At the beginning, Chu Zhi felt that even if the two were in different places, it would not have much impact.
How can there be so many awkwardness and contradictions, they get along well day and night, there is no reason to separate, but there will be more and more contradictions and problems.
So even if Lin Tong came to her specifically to tell her about it, Chu Zhi didn't care much about it.
Now that the contradiction is really in front of her eyes, Chu Zhi realized that her previous thoughts were too simple.
A lot of things that she thought she could not care about have become cares, and a lot of emotions that she never had before appeared inexplicably, including many things that seemed to be said naturally, became difficult to explain.
There are so many questions she wants to ask, but she is definitely afraid, worried that what she will get is an answer that she does not want to accept, so she can only keep running away like an ostrich.
After finally summoning up the courage, when interrupted, I can no longer speak.
Chu Zhi lay flat on the bed, put the phone to her ear, and stared blankly at the ceiling.
The hair on the temples was wet, and the liquid slowly rolled into the hair, which was cold and itchy.
She originally thought that she was generous and sensible, as long as he could get better, she could endure a lot of things.
Actually not, she was also stingy and awkward, hypocritical and self-willed.
Lu Jiaheng heard her lose her temper quietly. For a while, she couldn't figure out what was wrong, but she felt that it was wrong.
He had to suppress his voice and coaxed in a low voice: "Chuchu, let's not quarrel now, don't quarrel on the phone."
Chu Zhi sniffed softly: "I didn't quarrel with you, we said calmly, you are also very busy studying, I can't be ignorant, I'm also very busy with my internship now, and I don't have so much time to quarrel with you, She raised her hand silently and rubbed her eyes, "I also do a good job at work, I'm not that useless, Lu Jiaheng, I don't have to you, I can't do it without you."
Her angry words jumped out like beads, almost without thinking.
Chuzhi would never say such a rather aggressive, thorny word.
Lu Jiaheng was very long over there, and he didn't speak for a long time.
The two were on the phone, silent, only the faint sound of the current and the sound of his breathless breathing could be heard.
After a long time, he said lightly: "What do you mean?"
The voice was low, and the tone was flat and cold.
For the first time, he spoke to her in this tone.
When she had a little tantrum with him before, she felt insecure because of a name, and he was still patient when he lost his temper with him.
Chu Zhi pursed her lips and said nothing.
Lu Jiaheng let out a low sigh, as if she was so angry that she laughed.
He took a deep breath and just opened his mouth, calling her name: "Chuzhi—"
Chu Zhi hung up the phone.
"… "
For the first time, Lu Jiaheng was hung up halfway through his words.
Everything he wanted to say was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't hold a breath in his chest. He listened to the busy tone on the phone, and his whole body felt like the pause button was pressed.
If it were someone else, Lu Jiaheng would probably have exploded.
But this is the beginning.
If the object of everything is changed to her, no matter how angry he is, he still can't show his temper at all.
He looked at the interface where the phone was hung up, took a deep breath, and dialed her again.
Chuzhi shuts down.
The next day it snowed heavily, Chuzhi's family went to the company subway to transfer to a bus, but the bus did not arrive after waiting for a long time.
Seeing that she was going to be late, she took a taxi, but the road was stuck in traffic again, and she was late when she finally arrived at the company.
It seems that nothing is going right.
Chuzhi got out of the elevator, thinking that she was late anyway, so she didn't rush to check in at all. She stood in the elevator and shook the snowflakes on her body, stomped her feet again, and walked in.
Yesterday, she kept her eyes open until dawn. When she woke up in the morning, she used the fresh-keeping layer of yogurt in the refrigerator to apply it to her eyes for a long time, but she was still a little swollen. The underside of her eyes was dark and unhealthy, and her whole body looked haggard.
Chu Zhi walked into the company office with her head drooping in front of her tofu block, slowly took off her scarf, took off her coat and hung it on the back, while Xiao Yi happened to come over with a water glass, Chu Zhi raised her eyes listlessly, Say hello to him: "Morning..."
Xiao Yi seemed a little surprised when he looked at her, but he quickly reacted and smiled: "Morning."
He looked normal again.
Mingming pretended not to see her yesterday.
Chu Zhi didn't have the energy to think about it, thinking that he probably didn't see her yesterday.
She sat down a little sadly, laying on the table for a while, then sighed a long time and slowly turned on the computer.
The phone still didn't turn on. At first, for some unknown reason, I couldn't tell whether it was anger, escape, or something else, but now, it was completely because I didn't dare.
I am afraid that I will see news and words I don't want to see, and I don't want to quarrel with him.
Chu Zhi started to have a headache, and groaned twice while holding his head.
Xiao Yi watched her for a while, and finally couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong? Are you not happy today?"
Chu Zhi raised her head.
He pursed his lips and looked worried.
There is also a little cautious unease.
Chu Zhi was still mourning, she raised her head a little listlessly, dragged her head with her hands and looked at: "Monitor."
"Um?"
"What did you do wrong?"
Xiao Yi was stunned.
His expression was slightly condensed, and he quickly asked like a conditioned reflex: "What's wrong?"
Chu Zhi tilted her head slightly: "You look like you are afraid of being scolded today."
Xiao Yi didn't speak, pursed his lips and smiled: "No, I watched a movie yesterday and slept a little late." He paused and lowered his eyes, "You don't seem to be in good spirits. You stayed up late last night?"
Chu Zhi didn't know how to say it, so she couldn't say anything, her white face was wrinkled again, and her big eyes looked at him pitifully: "Squad leader."
"Um?"
"You are a good person."
Xiao Yi: "…"
The two chatted for a while in the morning, and then went on to do their own things. At the beginning of the lunch break, Zhi was not in the mood to eat, and stared at the computer screen in a daze. When she came back to her senses and looked up, there was no one in the office.
Xiao Yi should have gone to dinner, but he didn't call her when he left.
Until 3:30 in the afternoon, the supervisor who had been bringing the two of them directly came over.
In the busy and quiet scene in the office, the supervisor came over and tapped Chuzhi's desk corner lightly.
Chu Zhi's first reaction was that she was absent-minded and didn't do things well all day, and was caught.
She raised her head and called her sister honestly.
Chuzhi's supervisor is called Zhao Mei, a typical professional woman. She is in her early thirties and is well-maintained. She is usually gentle and gentle, and she is very talkative.
At this time, she had a serious face and looked at her blankly: "Come with me."
Doesn't look too happy.
Chu Zhi was a little confused, so she stood up and followed out.
Among the several small conference rooms in the marketing department, Chu Zhi was led into the innermost one by Zhao Mei.
Once inside, she was stunned.
The two supervisors of the marketing department except Zhao Mei were all sitting inside, and Xiao Yi was also sitting next to her. As soon as she pushed the door in, he raised his eyes and looked at her.
Zhao Mei went in first and calmly waved to her: "Sit down."
Chu Zhi was a little apprehensive.
She pulled away the chair next to Xiao Yi, and as soon as she was seated, Zhao Mei gave her two advertising plans and raised her chin slightly: "This is the plan of the two of you last time, we all looked at it, you See for yourself."
Chu Zhi was a little nervous. Although she knew that the two would be the best in the end, she didn't expect such a meeting. She thought she would tell her the result directly.
Chu Zhi swallowed her saliva and opened the first book.
It was her own, every word and every sentence was very familiar. Chu Zhi read it once, put it aside, and picked up the second book.
She had never seen Xiao Yi's plan, but monitor Xiao had excellent grades when he was in the school, and was the kind that got a scholarship every semester.
In addition, he has more internship experience than hers, Chu Zhi actually has no confidence at all, and can only do his best when he is doing it.
She took a deep breath and turned to the first page.
The meeting room was silent, except for her, everyone else was looking at her, Chu Zhi turned page by page, her face getting whiter and whiter.
Xiao Yi's advertising planning, from creativity to ideas, channel combination, selection of media media, etc., the general direction is exactly the same as hers.
Chu Zhi suddenly raised his head and looked sideways at Xiao Yi next to him.
He was also looking at her at this time, helpless and surprised.
Chu Zhi closed the plan and already understood the purpose of calling her here.
This kind of thing about advertising planning, especially creativity, is completely personal, and it's just a coincidence that it doesn't happen at all.
What's more, he knew her general direction.
She has no reservations, all her doubts, all her thoughts, she has told him.
Xiao Yi.
They have been classmates for three years, and the first day of knowing each other seems to be close at hand.
She still remembers the boy wearing a green camouflage uniform, smiling shyly and cleanly, and saying hello to her, my name is Xiao Yi, and you were an alumnus in high school.
At this point, the boy had grown into a man, wearing a neat shirt, looking at her with an innocent expression that was completely unexpected.
Zhao Mei put her fingers together and her eyes were calm: "Have you read it?"
Chu Zhi didn't speak, raised his head and opened his mouth.
"I have called Xiao Yi to ask about this before. I want to hear what you have to say."
Chu Zhi was still stunned. She looked at her blankly and opened her mouth: "I don't know... I made it myself... "
Zhao Mei smiled: "No one said that someone else did it for you." She turned her head, "Xiao Yi?"
Xiao Yi touched his nose: "I didn't expect that, I told her a little about my experience before, and it was in the company, and many colleagues saw it, but we are both college classmates, and I feel like helping each other It's good to help."
There was a "hum" in Chu Zhi's head, and the blood seemed to pour over the top of the head from all over the body, and then froze into ice.
Her fingers were cold, her whole body began to tremble unconsciously, and she couldn't say a word.
The man looked the same as usual, not even his face changed.
Chu Zhi looked at him in disbelief.
Zhao Mei nodded and turned to Chuzhi: "I have read both of these plans, and it's clear which one is better and which one is worse. In fact, people with a little experience in quality can see it. I want you to come here mainly because I want to hear it. your explanation."
Chu Zhi's face was pale, and her lips were pursed tightly.
She didn't know how to explain it, she was panicked and at a loss, she wanted to cry, and she held back, her eyes widened slightly: "But this is really my own idea, I also tried my best to write it, I changed it. I wrote it many times and for a long time, and I too—"
I also told him.
Your own things are your own things, how can this be.
How can such a calm and innocent wicked sue first after doing such a thing, as if he is the victim.
Chu Zhi sniffed and suppressed her tears, but she couldn't help but cry a little in her voice: "I didn't plagiarize, I wrote this plan for a long time, this is my idea..."
Zhao Mei was indifferent: "But although your idea is very creative, and you can see that you have a serious understanding of the product, there are still many loopholes and rough spots, and Xiao Yi's, except for a little immature It can be said that all the small flaws are covered, and all aspects are very good," Zhao Mei paused, "What's more, Xiao Yi is three days ahead of you."
Chu Zhi was speechless.
She didn't even have a way to explain.
She couldn't explain it at all.
The little girl was a small one, huddled quietly in the chair, her beautiful little face was pale, and her big eyes were full of tears.
A male supervisor next to him couldn't stand it anymore and sighed: "Actually, you are very smart and have strong learning ability. There is absolutely no need to do such a thing, and the company will not really decide to let you guys just because of the result this time. Whoever leaves will stay, after all, it's just an internship period."
Chu Zhi lowered her head, bit her lip stubbornly, and held back her tears hard.
no.
Not at all.
She always knew that Xiao Yi had good grades and worked hard. She never thought that she could beat him by doing this for the first time.
She just thought, she just wanted to be able to do her best.
But when this happened, she didn't even have a way to prove herself.
I'm afraid she was nervous when she first came in, and in the eyes of others, she was just a guilty conscience.
Chu Zhi closed her eyes, tears hung on her eyelashes and smashed onto the clean table of the conference room.
The conference room was quiet, only the male supervisor continued to speak, and Chu Zhi couldn't hear anything.
She stood up abruptly, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, choked and clear: "What you haven't done is never done, there is no definite evidence, you rely on him to pay a few days earlier than me, more than mine. If you perfect it, you can casually assert that I stole the core of this plan? If you can make a conclusion arbitrarily, then your company really has no value and meaning to stay."
She sniffed, put her hands on the table and tried to stand firm, looking at the few people sitting across from her,
"This advertising plan is my first real plan. Every word is written with my heart. Everything is my own. Even if it is stolen, it is only superficial. I work hard not because I want to win, but because I want to be the best I can be,"
She was trembling all over, her whole body turned white for a while, but she still gritted her teeth and resisted the desire to snatch the door. Word by word, "I am very grateful for everyone's care for me during this period. It has really benefited me a lot, and I have learned a lot of things that are not only professional. I will fill out the resignation form in a while."
After she finished speaking, she walked out of the conference room without looking back.
Chu Zhi's actions were quick, and she went straight to HR to fill out the form.
HR was still the same as when she was interviewing her. Chu Zhi kept crying while filling out the form, and Dou Da’s tears fell down. The HR lady didn’t know what was going on, so she patted her on the back comfortingly. , said in a low voice, "Work is like this, you'll get used to it, don't cry."
Chu Zhi felt that she could not get used to it.
She couldn't understand why classmates who had a good relationship at school would become like this once their actual interests were involved.
Some time ago, he was still telling him that the internship was just for learning, and the results were not important.
He just wanted to win, thinking of doing such a thing even if he was unconscionable.
She wiped the tears from her face sobbing and handed the form to HR: "I never want to be like this."
After leaving the Human Resources Department, Chu Zhi went back to the office to organize things.
She has only stayed for less than a month, and there are not many things, and she organizes quickly. Some of her own things are packed, and she puts on a coat and leaves the company.
It was work time, and there were not many people in the elevator, and most of them were in a hurry, doing their own business with documents in hand.
The cold metal box was lowered down one floor at a time. Chuzhi lowered her head, not wanting others to see her swollen eyes and embarrassed appearance.
In winter, the days are short, especially in the north. It was already dark after four o'clock. As soon as she walked out of the office building, the cold wind roared over her. Her scarf was not wrapped properly, and it was swollen round and round.
Chuzhi stood on the street, a little dazed.
The company is located in the city center, always in a lively and prosperous area, surrounded by high-end office buildings, and the glass curtain wall reflects the setting sun.
It was only when Chu Zhi realized that it was superfluous to bury her head so low just now. Pedestrians came and went, everyone was busy with life, and had no time to take care of others.
No one noticed whether her eyes were red and swollen, and no one cared how much she was wronged and why she was crying.
Chu Zhi took two steps forward, and the phone in her pocket rang.
She picked it up mechanically, didn't say who was calling, and didn't speak.
Lu Jiaheng's voice was still the same as usual, low and gentle, with a soft and sentimental ending.
She could almost imagine what he looked like when he bit out these two words.
He only called her, "Chuchu."
Chu Zhi stopped in her footsteps.
"Lu Jiaheng..." She choked and called him, her voice hoarse, almost inaudible.
Over the phone, Lu Jiaheng was quiet.
Chu Zhi suddenly remembered what she said out loud when she quarreled with Lu Jiaheng before.
She's actually not doing well at all, she's stupid and useless.
It is obviously her own thing, her own structure, but others can do better than her.
It's obviously her own creativity, but she doesn't even prove her ability and ability.
She stayed up all night, read so many product materials, and could memorize almost every word.
It was the first independent world she had created and depicted, and she couldn't even protect it.
That feeling is so sad.
The kind of grievance, the shame of being slandered, the feeling of powerlessness, the kind of unwillingness to admit defeat.
"Lu Jiaheng..."
The street lights are already on, and the car searchlights are pulled out of the belt.
It's like a child who has been wronged has finally been supported.
Chuzhi held the mobile phone, called his name over and over again, and stood on the street crying.