After Hou Yu returned to the dormitory, Deng Yiheng and the others came to persuade him not to be angry, and Hou Mo also had a bad mouth. The group of them had to forgive Hou Mo for his broken mouth eight hundred times a day. There is no need to care too much.
Listening to Hou Mo's words, one has to go in the left ear and out the right ear, there is no need to take it to the heart.
This is like being ashamed of Feng Kong, getting angry unnecessarily.
Suihou Yu has almost recovered at this time, except that his mood is not very high, everything else is normal. Deng Yiheng's words of persuasion were all answered with "um".
The attitude is very good, but I can't talk anymore.
The conversation reached a stalemate, and Deng Yiheng and the others didn't continue to chat anymore, and went about their own business.
In fact, Sui Hou Yu has been thinking about whether he should apologize after Hou Mo came back, and whether he should make it clear to Hou Mo.
He was really just obsessed with that set of questions, and he didn't think that being late would be so serious, nor did he think about quitting the team.
In his third year of high school, he hadn't decided whether to focus on studying, and he had to decide based on the situation at that time. At least he didn't want to give up the national competition next year, so he must participate.
As a result, Hou Mo didn't come back after waiting for a long time. When he was watching the app and studying, he heard Deng Yiheng's discussion.
Deng Yiheng anxiously asked Shen Junjing: "I heard that someone from Sang Xian's family came to pick him up? Has the elder brother gone too?"
"I don't know either. It seems that two people walked together. The basketball player saw it."
"No way... Is it serious?" Deng Yiheng took out his mobile phone to call Hou Mo, but no one answered, so he put down the mobile phone again, "No answer."
"I guess I don't have time to control Sang Xian."
"What's wrong? It's normal when they disband."
Ran Shu was also eavesdropping on the upper bunk, so he immediately probed and asked, "What's wrong?"
Although Deng Yiheng has a big mouth, he also knows what can be said and what cannot be said. It is inconvenient to say this matter everywhere, so he sighed: "This is their privacy, we can't say it. If you get familiar with it in the future, you will know."
The more secretive it is, the more people will pay attention.
Ran Shu murmured on the upper bunk: "Spiritual, mysterious... Could it be that he committed suicide again?"
Deng Yiheng was startled, and glanced at Ran Shu.
Ran Shu was confused by this look, and then said "Fuck", did he really guess right
Suihou Yu finally asked, "They left school? Are they coming back today?"
"Not necessarily. It depends on the situation. We don't know the details, and we can't contact anyone." Deng Yiheng said with a sigh.
Sui Hou Yu picked up the phone and wanted to send a message to Hou Mo to inquire, but remembered that Deng Yiheng called Hou Mo and didn't answer, so he put down the phone again.
I guess I'm busy.
He was lying on the bed alone, wearing headphones to watch the APP study, and fell into anxiety at twelve o'clock in the evening.
There were curtains on the bed, and a very stupid bedside bell hanging above his head, and the cramped space made him feel oppressed and out of breath.
With Hou Mo not around, and the fact that they had quarreled before, he was already worried, but now that he thought of Hou Mo and Sang Xian together, the almost suffocating feeling became even worse.
He admits that he cares about the relationship between Sang Xian and Hou Mo.
Why does it seem like there is a secret between these two people? Why do they seem to be close, but their relationship is so close
He couldn't help thinking, did Sang Xian like Hou Mo? But Hou Mo refused because he was a straight man
Sang Xian has never given up and has always been kind to Hou Mo, even Sang Xian's family has accepted Hou Mo? If Hou Mo keeps ignoring Sang Xian, will Sang Xian even collapse and commit suicide
is that so
what…
Hou Mo is a straight man.
Hou Mo had emphasized to him several times that he was straight, and he believed it. Thinking about it now, it was really embarrassing for me to fall in love with Hou Mo.
Obviously can't accept falling in love with a man, even because his stepfather was once homophobic, he didn't realize that he still fell in love with a man.
Speaking of which, is Hou Mo his white moonlight
He had no idea about this before, but he always had a good impression of this little boy.
Then I met again, from being angry at being hated, to gradually relying on him again.
Completely subconsciously, uncontrollably fell into it again.
It's like a very sweet swamp, you won't notice anything strange when you step into it, and you can feel the fragrance all around, so you can immerse yourself in it.
When he came back to his senses, his body had already sunk into the swamp, and the more he struggled, the deeper he sank.
He took off his earphones, put down his cell phone, walked out of the dormitory alone, and walked back and forth in the dormitory corridor wearing slippers.
I'm really irritated, I feel anxious when I think of the feelings that are destined not to be responded to, and I even feel that my liking may affect the relationship between the two people.
At that time, will he be as embarrassed as Sang Xian in Hou Mo's eyes
Straight men will feel very disgusted if they are liked by boys, right
Thinking of this, there was another burst of loss, and the eyelids closed, using the eyelids to block the sadness from overflowing from the eyes.
In fact, he really wants to hear someone say to him: Liking is hard to control, and it's not your fault.
Near the morning, he went back to the dormitory and tried to fall asleep, but he didn't fall asleep until he heard the sound of other people getting up.
Their dormitory is always busy in the morning, a few people rush to wash up, get dressed before going out for morning exercises.
Suihou Yu sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed his chest. He didn't sleep all night, his heartbeat was a little abnormal again, and the feeling of palpitations reappeared.
After meeting Hou Mo again, this feeling is really long gone.
Ran Shu noticed it and asked him, "Didn't you sleep all night?"
"Um."
"Tsk." Looking at Sui Houyu's state, Ran Shu was a little worried, and then said, "Don't go for morning exercises. It's not right to have a heartbeat after a night of sleep. If you run for twenty laps, you will easily die suddenly. And the emotions are ups and downs, plus one night Being restless and restless will also increase your chances of relapse. I'll bring you breakfast in a while, and you can try to see if you can fall asleep."
Suihou Yu didn't try to be brave, and stayed in the dormitory.
Ran Shu didn't seem to follow him to do morning exercises, but came back with breakfast in his hand, and told Sui Hou Yu to have a bite before going to sleep.
Sui Hou Yu supported the bed in the dormitory to get up, but Ran Shu was holding soy milk and was about to hand it to him, and the two bumped into each other.
"Hot, hot!" Ran Shu turned around in circles after being burned, and quickly took off his coat.
Suihou Yu was also drenched all over, but fortunately, the soy milk was only slightly hot, which is the temperature used for scalding feet, otherwise both of them would be burned.
After a while, the two of them didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but their clothes had to be changed.
After changing into the original Qingyu suit and school uniform, he sat down to eat with Hou Yu, and Ran Shu cleaned up the soy milk spilled on the ground by himself.
After tidying up, Ran Shu threw the tissue into the trash can and muttered, "What's wrong with Sang Xian?"
"do not know."
"Sure enough, he's not a normal person. He doesn't look like the same age as me. He looks like he's in his thirties. He's lifeless."
"Um."
"Forget it, eating is none of my business anyway."
Hou Mo came to school very early, and the Sang family's car drove him to the school gate.
He didn't go upstairs and waited for others to gather directly on the playground.
In the end, they all started running, and Sui Hou Yu and Ran Shu hadn't come down yet.
Hou Mo deliberately changed his position, went to the back and stood side by side with Deng Yiheng, and asked, "Where are Brother Yu and Ran Shu?"
Deng Yiheng looked around, and was also a little surprised: "I don't know. I was too late to wash my hair today. I came out of the bathroom and went downstairs directly. I didn't pay attention to them. But you, you didn't reply to your calls and messages yesterday."
Hou Mo sighed, and explained: "I was in a hurry yesterday, and I forgot my phone in the locker room. I just went to get it back, and it was out of battery."
"How is Sang Xian?"
"What else can I do? I'm watching at home. I guess it will take a few days. I've already asked for leave with Gege."
"It's hard for you."
"I'm used to it."
Hou Mo was still a little worried about Sui Hou Yu, and wanted to go to the cafeteria to take a look, but he didn't see anyone.
After taking a casual bite, he quickly went back to the dormitory to find Sui Houyu, but there was no one in the dormitory.
He walked quickly to the classroom with his bag again, and when he entered the classroom, he saw that their seats were also empty, and he couldn't help but wonder, where did these two people go
He returned to his seat and sat down, looked at the homework list written on the blackboard, and then started to make up homework.
While writing, I looked up and saw Sui Houyu and Ran Shu entering the classroom, Su Anyi followed behind them, drinking a glass of lemon Yakult in her hand.
The moment Hou Mo saw the three of them, his heart turned cold.
They were wearing suits and school uniforms, not sports uniforms.
Don't practice anymore
Really quit the team
Retire collectively
Sui Hou Yu returned to his seat and glanced at him, and he immediately got up to make way for Sui Hou Yu to enter his seat.
After Sui Hou Yu sat down, Hou Mo adjusted his posture and sat down again, forgetting the apology he had been brewing all night in an instant.
What lingers in my heart now is discomfort and regret, why is my mouth so owed, and now people "hard to turn back" really quit the team, are you stupid
He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and found that his throat started to hurt in a hurry.
He used to think that he was a very big-hearted boy who could accommodate Baichuan.
But now he finally found that his chest was very narrow, and when Hou Yu came, his heart was full. Now that Sui Hou Yu is gone, his heart is empty, and his chest is so cold that it hurts.
After pausing for a while, his pen continued to do his homework, wanting to swallow this unspeakable pain before talking to Sui Hou Yu.
So I frantically wrote, brushed up the questions fiercely, and tried to calm myself down.
But his clenched heart made him so uncomfortable that he couldn't hold his pen.
After Hou Yu returned to his seat, he also wanted to make it clear to Hou Mo.
Before, his and Ran Shu's sportswear was soaked in soybean milk, and there was no coin-operated washing machine in their dormitory building, so they sent them to Su Anyi.
Su Anyi thought that they were all in dark colors, so she simply washed the sportswear and the clothes of the two of them together, and just put in one coin, so all three of them came here wearing this school uniform.
He never thought that this would cause Hou Mo to misunderstand.
He sneaked a look at Hou Mo, and found that Hou Mo had a sullen face and had been doing his homework all the time without even looking at him. He immediately felt that Hou Mo was definitely still angry.
In fact, he doesn't know how to coax people, he can only secretly worry.
Even Su Anyi and Ran Shu in the front row turned their heads to look at him frequently, but he could only rest helplessly on the table without speaking.
I don't know how to speak.
The two remained deadlocked until it was time for training in the afternoon.
Hou Mo went to the training ground first, warmed up with other players, looked left and right, and Sui Hou Yu didn't come again, so he was about to leave the team
After Coach Wang arranged the training content, the players started training individually.
Hou Mo's doubles partner didn't come, so he practiced alone all afternoon. When it was time to disband, all the other team members left the indoor training room for dinner. Only Hou Mo stayed behind to clean up the field, and then put the tennis balls into the baskets and pushed the equipment. room.
After tidying up his things, he looked at the weighing scale on the ground, then suddenly walked over and squatted in front of the scale.
He stretched out his hand and pressed the scale with his finger, but the number lit up but couldn't stabilize, after all, the force he pressed was always different.
Watching the changes in the numbers, the emotions that had been endured for a day erupted in an instant. Hou Mo suddenly flattened his mouth and began to cry, saying to himself: "Why do you owe so much? They quit the team, you Are you stupid?"
After mumbling, he quickly wiped away the tears, trying hard to hold back the tears, but more tears flowed out.
"If you like someone and scold him away, you are an idiot!" Hou Mo pointed at the weighing scale and scolded, even the innocent weighing scale couldn't answer back.
"If you really can't, you saw your legs and chase after him, what are you talking about?!"
"Damn it, it's killing me..."
While crying happily, someone suddenly opened the door and entered the equipment room, walking directly towards Hou Mo.
The man came to stand in front of Hou Mo, bent down and looked at him seriously. He came so suddenly that he didn't even have time to wipe his tears.
Then I heard Sui Houyu ask: "Can I make a video?"
The author has something to say: Hou Mo: Heh, I just cried to cheer everyone up!