They have so much to say to each other, but they don't know where to start, and they don't know whether they should say it!
Chen Huanyu wants Bai Nianling to know that he loves her! It has nothing to do with those gossips; nothing to do with her mysterious life experience; nothing to do with others... These days he has already thought through it, why should he be shaken by what those insignificant people say? Since he loves her, he should love her. What kind of person is she? What kind of identity do you have? What did you hide from him? Does it really matter
Turns out none of that matters! In other words, nothing is more important than his love for her, his heart is full of her! Even if she once had something in her heart, he doesn't care anymore! Because he could feel it, she felt that standing in front of him now, she had him in her heart, and it was because she couldn't let him go that she came to save him!
She loves him after all! Chen Huanyu slightly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, just because this one answer is enough! Everything is not so important anymore! Those misunderstandings and let it pass away with the wind, because of the pressure of the owner, because of his lovesickness, because there are too many, he doesn't want to miss her again, and he doesn't want to see her sad again.
"I have thought about where and under what circumstances we will meet again countless times. I never thought..." Chen Huanyu could only look at her with his body half propped up, because he saw that she even had physical pain. The pain seems to have eased a lot.
Bai Nianling looked at him, but there was no smile in his eyes. A faint sadness melted in my heart until it spread to the whole body. This sorrow is soaked in blood and bones! For her, it is looking forward to meeting each other, but fearing meeting each other!
I used to act arbitrarily in vain, thinking that if I loved deeply, I could be desperate. Even when she knew that it was impossible for her to be with him, she still insisted on thinking that she could be with him for one more day, but she forgot that in the long run, this love not only took root and grew in her heart, but also in Chen Huan's heart. Yu's heart grew stronger. Now it's not that she can really miss it if she just leaves, if she can't do it, how can Chen Huanyu do it
Just listening to the first sentence Chen Huanyu uttered, Bai Nianling knew that Chen Huanyu had become the second Zhan Ling, he loved her just like she loved him, more than anything else. separate? Bai Nianling's heart was pierced by these two knife-like words, hurt? Already numb! She understood that Chen Huanyu just couldn't accept the fact of real separation.
All this is my own fault! Bai Nianling closed his eyes slightly! But the owner of Nanrong really made a good choice for her! Even if it hurts her heart, she still wants to give it up. She turned her eyes around him, and then saw two knives on the knife rack under the window, the one on top was the Broken Cloud Knife!
She didn't answer Chen Huanyu's words, because she had already decided that she could no longer be willful. It is necessary to cut the mess with a sharp knife to end this relationship that will not be settled, will not be fulfilled, and will harm others and myself!
She went to the window and gently stroked the Broken Cloud Knife, saying: "It should be very happy to find a new owner!" Rather than talking about the new owner, it is better to say that it is the old owner. She glanced at Chen Huanyu and said nothing of.
"Although Zi Meng didn't say it, I think..." Chen Huanyu lowered his head and sighed, "The old owner of this knife...is Zhan Ling! Xiao Nian, I know you let me go!" No, but I don't care anymore, and what Chiyo Nonghua said...I don't care about those. Whether it's true or not, no matter who you are, I only know that I... "
"Huanyu!" Bai Nianling stopped him at the right time, she was so scared, really afraid that Chen Huanyu would say: I only know that I love you! Don't say love, don't say love! Bai Nianling's heart ached as if he had been tortured. Everything she decided on herself will collapse in Chen Huanyu's "I love you", she can't!
Huanyu half-opened his mouth to hang the unfinished words, he looked at Bai Nianling, looked at her with tears in her eyes but didn't say a word. It took him a long time before he lowered his head and swallowed the sentence I love you and changed it: "I'm sorry, it was my fault at the beginning, and I shouldn't have doubted you." He thought that Bai Nianling was still blaming him, that he would rather watch her follow Azusa Meng walked away but didn't hold her back, blamed him for listening to other people's words and treated her differently, blamed him... Chen Huanyu knew he was wrong, but he also knew that he couldn't live without Bai Nianling, really couldn't !
But he didn't know, watching him bow his head, watching him admit his mistake. Bai Nianling's tears rushed out of his eyes, fortunately he lowered his head and didn't see it, Bai Nianling reached out to wipe away the tears and blinked twice to prevent the tears from falling again. Her hands are tight, she has long since stopped blaming him!
However, she also clearly knew that if she could no longer be with him, it would be tantamount to harming him!
"I forgot what happened back then." Bai Nianling collected his mood for a long time before he said this sentence very calmly, "You forget it too. Yun'er is a good girl, don't let her down."
While speaking, she had already moved to Chen Huanyu, stood by the bed and looked at Chen Huanyu's lowered head: "I will bless you all!"
Chen Huanyu thought that whether it was the sentence Bai Nianling yelled when he first entered the room, or what she said now, they were just angry words, angry at what he did back then. Of course he knew that Bai Nianling liked him, so he admitted his mistake and believed that Bai Nianling would soften his heart. After all, she was willing to come here to meet him and save him, so there was nothing else she couldn't let go of.
However, he was wrong! Bai Nianling refused to forgive him. She still kept her mouth shut and wished him to be with Yun'er! He looked up at Bai Nianling in astonishment, the face he had been thinking about day and night, but at this moment he was so distressed: "Xiao Nian? Do you know what you are talking about?"
"you know... ... "
As soon as Chen Huanyu opened his mouth, Bai Nianling gently covered his mouth with one hand. The faint fragrance from Bai Nianling's slender hand penetrated into Chen Huanyu's nostrils. The moment he smelled Bai Nianling's fragrance, if Chen Huanyu hadn't It hurts so much that he really wants to hug Bai Nianling, regardless of anything.
Bai Nianling couldn't let him say things that she wanted to hear but didn't dare to, she was afraid that her decision would be shaken. So she stopped him with a smile, sat gently on the edge of the bed and looked at him with a smile: "don't say any more, okay?"
Chen Huanyu stretched out his poisonous hand to hold Bai Nianling's little hand tightly: "Xiao Nian..."
Bai Nianling shook his head, and gently caressed the poisonous place on his face with his other hand. How could she let Chen Huanyu's handsome face be ruined? She smiled and said, "If you don't help you detoxify this poison, your face will be ruined."
"I don't care if you..."
Bai Nianling covered his mouth again: "Listen to me, don't say anything else."
Chen Huanyu thought for a while and nodded. When the poison on his body is cured and it doesn't hurt so much, then he just needs to talk to Bai Nianling, I believe Bai Nianling will forgive him!
Bai Nianling smiled, she looked at Chen Huanyu's bed and lowered her head, "I'm going to ** to detoxify you, is it okay?" Even a hundred years ago, she never slept in Zhan Ling's bed, After all, she was still a girl, and she also felt that it was a bit strange to say this. His face was also half red.
Chen Huanyu gave up a seat excitedly: "Of course it's no problem!"
Bai Nianling looked at him in a daze, but she blushed even more when she thought of what happened next. She swallowed her saliva and said: "This kind of poisonous poison is extremely cold, and if you want to detoxify it, your whole body will definitely be soaked. So..." Bai Nianling looked at him unconsciously!
After thinking about it, Chen Huanyu suddenly understood, he hesitated: "I... I'm fine!"
Bai Nianling gave him a blank look, of course he is fine as a big man, but it's a girl like her who suffers!