How To Say I Love You

Chapter 116

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Shi Tingheng stomped on the cigarette butt on the ground and said with emotion, "Young people today are really scary. I feel like I'm about to be shot to death on the beach before I'm old."

Fang Kun nodded in agreement, while Lin Leyang stared straight at the two hugging, his eyes were indescribably complicated. Inexplicably, he panicked in his heart.

Xiao Jiashu has not yet come out of his fear. In fact, he was not suffering from claustrophobia, but was simply afraid of the dark and boxes, but in order not to worry his parents, he kept it a secret. If it weren't for the good performance of this scene, he would never dig out the memories buried in the deepest part of his heart, which is no different from digging out his heart. He twitched and wept, and he couldn't stop.

Ji Mian held him in his arms and inserted his five fingers into his hair, stroking his scalp slowly and gently, constantly comforting, "Shh, don't be afraid, open your eyes, you are just filming, no one can Hurt you." The other hand went around and wiped away the tears, snot and fake blood from Xiao Jiashu's face without being dirty at all.

Xiao Jiashu, whose eyes were blinded by tears, finally had a clear vision, and found that there were several spotlights around, and everything was bright, and then he stopped twitching.

"Is it better?" Feeling the body in his arms quiet down, Ji Mian pushed the person away and asked softly.

The first thing Xiao Jiashu saw was a puddle of suspicious liquid on Ji Mian's suit jacket, and the second thing he saw was the bright-eyed crowd, his cheeks instantly blushing. Damn, what was I doing just now? I actually held Ji Mian crying in front of the crowd

He immediately pulled out of Ji Mian's arms, and Sayazi ran towards the nanny car. Just after washing his face, he heard Luo Zhangwei shout with a loudspeaker, "Where did Xiao Jiashu die? Come and see your performance just now!"

"Come here!" Xiao Jiashu ran back immediately, but did not find that everyone looked at him in completely different eyes. The picture just now was playing on the screen. The young man, who was beaten and bruised, knelt down on his knees, his expression was terrified, but his body was numb, as if he was wrapped in a layer of ice, and he couldn't move. When he saw the man sitting at the head, he opened his mouth slightly, but he couldn't shout, his knees moved forward half an inch and then froze, and then he appeared confused.

This performance is exactly what Luo Zhangwei wanted, but more exciting things are yet to come. The physiological reaction of the young man after being controlled by drug addiction and his last radiant eyes can be called classics, which vividly portrays the feelings of darkness, depression, pain, despair, and finally death that the whole film is about to respond to.

Stanislavsky once said: Without the use of psychological techniques, even if you rely on inspiration to obtain a moment's true performance, the rest of the time will make the performance lifeless. Luo Zhangwei doesn't know where Xiao Jiashu got his inspiration from, but the confusion and fear he showed after entering the office were real, wonderful, and true, but if it was just like this, he would never be able to perform well in the later scenes, because this Fear should belong to Ling Feng, not Xiao Jiashu. But in just a moment, he actually grasped the psychological technique of performance, and brought himself from the unconscious state to the conscious state. This transition happened very quickly and smoothly and naturally, so that the next performance came.

Luo Zhangwei has filmed many scenes and met many actors, but the performance of this episode of drug addiction and extreme restraint is enough to rank in the top three, and his lines are impeccable.

He silently rewinds the video, trying to find the slightest dissatisfaction, but no, everything is perfect.

When Luo Zhangwei was about to pick his bones, Xiao Jiashu was also watching Ji Mian's acting skills. He was brought into the play by Ji Mian's eyes, but then he knocked his jaw against the opponent's shoulder and could only see a back, which was equivalent to a one-man show. He had no idea what Ji Mian was doing.

But now, Ji Mian's performance is appearing on the screen in close-up. He hugged Ling Feng and saw the needle eye, his pupils contracted violently for a moment, extreme anger and extreme pity were intertwined in his eyes repeatedly, and finally turned into tears, but the tears dried up in just a moment. When he raised the dagger to kill Ling Feng, a dark emotion covered his eyes, making his pupils look like two black holes, and there was no trace of humanity anymore.

With just one pair of eyes, Ji Mian perfectly performed the whole process of Ling Tao's transition from reason to madness, and his face was as hard as a stone from beginning to end. The camera moves down to start filming his hand, but even so, his acting skills are still reflected in this hand. The blue veins on the back of the hand, the pale knuckles, and the slightly trembling wrist all tell the person's pain.

Xiao Jiashu stared at the display screen and forgot to turn his eyes. After a long while, he turned his head to look at Ji Mian, screaming in his heart. This is the first time he has realized that acting is a tangible, divine, and full of vitality. If some people say that they are illusory and invisible, it is because they have never met an actor like Ji Mian. He made Ling Tao come alive, and his acting skills are full of soul!

Xiao Jiashu didn't care how well he acted at all, he almost watched Ji Mian's performance over and over again with hunger, and the shock in his heart was indescribable.

At the same time, Ji Mian was also watching Xiao Jiashu's performance. At first, his eyes were very focused, but gradually began to drift, and then his ears became a little hot, he clenched his fists against his lips, and coughed twice, seemingly embarrassed. He glanced at Xiao Jiashu every once in a while, and after repeated several times, he saw that the other party was unaware, his eyes were always on himself on the screen, and he had to walk away silently.

He stood beside him for a few minutes before listening to Luo Zhangwei smiling and saying, "OK, this one is over! Xiao Jiashu, Ji Mian, you two hurry up to eat, and continue to shoot the first and second scenes of the kissing scene later."

The people around them scattered in a hurry. Although they all had smiles on their faces, their mental activities became more complicated. The actor who opened the bet had to pay back the bet. Xiao Jiashu never NG once, and all of them lost. What useless rich second generation who only knows how to seize resources and has no acting skills, who said this? Is your face swollen

Xiao Jiashu didn't know anything about his victory. He was immersed in Ji Mian's godlike acting skills. Seeing the other party looking at him from a distance, he still had a gentle smile on his face, his cheeks flushed, and he turned and ran away. He suddenly discovered that Ji Mian on the screen was completely different from Ji Mian in real life. Once on the silver screen, his charm is like a black hole, attracting everyone's attention.

Ji Mian was slightly taken aback by Young Master Xiao's shy behavior, and finally shook his head and laughed.

Fang Kun brought a box lunch and asked Ji Mian to eat it in the nanny's car. Lin Leyang didn't play in the afternoon. He was lying in the back seat dozing when he heard the door open and got up quickly, "Brother Ji, is the food cold? Why don't I go outside and buy it for you?"

"No, I have to continue filming later, I don't have time." Ji Mian urged, "Don't worry about me, continue to sleep."

"I can't sleep. Your coat is dirty. Change it to a clean one? Anyway, the suit jackets are all the same style, so the audience can't see it." Seeing the wet marks on Ji Mian's back, Lin Leyang's eyes dimmed.

"No need to change, the second shot follows the first shot. If there are no tear stains on Ling Tao's clothes, doesn't it mean that he is wearing it? If the tear stains dry up when filming starts, I have to get it wet. You have to pay attention to the details in the future, no matter whether the director and the drama management remind you or not, you have to keep it in your heart." Ji Mian picked up the chopsticks but did not start it, and sighed after a moment of silence, "Fang Kun, I remember Mr. Deng once He said something like this: A first-class actor can dig out the art of acting from the most embarrassing, sad, and even the most terrifying life experiences. Xiao Jiashu will definitely become a first-class actor in the future."

Fang Kun is not a layman, how can he not see Xiao Jiashu's potential, he can't help but sigh, "I finally agree with a sentence, as an art, acting is more about talent than hard work. Some people are born to act, some people Struggle for a lifetime, the level is only in the middle, this is life!"

Hearing the conversation between the two, Lin Leyang's eyes flickered slightly, and he couldn't help thinking: What type do I belong to? Talented or not? Why are some people born with everything, while others have nothing and can only work hard on their own? No, this sentence is definitely wrong, as long as you work hard, all your dreams will come true.

Ji Mian tilted her head to look at him, her voice soft, "Le Yang, you are talented, personable and diligent, and you will surely succeed in the future."

Lin Leyang was refreshed and quickly thanked him.

This message is the beginning of all nightmares. He Yi soon found out that the girl turned out to be his alumni. Because of her beautiful appearance and good temper, she was often bullied by boys. The girl was grateful to him for saving her, and made a lunch box and stuffed it into his desk every day. Gossip about the two began to spread among the classmates. He Yi doesn't care about this. He is a very focused and determined person, and he is never moved by external objects. But he never imagined that 40 days after saving the girl, he would be taken away from the classroom by the police on the charge of rape, and the fetus in the girl's belly was the evidence.

He didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't admit it, but his father decided to take it personally and gave the girl one million mental damages. Although He Yi did not go to jail, the crime was confirmed. His family thought he was ashamed and soon sent him to the United States. After that, the tragic car accident...

A friend who has just met again for a few days has been separated forever, how can Xiao Jiashu accept it? He remembers running into the accident scene like a madman, hugging his friend's body like a madman and crying. He never believed in those trumped-up charges, and he knew that his friend must have been wronged.

It turned out that his speculation was correct. He found out that his friend was on the phone before the car accident, and recorded it. A metallic female voice sneered, "He Yi, who asked you to save me? What fun! If it weren't for you, I don't know how happy I was that night... I don't know who the child in my belly belongs to. If I call those bastards, they won't recognize any of them. My parents must tell me Come out, or kill me, what can I do... You are the stupidest and richest person I know, who am I not looking for? The surveillance video of you helping me back to the hotel room that night is the best evidence ... You hate me? Hahaha, you say you're stupid and you still don't admit it! Your mother must keep my stomach until I'm four months old so that I can test my DNA later to prove your innocence. It was your father who persuaded your mother to let me have an abortion , also gave me one million to move our family away, don't be found by your mother... He knows you didn't rape me, but he just wants to ruin your reputation... Your own father wants to kill you, you still Come and call me the culprit, He Yi, you are so pitiful..."

The conversation ended here, and then there was an earth-shattering crash. He Yi couldn't stand the stimulation, and when he lost his mind, he stepped on the accelerator by mistake and slammed into the bridge pier... He finally found Li Jiaer's contact information. Turns out my father always knew he was innocent...

Xiao Jiashu copied the recording and listened to it for a whole night without sleep, and his tears were almost dry. He didn't understand why some people could be so bad that they could attack the kindhearted people who helped him, or even harm his own blood.

When He Yi's relatives came to the United States for a funeral, he secretly sent the recording to He's mother, thinking that he would be able to let his friends rest in peace, but He Yi's mother had a heart attack, passed out, and was sent before she woke up. In a nursing home, said to have depression. Since then, He's mother disappeared, leaving only He Yi's tomb left alone on a foreign land, not even able to move back to the motherland and return to its roots.

A few years later, Xiao Jiashu learned through his mother's contacts that Father He immigrated to Australia. He had a family there long ago, and his second son was only a few months younger than He Yi...

The more he knows, the more unwilling Xiao Jiashu is. Over the years, he always wanted to find Li Jiaer and make her pay for what happened back then. Seeing her use her identity as a victim to gain sympathy from those around her; seeing her portraying herself as a strong, optimistic, and positive new-age woman, he felt disgusted and angry.

But his upbringing did not allow him to use excessive means to retaliate against women, so he only blocked Li Jiaer's future without further action. At the same time, he didn't want to reveal those unbearable past events and let his dead friends be judged by outsiders. He had a clear conscience while he was alive and deserved eternal peace after death.

This is the end of the matter... This is the end... The rock song finally ended, replaced by a soothing drum beat, Xiao Jiashu suppressed his anger and stood up slowly. But as soon as he took a step, the male singer with a tired voice began to sing. The lyrics were both vicissitudes and sadness, and a lot of memories were stirred in an instant, some good and some bad, but the bad was gradually fading, leaving only the good forever. Treasure in the bottom of my heart. Two little boys go to school hand in hand; hiding in a tall tree, you and I imagine the future; the tall boy takes the short boy home on a bicycle every day, and when he accidentally falls, he will The little boy took him into his arms and gently stroked the black hair on the back of his head... They were not brothers, but they were better than brothers.

The male singer was still singing, but Xiao Jiashu couldn't even stand up. He huddled in the corner, buried his head in his knees, and cried like a child, he couldn't stop crying...

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Fang Kun found that Ji Mian had been frowning and his face was very ugly, so he couldn't help asking, "Are you having a headache? I'll call the doctor to take a look?"

"No, it's not." Ji Mian waved his hand to deny.

After another ten minutes, Ji Mian began to massage his temples frequently, and finally couldn't bear it any longer, "Go to the stairwell and see, I think I heard..." But he stopped halfway, and then leaned back on the pillow, slightly stunned. Chady breathed a sigh of relief.

"What did you hear?" Fang Kun looked around and said inexplicably, "It's very quiet in the ward, shouldn't you be ringing in your ears?"

"It should be tinnitus, but it's alright now." Ji Mian waved his hands wearily, not knowing what to think, his expression became ugly.

At the same time, slender Yu, who came later, pushed open the door of the stairwell and said in surprise, "It's really a small tree. Why are you crying like this?"

"Xiu, Uncle Xiu, hiccup..." Xiao Jiashu didn't want to cry anymore, but he couldn't control himself.

Slender Yu was startled, and quickly took out a tissue to wipe his face, and said solemnly, "What happened? Tell me Uncle Xiu to help you solve it."

"No, it's fine, I just listened to the song and cried." Xiao Jiashu quickly took off the earphone and wiped his face indiscriminately. He is embarrassed and ashamed now, and he can't wait to dig a crack in the ground to get in.

"What song is so tear-jerking?" Slender Yu was a little unconvinced at first, but when he picked up his earphones and listened to it, he couldn't help laughing, "It turned out to be this song, no wonder." As one of the "audiences who also cried", slender Yu really It's hard to say anything, but I can only take the miserable boy into the public restroom to take care of his appearance.

"You're so old and you're hiding in the stairwell and crying. Fortunately, I was able to see it, otherwise people would have to die of laughter. Xiaoshu, you really look like your mother when you were young. Your mother looked strong and strong when faced with difficulties. Calm, but I often hide behind my back and cry, sometimes on the roof, sometimes in the car, even when I find out, I still refuse to admit it..." Thinking of the past, slender Yu laughed in a low voice, but his eyes were full of sourness.

"My mother likes to cry too?" Xiao Jiashu paused, then quickly changed his tune, "No, why should I use the words, I don't like to cry. I have a special situation today."

"Okay, you don't like to cry. You are very similar to your mother, you are both tough." Slender Yu couldn't help laughing.

Xiao Jiashu, "..."

After washing his face, his eyes were still a little red and swollen, Xiao Jiashu had to take out a pair of sunglasses and put them on, and then followed slender Yu to visit Ji Mian. There were several visitors in the ward, all of whom were movie stars and actresses, and they were talking in a positive atmosphere. Seeing Slender Yu, they quickly stood up to say hello, with a very enthusiastic attitude. Xiao Jiashu's voice was hoarse and his mood was very low, so he didn't want to talk, let alone socialize, he walked to the bed and nodded silently to Ji Mian.

"You're here, sit down." Ji Mianding gave him a look.

"Well." Xiao Jiashu sat down next to the hospital bed, opened Kugou, and played the song just now on a loop. This kind of behavior is almost self-abuse, making him regretful and regretful, but there is no way to stop. If it wasn't for him being careless and sending the video to Mother He privately, it wouldn't have caused her emotional breakdown. He controlled his facial expressions, but inside he was crying like a child. Some things are really unforgettable and unforgettable...

Ji Mian gently massaged his temples and said in an unprecedentedly gentle voice, "Want to eat an apple? Can I peel one for you?"

Xiao Jiashu looked at him through the sunglasses, then waved his hand, the lower half of his face as stiff as a stone made him look cool and slender, and extremely flat. Fang Kun secretly cursed a dead boy in his heart.

Ji Mian didn't seem to understand the rejection, and still cut an apple and handed it over. Xiao Jiashu had to take it, and in the process of eating the apples carefully, the sadness in his heart was unknowingly diluted. He turned off Kugou, took off his headphones, threw the bare apple core into the trash can, then sat back in place and continued to look at Ji Mian through the sunglasses. This person doesn't seem to be seriously injured, just a concussion, that's fine.

"What are your plans recently? Go back to the company if you have nothing to do? I didn't think about firing you last time. I apologize to you." Ji Mian said after a moment of silence.

Why are you apologizing to me? It was me who interfered with the normal operation of the studio, and it was me who should apologize. You are blind and can't see people clearly, that's a question of IQ, and it has nothing to do with right or wrong. Thinking of this, Xiao Jiashu shook his head and refused.

Ji Mian, "… "

"Why?" Li Jia'er was going crazy, her teeth rattling when she sent the message.

"I don't know either. Don't contact me anymore. If Brother Ji finds out, he will fire me." Xiao Tao also blocked Li Jiaer after saying this.

Li Jiaer's agent sat on the sofa with a stern face, and said coldly, "Didn't you promise me that you have a good relationship with Ji Mian? What's going on now? What about our next publicity plan?"

Li Jiaer held her phone with a helpless expression on her face, "Sister Ou, wait a minute, I'll ask someone else. I really had a good relationship with Brother Ji before, and he even went to the nursing home to visit my mother in person, and the news also reported The..." She kept calling while explaining, but the former friends in the circle are now ignoring people, as if they had negotiated.

She and her agent originally planned this: After signing the contract with Jiguang, they would contact Ji Mian and ask him to send a congratulatory blog post. With him taking the lead, there will be more or less responses from many celebrities, and his huge fan base is the best navy army, which will definitely make this matter hot. But they considered all aspects, but they did not expect Ji Mian to cancel the attention to Li Jiaer at this stall, so all the following publicity actions were forced to be interrupted.

Sister Ou stared at the scrapped planning book, and she felt hatred in her heart, and she said in a bad mood, "He connected you with Tiantian Entertainment before, but you pushed it. Is it because of this matter that he has some opinions on you? Which company did he sign with? It's your freedom, why does he interfere? Ji Mian is not as easy to talk as rumored, and he has a very small temper. Didn't you say before that you would definitely get his forgiveness? What is the situation now? Can you do things reliably? The company is also going to push you hard when signing the contract, but it seems that it is no longer necessary, so let’s just deal with it coldly. All pushes and interviews have been canceled, and your information will be quietly updated on the official website.”