost no one can be nominated for best screenplay at the age of thirteen or fourteen. She's such a genius that I'm dying of jealousy.
If Angie was in front of me now, I would definitely pounce on her and bite her a few times before I was willing! Not only because she was nominated for an Oscar, but most importantly, she hid the situation from us about her family. Yes, we, neither Nat nor Vivi knew that her family was so rich and had a duke-grandfather and so on.
This is too much, can't there be a little more sincerity between friends? But after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to give her a chance. Of course, a small punishment is necessary before that. I have already agreed with Nat and the others.
X month X Sunday sunny
Today I was terrified, I was just going out with Angie and Nat as a street performer, but I didn't expect to meet the bikers.
This is the first time I have encountered this situation, and I was terrified. Fortunately, Angela protected Nat and me. When we encountered a dead end, she put Nat and me on the life-saving ladder, but she stayed where she was. Fortunately, someone came to rescue her, otherwise I would regret it for the rest of my life.
On the way to the police station, the three of us hugged each other in shock, and Angela kept apologizing to me and Nat.
"I'm sorry, Manny, Nat, I shouldn't be so headstrong and reckless, I shouldn't have put you in danger, I'm sorry." Angela said this, clutching our arms tightly, although Nat and I both said it was all right, She kept saying it again and again.
Angie, you know, I really don't blame you. Although my parents who came to pick me up said some unpleasant things, I never thought about it that way. I love you Angie, really.
Overcast with light rain on Monday
Dad and Mom don't know what the conflict is, they haven't spoken to each other for a week, I hope they will return to normal as soon as possible.
Angie made another amazing move, not only on the cover of "Fortune" magazine, but also became the youngest female billionaire in history! Frankly, I really want to open her head and take a good look at what's inside.
Sunny Thursday, X month
Angie came to New York to promote her new album of Whispering. Although she knew that she could speak Chinese very well, she didn't expect to sing so nicely - she just couldn't understand anything.
I went to see her at the Waldorf Astoria with Nat and Liv and played cards halfway through. Forgot who suggested that the loser should take off a piece of clothing, anyway, Angie and I almost stripped off Liv and Nat's clothes, Liv is such an idiot.
Although both of their breasts are beautiful, they are not as big as mine! I just don't know how Angela is doing, and she's still messing around with Nat's chest. If I knew I would partner with Nat, she would lose her clothes and take off her clothes!
cloudy thursday xx
I met two new friends today... well, not new friends, after all, I don't know how many times I've heard their names in Angela's mouth.
Jessica is a cute and cute girl. Angie is right. She is very charming when she smiles. As for Lindsay, she is very personable and a little carefree, which is very appealing to me.
I heard that Disney specially invited us to shoot this movie together, they really care. But Angie was miserable, so miserable, that she couldn't even hold her head up in front of Nat... well, that might be overkill, but she was really eaten by Nat. When will I be able to "fix" Angie like this
Light rain on Saturday, X month X
I didn't expect my wish to come true so easily, last night me, Nat, Jesse, Lindsay and Annie-Angie said it was her godfather's adopted daughter, but... ugh who cares that much.
In short, we pressed Angie to the ground together, and then took turns to hit her ass "hardly" with the pillow. I secretly squeezed a few, and to be honest, it feels nice and springy.
Although Anji begged for mercy, no one was willing to let go. She deserves to be punished by us, who can't afford to lose her, just because Lindsay made fun of her a few times because of bad luck, so she took anger on others. However, Lindsay is also a bit too much, always targeting Angie.
Well, now that I think about it, I actually wish she had Angie tongue kissing me when she chose the big adventure, I think...that must have been delicious...hey, what was I thinking!
Thursday, X month X
Heard bad news today, Lindsay told me on the phone that Angie had an accident on the set of "Little Ghosts." When she jumped from a water tower dozens of feet high, the safety rope suddenly broke! this is too scary.
Fortunately, Jessica, who was at the scene at the time, rushed out in time to knock Angie away, and she was not injured - but Jess was slightly bruised. God bless both of them are fine.
If... If I were on the scene, would I run into it desperately? Maybe.
Tuesday, X.X.X with light snow
I can't believe Angie is actually dating a guy named Jonathan. Well, even though she surreptitiously told me it was just a smoke bomb, I was still very upset. Why is she looking for this guy to be a fake boyfriend? Frankly speaking, other than the family background is similar to Angie, other aspects can be said... Hey, wait, what am I writing
cloudy monday xx
I heard that Angie is going to direct his own
First movie, oh, sometimes I wonder what else she can't
Mom and Dad are fighting again, and these days they are always... I have a bad feeling.
Light rain on Wednesday, X month
Kasten and mom divorced...
X month X Friday sunny
I opened my diary today and found that I haven't written it for a long time. It's not that I don't want to write it, but... I'm really not in the mood. I still can't accept it until now, why did he want to divorce his mother? Just because of another woman? ! He is our father! Has he ever thought about our feelings!
I cried a lot in Angie's arms. In fact, I didn't want to show it in front of her, but I couldn't help it.
I'm currently shooting a movie called "The Horse Whisperer" in Montana, and after Angie went to Canada to visit Vivi, she brought her over to see me. At that time, I was so sad that I couldn't help myself, crying secretly in the woods. Then Angie came over, she hugged me and didn't ask anything but said: cry out loud if you feel sad, it will be much better if you cry out in front of others.
Angie's embrace is warm and reassuring.
I told her everything, and she hugged me tightly and comforted me, saying: The storm will eventually pass, the rainbow will eventually appear, you must cheer up.
I just want to hug her tightly for a lifetime. I love you, Angie.
X month X Sunday sunny
In the past two days, Angie and Vivi have been walking around Gardiner Town, and we often rode horses around the racecourse. Angie always tried her best to amuse me, even sleeping with me. It's just that whenever she's half lying next to me, looking at me softly with her beautiful green eyes, I... I always want to get up and kiss her.
This feeling seems odd, I thought... well, it's actually kind of dependent, after all Angie was the first person I confided in... Damn, what the hell am I writing? !
There is a kind of... a very bad feeling, no no no, not very bad but... I can't tell, in short, it made me feel a little restless and flustered, but also with a little excitement and tension.
Well, Manny, don't worry about it, let these inexplicable things get out of your head. Angie was the one who kept me out of the gloom—though not quite out—why be cranky
So be it.
Sunny Thursday, X month
Angie left, and before leaving... I asked her for a kiss, a kiss on the lips.
It's hard to describe the feeling, but for a moment I wanted to hug her and kiss her freely.
This... this... is horrible, how could I have this thought? I... I'm not...
Well, it's just an illusion, I'm just a little... sentimental? Yes, yes, that's it!
cloudy saturday
A perfect concert, Angela's performance is just amazing. Especially the dance when she sang "Flying Polka" is really creative, I think no one will say she can't dance in the future.
Afterwards, I, Nat, Vivi, and Liv all attended the celebration party, and everyone was very excited and congratulated Angela frequently. Weiwei also made a serious claim to pull everyone to form a band, Angie is the lead singer, she plays the guitar, I play the bass, Liv plays the drums and Nat is in charge of the keyboard.
Of course, Angie ignored Weiwei, but under my run, she asked Weiwei to kiss her cheek, and then... I went up and kissed again.
Although I didn't want to admit it, that kind of... feeling suddenly filled my heart, and the hesitation that I had been holding for a long time was finally confirmed.
I hid my thoughts and feelings very well, but when I got home, I immediately collapsed on the bed and didn't want to get up.
I'm not gay, I know I'm not gay, but I do have feelings for Angie, I want to kiss her, I want to touch her, I want to…
Oh no, I shouldn't have written this, I shouldn't have written this in my diary, but I can't help it...
What's wrong with me? How can I have this idea, she's a Hollywood genius, she's so good in every field, she's even just won a National Scholar Award. But most importantly, she's a woman...
God, please tell me, what should I do