"Everything went well, Lindsay readily agreed, swearing that there was absolutely no problem, and she planned to pull Weiwei," Alizee said while walking inside, shrugging her shoulders, "I think she has been waiting for a long time. It's the day."
"It's not because of you." Walking beside her, Annie suddenly said something accusingly.
"Okay okay, I know I was wrong." Alizee raised her hands for the first time and said with some annoyance, "I thought I would persuade Lindsay and Vivi to stay away from Angie for a while after Angie won the best director. , will make her reflect a little. But I didn't expect it to be self-defeating in the end, but almost... Fortunately, you are here, Annie, otherwise I really don't know how to face her. "
A wry smile appeared on her face.
"I have to admit that you are the one who knows her best." Alizee said sharply, with a different meaning in her tone.
"Actually, I almost... Fortunately, I woke up in time," Annie said, with a smile unknowingly appearing on the corner of her mouth, "Angie has never changed, it's just that some things have made her lose herself. I have always believed in her. She'll get it back—although there were some shakes along the way. In fact, she's got most of it back now, isn't she?"
Alizee opened her mouth and seemed to want to say something. A trace of complexity flashed in her tea-brown eyes. In the end, she just sighed: "In your heart, Anji will always come first."
"Aren't you?" Anne asked back with a smile.
Alizee was silent for a few seconds before continuing to sigh: "You know, because of my childhood experiences, I always closed my heart and always put on a pair of clothes for myself to keep away from others. Shell, only two and a half people have ever opened my heart to me over the years. However, one is gone, and the other…”
She started to get a little ecstatic, as if lost in memory: "You know what it's like when I get a letter every two weeks from the same person, the same dazzling star I liked? Even if those letters are simple Greetings and trivial matters of daily life are written. However, before that, when I first met, I stubbornly believed that she deceived me because of the disguise incident, and I also misunderstood her... In addition to the character I have developed for a long time, let me Wanting to be close to her and away from her, especially when Ryan...and I've come here to be a part of this family, and that's just getting stronger."
Having said this, Alizee paused for a while before continuing with a wry smile: "It wasn't until... until I found out that she was gay, I realized what I was thinking about and resisting. However, after the contradiction was clear, it made me fall into even greater trouble, Especially when I know that she is in a relationship with three women at the same time, that kind of sad and resentful feeling makes me feel at a loss. But I don't know how to express it, so I can only awkwardly use indifferent expressions and sarcasm The language tried to arouse her attention, even knowing that when she was hurt time and time again, although it was self-inflicted, what she wanted most was comfort and encouragement. So, everything I did was in vain, so Only then did those reckless actions. Even... even I deliberately told Angie that we have been together for several years, and even the situation has eased, and I deliberately pretended to be intimate with you in front of her... I'm just so awkward... "
"I know, Lily, I know both." Annie sighed and reached out and stroked her face gently, "So I didn't tell Angie that you kept Lindsay and Vivi away from her temporarily, so although I knew you… "
She closed her mouth suddenly, and then spoke again after a few seconds: "It's impossible to say that you're not angry, after all... I still remember you sneaking into my room that night a year ago, saying that you wanted to sleep with me. When I was there, I kept staring at me with a cold face, as if I owed you a lot."
"But you still agreed, didn't you?" Alize suddenly stepped forward and put her arms around Annie's waist and put her head on her shoulder, "I said, two and a half people entered me My heart. I see everything you do for me, but like you said just now, Angie is always the first in my heart, so... you are only half... "
She raised her head and stared into Annie's eyes with a wry smile: "Will you regret being with me?"
"No," Annie shook her head. "So many years together have taught me what kind of person you are, although sometimes it seems a little strange that we would come together. But..."
Annie hesitated for a while, but still said it: "Similarly, Angie is always the first in my heart. Unless she no longer needs me, I will not leave her."
"I know, I said it just now, and so do I." Alizee chuckled twice, and her expression changed a lot in these few minutes than she had in months. After she thought of something again, the hand around Annie's waist suddenly tightened: "Speaking of which, is it because of something in common that we will come to everything?"
Following that, Alizee asked further, "Tell me frankly, Annie, are you..."
"I'm her friend and her shadow, always." Anne took the word "forever" very hard.
"Understood." Alizee, who watched her for a while, finally nodded, and then put her head on Annie's shoulder again, "Fortunately, we both have at least part of each other."
The two remained silent for a while before Annie spoke again: "Let's get back to business, what's going on in London?"
"Magic mother also agreed very readily, she must have known it long ago." Alizee replied thoughtfully.
"Of course, but I'm afraid it's not enough to rely on Joe alone. After all, she doesn't know the reason and the process of what happened." Annie said after thinking about it.
"So I found another person to help me," Alize raised her eyebrows, and finally regained her cold look, "A woman who can't figure out her relationship with Angie helps."
"Rachel?!" As one of the people who was most familiar with Angela, Annie quickly reacted, followed by a stunned expression: "But... but Rachel is still with... Will this be self-defeating?"
"That's why I contacted her," Alizee explained. "In a sense, Rachel, as a half bystander, should have an easier time understanding where to start."
"She agreed?" Annie still seemed to feel a little weird, "You know, Angie and Rachel only broke up this year, and it's been... and Rachel can even be regarded as being wrapped up by Angela... Well, Don't talk about this, in short, I'm worried that this may not solve the problem but make it worse."
"Don't worry, I've already discussed this with Rachel in detail," Alizee shook her head. "Although she's thinking about something, she's definitely not the kind of person who does harm to others. Trust me, Annie? "
"Okay, you are responsible for the specific matters." Annie nodded and followed the conversation: "So, what about New York? That is also one of the most important places."
"As long as the two of them explain it once, it's not a problem, as for the most important one..." Alizee suddenly sneered, "I will visit in person!"
She snorted softly: "I'd really like to see what kind of ability this guy who can torment our Miss Angel to the uttermost pain and pain has!"
Dear Annie:
Even though the emails have been sent, I think a handwritten letter is also necessary - thank God, I still remember the feeling of handwriting, and my good words haven't gotten too bad.
Compared with e-mails, the advantage of handwritten letters is that you can write as long as you want, and you can write them whenever you want. You can slowly sort out your feelings without hurrying, and it is very convenient.
For the past few days, I've traveled from eastern Australia to the south, and the itinerary is generally satisfactory, except that they seem to be a little too nervous.
I was entangled by a guy during the tour of Ayers Rock, I had to press the alarm for help, and they rushed over fiercely a few minutes later and scared the guy. I had to get out of the tourist area as soon as possible, it's a shame I didn't get to climb Ayers Rock. Fortunately, no tourists recognized me, it seems that I should prepare more advanced tools for help, such as pressing the green button for help, pressing the red button for emergency.
Next, I plan to go to Japan. Although I have been there several times, it is my first time for tourism. I want to see many places. And I heard that the Japanese hate me for making "The Diaries of Rabe" for which I won the Best Director Oscar, and I wonder how they hate it. Well... in this case, maybe I can go to China to see it, they split into two camps because of this movie, they praised the film to the sky and hated it to the ground, it was completely opposed for the sake of opposition - at least mine in China This is what I saw on the website. Maybe it's a good idea to use the opportunity to travel to understand the thoughts of ordinary people.
But this does not mean that I have really made up my mind, after all, I have left a lot of things in Hangzhou and Tokyo... Well, this letter will be written here, maybe after you receive it, I may have already arrived in Europe or even back home.
In addition, there is a picture of me mixed in the letter, and you are not allowed to laugh after reading it. Also, there are several postcards mailed with the letter, you can see that I have done some tricks on them... I don't want to say more, at least not now, anyway, keep them for me, please .
love you angie
June 23, 2005