After Qiao Yanzhou finished speaking, Qiao's mother unexpectedly did not respond.
I saw her put the water glass in her hand on the table, and after a few seconds of silence to Qiao Yanzhou, she suddenly smiled: "Yes, not everyone likes a child like Xiao Gu, and Mom also likes it. Sensible and good-looking, but now Mom is not talking to you about Xiao Gu, but your girlfriend... "
"I like Gu Zixing the way I like my girlfriend."
Qiao Yanzhou has always believed in the saying that a person's life is a process of constantly breaking through their limits. For example, breaking through the limit of his physical fitness, breaking through the limit of his IQ, breaking through the limit of his tolerance, and this time, Qiao Yanzhou knew very well that he was breaking through the limit of his own death.
If things like skipping over the wall and smashing the glass in the principal's office as a child were half-dead, then this time Qiao Yanzhou knew that he was completely dead.
"Snapped!"
Qiao's mother's slap did not come as a surprise. The burning pain on her face accompanied by the gradually congealed air made Qiao Yanzhou instantly feel as if her throat was tightly blocked by something, and she couldn't breathe. He was so angry that he didn't even dare to look up into his mother's eyes.
Qiao Yanzhou lowered his head. He hoped that his mother would slap him a few more times, so that even if it wouldn't solve any problems, it would still be able to let out a bad breath.
However, Mother Qiao did not do this.
"Qiao Yanzhou, tell me again."
Mother Qiao stood up abruptly, her voice trembling. Qiao Yanzhou, who was sitting on the seat, could clearly feel the burning anger behind his mother wantonly burning his fragile nerves. My mother seldom called Qiao Yanzhou by his name, but whenever she did, she often Even Qiao Yanzhou could not escape a severe beating.
Qiao Yanzhou, did you pretend to be a parent to sign after the exam last time
Did you steal the tomatoes that Qiao Yanzhou's aunt next door planted
Qiao Yanzhou, did you jump over the wall and play truant again
At this moment, Qiao Yanzhou's mind was in a mess. Apart from those horrific clips where his mother called him by his first name, which flashed in front of his eyes like a movie, Qiao Yanzhou even thought of many strange things.
Xiao Ai must get a good grade in the monthly exam today so as not to make my mother angry again.
How will mom tell dad when dad comes back.
Today's whole fish feast was in vain.
"Qiao Yanzhou, look at me." Qiao's mother almost used all her strength to pull Qiao Yanzhou up from the chair, and accidentally knocked off the cup on the table beside her, and it fell to the ground with a "pop!" The drink inside spilled all over the floor.
Mother Qiao usually hated the dirty floor the most, but this time she didn't care about anything, she still stared at Qiao Yanzhou.
"When you were young, you skipped school, skipped classes, failed exams, and failed to go to college. I gave you everything. What are you farting with me now!?" Qiao's mother's eyes were wide open, and she slapped her again after she finished speaking. "You are telling me yourself, what kind of fart are you!"
"Mom, I'm sorry..." Qiao Yanzhou suppressed his crying and said four words. The burning heat on his face made him feel his mother's mood at this moment, and it was precisely because he could feel this mood that Qiao Yanzhou I can't help but want to cry.
He knew that this time not only let his mother down but also made her despair...
Mother Qiao didn't speak any more, she went straight to the sofa and sat down. After a while of silence, she covered her face and burst into tears.
There are only two things that Qiao Yanzhou fears the most in his life, one is that his mother cries, and the other is that Xiao Ai cries. Mother Qiao didn't make a sound when she was crying, only a few low sobs could be heard occasionally. Her long hair covered the sides of her face so that her expression could not be seen.
Sometimes even when her mother cried when she saw a touching part in a TV series, Qiao Yanzhou was nervous and flustered, not knowing what to do.
"Qiao Yanzhou, let me tell you," Qiao's mother suddenly straightened up and wiped away her tears, and pointed to Qiao Yanzhou's nose standing aside, "If you don't explain to me today, you don't even want to do anything to me Club!"
"mom… "
"You just can't see me and your dad having a good day!" Mother Qiao patted the coffee table in front of the sofa vigorously, and her voice suddenly became louder.
However, what followed was a long silence, which seemed to be as long as a century in Qiao Yanzhou's concept.
A century later, Mother Qiao spoke again. She stretched out her trembling hand with red eyes and pointed at the building outside the window with her index finger: "Do you know how Wang Mengzhe died across the street? Tell me, do you know?!"
Qiao Yanzhou was stunned for a moment, and bit his lip: "Sick...dead."
"AIDS!" Qiao's mother's voice was completely uncontrollable at this time. The moment the word "AIDS" was said, Qiao Yanzhou was so frightened that his legs went weak.
"Didn't learn how to be gay at such a young age, AIDS!"
Qiao Yanzhou was completely speechless at this time.
He didn't expect that Xiao Wang died of AIDS, and according to his mother, Xiao Wang should be the same as himself... But the strange thing is that Qiao Yanzhou hadn't noticed Wang Mengzhe's orientation before. When he was still young, he hadn't turned on the gay gay radar detector function, but it may also be because Xiao Wang hid too deeply.
"Wang Mengzhe has this problem since he was a child, but you fucking like to spend time with him since you were a child." Qiao's mother suddenly sneered, "I'm afraid of you, and I'm afraid that you will have this tendency. Your first year of junior high school At that time, I even asked a psychiatrist to look at it for you, but the mother did not escape this disaster... "
Qiao Yanzhou knew about the psychiatrist. When he was just in the first year of junior high school, he came home from school and found an aunt at home. At first, his mother lied to him that it was a new colleague from their hospital who came to sit at home casually. Later, Qiao Yanzhou found out that this so-called "colleague" just chased after his ass and asked questions, and his mother didn't even pay attention to him.
Qiao Yanzhou was a monkey spirit at the time, and after being found out, the aunt admitted that she was a psychiatrist, but the purpose of coming here was just to see if Qiao Yanzhou had any psychological burden and pressure after he was promoted to junior high school, so Qiao Yanzhou didn't think much about it.
However, many years later, Qiao Yanzhou was actually told that his mother had been worried about him since that time.
"The psychiatrist told me that some things can't be seen too early, but there is still a certain chance. If there is a tendency in this aspect, it can't be changed at all." Qiao's mother said while tears were streaming down again, she looked up. Looking at Qiao Yanzhou at the beginning, he took a deep breath, "You really like Gu Zixing, don't you?"
Qiao Yanzhou bit her lip, and finally nodded. Although he knew that doing so would really hurt his mother's heart, but there was no way, he really couldn't deceive himself.
"Go back to your room." Mother Qiao wiped away her tears, "I can't let you go to the club, even if I let you serve dishes in the restaurant downstairs, I can't let you go out and fool around with men!"
"Mom, I'm not fooling around..." Qiao Yanzhou didn't expect that he would cry like this. When the tears in his eyes flowed down his cheeks, the burning feeling spread on his face again, "I didn't... "
"You didn't, you farted, you didn't!" Qiao's mother's voice rose two octaves again, "Have you brought people home yet? Qiao Yanzhou, I found that you are really good now!"
"Mom..." Qiao Yanzhou felt a little wronged.
"If you want me to suffer from depression in my forties like Li Huifang, you can do it. If you really want your mother to die, you can do it!" Mother Qiao stood up, skipped Qiao Yanzhou, and went back to the room.
However, before the door of the room could be closed, Mother Qiao came out of the room and looked at Qiao Yanzhou: "Give me your mobile phone."
Hearing this, Qiao Yanzhou froze for a moment.
"Give me your phone!"
Hearing his mother's voice raised again, Qiao Yanzhou hesitated for a moment, and finally took out the mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to his mother.
"Think about it for yourself."
After leaving this sentence, Mother Qiao took Qiao Yanzhou's mobile phone and closed the door with a bang.
The world finally fell silent again.
Qiao Yanzhou wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve, turned around and went to the restaurant to clean up the glass that was broken just now, wiped all the drinks with a mop, and left the chopsticks, bowls and untouched meals intact I moved them back to the kitchen, sealed some dishes with plastic wrap and put them back in the refrigerator.
After finishing these things, Qiao Yanzhou also turned around silently and went back to the room. When passing by the room of his parents, Qiao Yanzhou still heard the sound of his mother smashing things in the bedroom very clearly. It's still very big, and it should be something like a desk lamp that fell.
My mother has a bad temper. She used to love to throw things whenever she quarreled with her father, but it seems that she seldom falls in recent years.
Back in the room, Qiao Yanzhou silently closed the door and lay down on the bed.
He kind of misses Gu Zixing, wants to hug him, wants to hear him comfort himself in a low voice by his ear and tell him what he should do now is the right thing to do.
If the person facing today's situation was Gu Zixing, what would he say and do? In short, it must not be like myself, so angry that my mother was half dead and threw things in the bedroom...
Qiao Yanzhou didn't know when his mother would calm down, and he didn't know how his father would react when he came back tonight and found out about it, but he wanted to go back to the club, and he didn't want to go to the restaurant downstairs to serve dishes.
After thinking about it, tears began to swirl in his eyes again, Qiao Yanzhou wiped his face vigorously, and straightened up from the bed.
How can I calm my mother down.
This was the only problem Qiao Yanzhou wanted to solve at this moment.
Just now he heard his mother talk about AIDS... Brother Xiao Wang passed away with AIDS, and his mother seemed to be very concerned about it.
Then if you tell your mother that you have safety measures every time you have sex with Gu Zixing...
"Fuck." Qiao Yanzhou stretched out his hand and slapped himself directly.
Am I an idiot? Me.