At the most inappropriate time, at the most inappropriate place, I met the person I least wanted to meet at this moment.
With tears in his eyes, Hou Mo raised his head and looked at Sui Houyu dumbly as he took out his phone and slapped him in the face. He panicked for a moment, ran away quickly, wiped his tears quickly, and asked at the same time, "Why are you here?" gone?"
Suihou Yu asked back with confidence: "Can't I come?"
Hou Mo was particularly puzzled: "Didn't you all quit the team?"
Suihou Yu was still more puzzled than him: "I didn't retreat."
Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu in surprise, with tears still hanging on his eyelashes, and asked nervously, "Then why are you wearing this school uniform?"
"The sportswear was soaked in soy milk in the morning, so I changed it and washed it."
Hou Mo added again: "I saw that Ran Shu didn't wear it either."
"We bumped into each other and dirty our tracksuits."
"You haven't had your morning exercises yet."
"I suffered from insomnia yesterday. I tried to catch up on sleep in the dormitory, but it didn't work."
Hou Mo wiped his eyes quickly and asked, "Then why didn't you come this afternoon?"
"My heart beat too fast in the afternoon, I couldn't stand it anymore, Ran Shu accompanied me to the infirmary, and I slept there."
"Oh..." Hou Mo was at a loss for words.
"Is that why you cried?"
"It's not all..." Hou Mo asked after answering, "Did you hear me talking to myself?"
"No." Sui Hou Yu woke up and found out that Hou Mo was here, so he came over directly, and just opened the door Hou Mo shut up.
It was only then that Hou Mo felt that he still had a glimmer of life, otherwise he really wanted to rush out to find Ouyang Ge to challenge him one-on-one, and that would be the end of it all.
Suihou Yu was finally willing to put away his phone and stop recording, and asked, "Do you need a tissue?"
"Give me one."
Hou Mo took the tissue, hid aside and blew his nose in embarrassment, only to find that Sui Hou Yu had been following him, looked at him and asked hesitantly, "Are you crying because of me?"
"Ah..." This question really stopped Hou Mo.
Suihou Yu explained in a sullen tone: "I never thought about quitting the team. Moreover, I will participate in the national competition next year. The college entrance examination is still far away. I haven't considered it yet."
Hou Mo nodded after listening: "Oh..."
"Um."
The conversation stalled again.
Hou Mo finally relieved a little of the embarrassment of his macho crying, and then followed Hou Yu and said, "I didn't control my temper yesterday, and made a big fuss. It's obviously not a big deal, but I have to make both of them unhappy. I have no brains. "
"What you said is actually correct." Suihou Yu added after thinking about it, "But the rest of the nonsense is still inexplicable."
"Well, I was wrong. If you beat me up, I won't fight back." Hou Mo said and stretched out his hand.
"Too lazy to move."
Follow Hou Yu to the jumping box of the vaulting horse, jump and sit on it, glance at Hou Mo and ask, "Did you go to Sang Xian's place yesterday?"
"Well, Sang Xian's condition is not very good. I sent him home. But I left too hastily. I forgot my phone in the locker room and didn't take it away. I couldn't say hello to you."
Suihou Yu asked tentatively, "Oh... what happened to him?"
Regarding this question, Hou Mo still avoided it a bit: "It's nothing."
Sui Hou Yu pouted, and said displeasedly: "It seems that the whole world knows what's going on between you two, but I don't know, I'm still your doubles partner! Am I just a substitute, and I'm your partner now? You can get rid of Sang Xian, that's why you partnered with me?"
"Why do you think so?" Hou Mo felt very strange, and went to Sui Houyu to look at his expression, trying to find a flaw.
Mentioning this incident, Sui Houyu once again fell into a state of displeasure: "He treats you so well, and your relationship is still very special. You seem to accept that he treats you well. The tacit understanding between the two of you is obviously better than ours. The two are tall, since you are so involved with him, why do you want to partner with me?"
Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu for a long time, and what Sang Xian said to him yesterday echoed in his ears again, making his heart flutter uncontrollably, and it was very difficult to hold back.
He tried his best to pretend to be calm and asked, "You care about the relationship between me and him?"
"I just think..." Sui Hou Yu didn't know how to explain it so that Hou Mo wouldn't notice it. He closed his mouth and thought hard, and then said again, "You guys are very strange, is he... is he gay? Has he ever liked you?"
"what?!"
"There's ambiguity between you two, and sometimes every look in your eyes is...very lingering!"
Sui Hou Yu cared, so he was sensitive.
He always felt that the way Sang Xian looked at Hou Mo was different from how he looked at other people, so he couldn't help it.
Hou Mo didn't answer immediately, but sat down beside him, and said softly: "There is no ambiguity between me and him. In fact, if I can choose, I don't even want to know him."
He turned to look at Hou Mo, a little confused, because he didn't want to be chased by boys
Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu calmly, and said, "I don't seem to have told you how my father died. He... died to save Sang."
This was definitely an unexpected answer for Suihou Yu, he subconsciously opened his eyes wide when he heard it.
Hou Mo was laughing, trying to make himself look strong by laughing.
However, there was sadness in the smile, which made people feel more distressed than crying.
"That year, my father asked for leave to celebrate my birthday, and our family of three went to the cruise ship. On the evening of August 30, it rained and the tide rose. Some people said that a small yacht nearby had an accident, and our cruise ship changed course. Rescue, it was Sangxian who had an accident on their yacht."
"Uncle An also went to save people?" Suihou Yu's voice was a little tense when he asked, as if he was asking a very mentally retarded question.
Hou Mo nodded: "Well, he is a soldier, and he will definitely help. There are six people on that yacht. They said they went to a private island for a few days, and suddenly felt bored. They planned to come back, but encountered big waves. , a lot of water entered the yacht, something went wrong and out of control. My dad and two lifeguards on the cruise ship went to save people. One of the lifeguards was old and could only pull the rope on the boat. My dad and the other people to save people."
Hou Mo paused for a while when he said this, as if just mentioning this matter made him extremely tired.
After a while, he continued: "The weather was bad that day. Another lifeguard was exhausted after saving two people. My father was left alone. Sang Xian was the last person he rescued, the first on that yacht. All six people and my dad were salvaged. When the death was confirmed, it was just over an hour before my birthday...”
Sui Hou Yu held Hou Mo's hand subconsciously, but was pulled away by Hou Mo: "Don't hold it, in case you fall asleep, I haven't finished yet."
This time the identity was changed, it was Hou Mo talking, and Hou Yu listened quietly.
Suihou Yu understood and nodded.
Hou Mo continued: "Maybe it's because Sang Xian watched how my mother and I collapsed, and he felt so guilty that he had a mental illness after that. He regretted it because my father asked him if he had any more When the person was not rescued, he saw my father’s exhaustion, and replied that there was another person. If he hadn’t answered that way, maybe my father would not have had an accident.”
Hou Mo lowered his head slightly, and kept playing with the hem of his sportswear with both hands, stirring and stirring, obviously also very anxious, always wanting to do something to distract his attention and relieve his irritable mood.
Because this is the last thing he wants to mention.
Suihou Yu asked: "So he has been by your side since then, is he trying to make up for you?"
Hou Mo replied with a voice that seemed to be sighing: "Yes, he has a very strange disease, and he will always follow me, trying to do everything he can to help me and make up for me, so that his guilt can feel better. But I really didn't want to see him at the beginning! My father voluntarily saved people, but this kind of compensation is not what I want. I always feel that my father paid for it with his life. Still very happy, the family is not considered rich, but also well-fed and well-fed, happy and happy."
Suihou Yu finally understood the entanglement between Hou Mo and Sang Xian.
He didn't know what to say, so he thought for a while and asked, "How about you make it clear to him? Tell him directly that you don't like this."
Hou Mo continued, this time intermittently for a long time: "I did this, and he did disappear for a while. It was also during that time that my mother was too sad and had a heart attack and was sent to the ICU. My father's relatives said Seeing that I was young, I went to help manage my mother’s company, which turned out to be a mess, and the credit was damaged. The investor directly withdrew the capital and demanded compensation, and the company went bankrupt. The legal representative of the company is my mother, and finally the court auctioned our house .”
"When Sang Xian found out about these things, he felt that he caused my family to be ruined. If he didn't ask him for help when it was so difficult, he must be hating him. He was so guilty that he mutilated himself and even committed suicide by cutting his wrists. Sang Xian's parents cried He begged me to go to the hospital to see Sang Xian, otherwise Sang Xian would always pull out the oxygen tube when he saw the right opportunity.
"At that time, my mother was seriously ill, the family property was auctioned off, and my father's relatives were still trying to get money from my family. In this case, I had to go to the hospital to see him. If I didn't go, it would appear that I was very unreasonable. … I was really uncomfortable at the time, I felt so tired, why on earth did I have to bear this? I have already taken on a lot, why should I bother with him?"
Hearing this, Suihou Yu finally asked again: "You still went, didn't you?"
Hou Mo smiled wryly: "Well, my heart softened. I went. I thought it was the life my father saved. If it was lost like this, my father's sacrifice would be in vain. But when he went, he was entangled by Sang Xian. I practiced tennis in order to get a bonus, and he followed suit. He even gave up the middle school I was studying abroad for me, and came back to a regular middle school for a year, and he was in the same class as me. He said that he was afraid that I would not tell him if I had something to do, and he was always by my side. Will find out soon."
Suihou Yu couldn't help frowning after hearing this: "This is really depressing."
"Well, after being pestered like this for a few years, I gradually got used to it, and Sang Xian gradually got better, and I started trying to get rid of him again. This time I went to class 17 on purpose, in order to avoid him. I think he still guessed my plan, so he failed the exam and came to class 17."
Suihou Yu finally understood, the previous strangeness suddenly became clear: "This time I understand."
Mentioning this made Hou Mo feel uncomfortable. He smiled wryly again: "Others are trying to persuade me that I should step out. In fact, I can also step out. My mother and I have had a pretty good life recently. But, Sang Xian is always by my side, and I can't get out, he is my shadow, and when he is around, I feel suffocated."
"Can't he be cured? Maybe you can try electroshock therapy, the effect is really good."
Hou Mo shook his head: "His family has searched for many methods, and there is no way to find famous doctors in the world."
Suihou Yu asked again: "Then do you hate him?"
"Actually, I know that there was nothing wrong with Sang Xian's answer at the time, and they didn't want any surprises. I still can't help complaining! Blaming them for sailing on a small yacht knowing the weather is bad, and blaming them for having nothing to do. If you do it, you know how to run around! But things have already happened, and after letting go of the paranoia in your heart, you will be relieved, no more hatred, no more resentment. Comfort yourself, my father is still very good, he saved three lives. "
Sui Houyu saw Hou Mo's eyes were reddish, and his face was full of sadness, so he couldn't help being a little anxious, and eagerly comforted him: "It's okay, even if Uncle An is gone, you can still treat me as your father in the future!"
Hou Mo was about to cry, but when he heard this sentence, he suppressed all his emotions for a moment, and turned his head to look at Sui Hou Yu in shock.
The most terrible thing is that Suihou Yu's words are actually serious, and his expression is so sincere.
Hou Mo looked at him and smiled for no reason.
This time it was finally no longer a wry smile.
Hou Mo brought up the matter of Sang Xian again: "You don't need to care about him, he followed me because he wanted a sense of redemption, and being nice to me would make him feel less guilty, not because he likes me. I also regard him as a friend now , after all, he is a good person. I want to stay away from him, and I also hope that he will be better when he stays away from me. He can't live for me. "
"Well, a friendship like this is sick, and it's going to be exhausting for both of you."
"Yup… "
After the matter was finished, the two of them could finally have physical contact.
Hou Mo lowered his head, put his head on Suihou Yu's shoulder, and said coquettishly, "Brother Yu, I want to comfort you."
Sui Hou Yu immediately raised his hand and rubbed Hou Mo's head.
His palms were warm, and his movements were gentle, a little clumsy, but enough to soothe one's heart.
Just being patted on the head is very satisfying.
The two of them were silent for a while, before Hou Mo suddenly said, "Sang Xian said something when we were chatting with me yesterday, but I denied it at the time. I just found out today that you really care about his existence."
Sui Hou Yu hurriedly explained: "I just think it's weird between you two, so it's not reasonable for me to be your partner."
Hou Mo asked in a drawn-out voice on purpose, "Oh—so you're not jealous?"
Suihou Yu was so nervous that he sat up straight when he was asked this question suddenly.
Then, he quickly shook his shoulders to tell Hou Mo to stay away from him, then stood up and said, "Why are you jealous? Funny!"
Hou Mo's eyes were like hooks, staring at him all the time, making him uncomfortable for a while.
At this time, Hou Mo suddenly reached out and pinched his pink ear tips, which made him slap Hou Mo's hand away quickly, but he didn't dare to meet Hou Mo's eyes.
Hou Mo's eyes lit up in an instant, and the excitement seemed to ignite a fire in his eyes, which made him even more uncomfortable.
He walked out pretending to be calm, and said, "Okay, now that I've made it clear, I'm leaving."
Hou Mo asked frivolously, "Didn't you come here to look for me? Leave without waiting for me?"
"I just remembered that I should be on duty today. Come here to see if it's cleaned up!" He denied it again, and walked over when he saw the basket containing tennis balls, intending to push it to the designated place.
Hou Mo followed behind him relentlessly, trying to pull his wrist, but he flung it away like an electric shock.
As a result, he moved too much, and he touched the basket containing the tennis balls. The ball basket was skewed, and the tennis balls rolled down and scattered in all directions. Before he could stand still, he stepped on a tennis ball, slipped on the sole of his foot, and fell backwards.
His position was very close to the wall, and after the back of his head and shoulders hit the wall, he sat down by the wall.
When Hou Mo saw this scene, his heart skipped a beat, and he hurried over and asked, "Are you all right?"
"No..." Suihou Yu replied rubbing the back of his head.
"Show me." Hou Mo nervously wanted to see if the back of his head was broken, but he kept struggling, not letting Hou Mo see, just wanting Hou Mo to stay away from him.
Hou Mo was very anxious, so he pressed his hand and said eagerly, "Be good, let me see if you are hurt!"
Being yelled at suddenly, Sui Hou Yu finally calmed down and met Hou Mo's eyes in a panic.
Hou Mo was anxious to see his injuries, but after meeting his gaze, he suddenly stopped and stared at him for a long time, refusing to move his eyes away.
There seemed to be a prairie fire in each other's eyes, causing each other to panic.
Sui Hou Yu avoided Hou Mo's gaze again, for fear that Hou Mo would see his flaws. However, the heart was like a naughty child, beating irregularly, making his eyelashes tremble with the beating of the heart.
Then, Hou Mo asked, "So... you're jealous, right?"
"No!" He denied eagerly, his voice uncontrollable, almost roaring out.
"Brother Yu, you look at me, aren't you right? You also have a little feeling for me, right?"
"..." Suihou Yu, who was nervous, short-circuited his head, and couldn't hear what was wrong with the word "also".
He was just thinking about how to deny it, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't make a sound, but swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and his panic was beyond words.
Fearing that Hou Mo would continue to question him, he wanted to push Hou Mo away and escape from this place that made him panic.
He was not ready yet, never thought that Hou Mo would find out his heart so soon, did he fall in love so carelessly
If you don't let him go, he's going to beat someone up!
He beat people very fiercely!
However, Hou Mo didn't let him go, grabbed his suit and tie, and forced him to get close to him.
Then came a sudden kiss.
The spacious equipment room is crowded with many sports equipment.
The quiet room did not turn on the lights, and the night fell early in the winter season, and the room was already filled with the dark red sunlight at dusk, and it seemed that it would not be long before it would fall into darkness.
At first there was the rustling of clothes rubbing against each other in the room, but it quieted down after a while.
The owner of the clothes didn't struggle anymore.
Hou Mo's lips were hotter than his eyes, and the forceful kiss seemed to want to burn him to death, his body was engulfed by the sea of flames, and the flames burned him.
What rolled into the throat seemed to be magma, which scalded the mouth and throat, but it was mixed with a strange sweetness.
Breathing is intertwined, chaotic and rapid.
He never thought that after burning, there would be a sweet smell rushing into his nostrils, which made him want to taste the taste of another person even more.