At half past six, night fell.
After Xia Yunian had dinner in the cafeteria, she went to the dessert shop to buy two glasses of juice, and walked towards the university building with them.
On the way, I received a WeChat message from Fu Shicheng: "Where are you?" Xia Yunian replied: "On the way, it's almost there, is the senior already in the study room?" Fu Shicheng: "Well, waiting for you."
Xia Yu read: "Okay."
Ten minutes later, Xia Yunian climbed up to the fifth floor of the innermost building of the university teaching building. The lights were still not turned on here. Fu Shicheng stood by the corridor window and looked outside, which was exactly the same as when he first came up.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Fu Shicheng turned his head and strode over.
Xia Yunian handed him a glass of juice: "Please drink, what are you looking at, senior?" "Looking at the night scene," Fu Shizheng took it and thanked him, "Go in."
Entering the classroom, Xia Yunian sat down next to Fu Shicheng, took out professional books and notes, and wrote homework while reading them.
Fu Shicheng also calmed down and picked up his pen.
At 9:30, Xia Yunian closed the book and turned his neck. Fu Shicheng glanced at him, "Have you finished your homework?" Xia Yunian leaned on the table with his head tilted and looked at Fu Shicheng, "Tired."
Fu Shizheng moved a position beside him, leaned half on the seat, and lowered his eyes lazily.
The four eyes met, and the atmosphere was inexplicably ambiguous.
They got closer and closer, as if they should do something more charming in the next second.
Xia Yunian's black and thick eyelashes were trembling slightly under Fu Shicheng's gaze, and Fu Shicheng seemed to be bewitched, so he reached out and stroked them.
Xia Yu didn't move, her eyelashes trembled faster, brushing Fu Shicheng's fingertips back and forth.
Fu Shicheng felt the itching on the tip of his heart, and his fingers slid down along his eyelids and the tip of his nose, and landed on the lip that he had bitten by himself last night, pressed lightly, and let go.
Xia Yunian closed her eyes and opened them again: "Senior, what are you doing?" Fu Shicheng: "Why not."
Xia Yunian curled the corners of her lips.
Fu Shicheng brushed his hair up again, fiddled with it casually as if for fun.
Xia Yunian lowered her voice: "Senior, can you tell me about your childhood?" Fu Shicheng asked indifferently: "What do you want to hear?" Xia Yunian: "Anything, anything is fine."
Fu Shicheng paused for a moment: "Curious?" Xia Yu read: "Yes, curious."
Fu Shicheng: "Actually, there is nothing to say." Xia Yu believed it or not: "Why is there nothing to say? Isn't there anything interesting and memorable?" Fu Shicheng thought for a while, then shook his head: "No."
Xia Yunian was a little disappointed. Could it be that Fu Shicheng's childhood was only gloomy and gloomy? "Can you tell me about the unhappy things?" He asked again.
Fu Shizheng asked strangely: "Why do you still talk about unhappy things?" Xia Yunian: "Have you really forgotten all the unhappy things?" I can't get up."
Xia Yunian nodded and didn't ask any more questions.
He didn't want to expose Fu Shizheng's scars, so he could understand Fu Shizheng's hesitation and caution in treating their relationship. The more emotionally impulsive a person is, the more he will try to restrain himself when his reason is still there.
Those experiences in his childhood may have made him not so easy to trust others, and easily refused to give himself up completely.
Xia Yunian turned around and unconsciously scribbled on the draft paper with a pen in his hand. Fu Shizheng asked him, "What are you thinking?" Xia Yunian said in a muffled voice, "No, I just feel a little uncomfortable."
Fu Shicheng: "Why do you feel uncomfortable? Who made you feel uncomfortable?" Xia Yunian: "No."
He just felt sorry for Fu Shicheng, but he didn't know what to do.
Fu Shicheng is not blind, Xia Yu read this abnormal appearance and what he said in the morning, he knew something wrong at a glance: "Did Jiang Siyuan look for you? Did he say something bad to you?" Xia Yunian's expression became even more depressed: "...you can guess this?" Fu Shicheng: "That's the nature of him."
"Oh," Xia Yu said sourly, "You really know him."
Fu Shizheng asked: "What did he tell you?" Xia Yunian was a little offended: "It's nothing, just chatted casually, and then I deleted and blocked him."
Fu Shicheng: "Really?" Xia Yunian: "Really."
Fu Shicheng didn't believe it, took out his mobile phone, found Jiang Siyuan's phone number in front of Xia Yunian, and dialed it directly, Xia Yunian asked him: "What are you going to do?" Fu Shicheng ignored him , The phone rang twice and was quickly connected. Fu Shicheng pressed the speakerphone, Xia Yunian could only shut up and stop talking.
Jiang Siyuan spoke out first: "Fu Shicheng."
Fu Shicheng's tone was cold: "Why are you harassing Xia Yunian?" There was silence for two seconds, and Jiang Siyuan's voice was also cold when he spoke again: "You called me specifically to question me? He sued you Did you say that I harassed him? It turns out that your boyfriend has such an open-mouthed and small-hearted personality, you can also like that?" Fu Shicheng still said: "Why harass Xia Yunian?" Jiang Siyuan breathed Gradually, he couldn't hold back his anger and became angry: "You question me? You question me for him? What kind of ecstasy soup did he give you to make you like this?" Fu Shicheng: "So you really harassed Xia Yunian."
Jiang Siyuan's voice suddenly rose: "So what? What are you nervous about? Are you afraid that I will tell him bad things about you before, and ruin your perfect image in his heart? Are you so interesting?" Fu Shi Cheng frowned, and Xia Yunian next to him motioned him to hang up the phone. Fu Shicheng patted his hand to make him calm down, and calmly said to the person opposite: "You are getting more and more unreasonable. Nothing to say, so be it."
Jiang Siyuan: "Are you really going to break up with me?" Fu Shicheng: "I don't think it's suitable for us to be friends anymore, so don't contact us in the future."
After hanging up the phone, Fu Shicheng blocked all Jiang Siyuan's contact information, Xia Yunian watched his movements: "Are you really planning to break up the relationship?" Fu Shicheng still said the same two words: "Very annoying."
Fu Shizheng is such a person, when he is completely bored, he really won't give anyone a thought.
Xia Yu thought about it, Fu Shicheng was cold to him that week, but he was not really angry with him.
Fu Shicheng looked at him in a blink of an eye: "He told you about my past?" Xia Yunian looked embarrassed: "You guessed it?" Fu Shicheng: "Yes."
Fu Shicheng: "Tell me, what did he say."
Now that it's all said, Xia Yunian no longer hides it, and slowly repeats what Jiang Siyuan told him, paying attention to the expression on Fu Shicheng's face: "... he just said these crazy words language."
Fu Shicheng was still frowning, but his expression was always calm: "Why did you reply?" Xia Yunian roughly explained the content of his reply again, and asked Fu Shicheng, "Is what he said true?" Fu Shicheng looked at the person in front of him, with a faint smile in his eyes: "Do you really love me?" Xia Yunian said helplessly: "Why is this your focus?" Fu Shicheng: "You are unhappy because he bothers you Or is it because what he said really bothered you?" Xia Yunian quickly shook her head: "I'm not happy that he slandered you."
Fu Shizheng was satisfied: "There is no need to be unhappy, he can say whatever he wants."
Xia Yunian: "Do you really not care about the past?" Fu Shicheng: "Well, there is nothing to care about. If he hadn't mentioned it today, I would have almost forgotten it."
Fu Shizheng said lightly that he had almost forgotten, but Xia Yunian felt more and more frustrated when he heard it. Fu Shizheng was only twelve years old when he experienced those things, and the psychological trauma is not so easy to heal.
Fu Shicheng seemed to see what he was thinking, and comforted him instead: "It's really nothing, don't think too much."
Xia Yunian: "...Okay."
After hesitating for a while, Fu Shicheng said again: "But what he said is actually true. I did almost kill someone by mistake. Aren't you afraid?" "Why should I be afraid?" Having said that, you fought back in self-defense. Several adults bullied you as a child at the time. Even if you stabbed someone to death, you can’t blame you. Don’t be misled by other people’s words, senior. All right."
Fu Shicheng: "Thank you."
He spoke sincerely, Xia Yunian was a little embarrassed: "Don't thank me, I'm sorry."
Fu Shicheng smiled: "I still have to say, you are the first person to comfort me because of this in so many years."
Xia Yunian: "Where are your parents?" Fu Shizheng: "My dad thinks I've humiliated him. My mom, I'm afraid she'll be worried, so I haven't told her."
Xia Yunian: "...Didn't you tell that Jiang Siyuan? He didn't even comfort you, did he? He proudly said that you only told him, not anyone else."
The phrase "I have participated in more than half of his life", Xia Yunian is indeed a little bitter, although Fu Shicheng said that it has nothing to do with the length of time.
Fu Shicheng shook his head: "I didn't specifically tell him that his family used to be in the same community as mine, so I and his elementary school were in the same school. The incident happened at home and spread throughout the community. Later, my family moved because of this." Home again."
Xia Yunian: "Oh."
When Fu Shicheng said this, he was even more depressed, and he was still deceived.
Fu Shicheng: "I don't want to talk about these things with irrelevant people, and I don't care for his comfort, so I ask you to ignore what he said nonsense, and don't take it to heart."
Xia Yunian: "I feel bad for you senior, when such a big thing happened, there was not even a single person who cared about you back then."
Fu Shicheng: "It's all over, it doesn't matter."
Fu Shicheng: "But if you really feel sorry for me, then promise me something."
Xia Yunian: "Huh?" Fu Shizheng coughed lightly: "Let me treat you to dinner on Christmas Eve."
Xia Yunian: "Did you celebrate your birthday?" Fu Shizheng: "Well, I haven't had a birthday in a long time, I thought about it this year, can you save face and accompany me?" Xia Yunian really couldn't say no: " Okay, let me treat you to dinner, I already owe you a meal, and it's your birthday, so of course I have to treat you."
Fu Shicheng looked at him, and suddenly laughed again.
Xia Yunian was inexplicable: "Senior, what are you laughing at?" Fu Shicheng leaned closer and asked in his ear, "What about my boyfriend?" Fu Shicheng's voice was too close, and Xia Yunian felt his ears It must have become popular, and I was embarrassed, so I said vaguely: "Well... I can deal with him."
"Cope with it?" Fu Shicheng's tone rose, bringing out some indescribable meaning.
Xia Yunian snorted: "Who told him to always take Joe with me, and said before that if I have the ability to take down the senior, he will forget me."
Fu Shicheng: "A little liar with two legs."
Xia Yunian: "Aren't you the senior?" Fu Shicheng pinched his earlobe one last time and let him go.
At ten o'clock, pack up and leave.
When Fu Shizheng walked out of the classroom, he turned off the lights, and the corridor was completely dark, with only a little light from other buildings in the distance outside.
Xia Yunian leaned against Fu Shicheng, and subconsciously wanted to turn on the flashlight of her mobile phone, but Fu Shicheng grabbed his hand, turned around and pushed, and pressed against the wall outside the classroom.
Breathing intertwined, Xia Yunian could only see Fu Shicheng's extraordinarily bright eyes, staring at him closely, eyes full of eagerness.
Xia Yunian laughed softly: "Senior, what do you want to do?" Fu Shicheng raised his hand, and slowly stroked his cheek with the palm of his hand.
"Why did you come to provoke me? Why does it keep appearing in front of my eyes day after day? Why do you keep telling me those ambiguous words over and over again?" Fu Shizheng's voice was hoarse, and there was even some confusion between his words. Gritting teeth.
Xia Yu read: "I didn't..." "Little liar."
Fu Shizheng stepped forward and bit his lips hard. As soon as Xia Yunian opened his lips, his tongue was also bitten.
Lips and tongues entangled, tossing and turning, lingering to death.
When we parted at last, we couldn't even tell whose panting was louder.
Xia Yunian put her forehead on Fu Shicheng's shoulder, and it took her a long time to say a complete sentence: "Senior, my tongue really hurts, your kissing skills are too bad, you can only bite people."
Fu Shicheng finally let him go.
"It hurts?" Xia Yu said, "It hurts, my tongue was bitten."
Fu Shicheng: "Let me see."
Xia Yunian: "I can't see it, it's too dark here."
Fu Shicheng lowered his voice: "Sorry."
Xia Yunian: "Forget it, it will be fine tomorrow."
Xia Yunian: "My boyfriend's skills should be better than yours."
Fu Shicheng: "Should?" Xia Yunian hesitated and said, "I haven't tried it yet."
"Well," Fu Shicheng murmured, "Then let's practice more, and I will definitely surpass him."
Xia Yunian nudged him: "Stop joking, let's go, the dormitory will be closed if you don't go."
Fu Shicheng no longer insisted, and took the initiative to turn on the flashlight of his mobile phone.
It was as if what had happened just now had never happened.
Xia Yunian is not in a hurry to confess his online identity, he thinks it is quite interesting to get along with Fu Shicheng like this.
There may still be a bit of rivalry between the two of them, neither of them wants to be the one to surrender first.
When they parted in the teaching building, Xia Yunian finally said to Fu Shicheng: "Senior, if you have any unhappy things in the future, you can tell me."
Fu Shicheng: "Okay."
Xia Yunian smiled again: "But I hope that you can always be happy."
Fu Shicheng looked at him, Xia Yunian's smiling eyes reflected his shadow.
He nodded slowly: "OK."