Dong Haoyang paused while holding the wine glass.
It was just that he returned to his natural state in a flash, and he smiled indifferently, "It's not a wife yet."
There was a hint of invisible joy in Tian Yi's eyes, and he opened his mouth to speak, but was blocked by Dong Haoyang's next words.
"Three years ago, my grandmother and mother had already helped me look at the marriage. It was just that my grandfather died suddenly, and they dismissed the idea. Now that the three-year period of filial piety has passed, my grandmother and mother naturally brought it up again. ."
"I'm afraid it won't be long before you can drink my wedding wine, Brother Tian."
The joy in Tian Yi's eyes faded a little bit with Dong Haoyang's words.
In the end there was nothing but bitterness.
"Then congratulations to Haoyang."
Dong Haoyang chuckled, but did not answer Tian Yi's words, "Brother Tian should stay longer when he returns to Beijing this time?"
Tian Yi suppressed the bitterness in his heart, nodded and said, "Indeed, this return to Beijing should stay for a while, and the war has been leveled outside the customs, and nothing will happen for the time being."
Dong Haoyang raised his glass and said happily, "That's good, you can get together with Brother Tian later."
"It's getting late today, and it's time for me to go home."
"Brother Tian, let's talk another day."
After that, Dong Haoyang bowed his hands to Tian Yi, got up and left.
Tian Yi got up to say goodbye, but did not leave, but returned to the dinner table and drank alone.
The last time he left the capital, he was only sixteen years old, but now he is already twenty-four.
Eight long years passed quietly, either fighting on the battlefield, or looking down at the border. Jin Ge iron horse, but could not help but miss someone in the capital in the silence.
A suave handsome boy.
The pair of peach blossom eyes that seemed to be able to speak often appeared in his dreams.
It's not that he didn't know his rejection, but he still couldn't let it go. He just wanted to confirm it again and try for the last time.
Tian Yi smiled bitterly and slammed down a glass of wine. The hot feeling burned from his throat to his stomach, but he couldn't get rid of the sadness in his heart.
When he was at the border, he could also drink with open arms, but at that time he still had some hope, but now, the last thought has been silently annihilated.
Everyone said that drinking alcohol would relieve his sorrows, but he felt that the more he drank, the more intense the anguish in his heart.
Let Xiao Er bring a jar of wine.
The food on the table didn't move.
It wasn't until there were some double images in front of him drinking that Tian Yi felt that the bitterness in his heart was no longer there, and suddenly laughed.
"Brother Tian", a figure appeared in front of Tian Yi.
Tian Yi shook his head, narrowed his eyes to distinguish carefully, and said after a while, "... Dong Zhe'an?"
"It's me." Dong Zhe'an's voice didn't make any waves, he sat down on the seat next to him, "I'll drink with you."
Dong Zhe'an poured wine for Tian Yi. At this time, Tian Yi had changed from a two-fingered wine glass to a large open bowl. With the action of pouring wine, a lot of wine splashed out and wet their clothes.
The smell of alcohol alone makes people feel a little drunk.
"You know, I've thought about him for eight years." Tian Yi held the wine jar with one hand and said to Dong Zhe'an with a smile. It could be heard from the words that he was completely drunk.
"In the eight years I was at the border gate, as soon as I got off the training ground, my mind was full of him."
Tian Yi smiled bitterly, "It's not that I don't know that he doesn't like me, but there is always a glimmer of hope in my heart. I know that I'm not worthy of him, so I fought hard to kill the enemy at the border and earn military merit."
There was no expression on Dong Zhe'an's face, he just listened quietly.
"I've always had a hope, and I've always wanted to come back and ask him again. But now, when I come back, I know that this is really my extravagant hope."
Tian Yi raised his head and took a sip of wine, and the wine flowed from his mouth down his neck and into the placket of his shirt.
He didn't seem to have any feeling.
"Haha, it's time to get rid of my thoughts."
"It's time—" Tian Yi's voice became lower and lower, his whole body lying on the table.
The bowl of wine spun in a circle, and was supported by a hand on the edge of the table.
Dong Zhe'an expressionlessly drank the last bit of wine on the table, then propped up Tian Yi, who had already fallen asleep, and went to an inn not far away.
"How many rooms are there for guests?"
"One room, bring some hot water here."
Dong Zhe'an paid the money calmly and helped Tian Yi upstairs.
Both of them had a strong smell of alcohol. Dong Zhe'an took off Tian Yi's clothes and helped him to wash his body.
Looking at Tian Yi who was asleep, Dong Zhe'an's expression was dim for a moment.
——
the next day.
Tian Yi couldn't help frowning because of the headache after the hangover.
He closed his eyes that had just opened again, put his hands on his forehead, and kept rubbing it, trying to ease the splitting headache.
After a long while, he slowly recovered.
As soon as he observed the surroundings, Tian Yi couldn't help being stunned, and his mind went blank.
He was now in an unfamiliar environment, with no one else in the room.
And he was naked|naked, and the bed was a mess.
This-
What this scene means is extremely obvious.
But it obviously made Tian Yi not want to believe it.
Tian Yi, who had not changed his face after a long battle, was a little flustered at this time. He beat his head vigorously, hoping to remember something.
After a while, he remembered a few fragments from his somewhat chaotic mind.
After Haoyang left, he drank stuffy wine alone and met Dong Zhe'an.
He sent himself drunk to the inn and scrubbed himself.
Tian Yi had an ominous feeling when he thought about it, and had the urge not to think about it.
Tian Yi's face was pale.
After Dong Zhe'an helped him lie down, he actually...
it turns out-
He couldn't imagine that he could do such a beastly thing!
He could recall Dong Zhe'an's violent struggle, his painful moaning, and the unbearable bruise all over his body.
Each and every one of them is evidence of their own crimes!
Tian Yi slapped himself fiercely.
The burning pain could not hide the intense guilt in his heart.
He couldn't imagine how Dong Zhe'an escaped from here in pain after being so humiliated.
The person who once admired himself as an elder brother was so insulted by himself.
He looked at the embarrassed bed.
Extraordinarily dazzling.
——
"Brother Tian?" Dong Haoyang looked at Tian Yi, who was very embarrassed with some stubble, and was quite surprised, "Why are you here?"
Tian Yi turned his head in embarrassment, avoiding Dong Haoyang's gaze.
He really didn't have any face to see the person he was thinking about.
Tian Yi felt extremely bitter in his heart.
"I'm here to find Zhe'an, is he there?" Tian Yi asked with some difficulty, his voice dry.
Dong Haoyang paused for a while looking at Tian Yi's expression, but didn't ask more, "He should be in his own room now."
"I'll ask the servants to take you to find him."
Tian Yi nodded and followed the servant Dong Haoyang called.
During this period, Tian Yi didn't look at Shang Dong Haoyang at all, and he didn't even say hello when he left.
The servant led him to Dong Zhe'an's house and left.
Tian Yi hesitated for a long time, took a deep breath, and then gathered up his courage and knocked on the door.
"Boom, boom, boom"
"I said, I'm not hungry, you can go." Dong Zhe'an's voice came out from inside, extremely dry and hoarse.
Hearing the words that seemed to take a lot of energy to say, Tian Yi felt a sudden pain in his heart.
If it wasn't for himself, how could he have been reduced to this level!
Tian Yi's eyes were red, and he could not wait to slap himself to death!
"… it's me"
Tian Yi originally wanted to call Dong Zhe'an's name, but he kept it in his heart.
He felt that even calling him by his name was an insult and injury to him.
There was silence in the house.
After a long while, a sentence slowly came out from inside.
"I don't want to see you"
Tian Yi clenched his fists tightly, and his nails were firmly embedded in his palm.
Even though he felt remorse in his heart, he could only say one sentence.
"...I'm sorry," Tian Yi whispered.
Tian Yi waited quietly outside, waiting for the final judgment of his sins.
Suddenly, there was a dull sound in the house, like the sound of something heavy falling to the ground.
Tian Yi was in a hurry, suddenly opened the closed door and broke in.
After seeing the figure lying on the ground, Tian Yi's eyes instantly turned red.
He hurriedly stepped forward to help Dong Zhe'an up, but he was violently pushed away.
At this time, Tian Yi also saw clearly the shocking bruise on his naked neck.
Tian Yi immediately swallowed the words of concern and sat down on the ground.
"… sorry"
He can only repeat this sentence in vain, and nothing else can be said.
Dong Zhe'an forced a smile, "It's nothing, I know you're just drunk."
"I know you've always regarded me as your brother, and this time it wasn't your will."
Listening to Dong Zhe'an's words, Tian Yi did not relax at all.
The guilt was even more intense.
No words can cover up his ugly and sinful deeds.
"You don't have to feel guilty," Dong Zhe'an smiled sadly, "Yesterday was considered to have fulfilled my thoughts."
"You don't like me at all. Even if I express my intentions, it is impossible between us."
"Although yesterday was an accident, it also made up for my regret."
Tian Yi was stunned.
The eyes also slowly opened.
My heart is full of shock.
Did he mean to like himself