Zhuang Fanxin ran back to the fifteenth floor in one breath.
The impact was so great that he closed the door and did not take the elevator, so shocked that his heart jumped into his throat. Bang Dang fell into the sofa, dizzy, holding hands, afraid that his eyes would fall out.
Before opening the door of the tea room, he thought that Pei Zhi was making tea, making coffee, or having a late-night snack. He would never have imagined that Pei Zhi was actually kissing! With a guy!
Zhuang Fanxin was so frightened that he didn't have time to see what the man was like, not even a Chinese or a foreigner. As soon as he closed his eyes at this moment, all he could think of was Pei Zhi's figure, leaning against the table, holding his slender neck up, and being hugged by the waist and kissed until the end of his eyes turned red.
It's too, too arrogant.
The small blanket was forgotten beyond the clouds, and Zhuang Fan couldn't feel the cold in his heart. He was hysterical. His big eyes stared straight into the air.
There seemed to be footsteps, and Zhuang Fan was frightened. He threw himself on the sofa and buried his face. The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and he could tell it was Pei Zhi. The body was suddenly warm, the small blanket fell on him, and the scent of Pei Zhi's shampoo could be smelled in his breath.
Pei Zhi moved the chair and sat next to him, and said, "Scared?"
Zhuang Fan pretended to be asleep, but didn't respond.
"Then I'm going down, I haven't kissed enough yet."
When Zhuang Fanxin heard Pei Zhi get up, he opened his eyes, anxious, holding the blanket to hold back: "—Brother!"
Pei Zhi smiled sullenly, sat down, covered Zhuang Fanxin again, and moved his eyes to Zhuang Fanxin's face, surprised, curious, unbelievable, and mixed with a little boy's shyness.
He flicked Zhuang Fanxin's forehead: "It's rude, you don't know how to knock when you enter the house?"
Zhuang Fan's heart was stupid. If he knew what Pei Zhi was doing in the house, let alone knocking on the door, he would probably help guard the door. He noticed Pei Zhi's rosy lips, blushing for others, hiding under the blanket as if frightened.
Pei Zhi's eyes were clear: "You have nothing to ask?"
How could it not be... Zhuang Fanxin asked in a low voice, "Are you gay?"
Pei Zhi nodded calmly and smiled, "Gay isn't that rare, right? Why are you so surprised?"
Zhuang Fanxin said: "I didn't think about it at all! I can't see it at all!"
Pei Zhinuo moved closer: "Whether homosexual or heterosexual, it is an individual first, and gay is not a special species, so how different can it be from ordinary people, right?"
Zhuang Fan thought back to these words, sat up, wrapped himself in a blanket and pondered that he and Pei Zhi had known each other for many years. There is no difference.
Perhaps it was precisely because there was no difference that he was so shocked to know that Pei Zhi was gay.
Zhuang Fan's heart digested for a moment, the impact subsided, and the corners of his eyes and brows were dyed with the temperament of a little bastard: "Then... Who was the person who kissed you just now?"
Pei Zhi blinked his eyes and got up: "I'm going down to draw."
"Don't go! Brother!" Zhuang Fanxin put his arms around Pei Zhi's waist, "This is the United States, we are competing, it must be someone from your clothing group! If you don't tell me, I can also find out who you are with. Affair!"
Pei Zhi sighed and said softly, "It's Chinese. I was a senior in my first year of high school, and now I'm studying in college here. He knows that I'm coming to the competition and come to see me."
Zhuang Fanxin let go of his hand: "I came to see you and kiss you, if I didn't push the door..."
Pei Zhi teased him: "Then it's not finished yet."
Zhuang Fan covered his heart with a blanket and couldn't bear the gentle yellow accent of the other party. Later, when Pei Zhi returned to the eleventh floor, he huddled on the sofa, without sleepiness, only deepened two dark circles under his eyes.
Beijing time is already October 2nd, the concert has continued into a class reunion, and the day is bright when the carnival is over. Gu Zhuoyan was dizzy after drinking, and the driver waited by the side of the road. After getting in the car, he opened the unread message with energy, which was a link.
Click to open, the page jumps to the original school forum, and the top post floats - "The first half of the singer's life, tonight is the mileage. - Live broadcast of Lu Wen's concert. , posted by Lu Wenzun.
Gu Zhuoyan gave a speechless reply, and after sending the phone, he turned off the powerless phone, took a bath at home, almost fell asleep in the bathtub, and finally threw himself on the bed with wet hair.
He slept all day and night, the water in the humidifier was sprayed dry, and he couldn't even wake up. He stayed in bed and called the nanny to pack his fencing clothes and fencing shoes. He hadn't practiced for a few months, and he was suffocated. He made an appointment with a friend from the fencing department to go out.
Without any holidays, it wasted on the fourth day in the blink of an eye. When Gu Shibo came back from a business trip, Gu Zhuoyan went to his grandfather's house as if hiding from the plague.
His grandfather Gu Pingfang used to be a diplomat, but now he retired and lived alone in a small western-style building assigned by the state.
But the old man couldn't even count it, his eldest grandson came out in a high-profile way, it was too social. After that, his research direction shifted to the homosexual community, and he was ready to talk to his son and daughter-in-law after forming a deep understanding.
Gu Zhuoyan came with his luggage and went into the study to greet the old man. The study was remodeled by connecting three guest rooms. It was unreasonably spacious. He sat on the sofa: "Grandpa, are you in good health?"
Gu Pingfang said, "Don't be so vulgar, how many days will you stay here with me?"
Gu Zhuoyan calculated: "Three days, ticket on the seventh."
Before retiring, the old man was used to making arrangements early: "You are with me today, and you are free for the next two days. I will ask the driver to take you to the airport on the 7th. It is estimated that you are not willing to pay attention to your parents."
Gu Zhuoyan is rare and well-behaved. He leans against the armrest of the sofa and doesn't play the game. After finishing the arrangement, he doesn't leave, and drinks tea calmly. After drinking a cup of tea, he said, "Grandpa, you have never asked about my business, aren't you curious?"
Gu Pingfang laughed and said, "Would I be curious if my grandson came out of the closet? If my grandfather came out of the closet, wouldn't you be curious?" After laughing, he sneered again, "Your parents sent you to your relatives, I can't touch anyone. , I had to endure it."
Coming out of the closet, no matter whether you regret it or not, is not a happy thing, and Gu Zhuoyan never took the initiative to provoke it. Today he came up and mentioned it himself, obviously he had something to explain to the old man.
Gu Pingfang was not a layman, so he only asked what he wanted to hear: "Tell me, what was your mental state at that time?"
Gu Zhuoyan said, "Mental state is a bit tangled and a little nervous, after all, in front of so many classmates." He paused, "Grandpa, why don't you ask me why I came out?"
Gu Pingfang shook his head. He didn't need any reason to come out of the closet, and he didn't need to choose a date. He could go out horizontally or vertically, because this is a natural human right. The old man said: "Even if there is a reason, it is your privacy. It is up to you to talk about it or not."
Gu Zhuoyan said, "Then I'll talk about it later."
He stood up, poured tea for Gu Pingfang with a teapot, bowed his body and lowered his eyebrows, showing the respect of filial sons and grandsons. After pouring it, he squatted beside Gu Pingfang's lap and said honestly, "Grandpa, I have someone I like."
The old man took off his glasses and looked at him.
Gu Zhuoyan said: "In Rongcheng, I was my grandfather's neighbor and my classmate. I was confused at first and wanted to use people's anger to anger my parents, but later I was really moved, and it was not enough to hide it. Has it come to you?"
Gu Pingfang asked, "Are you okay?"
"Not yet, I'll tell him when we meet again." Gu Zhuoyan was a little affectionate. "He is a very good person. He learned to draw and is participating in design competitions abroad."
Gu Pingfang said: "My grandson's vision should not be bad."
The old man took the cup and drank the tea without a drop left, which meant he agreed. Gu Zhuoyan guarded the book and handed the pen, waited until dusk, and went upstairs to put his luggage before dinner.
Gu Pingfang got up from the tiger chair and walked slowly to the desk to make a phone call. Just after two rings, it was connected, and there was a respectful "Dad".
"Shibo, my humble words are with me."
Gu Shibo said "um": "The older he is, the more ignorant he is, and he will bother you again."
"What is annoying? My good grandson doesn't know how to be obedient."
Gu Shibo laughed: "he's only good in front of you, and he's always acting like a jerk at home."
"If you bully him, he will naturally resist. It will be bad if he is obedient." Gu Pingfang said calmly, "You are not an uncivilized person, it's just your humble words that made too much noise and made you and Xiaoman lost. Face, after all, you are successful people with head and face."
Gu Shibo heard the mystery: "Dad, it's fine if you are used to him, and you still make fun of us."
Gu Pingfang smiled and said, "I'm obviously used to you, so I didn't say anything when you sent my humble words away, so that you can calm down. It's been more than two months, and I'll call you today just to say a few words, my humble words. The matter has been transferred to me, you and Xiaoman should not worry about it."
Gu Shibo said anxiously, "Dad, did he say something?"
"You just need to remember what I said." Gu Pingfang said lightly, "Tomorrow sent someone to bring my little granddaughter too, bye."
At the door of the study, Gu Zhuoyan whistled happily.
He was astute. After he came out of the closet, he and Gu Shibo had an incomparable quarrel, and the quarrel was turned upside down. He was even locked at home and locked up, and then he was forced to transfer to another school. He was next to him when he was the most painful and helpless, but today, a few months later, when all his emotions have faded, he took the initiative to come to the door, planned and purposefully reiterated the old story to Gu Pingfang, and then revealed that he There are people who like it.
At this time, Gu Zhuoyan asked Gu Pingfang for help, but he didn't have him, because he wanted to express his heart to Zhuang Fanxin, and he wanted to be with Zhuang Fanxin. Gu Shibo and Xue Manzi will know sooner or later, and he also knows that his ability at the age of seventeen is limited, so he must find a protective umbrella.
When he received a call from Zhuang Fanxin in the middle of the night, it took only a second for Gu Zhuoyan to wake up from being stunned.
Zhuang Fanxin said: "Fortunately, I got through it! The last round of design was successfully promoted, but the ranking was not very good."
"It's okay, we'll cut them in the next round."
"Haha, okay, the next round of random cooperation, I'm lining up to draw lots, don't let me team up with the French, I don't understand French."
After hanging up the phone, Zhuang Fan went up to draw lots, and he was actually in a group with the French. Next was a 12-hour break. He carried his bag to the eleventh floor and ordered a restaurant with Pei Zhi for a good meal.
As soon as they met, Zhuang Fan asked, "That senior didn't come today?"
Pei Zhizheng picked up: "I can be seen by you in the middle of the night. If the organizer finds out, I won't be able to compete?"
Zhuang Fanxin sat on the operating table, swept around, saw an old beauty in tight pants, waited for the others to leave, and asked in a low voice, "Do you think that Leonard is gay?"
Pei Zhi was ashamed: "Do you think everyone looks gay now?"
Zhuang Fan hummed: "That's also your fault."
"Didn't I say that gays are also ordinary people, especially deep cabinets, so they can't tell."
"So, maybe around..."
Pei Zhi said, "Yes, maybe someone around you is gay, like me, maybe someone else you see every day and play with, but you don't know that the other party is gay."
Zhuang Fan jumped off the console and was shocked again.
He checked carefully and found that Qi Nan didn't like anyone so far, could he be gay? The squad leader rarely mentions girls. Could it be a closet? The owner of the beef ball noodle shop is in his 40s and hasn't married yet. Could he have been gay for many years
God, except for Gu Zhuoyan, Zhuang Fanxin feels that all the gays are around him!
The author has something to say: Pei Zhi: I can't take it.