Ji Luoqing originally just wanted to catch up with the seminar, but he didn't expect to see a scene that he didn't expect.
In fact, he had seen Yan Shiying a long time ago. Ever since he said goodbye to her in the hospital that day, he hadn't seen Yan Shiying for several days since then.
Not long after that phone call, he was taken back to his home, and was taken around by his grandfather for several days in a row, so that he didn't even catch up with the day when she was discharged from the hospital.
It's strange to say that he has always had difficulty recognizing people, but only Yan Shiying, he can always find her accurately in the sea of people strangely, and his eyes are attracted to her unconsciously.
He saw her walking out of the classroom with a stack of materials, and before he could call her to stop, he bumped into the scene between her and Geng Wen'an.
At that moment, there was an uncontrollable sense of distorted joy in my heart.
He always thought that she chose Yue Xiuning, but the fact is that she didn't choose to belong to anyone, and the future that had never seen a chance seemed to have hope suddenly, and he even secretly hoped that she would never make a choice, so that she would never It would belong to anyone, and he could fool himself into telling himself that he still had a chance.
Of course, it's not that he didn't want to monopolize her. He had already fully experienced the feeling of having power after making that phone call before.
Although Uncle Wen also served Ji's family, he and his grandfather took completely different paths. He even felt that Ji Luoqing's phone call was too late... In his heart, Ji Luoqing could have used it long ago. His sharp weapon cut through all thorns and thorns for him.
Although he didn't say it, he has always disagreed with his grandfather's teaching him to be too upright.
In the past few days, Uncle Wen showed him a lot. The feeling of transforming from an ordinary student Ji Luoqing into a grandson of Ji's parents was like suddenly wearing a radiant crown. Everyone was scrambling to curry favor with him. , Some people don't even ask for anything else, just want to make a good impression in front of him.
In front of those who fawn on him, the Yan family can't even count as ants.
His identity allows him to do many things, and he can easily have Yan Shiying, as long as he wants.
But he can't.
Abandoning his principles and bottom line for her, just to stay by her side, is already the limit of what he can do.
He was unwilling to do anything that might hurt her, even a little bit.
As long as she will not abandon him, as long as she is willing to let him stay by her side, he will never force her.
Seeing Yan Shiying looking over in surprise, Ji Luoqing quickly showed a shy smile.
At first he would feel deeply guilty for this inconsistency, but now he is able to cover his emotions freely.
He has already passed the stage of being overwhelmed by this kind of trick, because he knows that Yan Shiying will not be suspicious of him smiling like this.
Sure enough, Yan Shiying smiled at him naturally, "Why didn't I see you at the discussion just now?"
"Well, there is something delayed at home."
Ji Luoqing adjusted his glasses, staring at her with clear eyes.
See, as long as she smiles at herself like this, he is satisfied enough.
Ji Luoqing didn't seem to see Yan Shiying's rosy complexion, but leaned down and caressed the folds on the documents in her hand.
"Your profile appears to be crumpled."
He looked at her seriously and said.
The closer he was to her, the more he could see her moist eyes that almost dripped water, as well as the smell of other men in his imagination.
She was as beautiful as a rose that had been watered with dew, the more wet it was, the more beautiful it was.
But he knew she was poisonous, but he couldn't help but approach her.
Yan Shiying was a little surprised by his sudden approach. Ji Luoqing was a self-restraining and conservative person, and would never take the initiative to approach her in front of others. This was the first time he had treated her like this in public.
Yue Xiuning, who had just gotten rid of the entanglement of a few girls in the distance, immediately tightened his hands silently when he saw this scene.
In the next second, Yue Xiuning immediately put on a nonchalant smile, smiled behind Yan Shiying and said, "Yan Shiying, why are you still here? I've been waiting for you for a long time."
Hearing Yue Xiuning's voice, Yan Shiying immediately apologized and said goodbye to Ji Luoqing.
Looking at the backs of Yan Shiying and Yue Xiuning walking side by side, Ji Luoqing silently adjusted the mirror frame.
In the past, he would still be jealous why Yue Xiuning could monopolize her, but after seeing the previous scene, he secretly expected that Yue Xiuning would also taste the pain.
If at that time he wanted to hurt her because he couldn't accept it... then it would be logical for him to attack Yue Xiuning, right
As soon as he reached a corner where Ji Luoqing couldn't see, Yue Xiuning almost couldn't wait to hug her into a secluded aisle.
Yan Shiying wanted to speak, but the moment she opened her mouth, she could only make a broken voice...
All the struggles, whimpers, and refusals were suppressed one by one. He just occupied her silently and hotly, as if the longing for days suddenly found an outlet, and the lingering and suffocating kiss...
Under such an almost overwhelming demand, all means and words lost their meaning.
Yan Shiying was dazed by Yue Xiuning's embrace, and he kissed her until her feet were so soft that she could hardly stand, she could only breathe softly against his chest like cotton...
Yue Xiuning likes Yan Shiying in this state the most, and he can only let him play around like his property.
After a short period of satiation, a heavier viscous bitterness came up.
Thinking of the way she and Ji Luoqing were laughing and talking just now, Yue Xiuning was so manic and depressed that he almost wanted to go crazy.
As long as he saw Ji Luoqing, there was a voice constantly reminding him that he was just this person's stand-in. He was not even a lover by Yan Shiying's side, and he was even a plaything worse than a lover.
But he could only watch her chat and laugh with Ji Luoqing, and watch her chat and laugh with different men, but he couldn't do anything.
He never thought that he would fall into this situation. With his appearance and status, when did he need to be so humble and yearn for the pity of others
He also tried to find other women, and even followed Yan Shiying's template to find a substitute who looked similar to her, but the more he looked for her, the more he found that she was irreplaceable.
Reason told him to cut off contact with this damned woman immediately, but no matter how he struggled, as long as he saw her text messages, or was asked to meet her, he was like a loyal dog who failed to quit, letting go of his self-esteem and pride Obediently accept her manipulation.
"Yingying..." He called her name, every time he was intimate, he wanted to hear her response, but she never responded to him.
He can't make him act like a real male lover, but even if he dares to seduce her, he can only get her eyes to stay for a moment.
He struggles in this kind of hell every day, he can't see when it will end, and he doesn't know what to do to end this pain.
How many times has this happened so that you can not suppress yourself and touch her wantonly when there is no one around. Even this secluded place was the place where she often secretly got intimate with Qin Shuyao when he was his substitute. At that time, although he was worried about being discovered, he could kiss her unscrupulously and possess her from beginning to end.
Thinking about it now, it seems like a lifetime away.
He is asking himself every day, how many days will this kind of life last, when will it end, what will he do to completely possess her, and will she obediently fall into his arms after Ji Luoqing disappears? …
Tormented by the dark longing in his heart, he was about to go crazy, but he could only plead cautiously: "Can you stop seeing him?"
Yan Shiying was still panting half-lying on his chest, but upon hearing this, she just gave him a lazy look.
Yue Xiuning couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed her hair and earlobe lightly, when he heard Yan Shiying's faint voice:
"Remember what you promised me before?"
Just this one sentence cut off all his thoughts of temptation and request.
Yue Xiuning silently tightened his arms around her.
Yes, this woman will always force him to obey by cutting off the relationship. As long as he dared to take a step beyond the threshold, she would mercilessly abandon her relationship with him.
But what can he do? It was he who needed her, and he fell in love with her. Apart from forcing himself to compromise and restrain himself, he could only watch her chatting and laughing with other men, and then he was almost mad because of jealousy and pain.
If only she could be her own.
If only she could just be with him forever.
Feeling the hands around her waist tightening, the force was so strong that she was almost crushed, Yan Shiying struggled and reprimanded a few times, Yue Xiuning didn't respond, he just stared at her with deep eyes, his eyes rolled Complicated emotions that even she couldn't understand.
Yan Shiying frowned.
"I gotta go."
Seeing Yue Xiuning stunned because of this sentence, Yan Shiying found the right time to get out of his arms immediately.
"Yue Xiuning, remember your duty, I don't need a disobedient lover."
Yan Shiying's voice was very cold, she glanced at her phone, then turned around, "It's been too long, I should go, otherwise everyone should be suspicious."
Before stepping out of her legs, Yan Shiying was hugged from behind by Yue Xiuning.
"do not go!"
Yue Xiuning hugged her in a panic, partly because he was afraid of her leaving, and partly because he was flustered that if she left too fast, his plan could not be carried out.
He gritted his teeth, and almost embarrassed himself forced himself to keep her in a low voice: "Yingying... can't you stay with me for a while? You haven't let me see you for a long time, stay with me for a while... can't you?"
Pausing for a while, he sniffed her breath greedily, and whispered so low that he could barely hear: "I really miss you so much..."
The last few words made his mouth bitter when he said them, but his heart-pounding words couldn't move Yan Shiying at all.
She was indifferent like a machine without emotion, she just gave him a piece of candy to appease him, and then she was ready to leave, brushing him away without any delay: "Don't make me say what I just said a second time, I'm leaving .”
"Yan Shiying—"
Yue Xiuning almost gritted his teeth and called out her name, and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "Don't go, you know how long I've been waiting for this moment today..."
Yan Shiying was pressed against the wall with his irresistible strength, and his face and ears were kissed repeatedly, "I just want you to stay for a while... don't go, don't think about how to leave me, otherwise ... I'm afraid I won't be able to help but ruin Ji Luoqing."
Yue Xiuning licked and bit her lips half threateningly and half eagerly, and said in a low voice: "Stay here, or I will destroy him."
Yan Shiying, who had been indifferent in her arms until now, finally spoke.
"What does this have to do with Ji Luoqing?"
Hearing Yan Shiying's words, Yue Xiuning's heart was half bitter and half full of pain.
Sure enough... Only when it's about him, will she have different emotions.
"I already know...you took me as his substitute."
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Yue Xiuning felt an embarrassment that was almost humiliating.
In terms of appearance and family background, how can he be inferior to Ji Luoqing? But it was because of Ji Luoqing that she approached him from the beginning, and now she took the initiative to speak out because of Ji Luoqing...
Yue Xiuning tried his best to let himself ignore the fact that she cared about another man in front of him, but just hearing those three words uttered from her mouth, he felt an unbearable sting, this pain Constantly reminding him that he was being trampled underfoot by someone who was inferior to him in every way.
It was so difficult for him to ask her to stay by his side, but Ji Luoqing won her favor so effortlessly.
Yue Xiuning stared at Yan Shiying in his arms, vaguely hoping that she would turn against him for this, so that he could eradicate Ji Luoqing in a fair and honest manner.