The Porsche drove away, leaving a gust of cold wind.
Immediately after the Zhuang family's hidden door was pushed open, Zhuang Xianyang leaned over and called Zhuang Fanxin to go home, telling him to be careful of catching a cold. Zhuang Fan's heart recovered from his numbness. He had just finished taking a shower and came out wearing shorts and flip-flops, his legs trembling in the cold night.
He was afraid that it was Gu Shibo who came to take people, and that Gu Zhuoyan was taken home. Fortunately, Gu Zhuoyan did not leave, but unfortunately, he seemed to have heard some secrets.
Zhuang Xianyang urged again and came back quickly.
Zhuang Fanxin took two steps back, turned and ran, ran out two meters and braked suddenly, killing him with a carbine. He was menacing and murderous, and his tiny legs gleamed white in the dark night.
Zhuang Xianyang shouted from behind, "What are you doing!"
With a "boom", Zhuang Fan's heart slammed into Gu Zhuoyan's chest, exerting a lot of strength, like an angry calf. Gu Zhuoyan swayed slightly, and Zhuang Fanxin had already turned around and ran away when he stood firm.
Running too fast, Gu Zhuoyan didn't catch it. In the quiet alley, there was only the sound of flip-flops hitting the ground, and then Zhuang Xianyang's scolding, squeak, the dealer's door was closed, and the sound was scattered in the wind.
Gu Zhuoyan stood there for a while, his chest hurt so much, and his flesh was tensed for a while. He took out his mobile phone, and Lu Wen sent a text message: "Brother, did I cause you trouble?"
Gu Zhuoyan replied, what do you think
Lu Wen sent another message: "Why don't you show your cards to the little neighbor."
Gu Zhuoyan replied, why don't we break up with each other
Lu Wen repented: "I'm sorry brother, I'll apologize to you later, my dad wants to take my mobile phone, remember to help me contact Su Wang and Mingzi!"
Gu Zhuoyan turned around and went home without contacting anyone. He thought that Lu Wen needed a severe beating. After entering the room, he called Zhuang Fanxin while going upstairs. The only response to him was a mechanical female voice, and the user you dialed was turned off.
End, really poke a hole.
Zhuang Fan sat on the bed with a cold brow. There was still a biological paper that he didn't write, and he didn't want to write it. The small half basin of sea glass was not cleaned, and he didn't want to.
He heard the name Lu Wen mentioned, a few words Lu Wen said, including Gu Zhuoyan's "um", he heard all of them.
Gu Zhuoyan did not deny it throughout the process, indicating that what Lu Wen mentioned was true.
In order to protect Yuyu, Gu Zhuoyan only came out at that time, and only then was sent to Rongcheng after falling out with his family. Everything was for Yuyu! That person is still thinking about Gu Zhuoyan and crying, and he doesn't even know if Gu Zhuoyan is clean or not!
Zhuang Fan's heart hurt so much that his lungs hurt, he stood up for a while, and then fell on the bed, sweating all over his forehead. Gu Zhuoyan has been in love, that is, he has been cheating on him? If they haven't talked about it, then Gu Zhuoyan has a unilateral crush on that person? Come on, it might as well be lying to him.
The more Zhuang Fan thought about it, the more complicated it became. Gu Zhuoyan couldn't be with that person. When he met him, wouldn't he be regarded as the other person's stand-in? He is the white moonlight in his heart, he is just the mosquito blood on the wall
He suddenly remembered that Gu Zhuoyan once said that he had leaked his mouth, and that he was just trying to piss off his parents when he hooked up with him. Could it be that Gu Zhuoyan and him were just chattering, and even if it was exposed one day, it was to protect that person from being discovered
"Why!" Zhuang Fan roared.
He desperately needed some comfort, but he couldn't tell Pei Zhi that it was too embarrassing. Qin Xianglian was abandoned by Chen Shimei back then, so she probably wouldn't be too embarrassed to tell her best friend. He wanted to eat a bag of potato chips, but he couldn't find it in the cabinet. He remembered that it was confiscated by Zhao Jianqiu.
Zhuang Fan pulled his slippers and went to the next door, crying: "Mom, I want to eat potato chips."
Zhao Jianqiu dismissed: "What to eat, go to sleep."
Zhuang Fan held the door frame in his heart: "I want to eat potato chips! Give me a pack!"
That energy was like a drug addiction attack, or it was also a childish child. Zhuang Xianyang sat up from the bed: "I just got nervous outside and bullied Xiao Gu."
At this moment, Zhuang Fanxin was just hanging a small firecracker, lit with a twister, and immediately exploded: "What do you know! It was your son who was bullied by him! It was he who bullied me!"
"Okay, why did he bully you?" Zhao Jianqiu asked.
There was no answer to this question, and Zhuang Fan stammered under his eyes: "He, he lied to me, lied to my feelings."
Zhuang Xianyang said, "It's better if you don't cheat money."
Zhuang Fan was so angry that he closed the door with a bang, and went back to his room to curl up on the bed like a cooked shrimp. He pondered anxiously, how far has Gu Zhuoyan and that Yu developed, going to school together, holding hands, and kissing
What does that Yu look like? Is it one meter seventy-five
Zhuang Fanxin got up again to find a soft ruler, stood in front of the full-length mirror to measure his height, raised his chest and raised his head, 174.5. He wrapped the tape measure around his neck, tightened it slowly, and blushed in a slight suffocation.
He doesn't mind that Gu Zhuoyan likes others, what he minds is that Gu Zhuoyan lied to him.
If you are open and honest, why hide it deliberately
He also contradicted Gu Zhuoyan's next explanation, afraid that Gu Zhuoyan would admit that he would rather pretend to be stupid.
On Monday morning, Zhuang Fanxin got up with two dark circles under his eyes. For breakfast, Zhao Jianqiu made a sandwich and a small packet of potato chips. He walked to the door of the kitchen and said, "Mom, come back from school to help you weed."
Zhao Jianqiu glanced over: "Is the madness over? Raise the national flag today, hurry up and go out."
Zhuang Fanxin packed up the potato chips and walked away with the sandwich. Zhuang Xianyang took the newspaper and came in: "Xiao Gu is waiting for you outside. If you have any questions, say it carefully. He will really bully your father and decide for you."
"How do you call the shots?"
Zhuang Xianyang said: "Write on your school uniform - timid, accept your life, a hero spare your life."
Zhuang Fan snorted coldly, did not push the bicycle, and confronted Gu Zhuoyan at the door while nibbling on a sandwich. "Zhuanger." Gu Zhuoyan said, "Why did you turn off the phone last night? I called you a lot."
Zhuang Fanxin asked the question that he had held all night: "What is that person's name?"
Gu Zhuoyan didn't expect it, and was stunned: "Yu Yao."
Zhuang Fanxin walked out: "I'll take the subway."
Gu Zhuoyan locked the bicycle under the wall, strode up to catch up, stretched out his hand and grabbed the strap of Zhuang Fanxin's schoolbag.
"I'll be waiting at your door at half past six." Gu Zhuoyan said, "Anyway, give me a chance to explain."
Outside the small intersection, the stream is constantly flowing, and everyone who goes to work and school is in a hurry. As the two of them confronted each other there, Zhuang Fanxin asked, "Your coming out has something to do with Yu Yao, isn't it?"
Gu Zhuoyan admitted: "Yes, but—"
"You came out publicly, he didn't, am I right?"
Gu Zhuoyan released his hand: "Yes, but—"
"That's why you came out to protect him. He feels sorry for you, doesn't he?" Zhuang Fan grabbed the strap of Gu Zhuoyan's schoolbag, "You came out for him, he also misses you, and you hooked me up. What are you doing?"
"It's not what you think—"
"I didn't think about it! I heard it with your own ears, and you confessed it with your own mouth!" Zhuang Fan pushed his heart abruptly, "I fucking like you, if you admit it, I will suffer once, you lied to me from the beginning, you didn't darling!"
These words sounded familiar, but Gu Zhuoyan thought about it and found that Zhuang Fanxin's aggressive set was very similar to what he did at the beginning, and it was simply too much for reference. After returning to his senses, Zhuang Fanxin had already walked to the subway entrance, and looked back at him fiercely.
Gu Zhuoyan didn't know why he wanted to laugh. He had known each other since Midsummer, and it would be Christmas soon. This was the first time he saw Zhuang Fan's heart being angry. That person is either gentle or lively, and is the first in the grade to be empathetic, and it is rare to lose his temper all over his body.
Suddenly, he was not in a hurry, and wanted to make Zhuang Fan's heart strong enough.
In any case, he did hide the other party, and he was not wronged by some knives.
The subway was crowded. Zhuang Fan had his earphones plugged into his heart, and one hand clutched the pole tightly. Gu Zhuoyan stood behind him, his chest against his back, and he was surrounded by people when someone squeezed in.
It was so close that Zhuang Fan could smell Gu Zhuoyan's breath in his heart, so he was helpless.
Gu Zhuoyan lowered his eyes to see through the hypocrisy, lowered his head and asked, "What song are you listening to?"
Zhuang Fanxin ignored him, he took off an earphone and plugged it in, listening to the words inside: "You can die but you can't help but hate, but God will pursue this man, I still believe that a good show is destined to wait. You, retribution draws nearer to reckon with your crimes..."
The title of the song is "You Have No Good Results". Gu Zhuoyan said, "Are you relieved after listening to it?" He raised his leg against Zhuang Fanxin's knee, "Do you usually use this method of listening to songs?"
Zhuang Fan's face was blushing. What could he do? His father would only ask for mercy from a hero. When he got out of the subway station, he casually hooked up with a classmate as company, ignoring Gu Zhuoyan, his heart was so sour as if he had smashed a vinegar jar, he was not Gu Zhuoyan's first love!
Che, who cares, Zhuang Fanxin tried hard to recall his primary and secondary school days, trying to add a piece of old love to himself, but he didn't think of it after raising the national flag. Like a psychopath, he went to the office to deliver English homework, and told the teacher that Gu Zhuoyan did not do well.
The teacher turned it over and took a look, why did the handwriting look familiar
Zhuang Fanxin suddenly remembered that he wrote it for Gu Zhuoyan in the hotel, and quickly slipped away. When I went back to the classroom, I saw the biology teacher. He was about to go to class, and his biology paper had not yet been filled.
The teacher stepped off the podium: "Take out all the homework, I'll take a look."
Zhuang Fanxin took out the blank paper, and Qi Nan glanced at it: "Damn it, why didn't you write it? Hurry up, BBADC, DCBAD."
Before the tenth multiple-choice question was written, the teacher walked to the third row and stopped at the table: "Zhuang Fanxin, didn't finish the homework?"
Zhuang Fanxin stood up, the teacher asked the reason, he answered truthfully: "I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to do it."
"Oh, if you're in a bad mood, you don't have to do your homework. Then I'm not in a good mood either. Go to the corridor for a class." The teacher said. Zhuang Fanxin took the book and went out. It was the first time he was so old that he was punished for standing.
Gu Zhuoyan watched the whole process at the end, and his heart was like a mirror. He rubbed the paper and threw it into the table pocket, raised his hand and said, "Teacher, I didn't write it, and I can't find the paper."
The teacher was very angry: "You also go out! One front door and one back door stand for me!"
Gu Zhuoyan took the book and ran away, and went to class. There were only the two of them in the empty corridor. He moved from the back door to the front door, and stood with Zhuang Fan at a distance of one punch.
"I've never liked anyone else." He dropped this sentence directly.
Zhuang Fanxin clenched the pages of the book, and was crazy all night and early in the morning, but now it's finally quiet. Gu Zhuoyan said: "I used to be in class 1, and Yu Yao was in class 2. Since the first semester of high school, he always flipped through my workbook while cleaning the teacher's office and put small notes in it."
Yu Yao is a very introverted person, his grades and appearance are not outstanding, and usually no one pays much attention to him. "He never revealed his identity, and I never knew who he was." Gu Zhuoyan said, "one day later, he revealed that he was a boy and a homosexual. He said he didn't have the courage to talk to me, and he didn't dare to be known who he was. gay, and asked me over and over again if I felt sick."
At that moment, Gu Zhuoyan wanted to determine who the other party was. After he found out, he stopped Yu Yao and wanted to tell him that there was nothing abnormal about being gay. However, when Yu Yao saw him, it was like a mouse seeing a cat, and he was so frightened that he ran away without saying a word. .
"He wrote me another very long letter, apologizing to me and admitting my mistake, and begging me not to tell anyone about his sexual orientation. To be honest, I have never seen such a poor person, and I read his letter too. I just remembered that he was one of the children of the orphanage funded by the school's student aid program, and I gave him a gift as a student representative during the ceremony."
Gu Zhuoyan probably understood the other party's timidity, and after that, he only regarded himself as a tree hole accepting submissions, and did not stop the other party from rejecting it. This tenderness has encouraged Yu Yao. In addition to writing longer and longer love letters, his grades are getting better and better.
Until the day before the final exam, the cleaning was very messy, Yu Yao worked up the courage to stuff Gu Zhuoyan with a letter, but Gu Zhuoyan didn't read it, he put it in his desk pocket and went to clean up. The students who arranged the exam room moved the desks and chairs, and all the uncleaned items were temporarily placed on the podium. When a classmate saw the unsigned letter, the class immediately exploded, and even alarmed the teacher and the director.
"The news spread all of a sudden. At that time, the classrooms and corridors were crowded with people. Yu Yao stood at the door of their class, his face turned pale with fright. I didn't think about anything else, I just thought it was not easy for him to go to a good school. He confessed that he didn't know if he could still go to school."
Zhuang Fanxin didn't say a word, and his voice trembled: "So... you stood up for him?"
Gu Zhuoyan said: "I insisted that I wrote it. I shook the paper balls and said they were all written by me. It's my fault for being careless. Besides, I'm gay in the first place. It's no big deal to admit it."
He stood in the corridor unrestrainedly, with a loud voice, telling his teachers and classmates, to Yu Yao, and to himself - "I'm gay, I like men, there's nothing to be afraid of, nothing to be ashamed of, and nothing to dare to admit!"
Within three or two hours, Gu Zhuoyan's coming out of the closet spread throughout the school, and even several principals came forward. After the final exam, Gu Shibo went through the transfer procedures for him.
No one knew about this, Gu Zhuoyan didn't talk about it, and even Yiming and the others had no choice but to hold back. Lu Wen held a concert on National Day.
Zhuang Fan's heart hadn't recovered for a long time. The first love, deceit, and stand-in he made up for, turned out to be Gu Zhuoyan's compassion and protection for another person. If it were him, he wasn't sure he had that kind of courage.
Gu Zhuoyan suddenly held his hand: "Actually, I should thank Yu Yao. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't come to Rongcheng to meet you."
Zhuang Fan felt a little ashamed: "I still guess he is your Bai Yueguang."
"If there is really a white moonlight in the future," Gu Zhuoyan said with a smile, "that should be you too."