He has always been unwilling to believe what his true feelings for her are, even if he finds out the truth about being deceived by her, he still refuses to break off his relationship with her.
However, what she said today completely shattered all his pretense, making him understand that he has no place in her heart, and is just a worthless substitute. Once she finds out that he has feelings for her, she can turn her face and throw him away without hesitation.
He also deceived himself and told himself that she was just Qin Shuyao's substitute, but he had already been moved unconsciously.
Compared with the anger and pain of being used as a substitute by her, he is more afraid of losing her.
After those two words were spoken, everything disappeared together, and the next words were much easier.
"Don't go... stay."
Yue Xiuning tightly wrapped her arms around her waist from behind, as if grabbing the last straw, repeated in a low voice over and over again: "Don't leave me...don't go..."
For the first time, he lowered his proud head and lowered his self-esteem and begged her to stay.
He also knew that there were countless despicable methods that could be used, but that would only push her further away. What he wanted was her who could treat him tenderly, and he still dreamed of going back to the past with her.
So he had no choice.
Recalling the starry sky and moonlight at the school celebration ceremony, she raised her head and said "I will never leave you" to him tenderly and firmly, her sweet and passionate kiss... everything now seems like a lifetime away.
At that time, when he only found her because of her similarities with Qin Shuyao, he never thought that one day, he would fall in love with this substitute.
Sensing Yue Xiuning's body tensing up from behind him, Yan Shiying raised her lips silently.
"late."
She pulled his hand away, turned to look at him, and sighed, "It's too late, Yue Xiu Ning."
Yue Xiuning's heart skipped a beat, and he said in a shy voice, "...what do you mean?"
There was panic on his face that he didn't realize, and his fingers trembled subconsciously.
"With your fight today, no matter how stupid Xia Fanyi is, he can still guess that you like me. He has been chasing Yaoyao for so long, what would she think of me if he told Yaoyao about this?"
There was a pitiful smile on Yan Shiying's face, "I thought you were not so easily tempted, but I didn't expect you to really like me. But you made a wrong move, so the more Xiu Ning, we are impossible."
Yue Xiuning stared blankly at her, feeling chills all over his body.
Tremendous fear and coldness rushed to his limbs, as if a puddle called despair dragged his feet and gradually submerged him.
If anyone could tell him any way to keep her, no matter what it was, he would definitely do it without hesitation.
No matter what the cost.
I don't know when, he is no longer the leader of this game.
"Unless you want to be my lover."
Hearing Yan Shiying's words, Yue Xiuning raised his head in disbelief.
lover? Does his status make him compromise and be cautious like his former lovers? !
No... Isn't that what Yan Shiying once did
Yue Xiuning looked at Yan Shiying in astonishment, couldn't bear it, and bit the back of the tooth socket, so hard that the smell of blood filled his mouth.
The previous roles are completely reversed today.
"I… "
Yue Xiuning gritted his teeth and was about to speak when he heard Yan Shiying say: "Think it through before you speak, I will only give you this chance once."
Yan Shiying looked at him so calmly that it was almost cruel, "I made it clear in advance that no one including Yaoyao should know about our relationship, so as long as there are people, you can't touch me again. And in order to get rid of Yaoyao Yao doubts me, I will deliberately associate with all kinds of people, even in front of you, you have to hold back."
"It's certain to be wronged, but the good thing is...you can stay by my side."
"Of course... the decision is in your hands."
As if she couldn't see his pain and struggle, she smiled calmly: "Yue Xiuning, you can reject me."
Yue Xiuning didn't speak.
He just felt like he was being pushed to the edge of a cliff step by step by an invisible knife. If you take one wrong step, you will be lost forever.
But the bottom of his heart was shaken shamelessly because of her words, he could almost imagine what kind of abyss he would fall into after agreeing to her terms, but if he let go, she might never give him another chance in the future.
Thinking of the picture of her making out with others, Yue Xiuning felt a heart-piercing pain just by imagining it.
But if you promise her, you will be trampled under her feet forever.
Yue Xiuning clenched his hands almost in humiliation.
Her attitude today told him clearly that he was just a stand-in for her.
But he has long been tamed by her, he is used to accepting what she gives, and getting used to taking from her. Once she cuts off contact, every cell will crazily destroy his will like a withdrawal.
He has stayed on her body for so long that he has already forgotten how to fly.
Knowing that he had become a thing in her hands, Yue Xiuning opened his lips tremblingly as if he had been completely defeated.
"… I promise you."
As soon as the words came out, as if something was broken, Yue Xiuning closed his eyes weakly, and tears rolled down his face.
The bottom of my heart was throbbing with humiliation and embarrassment, and at the same time, a cold hatred spread from my body.
The only son of his dignified Yue family has become a lover who is no different from a pet.
... Yan Shiying, how could you treat me like this.
Yan Shiying gently wiped away the tears on his face, seeing the arrogant beast crouching under her feet after her pride was crushed by her, the smile on her face became more and more charming.
"If anyone finds out about our relationship, then our relationship is over."
However, Yue Xiuning seemed to have completely lost the consciousness of resistance, and just said numbly with tears: "Okay."
He even agreed to such a humiliating condition, what else could he not agree to
Her chin was suddenly lifted by her.
Yue Xiuning is like a puppet that has lost its soul, allowing her to play with it.
Yan Shiying was looking at him with obsession in his eyes.
"You look so beautiful when you cry."
Yan Shiying stared at his red nose and misty eyes. After his usual arrogance and carelessness were completely shattered, only the incomparable beauty bursting out of vulnerability remained.
It's just... so beautiful.
Yan Shiying couldn't help kissing him pitifully.
Yue Xiuning hugged her tremblingly, fascinated by her sweet breath.
He finally accepted that she didn't belong to him.
She may not be his, but he is willing to be hers.
Even if it is a humiliating accessory.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, followed by Ji Luoqing's voice: "Sister Yan Xue? Are you inside?"
While licking and stroking Yue Xiuning's soft and rosy lips, Yan Shiying whispered between his lips, "I'm here."
Yue Xiuning was being wooed by her both nervously and excitedly. Although he knew that if someone found out, he would lose his relationship with her, if it was Ji Luoqing, he wouldn't mind if the kiss was longer.
And he is in this pose with her now...
Yue Xiuning glanced at Yan Shiying who was sitting straddling him, and tried his best to restrain the urge to pin her down.
Behind him there was the creaking sound of the door handle being turned open. At this moment, Yan Shiying suddenly pressed him down and gave him a deep kiss, which stimulated Yue Xiuning's heartbeat almost deafeningly.
A few seconds later, Yan Shiying immediately let go of him, stood up and straightened his clothes as if nothing had happened.
Ji Luoqing just opened the door, Yan Shiying turned around and walked to him without looking back: "Let's go."
She hooked his arm without hesitation and walked out the door. Yue Xiuning's pupils shrank slightly, and he clenched his hands tightly.
Just as he was staring at their backs with resentment in his eyes, Yan Shiying suddenly turned around, gave him a sideways look, and opened her lips silently.
hush.
Knowing that this was a warning to him, once someone found out, they would end the game, but at that moment, the sense of danger and charm emanating from her was like a poppy captivating his five senses, and Yue Xiuning couldn't help being fascinated by it. She was incomparably beautiful at that moment.
He had to admit that he was ashamed of Shi Geng
Yan Shiying and Ji Luoqing were on their way to dinner, but found that Ji Luoqing was always absent-minded today.
She asked him what was on his mind, but he just faltered and didn't answer, looking out of his mind.
Yan Shiying looked around, and when she passed the corner, she dragged Ji Luoqing to the side of the pillar.
She hooked his neck on tiptoe and hugged him intimately, her rosy lips raised casually, "Why, are you jealous?"